If I am not strong, I can only wait for death

The maddening days continued, I felt like I was about to lose the ability to communicate with people, and I could only use my brain to think about things, and the wall near the water pipe had made me write a whole ten "positive" characters, and I remember very clearly, the day I wrote the seventh "positive" word, I knocked out the three teeth of the young man in sunglasses who beat me violently on the first day.

There was no suspense that my arms and back had been beaten open that day, but I laughed sickly, and in such a place only pain and frantic movement could motivate me not to really become a madman.

The room was very damp like a prison, the corners were covered with moss, and my back and arms were covered with eczema, which was very painful.

In addition to being beaten, there is not much I can do every day, either to squeeze my physical strength to my heart, or to miss Chen Xue and my brother like a demon.

Ba's stubble has grown to the extent of pricking my hands, there are no pruning tools, I can only let it grow like crazy, fortunately there is a faucet in the house, so I am not dirty to the point of growing fleas on my body, anyway, I am the only one who is not embarrassed, every day sweating after the exercise, I am used to stripping naked, and a bucket of water is poured over my head, and when the biting tap water flows slowly along the skin, it is especially easy to make people sober.

"Tomorrow should be the sun itself to compete with me!" After doing a hundred push-ups, I lay on the ground sweating profusely and muttered to myself, what I call tomorrow is actually the time to be beaten.

"This time, I'm going to beat you all over the ground!" I clenched my fists, got up from the ground, sat up straight, and began to do sit-ups.

Now I am accustomed to the way of never closing my eyes without exhausting myself, compared with the days when I lived in prison, life here is more bitter and sharpening, every night before going to bed, I will squat down and hug my legs, silently reminding myself to cheer myself up, "If I am not strong, I can only wait for death!"

After another night of physical and mental exhaustion, I fell into a deep sleep...

Strangely, this time I slept until I woke up naturally, no one kicked me, and when I opened my eyes in a daze, I was startled, and saw the sun sitting on a wooden chair, and the old god was watching me smoke.

"You slept quite comfortably, huh?" Seeing that I woke up, the sun lifted Erlang's legs and shook, and showed me a cynical evil smile.

"How do you want to play today?" I got up, looked at him indifferently and asked with a sinister smile, after all this time I finally understood that the sun was not going to kill me, he wanted to torture me, or hone me, as for what the reason was, I still hadn't figured it out.

"I don't want to play today, why don't we chat?" The sun picked his nose very unsightly, which is also a "small action" that I only recently discovered about him, this thing seems to like picking his nose very much.

"Okay, why don't you talk to me about why you tied me up here!" I said casually, I hadn't spoken to anyone for so long that I felt my voice become a little hoarse.

The sun tilted his neck as if he was thinking, but the way he picked his nostrils was too slight, but I didn't dare to move, and there was a shotgun next to his leg, this guy was moody, and I was absolutely sure that if I dared to act rashly, he would shoot without hesitation.

"Do you want to know why I tied you?" the sun picked his nostrils and rubbed his boogers under the chair.

"Yes!" I nodded without hesitation.

"Because of my brother's father!" What I didn't expect was that the sun actually told me directly, "The warden of Chongzhou City Prison, do you still have any impressions? He is my brother's biological father, and my brother is the small owner of a noodle restaurant near the hospital, remember?"

"Did Chu Fei ask you to do this? I have no grievances with him, right? This is impossible..."I shook my head in disbelief.

"It's really because of him, but he didn't let me tie you up, but let me get along with you, I took you captive by myself, I want to see how many pounds and taels you are a clown, how can it affect my brother in the future!" The sun puffed out his cheeks and blew at me, and then smiled brightly, "Until now, I think he is right, you are indeed like a sponge, no matter how you squeeze it, you can always get out of the water! Your potential is unlimited..."

"Why didn't I see any potential in myself? Oh, no! I found that my greatest potential should be better than the average person!" I sneered, looked back at the wall where the word "positive" was written, and secretly clenched my fist again.

"Uncle Fei said that you left Chongzhou City with hatred, I hope I can dissolve the hatred with you, and now it seems that I have deepened the hatred between us, haha! The power of hatred seems to be very strong!" The sun patted his thigh, looked at me and said with a smile, "Actually, you really want to stab me to death with a knife now, right?"

"Yes! That's right!" I nodded.

"But you can only think about it, even if one day you really have the strength to destroy me, I won't be caught! Not to mention that you are nothing now..."The sun didn't care about grabbing the shotgun in front of his legs, gently wiping the barrel, and then pointed at me sharply, "If I shoot at you, will all the problems be solved?"

"No! I have a brother, there is no impermeable wall in the world, if I die here today, my brother will definitely find out and then help me avenge!" A layer of cold sweat instantly appeared in my head, it was already a particularly terrible thing to be pointed at a gun, and the person who pointed at me was still this decisive guy, I could only bluff and laugh twice.

"Yes, this is your potential! You, like my brother, can hardly see any particularly obvious advantages, but there will be a group of brothers around you inexplicably, some people call this personality charm, some people say that this is the temperament of a leader, in fact, it is very nonsense, that is, a heart to heart! You take out your heart, and you just meet a group of people who also have a heart!"

The sun got up from his chair with a shotgun, walked up to me, and continued, "Your brothers are really wild, and they have not only guarded West Street for you for so long, but also started to invade other streets, and now they are in full swing with North Street! And your brother named Wild Dog, who is almost about to find here..."

"You've been at war with the Triumphant Dynasty recently, aren't you?" I replied as I raised my jaw at him.

"Well, this time I came to S City, and I also made my own decisions, when Uncle Fei found me and told me about the Triumph Dynasty, I decided to strangle this threat in the cradle!"

"So you're chatting with me today, do you want me to help you gnaw the Triumphant Dynasty together?" I simply sat cross-legged on the floor, squinting at the sun.

"Well, there is a reason for this, my brother doesn't know about this matter yet, he has been drifting from S City for so long, he is starting to be suspicious, do you agree?"

"I definitely don't agree, not to mention that you have tormented my hatred for so many days, even if we don't have any grievances, I won't do anything with the Triumph Dynasty, the warden is kind to me, and the king of the Triumph Dynasty is also kind to me!" I shook my head without hesitation and refused.

"What do you think if I say I'll shoot you right away if you dare not agree?" The sun clicked the bolt and pointed the black muzzle at me.

"Then you shoot, I have nothing to say!" The beads of sweat on my forehead flowed down my eyes, my legs trembled uncontrollably, and when I really faced death, I don't think there are many people who are not afraid, but even if I am afraid, I can't promise the sun to let my brothers be cannon fodder.

"Here's another chance!" the sun raised his shotgun to my head, and spoke in a serious tone, and I saw that his fingers had reached for the trigger.

"I don't agree!" I bit my lip tightly, closed my eyes, and screamed hysterically, waiting for death to come.

"Are you really going to die?" At that moment, my mind flashed a lot of pictures from the past like a movie replay, including my parents, Chen Xue, the Yellow Emperor, Wang Zhuo and those brothers, and even a lot of Zhang Xiaoyude, "Paralyzed, if you don't die this time, Lao Tzu will definitely go back to confess!."