During the Qingming season, there is a drizzle.

The dwarf grass is oblique, and the wet soil is muddy.

On the day of the Qingming Festival, Xueqi was on holiday, and I went to Aunt La's house at night to worship my ancestors, and the next day I took Xueqi to my hometown to go to the grave.

Because I haven't been back to my hometown for a long time, I took Xueqi back to my hometown that day to have a look.

Since my dad died, my hometown has been renovated twice, once 10 years ago and once 2 years ago, and I paid for some of the original civil structures to be rebuilt into brick structures, which retained the basic shape, but the internal materials changed.

That day, I bought some Xianghe candles and some fireworks from the temple in my hometown, and then I bought some cooked vegetables and went back to my hometown with Xueqi to worship my ancestors.

I took Xueqi to the back mountain to go to the grave, I used the hoe of my hometown to dig up the grass and cover it on the graves of my father, grandfather and great-grandfather, and then I set up the food and fruits for worshipping the ancestors in front of the grave, lit the incense candles and worshiped with Xueqi.

After the worship, I set off the fireworks, Xue Qi is already an adult, but the courage is still relatively small, I don't dare to set off fireworks, I still have to rely on me. Looking at the crackling fireworks, Xue Qi covered her ears, frowned, and hid far away.

When I came back from the mountain, I dug up a few spring bamboo shoots with Xueqi, and almost caught a wild bird, which was very interesting, on the way I met an old farmer, who was an old man in the same village as my grandfather, who was over 80 years old, actually recognized me, and looked quite healthy, he greeted me when he saw me, and then asked me who Xueqi was, such a beautiful girl? Is it my wife?

At that time, Xueqi had grown up, although she was still a little girl, but after all, she was an adult, and she could act as my wife, so I pulled Xueqi and smiled and said yes.

At that time, Xue Qi frowned and looked at me, I really thought that she had an idea, so I smiled and said to the uncle that I still had to leave beforehand, and then pulled Xue Qi back to the old house.

When I returned to the old house, it was raining and gray, and Xueqi's clothes and I were wet, and it would take more than 1 hour to go back to my home, so I suggested that Xueqi say that we should take a shower here, and then use the heater and hair dryer to dry our clothes, and then go back after drying our bodies.

Xue Qi had no opinion, so I went to the well in my hometown to fetch water. When my grandfather lived in his hometown, he used to draw water from the well in the yard, and I remember that the water from the well was very cool and felt very clear.

After fetching water, I boiled the water on the gas stove in my hometown, and then asked Xueqi to take a bath in the bathroom.

There were no new towels at home, and the old towels were already covered with dust, so I had to use the napkin in the car to let Xueqi wipe her body, and then use a hair dryer to blow her hair.

After that, I used a hair dryer to blow my hair. After blowing her hair, Xueqi had no choice but to hide on the bed in the attic of her hometown because her clothes had not dried, covering the clothes taken out of the cabinet in her hometown to keep warm.

After that, I also took a shower, then dried my hair, and then I put my and Xueqi's clothes on the electric heater in the storage garage of my hometown and let it dry on its own.

Probably because I took a bath for too long, when I went to the attic to dry clothes, I actually found that Xue Qi had fallen asleep in bed, and the big safflower quilt in my hometown was particularly thick, probably because it was covered with a softer and more comfortable and easy to sleep. At that time, seeing Xue Qi's whole body hiding in the quilt, only revealing a snow-white head, I suddenly felt a little excited, and I felt my blood flowing...... I suddenly wanted it.

I suddenly wanted to hold Xueqi in my arms, caress her white, delicate and smooth skin, and smell her baby-like milky scent...... I really wanted to feel the wetness and warmth inside her body.

Of course, as soon as such a thought arose, I quickly restrained it, because I was out today and didn't bring a condom, so it was impossible for me to do it with Xueqi. In the end, I restrained my thoughts, and then got into the bed where Xue Qi was to take a nap. But probably because of the spring sleepiness, plus the drizzle outside, the weather was dark and part of the day, I didn't expect that I slept in the afternoon, and it was already more than 5 o'clock in the afternoon when I got up. At that time, Xue Qi and I got up at about the same time.

"Qiqi, it's late, why don't you go home today and spend the night here?"

I proposed.

Xue Qi looked at the gloomy sky outside, then at me, and finally agreed, saying well, okay.

I said to Xueqi, "Qiqi, do you remember when we used to barbecue in our hometown with a briquette oven?

Hearing my suggestion, Xue Qi also became interested and said, "Okay, okay." ”

After that, I used some meat and some sausages and spring bamboo shoots left over from the ancestors to skewer them with sticks and then roasted them in the briquette oven to eat, Xueqi and I ate with relish, eating barbecue in the lobby and watching the drizzle, it was indeed a very enjoyable thing.

At that time, I was sitting in the lobby with Xueqi, watching the slanting rain outside hit the grass that had not yet grown, and I couldn't help but think of when Xueqi was 8 years old, I used to sit in this lobby with her like this, watching the rain and eating barbecue.

In the blink of an eye, 10 years have passed.

I really can't imagine it.

Time flies so fast.

The same rain scene, the same feeling, but they are already different people.

Time, what has changed, and what has been left behind?

Because it was late after eating the barbecue, I didn't plan to go home, so I slept in the attic bed with Xueqi. That bed was also the same one that Xueqi and I slept in 10 years ago.

Nothing has changed.

Or the sound of the rain outside the house, or the sound of the tiles on the roof being washed and slapped by the rain, I am really strange that such an old house can still be intact after 10 years of wind and rain erosion.

Of course, because there is no relationship between TV and computer in my hometown, Xueqi and I have nothing to do.

So I started telling stories to Xueqi.

"Qiqi, Dad will tell you the story of the Rainbow Bridge built by the Heavenly Maiden, right?" I slept on the bed with Xueqi, and I suddenly said to Xueqi.

"You've already told you. Xue Qi said immediately.

"Yes, why don't I remember?"

"Yes, you must have forgotten!" Xue Qi insisted.

"Hehe, then I can't remember exactly...... "I wanted to tell Xueqi some stories that my father and grandfather told me when I was a child, but I found that all the stories I knew had already been told to Xueqi, and Xueqi was no longer the Xueqi she used to be. I suddenly felt that I had nothing to say, chatting and chatting, and in the end I would talk about Xue Qi's study, but this topic was too heavy, and it would ruin the atmosphere at the moment.

So, I simply didn't say anything, just lay quietly on the bed with Xueqi, listening to the sound of the rain outside the house, and feeling the breath of the old house.

Xue Qi also listened quietly to the sound of rain outside the house with me, quietly. I didn't turn my head, but I knew she was awake with her eyes open.

In this way, after a long while, maybe 5 minutes, maybe half an hour, I suddenly said to Xue Qi:

"Qiqi, Dad wants to do it with you...... Okay, okay?"

As if she had expected it, Xue Qi quickly replied to me:

"Don't ......"

"Qiqi ......"

"Don't! and...... Dad, you didn't bring a condom ......," Xue Qi said in a low voice.

"Qiqi, have you had your period these days?"

"......" Xue Qi suddenly fell silent.

"Is there any?" I turned around and looked at Xue Qi, but my hand gently slid towards Xue Qi's flat and smooth lower abdomen, and I felt Xue Qi's body tremble.

"No......," Xue Qi replied softly. I was a little disappointed, Xueqi didn't have her period, which means that now is not the safe period, if Xueqi and I do it, she will get pregnant......

So I was ready to give up...... However, when I got up to go to the toilet after a while, I found a plastic bag, and at that time I had a whim, maybe using a plastic bag would have the same effect as a condom, so I returned to bed with the thin plastic bag and said to Xueqi: "Qiqi, is it good for Dad to use a plastic bag, so that it will be the same as a condom, and you will not get pregnant." ”

At that time, Xue Qi looked at the transparent plastic bag in my hand, frowned,

"Dad, go back and talk about it, tomorrow night...... How are ......."

"But tomorrow night you're going to study on your own......"

Xue Qi and I compromised with each other like bargaining buyers and sellers, and in the end, Xue Qi still agreed, she still couldn't resist me, and finally Xue Qi agreed to do it with me in the case of me using a plastic bag, of course, Xue Qi herself was still very, very resistant and reluctant, but at that time I thought, anyway, Xue Qi and I have done it several times, and they are all old husbands and wives, and they are not afraid of anything, so I hugged Xue Qi in a plastic bag and did it on the bed......

At first, I just did it gently with Xue Qi, but as the pleasure gradually increased, so did my feelings, and to my surprise, tonight, Xue Qi's feeling seemed to be a little stronger than before, and Xue Qi actually began to gasp for breath rapidly. At that time, I knew that Xue Qi had a pleasure, so I sped up......

Waves of pleasure fluttered like waves, and as time passed, I finally reached the peak of happiness, I plunged deep into the deepest part of Xueqi, and then released the essence of my life

Burst!

But to my surprise, just as I was spraying, I felt something suddenly crack, and then I knew that the plastic paper was broken, but because I couldn't stop at that moment, and finally ...... I still sprayed it clean in Xueqi's body.

When I left Xueqi's body, Xueqi was lying on the bed panting, and I was wiping Xueqi's body with a tissue...... At that time, I was a little panicked, of course, Xue Qi was already weak at that time, so she also let me help her wipe her body, but she didn't notice it herself.

At that time, I was really nervous, what if Xue Qi was really pregnant?

I blamed myself a little, but I found that most of the seeds were still left on the plastic bag, and Xueqi didn't have a lot left in her body, and most of them were wiped clean by me with paper towels, plus I still have contraceptives at home, so ...... At that time, I was lucky, thinking that Xueqi was not pregnant.

After that, Xueqi went to the toilet to wash her body, but because it was an old house and there was no light, she didn't find out that she had my seed in her body......

And the most serious thing is that the next day, when I sent Xueqi home, Xueqi was actually told that the school was going to make up classes in advance, causing me to forget to give Xueqi contraceptives, and I didn't remember until another day later, but at that time, I saw Xueqi's expression as usual, so I thought she was fine, so I was relieved and didn't let her take birth control pills, but I still had a little uneasiness in my heart.

And this uneasiness came true just over four weeks later.

More than four weeks later, that is, on the evening before May Day, Xue Qi returned home with a heavy heart, I was watching TV in my room at that time, but I didn't expect Xue Qi to walk to my bedroom as soon as she came home, and then frowned, the expression on her face was about to cry:

"Daddy......"

As soon as Xue Qi walked into my room, she had tears on her face.

"What's wrong, Qiqi, what's wrong?" I looked at Xueqi standing at the door, a little stunned, I thought she had failed the exam or been bullied by others, so I wanted to comfort Xueqi at that time. But what I didn't expect was that Xue Qi suddenly cried anxiously, and while crying, she said to me:

"Daddy...... Oh no...... I haven't had a period in over a month...... Am I ...... Pregnant......"

I was really shocked to hear that Xue Qi was pregnant, I hurriedly stepped forward to ask Xue Qi what was going on, Xue Qi cried and told me that her menstruation had not come since I had sex with her in the old house last time I was clear, and she was very scared. At that time, my heart also sank, and I knew that the plastic bag was broken that time, and it was really a disaster.

I comforted Xueqi and said, "Qiqi, don't worry, sometimes you are not feeling well, and your menstruation will be delayed, Dad will buy you a pregnancy test to test it." I comforted Xue Qi, and then hurriedly went out to the health product store to buy a pregnancy test stick and came back, and then after reading the instructions, I asked Xue Qi to go to the toilet for a urine test by herself.

Almost 10 minutes later, Xue Qi came out with a white face and sobbing, and she cried and said to me in slurred words:

"Daddy...... I'm pregnant......"

At the time, I felt like I had been struck by lightning, dropped into the abyss, and then burned by the flames there......

"Daddy...... What should I do? It's all because you have to do it for me to do this......"

"Daddy...... What should I do?"

Xue Qi cried and asked me over and over again.

At that time, my brain was also blank, and in the end, I calmed down, when a girl encounters this kind of thing, she needs someone to comfort her the most.

"Qiqi, calm down, Dad will take you to the hospital for an abortion and kill the child...... You'll be fine if you hit the child, it's only been a month, it's okay......" I can only comfort Xue Qi like this, but Xue Qi still can't calm down, she keeps saying that she is scared, and asks me, what if the child can't beat it? What if her stomach fights day by day?

At that time, I could only comfort Xue Qi and say, no, it will definitely be fine.

Actually, it was the first time I had encountered this situation, and I was even more nervous than Xueqi.

But I'm her elder, I have to calm down no matter what, and now, Xueqi only relies on me.

In the evening, under my repeated persuasion, Xue Qi reluctantly agreed to have an abortion, after all, she is still a student, and she is pregnant. But since the pregnancy was confirmed, Xue Qi has become even more silent, often turning her back to me and not even saying a word to me......

But the so-called house leak coincided with the overnight rain, disasters are always not a single line, just at night I decided to take Xue Qi to do the flow of people, just opened the door of the villa with Xue Qi, ready to open the door and go to the car, but I was dumbfounded.

Because outside the door, there was actually a silver-white BMW parked, and the people who got out of the car were actually my uncle, aunt, and ...... Brother Xia Bin and sister-in-law.