"It makes me feel empty and makes me feel bad. ”

The deep night is like God's eyes, perceiving everything in the world. In front of it, all the people are naked, and it is useless to disguise and pretentious. Facing the night sky, it is easier for people to reveal their hearts.

"That'...... Then you are still playing so energetically?" Chen Yixin was very puzzled.

"Because sometimes, it can also make me feel fulfilled and feel less empty. Other than that, I can't find a replacement for it. ”

Liu Wang's eyes were as deep as the night, making Chen Yixin a little unable to see through.

"How is that possible? There are so many good things in life, and we have so many things to do, so why do we have to play games to kill time?"

"It's not about killing time. ”

"That's?"

"Originally, I thought the same way as you. Later I found out that playing games is just a way, a way. ”

"Wangzai, I don't understand. ”

"What people really want to get rid of is loneliness. Liu Wang turned his head and looked at her, "If one day, I no longer log in to the game, no longer play, no longer post, no longer like my friends' dynamics, no longer comment on news and Weibo, then in this world, will anyone still remember me?"

Chen Yixin was stunned, not because of what he said, but because of the look in his eyes when he spoke. He looked at her earnestly, but there was no sparkle in his eyes, like a bottomless cave.

She had seen such a look in many people, young and middle-aged.

"Although I know it's not wise to indulge in these virtual worlds, I can't live without them. Liu Wang once again turned his gaze to the dark night sky, "Because they can make me feel that I am still alive." ”

Chen Yixin looked at him with a complicated look in her eyes.

"Wang Tsai. ”

"Huh?"

"You're not like everyone else. ”

"What's the difference?"

"You're thinking, you're introspecting. And most people simply forget to think. ”

"What do you mean?"

"You can at least think of that, a lot of people just go with the flow and get by. ”

Liu Wang suddenly felt that this girl was not exactly a child.

"But what if you think about it?"

"Only when you are aware of the problem can you correct it. Chen Yixin smiled and touched his head, "Also, I have something I want to tell you." ”

"What?"

"I will always remember you and hide you in my heart. Her eyes blinked mischievously, and small dimples popped out.

Liu Wang's heart throbbed, and his lips opened slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't make any sound.

A warm current surged through his left chest, and it ran all over his body. He had forgotten what it was like.

"I ......" Liu Wang couldn't speak, and a word dragged on for a long time.

"Hee-hee, are you so moved that you can't speak? Chen Yixin smiled and eased the atmosphere.

"I'm sorry. Liu Wang could only think of these three words.

"Don't tell me I'm sorry. Wang Zai, let's go watch TV!" Chen Yixin suddenly jumped up from the sofa, grabbed his hand and ran into the house.

"I ...... I don't watch TV. Liu Wang explained.

"Then you should accompany me!" Chen Yixin still had a hippie smile.

"You're in your third year of high school, and your studies are quite heavy, right?"

"Don't worry, I've done my homework. ”

Chen Yixin turned on the power, "tole" him on the sofa in front of the TV, and then sat next to him, picked up the remote control from the coffee table, and began to switch channels.

As he switched, a yellow square suddenly appeared on the screen laughing.

"Look! SpongeBob SquarePants!" Chen Yixin rubbed his arm excitedly.

"Look at this?" Liu Wang was a little incredulous.

"That's right!"

"How old are you?"

"Three years old!"

“……”

Sure enough, it's still a little kid.

Liu Wang shook his head. But he was quickly drawn to the colors on the screen.

SpongeBob and Patrick go to catch jellyfish again, only to be electrocuted all over the bag and scurrying around.

Chen Yixin giggled as she watched. Liu Wang was soon infected by her emotions.

Patrick is the first customer of the Crab Burger King again, and he orders a delicious Crab Burger. The big-nosed Squidward is always paralyzed, while SpongeBob SquarePants in the back kitchen is smiling when he squeezes a salad dressing. There is also the money-eyed Mr. Krabs, the evil and cute ruffian boss, and the sports-loving Sandy......

Each vivid character has its own distinctive characteristics and its own color. Liu Wang couldn't help but wonder, if he was also an anime character, what color would he be?

Pistachios like Chen Yixin, who are always positive and optimistic and bring positive energy to people, should be the same color as SpongeBob SquarePants.

"Ahahahaha......" SpongeBob SquarePants and Patrick started giggling again.

"Huh, Wangzai!" Chen Yixin suddenly slapped him.

"What's wrong?" Liu Wang looked at her.

"Your eyebrows have stretched a lot!" she smiled happily.

"Is it ......?" Liu Wang didn't even notice it.

"Yes, I tell you, don't be alone when you're in a bad mood in the future, you can tell me, or you can find something to do that can bring you happiness. Chen Yixin leaned into his ear and said, "When I'm bored, just watch cartoons, save myself from crankiness, and my mood will be much better." ”

"You...... Is that what you do?" Liu Wang was a little curious.

"That's not quite. Chen Yixin leaned back on the sofa, "When I'm in a bad mood, I will just hug SpongeBob SquarePants and cry, look at his cute face, cry and cry, and laugh." ”

It turned out that the doll was her companion when she was sad.

"One night, when I was in a very low mood, I hugged him and cried, and I cried until I fell asleep. ”

Liu Wang's heart tightened. He naturally knew which night Chen Yixin was talking about.

"We all need an outlet for our emotions. Crying is just the easiest way. However, many people have forgotten how to cry. ”

Liu Wang nodded.

"Always suppressing yourself, that's not being strong. Chen Yixin looked at him, and there was a clear spring in his eyes.

"I ......"

"Wangzai, you can tell me everything, tell all your unhappiness, I am willing to bear it with you and eliminate them all. ”

Chen Yixin's eyes were serious and firm, and Liu Wang suddenly felt a sour feeling gushing out from the depths of his heart. He got up from the couch and ran back to his room.

"Wangzai?"

He closed the door and lay on the bed.

Next to the pillow was the SpongeBob SquarePants doll, still grinning with his teeth bared. However, it was once stained with Chen Yixin's tears.

Liu Wang held him in his arms, and an inexplicable warmth passed from SpongeBob SquarePants, which made him feel at ease. Sure enough, he still has a faint floral fragrance on his body.

Liu Wang's eyes were moist, but the tears were not enough to overflow from the corners of his eyes.

When we were kids, we cried and cried and laughed, and when we grew up, we laughed and laughed and cried.

(End of chapter)