In my life, the things that make me panic and fear have not happened. But I really haven't encountered such a situation.

After a long time of puffing up, my father fell silent, but his red eyes were still staring at me, as if they were about to breathe fire.

And I kept standing, not daring to move at all, Ren Dad scolded angrily, and did not dare to resist, did not dare to refute.

After a while, my father was silent, glanced at Jiaqi, who was crying at her feet, and then glared at me angrily.

"Who the hell is this kid?!"

"Daddy......" This time, I don't dare to hide anything, I know that any lie is useless. Dad will see through everything. "I picked her up. ”

"You're still making it up!?"

"It's true!" I looked up at my dad in a daze, trying to make him believe me. "She really ...... I picked it up. ”

But Dad just stared at me and didn't seem to be listening at all.

"Did your mom come back?"

Exhaling violently, Dad finally let out a low, beastly questioning voice in a rough voice.

"Ah?......h

"I asked if your mom had ever been back!!"

I panicked. At this moment, I understood, my father thought that my mother had brought this child back, so he asked me that.

"No, no. I explained in a slurred.

"Honestly?!"

"Hmm......" I nodded, "Mom...... Really haven't been back. ”

Dad suddenly kicked the leg of the table that had fallen to the side with a screeching sound. I was taken aback again.

And what I didn't expect was that Jiaqi was really scared to the extreme by my father again, Jiaqi, who was crying on the ground, actually crawled towards me like a kitten, her little face was full of crystal tears, and her trembling little hands grabbed my trouser legs, and called:

“papa…… Kiki is afraid...... Kiki is afraid...... Kiki wants Papa to hug ......" said Jiaqi's eyes were red and swollen, and she began to cry again.

Seeing Jiaqi's actions, Dad raised his head again and stared at me with a fixed gaze.

That kind of look, like a beast about to go berserk.

And my heart sank to the bottom.

I know that Jiaqi's words at this time undoubtedly added fuel to the fire.

"Say, she's your child with who?!"

I didn't expect that, then, Dad suddenly asked this sentence.

At that moment, my mind was confused. I didn't expect Dad to misunderstand this. Although I had vaguely guessed that even if I told the truth, my father might not believe the fact that Jiaqi was picked up by me, but I didn't expect that my father would directly misunderstand it so deeply.

"Dad, she really was picked up by me...... I haven't done anything with any other girls......"

But my dad didn't listen to me at all.

"Who is that girl? What the hell have you done to other people? You tell me 1510 clearly! Don't talk nonsense with me, I won't believe your reasoning!" Dad is also a stubborn person, sometimes he believes in one fact, and then he won't believe other claims.

There can be no more misunderstandings like this. I clenched my fists.

Dad's misunderstanding of me is getting deeper and deeper, and if I continue like this, I will have a hundred mouths, and I will not be able to make it clear.

"Dad, I really picked it up from me! I picked it up in that alley across the road from the hospital three years ago!" I gritted my teeth, and finally raised my voice and said it again.

Maybe only if I'm tough, my dad will believe me.

Hearing my sudden increase in tone, my father also stared at me and fell silent, but the anger on his face obviously did not disappear.

"She's calling you Daddy? You're kidding me, aren't you?!"

"Nope...... Father...... She has no other relatives...... That's why ......"

"You've been hiding this from me for three years, what do you want to do?" Dad tossed the cigarette butt aside and stomped it out with the sole of his shoe. "Are you dizzy? Do you want to study? What did you learn in your three years of high school? You spent all the money I gave you in the dung heap, didn't you?"

“……”

"I'm really angry, I can't wait to give you a slap in the face and a long memory!!"

I didn't say a word.

In fact, I didn't dare to speak.

I just felt hot and hot on my face, and scared and scared in my heart.

As he uttered the last sentence, Dad fell into a long silence again, crossed his legs, his head to the side, and didn't even look at me.

I was silent as well.

For a while, except for Jiaqi's crying, there was no sound at home.

If it had been normal, I would have tried to comfort Jiaqi, but now, I can only watch her cry.

In fact, I want to cry too, and I want to cry when I'm afraid.

But I couldn't stop crying.

"If I hadn't found out about this, would you have continued to hide it from me for the rest of my life?" Suddenly turning his head to the side, my father asked me viciously again.

I swallowed a mouthful of water and whispered, "No...... Actually, I was going to tell you after the college entrance examination...... It's just that you know first. ”

"Well, that's a nice thing to say. Dad nodded, but there was no smile on his face, "Then what are you going to do with this child after you tell me?

I kept swallowing and scolded silently.

But in the end, I decided to give it a go.

It's all come to this.

It's the worst. No matter what I do, it can't be worse.

Struggling in my heart, I hesitated for a long time, and finally I stubbornly put forward my opinion to my father.

"Daddy, we'...... Adopt Jiaqi...... I'll just think she's my sister. ”

When I said this, I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at my father. I didn't dare to look at him.

How would Dad react?

Will he refuse? Will he be furious?

Or will it ......

"You have a clear mind for me!!" I didn't expect my proposal to get from my father's anger. "Raise her? Do you think it's so simple? Raise this child without knowing who it is? What will people say if they ask her? Besides, who will raise her? Do you still want to go to college? Do I still want to go to work? What about the hukou? What about insurance? You say it lightly!

Every word of Dad's words is not wrong, they are all truth. But it sounded like a pinprick to me.

I still have to go to college, and Abu is also busy with work, and in our family, in fact, no one can make time to take care of Jiaqi and raise Jiaqi.

Yes, I've known this for a long time.

I understood it for a long time.

However, I really don't want to let Jiaqi go like that.

There is no reason, no reason. I just don't want to send Jiaqi away.

I've been raising her for almost three years.

I watched her open her eyes, watched her speak, watched her walk and crawl...... It was also the first time I heard Jiaqi call me "papa". I watched Jiaqi grow day by day, and I also grew and matured day by day.

It's a mistake to say who owns whom, because that's what you have in the first place.

I don't want to leave Jiaqi, I don't want to leave this little beauty.

That's why I insisted on keeping Jiaqi no matter how hard and tired I was.

My heart struggled painfully again.

"Dad, but Jiaqi she was really discarded, if no one raised her, she would have nowhere to go......"

"You don't need to say it, I'll contact the Civil Affairs Bureau tonight. Send her to an orphanage, and you don't have to think about anything else. Let me tell you, you are a student, and studying is your duty, if you are not my son, I really want to beat you to death!"

I gasped when I heard this.

Dad actually decided to send Jiaqi to an orphanage.

These words have completely erased any last trace of hope from me.

Did I really have to say goodbye to Jiaqi in the end?

Thinking of the scene of being separated from Jiaqi in the rain that day, I felt weak and my nose was sore.

The grief of that scene came to my heart again, and Jiaqi's cry at that time merged with Jiaqi's cry at this time, hitting my heart and my brain.

Maybe it was Jiaqi's cry that evoked my sadness that day, maybe it was because I had been under too much pressure for three years, and it completely exploded at this moment and made me let go, or maybe I really went crazy, and I finally said the next words in front of my father.

"Daddy!" I said as I stared at Dad with my fists clenched and my teeth gritted.

"I'm not going to college anymore! I'm going to work after high school, and I'll make my own money to support Jiaqi!

I said this to my dad almost justifiably.

But as soon as the words came out, I regretted it.

The moment my words fell, Dad Huo Ran stood up from the chair, his eyes were scarlet, and he raised his hand and slapped me in the face.

Syllable!!!

Crisp and piercing sound.

I almost fainted in a sharp pain on my face, and the moment the pain came, it was pitch black in front of my eyes, and it took me a second to regain vision, but it was full of Venus and my father's horrible angry face.

"Don't give me a nerve!!

Covering my face, I looked at my dad and trembled.

"What did I do for raising you for so many years, investing money in your studies, and going to the best school in the city? Is it for you to play with the play of raising children? Your mother is not a thing, even you are such a scum. I'll tell you honestly, if it weren't for your son, I would have found someone else to marry!

I didn't expect my father to say such a thing, and at that moment I was in pain, but at the same time, my mind was hot, and my whole body trembled violently.

Because my father's words have deeply pierced a sensitive nerve in my heart, and touched a sacred and inviolable holy place in my heart.

Then, too, I lost control. I also looked at my dad coldly and said something that even I couldn't believe.

Words that I regret a lot.

"Dad!" I felt a sharp pain in my face as I clenched my fists, but my brain was surging with blood, "Dad, that's what you said." Do you think I don't know? I already knew that you had a woman outside! I just didn't say anything! Dad, you've wanted to find me a stepmother for a long time, right? You often don't come home, do you really think I'll believe that you're just busy with work? I clearly know that you're messing around with other people's women in other places! I just keep putting up with it, pretending not to know! No wonder my mother left this house back then. Me too...... Enough is enough!"

These words were like a fuse, which completely ignited Dad. Even I regret it a little because of my words. If I had a choice, I would never have said that.

Because my words can be said to have completely changed my life. I regretted it for the rest of my life.

Dad suddenly kicked the chair at his feet, and Jiaqi was so frightened that she cried even more, and Dad stared at me and pointed to the door and yelled:

"Get out of here!I don't want you to come back!!"

At that time, I was really angry, and I was a little unconvinced, so I was also ruthless, picked up Jiaqi, and refuted:

"Let's go!! anyway, my mother was kicked out by you, and I will be kicked out by you sooner or later!!" I picked up Jiaqi, didn't look back, turned around and was about to leave.

At that moment, my determination was unbelievably firm.

This family, such a father, I'm fed up.

I never want to come back!

But I had only taken a few steps when my father stopped me.

"Stop!

I stopped, looked back, and saw my father's angry eyes and his heaving chest.

To be honest, it is impossible to say that I was not scared at all at that moment, especially under the angry gaze of my father, I had some heart palpitations.

As I watched, Dad grabbed his coat on the ground and walked briskly towards me.

At that moment, I thought that my father was going to hit me again, and the faint pain on my face still made me feel terrified.

But my father didn't hit me, but pushed me hard, I was unstable, my feet staggered, and I fell to the ground with my buttocks, but fortunately, at the moment of falling, I instinctively hugged Jiaqi tightly and didn't fall to her.

But even so, the pain in my butt still made it impossible for me to stand up for a while.

"I don't want to see you again!!" Dad scolded me, gave me a cold look, and then grabbed the coat in his hand, and walked briskly towards the gate of the villa with a red face. "You don't have to go, I'll go!"

Dad didn't look back.

Three minutes later, I heard the sound of a car starting, and then I saw a black sedan speeding out of front of my house, so fast and terrifying, like a roaring beast.

And I, because of the pain in my body and the numbness in my heart, have been sitting on the cold geographical ground, holding Jiaqi, who is crying incessantly, and staring blankly at the black car shadow that is rapidly moving away.

I felt like something very important had left me.