Depend on!

This idiot, how did his EQ become so low? It's always a bad person. Chen Yixin muttered in her heart.

"Are you talking bad about me?" Liu Wang frowned.

"Oops! Chen Yixin smiled awkwardly, and sure enough, she still couldn't hide it.

"I don't care, it's a Valentine's Day gift anyway, you can't refuse it!" she tucked her clothes into his arms.

"So domineering. Liu Wang smiled helplessly.

"The clothes prepared for you, you go and rummage through the closet in your room yourself. As she spoke, she pushed Liu Wang out the door, "I want a whole thing, you go take a bath first, I'll wash it later." ”

"Okay. ”

Liu Wang returned to his room after taking a shower and lay on the bed. He looked at the date, and today was Sunday. This means that Chen Yixin will go to class tomorrow, and she will have nothing to do.

The SpongeBob SquarePants next to the pillow has a silly smile and is also very cute. The temperature of his smile has not changed because he is a doll. Sometimes a person is not as good as a doll.

Liu Wang took him into his arms, and his mind couldn't help but imagine what Chen Yixin would look like when he played with him. Maybe she and he will look at each other, and even the corners of her mouth will be the same when she laughs.

It's been a year, and Liu Wang's injuries have long been healed. It's just that there are some things that don't seem to go back to the way they used to be. Those inadvertently passing times are like a dream. I woke up from the dream and everything changed.

"I haven't changed. ”

Chen Yixin's voice kept echoing in his head, and no matter how he tossed and turned, that voice always lingered.

"The person you're looking for isn't me. ”

Another voice came out of the depths of memory, alternating with it. Liu Wang felt that his brain was about to explode.

Did she sleep?

He glanced at the time, and it was one o'clock in the morning.

I should go to bed, and I have to get up early tomorrow to go to class.

What am I looking for?

The dim sky, the black sun, the dark purple clouds, and strange scenes poured into his mind. Although he closed his eyes tightly, those images were always a shadow that he could not erase from the bottom of his heart.

The lonely streets and squares, the turbulent crowds with their heads down, the world is divided into one after another, and everyone is wandering and confused in the world that belongs to them.

In fact, they are just looking for an answer, an answer to why they live for themselves.

But how can many people find answers when they have lost themselves?

It's a long and arduous journey to find yourself in the middle of nowhere.

The quiet moonlight spilled into the room, leaving dappled shadows on the floor. Liu Wang didn't know if he was dreaming, he saw a girl walking out of the moonlight, she had a pair of shallow dimples, a smile on her face, and her clear eyes were like a slowly flowing spring, rippling layers of ripples in his heart, and then setting off stormy waves.

Chen Yixin left him breakfast before leaving. When he arrived, he saw milk and biscuits on the table.

She's gone.

Liu Wang looked at the glass of milk in a daze, and his heart was empty.

If that hadn't happened, I should have gone to school with her now, sat in the classroom listening to the lectures, and prepared for the college entrance examination, instead of staying in the room and being stunned. Although both are boring, the former makes more sense. Besides, if he can walk side by side with her, he will have nothing else to ask for.

Liu Wang leaned against the floor-to-ceiling windows, overlooking the bustling city. As long as you stand tall enough, everything will turn into tiny dust in your eyes.

Is there someone looking down on me from a higher place, and I'm just a speck of dust in the midst of prosperity?

I'm running, I'm wandering, I'm standing here, how many people in this world remember me?

Where exactly am I looking for?

The feeling of loneliness came up like a tidal wave, and it was about to swallow him.

It can't be like this anymore, it's going to be crazy if it goes on like this.

Liu Wang sat back on the sofa. In front of him is a wooden coffee table, and in front of it is an LCD TV with a black screen.

He just sat like that, and it took a long time to remember that he didn't seem to have turned on the TV yet.

He walked over to the TV, his hand frozen in mid-air as he was about to press the power button. He had no interest in watching TV at all.

He hasn't watched TV since the advent of computers and the internet a few years ago. I don't know what happened to the hosts of the children's channel I watched when I was a child.

He sat back down on the couch and picked up his phone from the coffee table. Open it first, no new messages, and retreat to the background. Look at the dynamics again, refresh, refresh, and occasionally give a thumbs up. Then watch the news and watch the video. Still boring? Then read Weibo for a while.

Every day, I repeat the same thing, thinking that I am enjoying life, but in fact I am just passing the loneliness.

The best way to beat loneliness is to play games. Liu Wang finally chose to go to another world, where every day was new, and every battle required the mobilization of all his cells that were about to fall asleep.

When people are focused, they forget time. The passage of time becomes blurred, and there is no way for those troubles and sorrows to take advantage of them. Because at that time, you simply don't have the energy to think about yourself.

However, that doesn't mean that all the bad emotions are gone, they just run in the background like programs, accumulate, and come in one after another as soon as your brain's CPU is free.

Chen Yixin came back soon after school in the afternoon. She pushed open the door and saw Liu Wang squatting in the corner, staring intently at the mobile phone in his hand.

"Hey, Wangzai, I'm back!"

She hopped over to the table, put down two plastic bags, and dropped them on the couch.

"Hmm. Liu Wang didn't look up.

"Do you want me?" Chen Yixin squatted in front of him and winked at him.

But he still looked at the screen in front of him and didn't look up.

"Yes. I'm playing the game, waiting for me to finish the game. ”

"Hmph. Chen Yixin pouted, "There is no sincerity at all, don't eat dinner." ”

"Don't. He seemed to have won the battle and was in a good mood, "You can't be so cruel." ”

"Hmph. She got up from the ground and turned her head.

"What delicious food did you buy?" Liu Wang walked directly around her and walked towards the table.

"Hey!" she felt annoyed and amused, and followed.

After dinner, the two sat together on the sofa on the balcony and looked at the night sky.

"Wang Tsai. Chen Yixin spoke first.

"What?"

"Is that how you like to play games?"

"No, not at all. Liu Wang replied without thinking.

This answer seemed to surprise Chen Yixin, and she was ready for the next question, which was the very classic "Which is more important, the game or me". But he didn't play his cards according to common sense.

"Why? Aren't all boys supposed to like to play games?" she continued.

(End of chapter)