Chapter 221: Qinghong (continued)

(Everyone was shocked when an unfamiliar voice sounded, a voice slightly deeper than Xie Manhong's.) Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info but soon everyone reacted, this should be Wang Xiaohui's original voice, or the voice of the self, but everyone was attracted by Xie Manhong's infectious outpouring, and ignored the difference in voice before. )

Wang Xiaohui: "I am Wang Xiaohui, Lu Qing's current wife. Sister Man Hong's story, I should know it earlier than you, when Sister Man Hong came, I was in a semi-comatose state, and it was my sister who accompanied me for three days. Originally, I may have left this world because of accidental drowning, but it was Sister Man Hong who pulled me back. ”

Zhou Cheng: "Hello, I'm your psychotherapist, how do you feel? I hope your attention is in your own heart, it's quiet and pleasant, if you feel it, continue to answer my questions, if you feel uncomfortable, you can stop immediately, understand?

(Wang Xiaohui had just said the first paragraph, Zeng Qian whispered to me beside me that when she took Wang Xiaohui to Dr. Zhou that day, Wang Xiaohui seemed to know that we were going to hear the current recording, so during the hypnosis, her words did not seem to be just for Dr. Zhou.) I nodded, in fact, from Xie Manhong's narration, I have already sensed that this is by no means a conversation with Zhou Cheng, it seems that Wang Xiaohui knows far more than we think. )

Wang Xiaohui: "After drowning, I felt like I was floating in mid-air, and I saw the people in the pool carrying me to the shore, and then I was sucked into a black hole, as if I had fallen into a bottomless abyss, and like a deep well, but I didn't feel any weight, and I knew that I was leaving this world." At this time, I saw Sister Manhong rise up from the dark abyss, she grabbed my hand and carried me upward. It was very cold in the black hole, only Sister Manhong's hand was hot, and we kept flying upward. ”

Zhou Cheng: "Do you understand what you encountered at that time? Are you afraid? If you still feel fear now, please slowly adjust your breathing and answer my question." ”

Wang Xiaohui: "Understand, I know that I have died, my soul has left my body, but when Sister Man Hong held my hand, I no longer felt afraid, we flew for a long, long time on this part of the road, along the way, Sister Man Hong told me her story and the reason why she came to me. ”

Zhou Cheng: "Please calm your mood, Xiaohui, don't be in a hurry, speak slowly." ”

Wang Xiaohui: "Originally, after I left my body, my soul would go to another place, and Sister Manhong would go to my body, be born for me, and complete a very important thing for her, for this matter, she did not hesitate to sacrifice her life. But she felt that it was unfair to me, and was afraid that I would have a grudge in my heart, so that I would always be in the dark abyss, so she came to me and took me back. She told me that if I didn't accept what she was going to do, she would leave and I would live my old life, but I knew then that what she said about leaving meant to her that she would be in that dark abyss forever and never get out again. ”

Zhou Cheng: "Can you tell us about what is the very important thing Xie Manhong said?"

Wang Xiaohui: "Actually, Sister Manhong has told you just now that she may not live to be forty years old, and she is worried that after she dies, Lu Qing will not forget her and will not marry again, and she will not be able to give Lu Qing a child because of the curse of that family, which will become the biggest regret of their love, even if Lu Qing doesn't think so, but Sister Manhong thinks so, so she chose to commit suicide, let her soul possess my body that had just drowned, remarry Lu Qing, and use my body to give Lu Qing a child." ”

(Zhou Cheng was silent for a long time, and I knew that he had a hard time understanding what was happening in front of him, which was beyond his understanding of split personality.) Hearing this, everyone in the room was silent, thinking about a person's philosophical questions about life, love, choice, and renunciation, and many years later, I still feel that this recording triggered my thinking about the ultimate meaning of life, and even had a great impact on the family business that I have been insisting on accomponing. )

Wang Xiaohui: "Doctor Zhou, I know that you may not believe what I say, but if you have such an experience, you will understand Sister Manhong's choice, she told me a lot of her previous stories, her attachment, her helplessness, her struggle, her despair, and her unhesitation. I haven't even had a boyfriend before, I don't know how to face Lu Qing, how to communicate with him, how to socialize with him, how to live with him, and even have children, I hesitated for a long, long time, you may think that I am because I can't accept a strange man, but it's not, I already have a new understanding of life at that time, what I'm afraid of is that because I can't do well, I can't fulfill Sister Manhong's last wish. ”

Zhou Cheng: "So, Wang Xiaohui, you finally chose to fulfill her long-cherished wish with Xie Manhong? What you want to express is that you are willing to do all this, right?"

Wang Xiaohui: "Yes, but to be more precise, it should also fulfill my own long-cherished wish, in Wang Xiaohui's body, Sister Man Hong and I are the same person." She herself didn't know how long she would be able to stay here, and I could feel her strength waning and weakening day by day. She told me that the fox fairy had told her that she would last two to three years at most, after all, this was not her original body, and she did not belong here. And once her long-cherished wish is fulfilled, that is, when she leaves, it is a contract, and the only way to break that curse. And after that, this child is mine, I can't let her be without a mother since she was a child, and Lu Qing also needs someone to accompany her, I believe that this is also part of Sister Man Hong's long-cherished wish, the part she can't complete. ”

(I am sure that what is being told now should be Wang Xiaohui's true self, and her language style, inadvertent choice of words and sentences, all reflect her academic background in Chinese major, which is completely different from Xie Manhong's previous statement, which is completely imitable and flows from the heart.) )

Zhou Cheng: "Wang Xiaohui, your situation is called split personality in our psychological category, have you ever thought that maybe Xie Manhong is an expression of your own self-consciousness, if you recognize and can accept and cooperate, this mental illness is likely to be cured?"

Wang Xiaohui: "Doctor Zhou, I understand what you mean, I used to doubt the truth of all this, but the facts, especially the relationship between Sister Man Hong and Lu Qing, can I imagine it on my own? I understand who I am, I also understand where I have come from, and I know where I am going in the future, I am more normal than most people, isn't it?" Zeng Qian asked me to come, I actually didn't want to come, but Sister Man Hong insisted on coming, she felt that this might be the best way to communicate with you, but I only hope that this treatment is the last treatment, for her persistence and decision, for the sake of this family, and for the sake of future children, your investigation ends here, a lot of what I said today, you can know it, don't tell anyone again, otherwise it will be the beginning of a new round of painful reincarnation. ”

Zhou Cheng: "I fully understand your feelings now, but please believe that everything we do is for your good, so we will also keep it a secret for you, can you tell me, how did Xie Manhong manage to enter your body?

(Wang Xiaohui said very solemnly, but after Zhou Cheng asked a new question, there was no more sound, and we all fell into silence again, until the play button of the tape recorder snapped open.) Zhou Cheng went to change the tape, and Team Cao handed me a cigarette, lit it for me, and muttered, It seems that you are right, I have been complaining about Xie Manhong in my heart before. I took a puff of cigarette, glanced around at everyone, and said lightly, if Lu Qing didn't know, it would be good, and if he did, it would be bad. )

(When the voice of the tape recorder comes again, we can all hear it, and it is Xie Manhong who speaks.) )

Wang Xiaohui: "Doctor Zhou, I'm Xie Manhong, and you're right, it's because of the Sanshou Niangniang Temple in Xishan." The first time I went to incense, I had a strange dream at night that the three-headed fairy came to me, and he told me that I had no children in my life, and that I had an unsolvable curse on my body, but because I was sincere and good-natured, and would be blessed, he came to help me. But there is only one way, that is, I give up my current physical body, as an offering, it will help me find a new body to return to my soul, I can continue to be with Lu Qing, and I will have a child, but this method can only last for a maximum of three years, and after three years, I will go to the Shura Land to suffer for another lifetime, and the physical body will die. ”

Zhou Cheng: "Xie Manhong, if you are really Xie Manhong, please try to be calm, the sun is warm around you, there is nothing to scare you, now please tell me, did you think about it at the time, you did this, if what the fox fairy said to you did not come true, or it was a scam from the beginning, did you take your life in vain?" If you do this, if you succeed by luck, for Lu Qing, he will have to bear the pain of losing you again, and if you have a child, he will be an orphan since he was a child, all because of an unwise decision of yours, can you accept these consequences?"

(Zhou Cheng's tone at this time was obviously stern, and even had a somewhat reprimanding tone, I understand that Zhou Cheng at that time could not accept the fact that Xie Manhong was resurrecting the soul by borrowing the corpse, and still regarded her as Wang Xiaohui's conjecture to hide her personality, of course, the method of strong stimulation he used cannot be said to be wrong, many patients with split personalities, their imaginary personality will be abandoned by the self because of the unreasonable existence of logic, so as to slowly recover psychologically.) )

(It is the heart that does not need to seek the heart more, it is the Buddha who seeks the Buddha more, if he makes a cloth in the words and the situation is solved, he will fall into the bone bag.) --"Enlightenment Heart") (To be continued.) )