Chapter 120: Qinghong (癸)

The north wind of the year finally began to blow that night, and the last few fallen leaves on the trees in the yard were swept away by the wind. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 The swallows under the info roof moved out a month ago, leaving only an empty nest.

I lit the honeycomb coal stove in the house, and it didn't feel cold, but the excitement of the first conversation was gone. In fact, we have all felt that the closer we get to the truth of the matter, the more powerless we can do it. It's a dilemma, knowing that the current situation is the best outcome for everybody in the moment, but this outcome is obtained in a way that is not acceptable to you, but if you don't, then many people's lives will change.

Obviously, the same is true of Zeng Qian's troubles. When I told her the results of my investigation in the past few days, she was not shocked or confused, and took the sachet I handed her very calmly. He asked lightly, "Uncle Chang, do you think I should approach Wang Xiaohui?" I am always worried that because of our intervention, this family will eventually come to a tragic end. ”

I nodded, "Yes, once the truth is made public, everyone involved will not be able to accept this reality, so, no matter what the truth is, we should have an agreement with each other that only the three of us know about this matter, and no one else can know about it." ”

Team Cao and Zeng Qian nodded, but Team Cao still said: "Old Chang, is that demon temple just like that?

"There is a saying in the Buddhist scriptures that says, put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha on the ground. But you say, why do people who kill like numbness stop killing and become Buddhas, and many people who have been doing good all their lives and being cautious in their words and deeds, but they can't become Buddhas?" I didn't directly answer Cao Team's question, and when I saw that both of them were silent, I continued: "It can be seen that goodness is not the only factor in whether or not you can become a Buddha and become enlightened, but you also need to practice in other aspects. You can also regard what the three fox immortals did as part of its cultivation, and as a way for it to cultivate immortals and become enlightened. Xie Manhong knew that her physical problems could not be solved, she was overthinking, and this result was not the best result for her. Wang Xiaohui had already drowned, and it was also a continuation of her life, as for Lu Qing, without the current Wang Xiaohui, he might never be able to get out of this pain. So we'd better not get too involved. ”

After listening to my words, Zeng Qian said slowly: "Uncle Chang, I sometimes wonder if we hadn't gone to Wula Ranch and Dagai Mountain, would the Wolf King and the grassland be a different result?"

"Perhaps, but after all, we are an important factor in the completion of the Wolf King's tribulation, and you can only attribute it to fate, and you don't have to evaluate it by good or evil. Xiao Zeng, I'm thinking, we are only one link away from restoring this story, but we can't use the previous method to investigate, you are right, if you continue to investigate, Lu Qing and Wang Xiaohui know the truth, then it will really end in tragedy. So, the next step is only up to you. I stopped talking and looked at Zeng Qian.

"Uncle Chang, you say, what should I do?"

"Only by letting Wang Xiaohui tell the truth unconsciously, can it not have a greater impact on the matter itself. Team Cao, do you remember that in the 360 case, Zhou Cheng, the youngest son of Old Man Zhou?" I looked at Team Cao, who had been silent for a long time.

"You mean hypnotism?" Team Cao looked at me a little incomprehensibly.

"That's right, so Xiao Zeng, you give the sachet to Wang Xiaohui, the sachet was originally filled with a few flavors of soothing Chinese medicine, so that people can better fall asleep, it is estimated that in order to facilitate the fox fairy dream, I replaced the Chinese medicine in it with a medicine that stimulates nerve activity, it is estimated that Wang Xiaohui will be troubled by insomnia in a few days, you can find a way to suggest that she go to do hypnotherapy, saying that you and Zhou Cheng are very good friends, take her to see Zhou Cheng. ”

The process of things was very smooth, and Zhou Cheng was very interested in this matter, and he did not shirk it at all. Zeng Qian also persuaded Wang Xiaohui a week later, and one afternoon in early December, Wang Xiaohui went to Zhou Cheng's clinic.

The whole treatment process lasted three afternoons, and Zhou Cheng told me that things were far more complicated than we had originally thought. On the one hand, in Wang Xiaohui's body, there are two completely independent souls, Wang Xiaohui's self and a woman named Xie Manhong, of course, in Zhou Cheng's professional field, it should be more accurately called split personality.

On the other hand, the patients that Zhou Cheng came into contact with before, the split personality is often innate, and another hidden personality will exist from birth, but it generally does not dominate the ego, and only appears on specific occasions, and Wang Xiaohui's hidden personality is obviously only possessed later, and it is not for a long time, the most important thing is that this Xie Manhong, who should be a recessive personality in Zhou Cheng's view, completely replaces Wang Xiaohui's self and dominates Wang Xiaohui's body. Generally speaking, the loss of self is a mental patient in the true sense, who does not know who he is, has a lot of unreasonable ways of thinking and behavior, etc., but Wang Xiaohui's situation is obviously not the case.

In addition, patients with split personality often have many defects in their hidden personality, full of manic, rebellious or violent characteristics, and the onset process is a release process after being suppressed for a long time. But Wang Xiaohui's hidden personality, calm and serene, is completely an outpouring of good thoughts, which shocked Zhou Cheng.

During the whole treatment process, Zhou Cheng made audio recordings and notes, and after the treatment, he hurried to my house. I, Team Cao, and Zeng Qian looked at the tape recorder and listened slowly.

Wang Xiaohui entered the hypnosis state very quickly, without any inner resistance, but when she began to narrate, her voice changed a lot, at first a little blurred, and then everything began to become clearer and clearer.

Zhou Cheng: "You are now calm and comfortable, please think carefully about your past, the previous experience appears in your brain scene by scene, very good, keep yourself to examine your inner state, and then start to introduce your true self." ”

Wang Xiaohui: "My name is Xie Manhong, Wang Xiaohui is my former name, but she has not left, she is still in this body, one day she will come back, I am here, just to fulfill an unfulfilled wish." ”

Zhou Cheng: "If I call you Xie Manhong, can you tell me a story about you?"

Wang Xiaohui: "The former Xie Manhong is gone, when your life is with a person you love, life does not completely belong to you, right? Love is not only a feeling, but also a responsibility." ”

Zhou Cheng: "I can understand it, but this feeling hasn't happened to me yet, please forgive me, I don't feel this way." ”

(Wang Xiaohui laughed softly, pausing for about ten seconds.) )

Wang Xiaohui: "I know that there are not many people who really feel this way, Lu Qing and I have met and married, everything is beautiful like a dream, but the more beautiful it is, the more I am worried that there will be shortcomings." ”

Zhou Cheng: "The husband and wife usually quarrel, and it's normal to block the air, but there should be nothing that can't be said clearly, right?"

Wang Xiaohui: "Of course there is, for me, it's a child." Lu Qing likes children very much, his work is very dangerous, once he was injured, he said to me on the hospital bed, he was very scared, afraid that one day if he was gone, only I was left at home, and I would be very lonely, he was crying, and said that when the injury was healed, we would have a child quickly. ”

Wang Xiaohui: "However, the more he is like this, the more I dare not tell him one thing." In our family, there is a strange thing, there will always be a woman in every generation who cannot have children, and my grandmother told me that this strange thing has continued for more than ten generations, it is providence and a curse. And few of the cursed women lived past the age of forty. ”

(Wang Xiaohui paused for a few minutes, but Zhou Cheng didn't interject, and the only sound left in the room was the sound of the tape turning.) )

Wang Xiaohui: "Before I met Lu Qing, I knew about it, but I didn't worry about it, although I am an only daughter, my mother has many sisters, and I have seven cousins. My third aunt had no children, but she was a devout Christian, lived a full and happy life, and had a good relationship with her husband, although she died at the age of thirty-eight. Sometimes I think that if that curse does come to me, I can have a good time. ”

Wang Xiaohui: "But after meeting Lu Qing, all this has changed, he wants a child, his parents are also looking forward to it, and I myself want it very, very much." I was scared, I prayed every day that the curse would not happen to me, but, my cousins and cousins all got married and had children, and I slowly despaired, God will not make the story perfect, I get too much..."

(Wang Xiaohui began to sobbed quietly, and the conversation was interrupted, and this sobbing continued for a few minutes, and I believe that Zhou Cheng, like us now, heard a lot from the sobs and did not want to interrupt her)

Wang Xiaohui: "I went to a lot of hospitals during that time... I did all sorts of checks... I have taken the medicine that many people have taken all their lives... I go to every temple and worship with all my might, hoping for a miracle... I spend every day with children, helping children with disabilities, wanting God to see that I have mercy on me... But it didn't work... I'm the only cursed person in this generation..."

Wang Xiaohui: "I can't tell anyone, I'm afraid... I'm afraid that Lu Qing will know, and if he knows, he won't have any more children, and would rather accompany me. I don't want him to give up because of me... Maybe I have less than ten years to go, and I'm gone... Lu Qing, what should he do alone? He's only one person..."

(Wang Xiaohui's sobs sounded again, and Zeng Qian, who was sitting on the side, also began to wipe her tears, and when the truth was gradually laid out in front of everyone, her mood was extremely heavy.) But at this moment, the sobbing gradually stopped, and an unfamiliar voice jumped out of the tape recorder. )

(Knowing that it is helpless and peaceful, virtue is also.) - "Zhuangzi: The World") (To be continued.) )