Looking at the haggard, gray-haired uncle on the hospital bed*, the actual biological father. Feng Junfei's teeth itched with hatred, he didn't hate it, but hated Chu Tianqi, the "processed product". If it weren't for the "processed products", I wouldn't have such a big opinion on the uncle, and I wouldn't have been blinded by the anger I encountered this time, let alone come to the door to find the uncle's theory, and naturally the uncle wouldn't have suddenly become ill.

The more I thought about it, the more I felt angry in my heart, and the more I thought about it, the more I felt that the "processed product" was extremely hateful, Feng Junfei couldn't help but close his eyes and clenched his fists.

After a while, Feng Junfei suddenly felt that something was put on the back of his hand, and he hurriedly opened his eyes to see it, and he was both surprised and happy. Shocked, the uncle's left hand was on his right fist on the side of the bed, and he was looking at himself with his eyes open. The good news is that the uncle is not only awake, but also able to move his hands.

Feng Junfei's first reaction was to bend down and ask, "Uncle, do you know me?"

"Dumbo. Feng Zhiguo said in a soft voice.

This is enough, it means that the uncle has no problem with his brain. Feng Junfei suddenly burst into tears, and his voice choked up: "Dad......"

Feng Zhiguo was startled at first, his eyes were full of tears, he immediately shook his head, pointed to the outside with his finger, and then pointed at Feng Junfei and said, "The impact is not good." ”

Feng Junfei was moved, he knew that his father was afraid that the wall would have ears, that others would know, and that he would have a bad impact on him. He took a tissue from the side and gently wiped the tears from his father's eyelids.

"Who has been here?" Feng Zhiguo asked.

"Dad...... Brother-in-law. Feng Junfei replied: "Secretary Zhao and County Magistrate Zheng came on the morning of the 8th, and told the leaders of the hospital to make every effort to rescue them at all costs. Other members of the Standing Committee also came on the 8th and 9th. Someone else called to come, but the eldest lady didn't let me and blocked the drive. Everyone brought condolences money, and the eldest lady accepted it. ”

Feng Zhiguo sighed lightly: "Alas, how can that work?

"It's all symbolic, a few hundred yuan per person, that is, the secretary and the county magistrate get a little more. At that time, the eldest lady resolutely asked them to take it back, and they said that not only on behalf of themselves, but also on behalf of the party committee and government, they expressed a little heart to the old leaders of Yuchi County. Feng Junfei said softly.

Feng Zhiguo let out an "oh" and didn't speak, his eyes were staring at the ceiling, as if he was thinking something.

After a while, Feng Zhiguo looked around and said, "Xiaofei, you are tired, what about your aunt?"

"The eldest lady is not in good health, she went for a physical examination, and she was accompanied by doctors and nurses. Feng Junfei replied, after speaking, looked at Feng Zhiguo, and said sincerely: "Uncle, I was wrong, I'm sorry for you." ”

"Silly boy, uncle doesn't blame you, they all blame me, blame me......" Feng Zhiguo was already choked up and couldn't continue. He was not only moved by Feng Junfei's attitude, but also unspeakable, and even more deeply blamed himself, so that he could not fully express his meaning.

Feng Junfei said with a crying voice: "Uncle, it's me who is not good, Xiaofei is ignorant, I ......" said, and touched Feng Zhiguo's thin left hand with both hands.

Feng Zhiguo intercepted Feng Junfei's words: "Everything looks forward. After saying that, he closed his eyes and said, "I'll rest again." ”

……

Feng Zhiguo said that he was "taking a break", not that he was really tired, but that he was in a complicated mood and needed to sort out his thoughts.

In fact, Feng Zhiguo woke up in the early hours of the morning. When he awoke, he found himself in a white world illuminated by the night light. And his head is still a little painful, and his hands are also sticky with adhesive tape. He also found that his nephew, his own son Feng Junfei, was sitting on a chair next to the bed, napping.

Feng Zhiguo thought hard for a while, and remembered, this is the hospital. I fainted, and I was angry with this son next to the bed. At that time, the two had a quarrel, and he asked him to get out of a fit of rage, but he threw down a nasty sentence and left. He walked on his front foot, and the blood he had in his mouth spat out.

Immediately after that, my wife entered the house, and I used my residual consciousness to tell my wife that it was because of the compilation of teaching courses for the party school, and I stayed up all night before vomiting blood. After that, there is nothing to be learned.

Looking at his son sitting on the chair, Feng Zhiguo was angry, painful and hateful. The anger is that this child's personality does not follow himself, selfish, arrogant, and too narrow. The pain is that the child has not enjoyed the true father's love since he was a child, and he can only love him in a way that cannot be seen. What I hate is that I have created evil, but I don't have the courage to face the reality, but I take the way of avoiding it. As a result, not to mention the harm caused to Hu Xiaoqin's mother and son now, it is unfair to his wife and younger brother. He knew that his brother died so early, and it was inseparable from this incident, and it was not simply caused by going down the mine. At the very least, it hastened his death.

At the same time, he is also deeply blaming himself, blaming himself for his ridiculous behavior when he was young, blaming himself for letting his younger brother "top the tank", and blaming himself for not fulfilling the responsibilities of a biological father. He was thinking in his heart that if he had been braver and faced the reality, Hu Xiaoqin would not have suffered such a big crime, and Xiaofei would not have been scolded as a "wild seed" by others.

After thinking about it, Feng Zhiguo was shaken again. If I had bravely undertaken all this, I would have lost my job, and I would have carried a heavy moral judgment on my back, and I would have lived in a rural or remote area with poor conditions. Then Hu Xiaoqin's mother and son will also bear the pressure of life and public opinion with themselves. Both of them will also be looked down upon by others, and they will have to endure the poverty and hardship of life, and they may both be worse.

In that era, unmarried and pregnant, Hu Xiaoqin would have the reputation of a "broken shoe" on her back, and live with herself, a "second-rate son", Xiaofei is still inevitably called a "wild seed". The situation is much worse than now, not only will he and Xiaoqin suffer for a lifetime due to the pressure of life and psychology, but I am afraid that Xiaofei will also be implicated, labeled as a "wild seed", and live in the countryside for a lifetime.

Alas, after thinking about it, I blamed myself for being impulsive at the time, doing the wrong thing at the wrong time and the wrong person. Feng Zhiguo couldn't help but sigh lightly. After he sighed, he noticed that Xiao Fei's body was moving, and hurriedly closed his eyes.

Soon, Feng Zhiguo felt that his quilt was gently tucked. After a while, there was the sound of liquid flowing, and at the same time, something was slightly moving in his legs. He narrowed his eyes and saw Feng Junfei squatting in front of his bed, and he understood that his son was collecting urine * liquid from the catheter bag to the urine bucket for himself. At this time, Feng Junfei had already straightened up with a small urine bucket, and Feng Zhiguo quickly closed his eyes.

With his eyes closed, Feng Zhiguo thought about his thoughts. He didn't know what he was going to say when he woke up, he didn't know what Feng Junfei's attitude was, and how he should face his son. He thought of the fact that his son had just given himself urine*, and he couldn't help but feel a warm current in his heart, and after a while he fell asleep again, and slept soundly.

It wasn't until Feng Zhiguo felt that something was moving that he opened his eyes and found that Feng Junfei had his eyes closed and his fists clenched. In his eagerness, he put his hand on Feng Junfei's fist beside the bed, and only then did he have a conversation between father and son.

……

Just when Feng Zhiguo closed his eyes and adjusted his thoughts, Feng Junfei kept staring at his father like that. He noticed that his father sometimes frowned, sometimes pursed his lips, and sometimes shook his head slightly. Feng Junfei didn't know what his father was thinking, but he knew that he must be in a complicated mood.

Suddenly, there was a voice from outside, and the voice was from far and near, and it could be heard as the voice of the eldest mother. There was also a female voice, which sounded a little familiar, but I couldn't remember it for a while. But listening to the footsteps, although they walked very lightly, they did not look like two people.

Feng Zhiguo suddenly opened his eyes and said loudly to Feng Junfei: "Xiaofei, you must work hard and listen to the words of the leader." As he spoke, he winked at Feng Junfei.

Feng Junfei understood, and immediately said loudly: "Uncle, you are recuperating well, I will definitely live up to the expectations of you and the leaders of the unit, and continue to work diligently and diligently." You should also pay more attention to your body, don't work overtime until late at night, your body is well-maintained, and you have more time to work for the party. You ......"

At this time, the eldest mother's voice interrupted their words: "Old Feng, you are awake." She rushed into the house crying and threw herself on the bed.

Feng Zhiguo nodded and said softly, "I'm fine, don't worry." ”

Immediately afterwards, a young girl walked in, came to the bedside, and asked with concern, "Secretary Feng, are you awake?" Great, how do you feel?" The girl is none other than Ning Junqi, the youngest female township chief in the county.

Feng Junfei hurriedly got up from the chair and nodded at Ning Junqi.

While Ning Junqi greeted Feng Zhiguo, Hao Xiaoyan and Gao Yuan behind him also walked in, and Feng Junfei also nodded to each other. Just when his gaze looked behind Gao Yuan, a person he didn't want to see the most appeared, and it turned out to be Chu Tianqi, the "treatment product".

The moment he saw the "processed product", Feng Junfei felt "Geden" in his heart, he was really afraid of something. Now I hate "processed products" the most, and this "processed product" actually appears in front of me, what should I do?

"Xiao Fei, dodge back and let everyone into the house. The eldest lady whispered behind her, but her voice was very stern, "Everyone is here to see your uncle." ”

Hearing the eldest mother's words, Feng Junfei realized that this was in the uncle's ward, and they were all here to visit the patient. Feng Junfei hurriedly turned to the side and smiled at Chu Tianqi. But he really didn't dare to compliment, his laughter was more ugly than crying.

Chu Tianqi naturally smiled back and entered the suite. At this time, Hao Xiaoyan had already handed over a bouquet of carnations to Feng Junfei's aunt, and the meaning of carnations was to wish the patient a speedy recovery. The others also put some nutrition boxes and fruit blues in their hands on the floor next to the cabinet.

Everyone gathered around Feng Zhiguo's bedside and asked, "Secretary Feng, are you better?"

"It's okay, it's much better, thank you!" Feng Zhiguo said with a smile.

……

After everyone greeted each other, Ning Junqi looked at the people behind him and said, "There are too many people in the house, everyone go out first, I will go out to find you soon." ”

Everyone understands that Ning Junqi wants to "express" on behalf of the township government, which is normal etiquette. Naturally, they all said the words "Secretary Feng takes care of his body" and walked out together.

"Xiaofei, go out and spend time with everyone. Feng Zhiguo commanded.

"Good. Feng Junfei nodded and walked out.