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Xiao Ziyu didn't know what to say about Xiao Jing'er, she was obviously in her heart, but she always had to pretend that she didn't care, so it was self-defeating, and she didn't know what to do.

However, in order to comfort Xiao Jing'er, Xiao Ziyu still ate a lot of food.

Seeing Xiao Jing'er's face full of tears, she really felt sorry for Xiao Jing'er.

"Jing'er, don't be sad, I'll talk to my brother again, okay? I don't know why you are the way you are, I feel so bad. Xiao Ziyu couldn't help but say, it was really upsetting.

"Forget it, I don't want to force him anymore, in fact, I'm so conflicted in my heart, I want to let go of this relationship, but I can't let it go, my heart, in my mind, it's all his shadow, Miss I'm really miserable. Xiao Jing'er couldn't help but say.

Xiao Ziyu also listened to it very disturbingly, originally thinking that it would be good for the two of them to be together, Xiao Ziyu was also a strong matchmaker between Xiao Jing'er and Xiao Jingchen, but she didn't expect it to be the result now.

Even Xiao Ziyu himself couldn't tell whether these two people were suitable.

"Can't you just talk calmly?" Xiao Ziyu asked.

"I don't know, I don't know why we're at this point, sometimes, I really can't calm down, and I hate the way I am, miss, I really hate it. Xiao Jing'er said with some pain.

"Okay, I understand, but some things are not what you imagined, it is not easy for two people to get along, if you keep this state all the time, it is better to really separate. Xiao Zi said earnestly.

Two people feel very happy together, or feel very happy, they have to be together, if two people are together, the pain is greater than the happiness, then there is really no need to be together.

Now the relationship between Xiao Jing'er and Xiao Jingchen seems to have entered a misunderstanding.

It can also be said that two people are running in with each other, generally speaking, it is not easy for two people to get along, and they must be considerate of each other to have a long-lasting relationship.

If there is mutual resentment, the relationship will definitely not last long.

"I think so too, I never knew that loving someone would be so painful, I thought it would be full of happiness, but now, it is really endless pain, people don't know what to do?" Xiao Jing'er said holding her head.

"Hey, I see that you two are in this state, I don't know what to say?" Xiao Ziyu said helplessly.

"Miss, you don't care about me, you eat, rest early, I'm tired today. Xiao Jing'er pretended to be relaxed and said.

Xiao Ziyu never doubted Xiao Jing'er's concern and heart for her, no matter when the two of them were, no matter who they were for, they were the best sisters, and this would never be wrong.

"Jing'er, listen to me, don't think too much about everything, some things are really not what you think, my brother cares about me very much and loves me, but the two of us are brothers and sisters, he will always be my brother, this will not change. Xiao Ziyu said very solemnly.

Xiao Jing'er looked at Xiao Ziyu with some surprise and asked, "What did he say to you?"

"It's nothing, I guessed it myself, combined with your performance last night, I think you must have been because the two of us walked and ate together and didn't let you participate, so you were jealous in your heart, right?" Xiao Ziyu asked.

Xiao Jing'er couldn't answer a little, in fact, Xiao Jing'er didn't expect Xiao Ziyu to guess, but if you think about it carefully, this is also reasonable, Xiao Ziyu is originally a very smart person.

A little clue can also make Xiao Ziyu think of a lot of things, so it is normal for Xiao Ziyu to think of these things.

"Yes, but I don't mean anything else, Miss, I don't know what's wrong with me, I even ate your vinegar, Miss, can you understand me?" Xiao Jing'er asked a little eagerly.

"Of course, in fact, this is also a very normal thing, I also said that my brother, it is true that my brother did something wrong, it should not be like this, of course, my brother has no other meaning, that night he made me hand-rolled noodles, in fact, there are allusions, in the past, my brother made hand-rolled noodles for me, but at that time we were still young, almost gave the kitchen to order, so this is my brother and my childhood regrets, he chose to make me hand-rolled noodles that day, is to make up for the regrets when I was a child, and there is no other meaning, Jing'er, you don't have to think too much。 Xiao Ziyu explained.

Probably two people who really love each other are like this, and they will always be unable to stand the fact that the person they love is good to others.

Xiao Jing'er is not very old, and her love is too single-minded, so she will inevitably have such thoughts.

Xiao Ziyu didn't think it was a big deal.

"Actually, I know, but sometimes I just can't control myself, Miss, what do you say I should do like this, I actually hate myself now, really, Miss, what should I do?" Xiao Jing'er asked.

"It's nothing, you don't have to think so, I said, my brother is fighting with his father for your marriage, which proves that he wants to marry you very much, and he also wants to live a good life with you, but my brother and your emotional outlook are different, which is also related to the environment he is in and the upbringing he has received since childhood, Jing'er, have you noticed that my brother is actually somewhat similar to my father's emotional outlook, but there are only some, my brother will not be like my father, so casual about feelings, in my brother's heart, he is still very dedicated to his feelings, but my brother also wants to find someone who can live with him, a woman who can take care of the entire Xiao family, can share the burden of the Xiao family with him, he may have less children, but his love is in the bits and pieces of life, there may not be so many sweet words, just a long stream. Xiao Ziyu said eloquently.

Xiao Jing'er listened very carefully, but in fact, she didn't know when Xiao Jing'er didn't think much about these things.

It seems that she treats Xiao Jingchen as her own private belongings, and always feels that Xiao Jingchen should be good to her alone, even Xiao Jingchen is sad about Xiao Ziyu, Xiao Jing'er feels unbearable, of course, Xiao Jing'er didn't expand this thought, but she felt like she had a thorn in her heart.

She can't deny that her heart is a little distorted, and when it comes to the relationship with Xiao Jingchen, she is getting more and more drilly, and she feels unbearable for a little thing.

This is a pathology, Xiao Jing'er understands it in her heart, but she can't change it, and Xiao Jing'er doesn't know what she should do.

"Miss, do you regard me as a sister, the dearest kind?" Xiao Jing'er asked suddenly.

Xiao Ziyu smiled and couldn't help but nod Xiao Jing'er's forehead, "You girl, you're dizzy, you say, how can I not treat you as a sister." ”

Xiao Jing'er took a deep breath and said, "Miss, you are the dearest and dearest person in my heart, back then, when you rescued me, I swore that in this life, you are my benefactor, I am willing to die for you, I know that today, I still have this idea, I am willing to die for you, as long as you can live well, I will be satisfied." ”

Xiao Ziyu didn't doubt what Xiao Jing'er said at all, because Xiao Jing'er also proved this with her own practical actions, in her previous life, Xiao Jing'er died for her.

left behind his own flesh and blood, just so that Xiao Ziyu could sit on the world.

Xiao Jing'er calmly went to her death, and Xiao Ziyu never forgot this.

That's why in this life, Xiao Ziyu will try her best to match Xiao Jing'er and Xiao Jingchen together, just to let the two of them be together well, so that Xiao Jing'er doesn't have to pay so much for her.

She wants Xiao Jing'er to live her own life and live her own life, it's such a simple idea.

"Jing'er, I don't doubt what you said, I know that you are good to me, I understand, Jing'er, it is not easy for our sisters to get to where we are today, so if you have anything to say, you can say it to me directly. Xiao Ziyu said.

Xiao Jing'er smiled and nodded, "In this world, if I am the most afraid, the person I am most afraid of hurting is always you, Miss, there is really only you, others are really not so important to me, even Xiao Jingchen is the same, if I were to choose one of the two of you, I would not hesitate to choose you, Miss, really, because you are my dearest and dearest person, there is no one who can replace me, not even myself." Xiao Jing'er said very resolutely.

"Jing'er, what do you want to say? You can tell me directly, between us, there is no need to say such things, there is really no need. Xiao Ziyu said directly.

"Well, okay, in fact, I really love Xiao Jingchen, I love him very much, I am willing to separate from Miss for him, and I am willing to do everything for him to take care of the affairs of the Xiao family, but I can't stand that the person Xiao Jingchen loves in his heart is not me, maybe he just uses me as a substitute for that person, I really can't stand it, although he explained to me that that kind of feeling is just a dream when I was young, not love at all, but once the seed of doubt is down, it seems to have become a curse, a spell that can't be unbroken, I am tormented by the demons every day very painfully, I can't forget, I always suspect that Xiao Jingchen is false feelings for me, I always feel that he is cheating on me, and I know that this is all my own fantasy, but I can't forget it, Miss, what do you say I should do?" Xiao Jing'er looked at Xiao Ziyu and said.

Xiao Ziyu is such a smart person, she naturally understood what Xiao Jing'er meant, it turned out that the knot between Xiao Jingchen and Xiao Jing'er was really her.

But she always felt that what Xiao Jing'er said was a little unlikely, how could her brother have such feelings for herself?

They are brothers and sisters, and my brother will definitely not do such a ridiculous thing.

However, Xiao Ziyu is also difficult to determine, after all, such a thing as feelings is indeed difficult to say, and it is also inexplicable.

Xiao Ziyu looked at Xiao Jing'er, "Jing'er, can you really be sure of your brother's intentions?"

Xiao Jing'er shook her head, "I'm not sure, but I'm also sure that Xiao Jingchen once had that unspeakable feeling for Miss, but I haven't been willing to say it, and I don't know how to say it, that person is Miss You, it's my dearest person, I am very conflicted in my heart, in fact, after this incident, I found out that no matter what point it gets, I can't hate Miss, but I can't hate Xiao Jingchen, the person I should hate the most should be myself." Xiao Jing'er said with a wry smile.

"Jing'er, I still think you're a little nervous, my brother and I grew up together, and we have a good relationship, which is understandable, of course, even if my brother had some other friendships with me back then, but he should also know how to be measured, we are brothers and sisters, there is no doubt about this, so you think too much. Xiao Ziyu said very easily.

Xiao Jing'er suddenly told Xiao Ziyu about this, Xiao Ziyu couldn't have no pressure in her heart at all, but Xiao Ziyu was also well-informed after all, and she didn't take this matter too seriously.

To put it bluntly, the palace is the place in the world where dirt is hidden, and Xiao Ziyu has really seen everything in the palace over the years, so he doesn't care.

And there are not a few dirty things in this high-ranking family, daughters-in-law and father-in-law pick up ashes, brother-in-law and sister-in-law hook up with each other, and there are countless such things.

Although they are all well-behaved people on the surface, there are not a few who collude secretly like this.

People have bad roots, and this cannot be changed.

However, Xiao Ziyu believes that she and Xiao Jingchen can handle it very well.

"Miss, shouldn't I say it, am I not bad, I know that speaking out will make Miss troubled, and I am hungry when I say it. Xiao Jing'er looked very remorseful.

Xiao Ziyu smiled and said, "You stupid girl, you should have told me earlier, you don't have to endure so hard, tell me why you are suffering?

"I'm very uncomfortable, but I'm also afraid that Miss will feel uncomfortable, I thought at the beginning, I'd rather be uncomfortable than let Miss follow up, so I've been holding it like this. Xiao Jing'er said aggrievedly.

Xiao Ziyu looked at Xiao Jing'er, she actually knew Xiao Jing'er, and Xiao Jing'er was indeed able to do such a thing.

Because some things are also obvious, if others point fingers at Xiao Jing'er, or say something about Xiao Jing'er behind their backs, Xiao Jing'er is generally bearable, but if she dares to be disrespectful to her, Xiao Jing'er will go up and quarrel with others, and every time she quarrels fiercely, the kind that cannot be separated.

Don't say anything else, let's just say that Xiao Jing'er can give Yu Wenyi a child-saving medicine for her, and directly let Yu Wenyi have only one child, and cut off Yu Wenyi's back road, just rush a little, and you will know how powerful Xiao Jing'er is.

Xiao Jing'er is for Xiao Ziyu anyway, she can really do anything.

"I know, Jing'er, but you really shouldn't make your relationship like this for this little thing, I also believe that my brother is open in his heart, and we really won't have anything. Xiao Ziyu explained.

"I know, I believe in Miss, but I always can't forget the past, Miss, do you think I really have a problem in my heart, why am I always immersed in that kind of bad thing, I just can't get out, every time there is some trouble, I will always think of it, and then I will quarrel with Xiao Jingchen. Xiao Jing'er is also very conflicted and hesitant.

"You probably have no sense of security, I think, because of the difference in identity with your brother, you were insecure from the beginning, and later, although your background was noble, it added a burden to you, that is, it made you even more insecure, Jing'er, you shouldn't think like this, you should live well with your brother, he loves you and cares about you, today, he said it to me personally, so you shouldn't embarrass you like this, and you embarrass your brother, you are torturing each other like this, do you understand?" Xiao Ziyu said.

"Well, I see, I know what to do. Xiao Jing'er nodded and said.

In fact, Xiao Jing'er also regretted a little, regretting that she didn't come to tell Xiao Ziyu earlier.

If I had said it earlier, it probably wouldn't be the current situation.

"It's good if you know, if I were you, I'd go talk to Xiao Jingchen today, talk about it, and say everything in my heart, if you can be together, you can be together, if you really can't get along, you will separate, not reluctant at all. Xiao Ziyu said.

Xiao Jing'er nodded, "Well, I know, miss, I'll go find him now." Xiao Jing'er probably really knew what to do, and her face was relaxed at the moment.

After Xiao Jing'er left, Xiao Ziyu was finally relieved, and felt that this matter should be understood.

Xiao Jing'er came to the outside of Xiao Jingchen's study.

She was also a little hesitant, and she didn't know what to say.

Naturally, the guards would not stop Xiao Jing'er, and Xiao Jing'er was pacing in the courtyard.

She walked to the door again and again, wanting to raise her hand and knock on the door, but after thinking for a long time, she retracted her hand again, this feeling really didn't know how to face it.

After a while, Xiao Jing'er seemed to have mustered up enough courage, and was about to raise her hand to knock on the door, but the door was opened, and the two of them looked at each other like this, and they were a little embarrassed for a while, of course, Xiao Jingchen was also a little surprised, but he didn't expect Xiao Jing'er to appear at this time.

Xiao Jing'er didn't expect Xiao Jingchen to open the door at this time.

The two looked at each other for a while, and Xiao Jingchen said lightly, "Why did you come here at this time, but is there something wrong?"

Xiao Jingchen was still a little angry that Xiao Jing'er treated him like this just now, but Xiao Jingchen didn't want to quarrel with Xiao Jing'er, and it was a little boring, Xiao Jing'er was younger than him, and he should let Xiao Jing'er do it.

Xiao Jingchen also thought a lot in the study just now, just like that night, he also had a big problem.

It is indeed supposed to take Xiao Jing'er with you.

But he really didn't mean anything else, he just felt that he wanted to make up for the shortcomings of his childhood.

That's why it's so.

"Well, I have something to tell you. Xiao Jing'er said.

"Okay, come in and talk about it. Xiao Jingchen got out of the way and let Xiao Jing'er in.

The two of them walked in one after the other, Xiao Jingchen let Xiao Jing'er sit down, then poured a cup of tea, put it in front of Xiao Jing'er, and said with a smile, "Drink some tea, it's not too early, just put a little tea." ”

Xiao Jing'er didn't move the teacup, but looked at Xiao Jingchen, at this moment, Xiao Jing'er didn't know how to speak, even though there were a thousand words, she couldn't say it.

This feeling made Xiao Jing'er feel very uncomfortable.

"What's the matter, didn't you say that you had something to say to me, why don't you speak now?" After being silent for a while, Xiao Jingchen couldn't help but ask.

"Jing Chen, what happened just now was that I was wrong. Xiao Jing'er apologized as soon as she opened her mouth, and her tone was very sincere.

Xiao Jingchen smiled, "It's nothing, it's all over, I also had something wrong, I had a bad attitude towards you yesterday, I shouldn't have left you in the garden, I should also apologize to you." No matter what the cause and effect of the incident were, Xiao Jingchen also knew that he did something wrong, and he shouldn't have left Xiao Jing'er like this.

"No, I went too far last night, what I said was so undeserved, I shouldn't be suspicious of you, and you should be angry with me. Xiao Jing'er lowered her head and said.

Xiao Jingchen was still very moved when he heard Xiao Jing'er say this, but Xiao Jingchen was also a little scared in his heart, he was afraid that Xiao Jing'er was just talking casually, in case one day Xiao Jing'er felt uncomfortable again, and then brought up this matter, and then started endless tossing.

To be honest, in this matter, Xiao Jingchen was a little scared of Xiao Jing'er, and she really couldn't believe Xiao Jing'er.

I feel that Xiao Jing'er is a little too capricious.

"Are you sincere?" Xiao Jingchen couldn't help but ask.

Xiao Jing'er nodded heavily, "Yes, I really know that I was wrong, I know that those ideas are all fantasies of myself, Miss talked to me today, I have completely figured it out this time, I will not make trouble with you for this matter in the future, I really won't." ”

Xiao Jingchen frowned and asked, "Jing'er, what did you say, what do you mean, you told Yu'er, what did you say to Yu'er?" Xiao Jingchen's tone was a little eager, and his tone was not as flat as just now.

"To tell the truth, Miss said that I was thinking too much, let me not think so much, I think what Miss said is right, so I will talk to you. Xiao Jing'er replied truthfully.

Xiao Jingchen's face changed all of a sudden, looked at Xiao Jing'er, and said, "Who told you to talk nonsense with Yu'er, how can you say this?" Xiao Jingchen roared angrily.

Xiao Jing'er was stunned, she didn't expect Xiao Jingchen to react like this, and for a while, Xiao Jing'er didn't react.

"You tell me, tell me 1510, what did you say to Yu'er, what was Yu'er's reaction, will Yu'er recognize me as a brother in the future?" Xiao Jingchen said very eagerly.

Xiao Jingchen was also really anxious, worried that after Xiao Ziyu found out, he wouldn't even see him in the future.

After all, Xiao Jingchen didn't want Xiao Ziyu to know about such a thing.

This kind of thing, in his opinion, is a bit dirty, he used to have such an unsightly mind about his own sister, no matter what kind of idea he thinks now, this is unchangeable. Thinking of this, Xiao Jingchen felt very annoyed, how could Xiao Jing'er say this to Xiao Ziyu, this is not that he will not be able to raise his head in front of Xiao Ziyu for the rest of his life, and how should he face Xiao Ziyu in the future.

"Xiao Jingchen, are you afraid that your heart will become like this? Originally, I listened to Miss's words, and I didn't doubt you, but if you look at your current appearance, aren't you weak and afraid? If you are open to Miss in your heart, will you be like this?" Xiao Jing'er was also annoyed, Xiao Jingchen probably didn't know what she was nervous about now.

"Xiao Jing'er, you still have the face to say to me, can you say this to Yu'er? I've said it all, I was also young and ignorant back then, because she is my own sister, what can I do to her, why don't you listen, you usually lose your temper with me, just make trouble with me, and now you even go to tell Yu'er, are you dizzy?" Xiao Jingchen roared irritably.

"Young and ignorant, this is better said than sung, were you stupid at the time? and Miss day and night, not only you, the second master, the third master, aren't they all the same age as Miss? And they all grew up together, why didn't I see the second master and the third master have other thoughts about Miss, Xiao Jingchen, look at your current appearance, I still want to believe you, you are like this, I'm afraid that whoever sees it won't believe that you don't have other thoughts about Miss!" Xiao Jing'er said fiercely.

"Enough, I don't want to argue with you anymore, now please leave. Xiao Jingchen said coldly.

Xiao Jingchen was very irritable at the moment, he really didn't know how to face Xiao Ziyu in the future.

Xiao Jing'er didn't expect Xiao Jingchen to let her leave so ruthlessly and so indifferently.

Xiao Jing'er's heart was about to be broken, there were tears in her eyes, but she looked at Xiao Jingchen very stubbornly, and said coldly, "You don't have to worry, Miss is much more open than you, Miss has never taken this as a matter, and said that it is impossible, so you don't have to worry about how to face Miss in the future." ”

"Well, don't talk about it, my own sister, I know better than you. Xiao Jingchen's tone was still indifferent.

"Xiao Jingchen, what do you mean by this, the relationship between me and Miss is better than yours, and we are relatively good day and night, right?" Xiao Jingchen, I don't want to see you again in the future, you are going too far!" Xiao Jing'er roared.

In fact, Xiao Jing'er's words were a little incoherent, so she didn't know what to say, probably because she was angry with Xiao Jingchen.

Xiao Jingchen was also mad by Xiao Jing'er, he really couldn't accept Xiao Jing'er telling Xiao Ziyu the biggest secret in his heart.

If he could say this, he would have said it a long time ago, could it still be Xiao Jing'er's turn to say it?

"Whatever, can you please leave now?" Xiao Jingchen listened, his face did not change at all, and he still gave the order to expel the guest.

This made Xiao Jing'er crazy, she really didn't expect Xiao Jingchen to say such heartless words, she actually didn't want to leave in her heart, and she also wanted to talk to Xiao Jingchen well, and she opened all the words, but she didn't expect Xiao Jingchen to not give her a chance like this, and issued eviction orders one after another, so how could she still stay.

"Okay, I'll go, I won't come if I am invited in the future, Xiao Jingchen, we don't want to get married, I will follow the young lady back to Prince Yu's Mansion in a few days, I will never go back to the Xiao family again, don't be a cow and a horse for your Xiao family again, work hard, you like to find whomever you like, we are finished!" Xiao Jing'er said fiercely.

Xiao Jing'er actually hoped that Xiao Jingchen could keep her, in fact, Xiao Jing'er also knew that Xiao Jingchen should be angry, but she shouldn't react so much, Miss kept smiling when she heard it, and she didn't see where she was angry, but where did Xiao Jingchen get such a big temperament, if there is no ghost in his heart, is it only like this?

Therefore, Xiao Jing'er's tone is also very bad, if Xiao Jingchen's reaction was not so big, Xiao Jing'er would probably apologize for this incident a long time ago.

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