Time at rest

Trading a beating for a bite of food that I live on is just beginning for me, and I've been alive for a long time.

I don't know exactly how long I was locked up, but in this small room where I couldn't see any light except for the light bulbs on the roof, time seemed to me to be completely still, I really had to live like a beast, and the way I calculate time now is to use the reads();.

I thought that the sun would torture me for a few days at most, and that he should let me go when he got tired of playing, but I underestimated the degree of psychological perversion of this guy, basically every day he would take someone with me, and let me exchange food by beating or beating people.

Every time I was beaten, I would use my fingernails to pick out a stroke of "positive" on the wall, not only to remind myself how many times I had been humiliated, but also to remember how many days I had been imprisoned.

It's been twenty-five days, I've been locked up in this dark room for nearly a month, I don't know what the situation is outside now, what will become of my "Heavenly Gate" without me, and whether Chen Xue, who has lost my news, will be sad and cry.

The thought of my relatives outside instantly became uncontrollable, and I yelled hysterically, just like the other day, no one would pay attention to me if I broke my throat.

"Sun, kill me quickly!" I ran to the iron door, and kicked the iron door hard, hit the door panel with my head, and scratched the wall with my nails, until my nails were rubbed out of blood, I gasped and stopped, leaned against the cold iron door and cried, this kind of torment is really more painful than death, if I have a choice, I really want to ask the sun to put a shot in my head to give me a good time!

The scariest thing in the world is not death, but quiet, the kind of silence like the world, just like me now, I want someone to talk to me, even if it's Li Bao or Tan Yue.

At first, when the sun brought people to beat me, he would sneer and sneer, probably after I wrote the second "positive" word, everything changed, whether it was the sun or the little brother he brought to compete with me, all of them no longer said a word to me, every day as if they were doing tasks, and turned around and left after fighting with me.

I begged someone to say a word to me, but they were all following the clockwork machine, and they didn't bother with me, and no one could understand the pain, the feeling.

Tired, I curled up in the corner like a dog, "Whoa...", thinking about Chen Xue, thinking about my brothers, thinking about the red light district that I didn't have a unified red light district, thinking about it I couldn't stop crying.

But no matter whether I was yelling or crying, there was no movement outside the door, and I got up from the ground and ran around the room of less than 30 square meters as if I was crazy, and in a short time my whole body was soaked with sweat.

The previously suppressed emotions seemed to be released a lot, it turned out that exercise can be a distraction, and soon I began to lie on the ground and do push-ups, when my arms were sore and could not support my body, I lay on the ground with my head back and did sit-ups, all the exercises I could think of, all the exercises that did not fall were done several times.

My forehead, back, and chest were all covered with slimy sweat, and finally I lay on the ground exhausted and gasped, and after being so tired that I couldn't stand up, I lay flat on the ground and was going to rest for a while, but who knew that before I knew it, I actually fell asleep.

I slept soundly, and I didn't wake up until someone kicked me awake, "Is it time to be beaten again? It looks like another day has passed!" I got up from the ground and looked at the sun, today the sun came in alone, and the two young men wearing sunglasses stood opposite each other against the door with rubber sticks.

Now I don't expect them to talk to me anymore, and after talking to myself like a psychopath, I looked at the sun suspiciously, "What? You tortured me today? Come on, I'll continue to do whatever the trick..."

Without saying a word, the sun took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took one out of his mouth, looked at me, and after a long time, he lit the cigarette and spat at me, "I heard that you didn't make a fuss last night?

"Is it useful to make a fuss?Will you let me out because I cry twice or scold a few words?" I smiled self-deprecatingly, "Stop talking nonsense, how do you want to play today?Go on, I'm hungry reads();!"

"It seems that he is right, you are really a sponge, you will never come out of the water if you don't squeeze, come on! I want to move my muscles today, the old rule is that if you can knock me down, I will give you a meal at noon today!" the sun beckoned to me as he bit his cigarette holder.

"I want to eat roast lamb shank at noon today!" I sniffed and looked cautiously at the sun, after these days of beating, I intuitively felt that I was much stronger than before, both physically and reflexively than more than a month ago.

"What you want to eat depends on what you can do!" said the sun, and with a "high whip leg" swept towards my head, I hurriedly stretched out my arm to resist, and the exercise last night was so crazy that I now have a huge pain in the muscles that I pull at the slightest movement of my arm.

As soon as my arm blocked his kicking leg, my head was smashed by his punch, and if the sun's punch had been placed in the past, it would have knocked me out, but now I just took a half step back slightly, and my head felt a little painful, and nothing happened.

"Not bad!" the sun raised the corners of his mouth and nodded slightly, and before the smile on his face could be gone, he moved again, and moved in two small steps to me, and slammed an elbow on my chin, knocking me to the ground.

Then he clapped his hands, shrugged his shoulders at me, and smirked, "Come on, the leg of lamb is not roasted!"

"Come again!" I roared like a beast, got up from the ground, and slammed into him with a brutal blow, the expression on my face remained unchanged with the cigarette holder in my mouth, and when I put my hand on his neck, he deftly dodged to the side, pulled his arm back, stretched out his toes, and knocked me to the ground.

My palms and arms were all scratched by the concrete floor, but I didn't feel any pain at all, compared to the two horses who beat me with rubber sticks and pickaxes a few days ago, this little wound can really only be regarded as a drizzle.

I lowered my head and looked at the two young men outside the door to see where they were standing, and slammed up from the ground, trying to knock them out and escape.

But as soon as I stood up, the two young men, as if they had noticed it in advance, took rubber sticks and slapped me on the head and face, and kicked me back into the corner.

"Young man, be honest! Even if I let you out of this door, you won't be able to escape! There are at least twenty people guarding outside, and you will never be able to leave without nodding!" The sun threw me the half-smoked cigarette and smiled evilly, "I haven't had enough fun yet, and your performance is not satisfactory!"

"Play, I'm not your pet, why are you playing with me?" Listening to the sun's words, I was immediately angry, and I didn't know where the strength came from, so I pushed away the two young men holding rubber sticks standing in front of me, and threw myself at the sun with my mind, "Grass mud horse, I want to play with labor and management to play with you, I'll fight with you!"

The sun probably didn't expect that I would suddenly get up from the ground, slightly stunned, taking advantage of this when I slammed my fist into his eye socket, the sun hurriedly raised his arm to block up, and was beaten back two steps by me, followed by me raised my leg and kicked his knee, the sun fell to the ground uncontrollably.

"Fuck your uncle, play!" I raised my leg and stomped hard on the sun's head, but it missed, and was dodged by the guy rolling to the side, I chased up and was about to kick a second time, there was a sharp pain in the back of the head, and my eyes were dark, and my body couldn't control it and fell to the ground forward, I knew that it must be the black hand of the two young men from behind, and I was very satisfied the moment I fell to the ground, because I just hit the sun...