Chapter 39: Sleepless Tonight (4)
Chapter 39: Sleepless Tonight (4)
Although the past is unbearable, Gao Ming can't help but look back.
chased the goddess in college, and chased Chen Xiaowei ten years ago, Gao Ming was not unaware of the gap between him and them at that time, but he never felt inferior, only knew how to move forward. And now in the face of a little beauty who took the initiative to chase him, Gao Ming felt deeply inferior.
What does this phenomenon mean? Does it mean that Gao Ming has truly matured, or is it a premature psychological age, so he has lost his self-confidence?
If a sudden good thing is too good, too good to be boundless, beyond the imagination of the person concerned, it will definitely make people suspicious and frightening. So Gao Ming has always been thinking about it, always worried about Su Han's bold confession, is it because she has not done more things and has not thought about it carefully, so she will be impulsive?
Although Su Han said a lot today, perhaps because of the rush of time, he has been busy stating the facts, but the things in his heart are not fully displayed. In retrospect, there are two key questions that are not addressed, one is why does she like Gao Ming, and the other is what exactly does she expect? If there is a chance, it must be figured out.
The more Gao Ming thinks about the more questions, the more complex he feels, and the harder it is to sleep. Suddenly, I heard a few clicks of my hand, and I saw that it was the "little white rabbit" who sent WeChat in.
"Little White Rabbit" (Su Han):
Thousands of beautiful flowers say that flowers are good, who knows where the flowers fall?
The spring light startled the fragrant Feinong, and the autumn wind and autumn rain wept in an instant.
There are few bosom friends in the mountains and rivers, and the years urge people to grow old.
My heart is like a king's heart, but I have no lovesickness in this life.
"A wolf that doesn't eat rabbits" (Gao Ming): It seems to be a song "Poppy"?
"Little White Rabbit" (Su Han): Smart.
"The wolf that doesn't eat rabbits" (Gao Ming): Who's?
"Little White Rabbit" (Su Han): Song Ci, anonymous.
"A wolf that doesn't eat rabbits" (Gao Ming): I haven't seen it.
"Little White Rabbit" (Su Han): I won't send you anything I've seen. How does it feel?
"A wolf that doesn't eat rabbits" (Gao Ming): It seems to be pretty good.
"Little White Rabbit" (Su Han): Really?
"Wolves that don't eat rabbits" (Gao Ming): I checked it with my mobile phone, why can't I find it on the Internet?
"Little White Rabbit" (Su Han): Oh?
"Wolves that don't eat rabbits" (Gao Ming): I like it, can you tell me where it comes from?
"Little White Rabbit" (Su Han): The poppy beauty flies to the cloud peak to watch the remnants of the flowers and perceive the beauty
Inscription: Feiyun Peak has a thousand acres of rose garden, when it is in full bloom in spring and summer, the purple and red all over the mountains are magnificent, but the scenery withers after the flowering period, and it makes people sigh when they watch
"A wolf that doesn't eat rabbits" (Gao Ming): What is it?
"Little White Rabbit" (Su Han): Source.
"A wolf who doesn't eat rabbits" (Gao Ming): Did you fill in the words?
"Little White Rabbit" (Su Han): Seeing the smile, please ask Mr. Gao for advice.
"The wolf that doesn't eat rabbits" (Gao Ming): Although I have read some classical poems, I don't know much about them, so I don't dare to give advice. I just found Feiyun Peak, is it the one in Jingxi?
"Little White Rabbit" (Su Han): That's right.
"The wolf that doesn't eat rabbits" (Gao Ming): Why do you want to fill in this poem?
"Little White Rabbit" (Su Han): I won't tell you.
"A wolf that doesn't eat rabbits" (Gao Ming): Why didn't you tell me?
"Little White Rabbit" (Su Han): Because it's too late. Hurry up and rest, and see you tomorrow.
After sending this message, Su Han never replied to Gao Ming.
Gao Ming exited the WeChat interface, but he was still not sleepy. After reading Su Han's new poem "Poppy Beauty", he naturally understood what Su Han meant, and his heart was even more unsettled. Su Han is both a beauty and a talented woman, and the weight of this in Gao Ming's heart is naturally much heavier.
I looked at the time, it was already past three o'clock, and it was indeed too late. Thinking that he would have to go to work tomorrow, Gao Ming forced himself to count, and he didn't know how long he had to count, and finally fell asleep in a daze.
These days, in order to prepare for the opening of private clinics, Zhu Jianguo and Chen Xiaowei are very busy. According to the division of labor between the two of them, Zhu Jianguo asked a friend to find a cultural media company to help with image design. Chen Xiaowei mainly focused on the decoration of the venue, and hired a knowledgeable person to be responsible for the acceptance of various equipment and equipment sent one after another.
Originally, according to Zhu Jianguo's meaning, he originally planned to hand over the big mess of image design to Chen Xiaowei to do, but Chen Xiaowei didn't do it, saying that she didn't understand it at all, and second, she didn't want to show up. Although Zhu Jianguo is not good at these, he can only reluctantly make it difficult.
In order to find a place to store these materials, Chen Xiaowei came to the decoration site early in the morning and instructed the workers to empty the warehouse.
Chen Xiaowei originally felt that she was not engaged in management, but she was forced to get started, and she did it like that. Even Zhu Jianguo said that it was fortunate that she was not promoted at the beginning, and she went to manage the logistics of the city hospital, so that she kept a talent for herself, and now it is just coming in handy.
I finally cleared out a room, and when the equipment was delivered to the warehouse after the inspection was completed according to the rules, it was almost time for lunch.
Chen Xiaowei breathed a sigh of relief, found a place to sit down in this space, poured herself a glass of water and didn't have time to drink it, but the mobile phone on the table rang a few times, and a text message came in.
When I picked it up, it was sent from an unfamiliar number. Chen Xiaowei clicked on it and didn't finish reading it, and a wave of anger suddenly jumped up in her heart:
Sister Xiaowei: I'm Su Han, and I think there is something I have to tell you, because I like to be above board and never sneaky in everything I do.
I'll admit that I've fallen in love with Gao Ming, and I'll tell him that plainly. I've thought about it seriously, and now that I'm willing to do it, I'm going to take on anyone and anything, and accept any challenge.
As soon as Chen Xiaowei's hand was released, the teacup fell to the ground and shattered with a thud. Tea splashed, and Chen Xiaowei's pants and shoes were not spared. She just stared stunned, not moving. At that moment, Chen Xiaowei's mind was blank, and she lost her ability to think.
Although Chen Xiaowei and Gao Ming have divorced, Gao Ming has been working hard to try to get back. Although Chen Xiaowei ignored Gao Ming on the surface, deep down she was very willing to see him do this. Because this is not only a punishment for Gao Ming, but also can satisfy Chen Xiaowei's vanity.
But Chen Xiaowei didn't expect that another woman suddenly appeared. This woman is not only young and beautiful, but her conditions far exceed Chen Xiaowei, not to mention, but she also takes the initiative to pursue wisdom. In this way, divorce is no longer a punishment for Gao Ming, and he also changed him to a young and beautiful wife, isn't this a blessing in disguise, but a big bargain?
When Chen Xiaowei thought about it like this, she was so angry that she almost vomited blood. Although she didn't want to remarry Gao Ming, she didn't want Gao Ming to have a good time. She felt that it was unbearable, but she couldn't think of anything to stop it. Thinking about it, he was thinking about whether to call Su Han, but he found that he didn't know when a person was standing in front of him. Chen Xiaowei was startled, jumped up suddenly, and saw that the person standing in front of her was Gao Ming.
Gao Ming took advantage of his lunch break to come from the newspaper office to find Chen Xiaowei. Since Chen Xiaowei blocked his phone last time, the lockdown has not been lifted. So they don't have any other way to communicate than in person.
Although he slept late at night, Gao Ming still got up at his usual schedule, washed up and went out, went to the newspaper office for breakfast, and then went to work. For a whole morning, Gao Ming had a little free time, thinking about Su Han and Chen Xiaowei in his mind, and he was still a little uneasy in his heart. This feeling seems to take him back to more than ten years ago, and there is an experience similar to that of being in love.
But Gao Ming is no longer a young man after all, and he has to return to reality after being excited. If he faced Su Han and Chen Xiaowei at the same time, Gao Ming really didn't know how to choose. The reason why he hesitated was because he couldn't let go of either side, so he couldn't make a decision.
Gao Ming also knows that no matter how much this kind of thing is delayed, it will not lead to any results, and the more it is delayed, the more problems may be, and the more difficult it will be to make decisions. After thinking about it, I finally decided to do one thing first, talk to Chen Xiaowei again, put everything on the table, and then see what kind of attitude she has. Gao Ming thought that Chen Xiaowei's clinic was next to Nanling Supermarket anyway, and it was not too far from the newspaper office, so he took advantage of the noon time to hurry over without even eating.
Before Gao Ming came in, he asked the renovation workers outside, and heard that Chen Xiaowei was resting in the room, and he was glad that it was a coincidence. As soon as he entered the door, he saw Chen Xiaowei smashing the teacup, and he thought he was angry at him again, so he stood there stunned, not knowing what to do.
Gao Ming didn't know that he had touched Chen Xiaowei's head again, and Chen Xiaowei didn't know what Gao Ming meant by coming here. But at this moment, in Chen Xiaowei's opinion, no matter what Gao Ming's purpose was in coming to her, he was suspected of deliberately provoking her.
So both of them looked at each other coldly, and did not speak for a while. In the end, Chen Xiaowei couldn't hold her breath first, smiled gloomily, and said that the two of you still cooperate really well, this one just sent a text message, and that one came to the door in person!
Gao Ming listened to Chen Xiaowei's words, but the second monk was confused, and said Xiaowei, what are you talking about? Whoever sent a text message came to the door?
Chen Xiaowei glared at Gao Ming with disdain, and said in a weird manner, Director Gao, your Su Han just sent me a text message, and you came to the door. Why, you don't understand this?
Gao Ming listened to Chen Xiaowei's words, and only then did he understand the reason why she dropped the teacup just now. I felt that Su Han had done a poor job in this matter, but he couldn't explain it. Seeing Chen Xiaowei's angry face and thick belly, she couldn't help but be angry and funny, but she didn't dare to show it.
Gao Ming shook his head, sighed softly, and said Xiaowei, it seems that you really misunderstood. I tell you very seriously, first, Su Han is not from our family, and second, I came to you to talk to you about Su Han.
Although Gao Ming's attitude was very sincere, Chen Xiaowei was impetuous, she didn't listen to him carefully at all, and she also confused the meaning. At the moment, he was angry, so he said unceremoniously, there is no need to talk about this matter! Su Han sent me a text message to make it very clear, do you still want me to bless you? Don't you think this is too much?
Gao Ming knew that Chen Xiaowei still had a grudge against him in his heart, so he could only swallow his anger and say Xiaowei, since you are talking like this, then I want to ask, in the matter of Su Han, what do you say I did wrong?
Chen Xiaowei said without thinking about it, I don't know what you did wrong, I just know that a slap doesn't make a sound. Anyway, the two of you are also people with status, so do you want to be shameless?
Chen Xiaowei still had an arrogant attitude, Gao Ming endured it again and again, and she couldn't help it, her face became a little ugly, and she couldn't help but raise her voice slightly, saying Xiaowei, no matter what the relationship between us is, I have always respected you very much, and I hope you have the least respect for me, at least don't speak so ugly, okay?
Chen Xiaowei heard Gao Ming's words, forcibly held back the mean words that had just come to her mouth, and muttered for a moment before saying Then you can go! Since you are divorced, I have nothing to do with you. What do you like, just don't be disgusting with me again!
Gao Ming wanted to say something, but he didn't expect another sensitive person to appear at this moment. Zhu Jianguo didn't know that Gao Ming was in the room, and as soon as he entered the door, he shouted loudly, Xiaowei, have you eaten?
As soon as the words fell, when I saw Gao Ming, I was stupid on the spot. Gao Ming held back his anger, but nodded politely at Zhu Jianguo, but did not speak.
Zhu Jianguo was stunned for a moment, then smiled awkwardly at Gao Ming and said I'm sorry, I didn't know Director Gao was also here. I came to Xiaowei to ask her to go over and look at the design plan together in the afternoon. Since you have something to do, let's do it another day. Xiaowei, I'll go first, you continue, you continue.
Zhu Jianguo turned around and left, he was not a fool, and he didn't want to stay in the place of right and wrong for a moment. But he didn't want to go out yet, so Chen Xiaowei stopped him and said Dean Zhu, you wait!
Zhu Jianguo stopped, turned around and asked, what's wrong with Xiaowei, is there something wrong?
Chen Xiaowei took the clothes and handbag and said I'll go with you now.
Zhu Jianguo looked at Chen Xiaowei in a daze, then at Gao Ming, and was about to speak, but Chen Xiaowei walked up to Zhu Jianguo, pushed him, and said let's go, why are you still stunned?
Chen Xiaowei said that, and walked out of the room regardless of it. All the time she regarded Gao Ming as nothing, and she didn't even look at him. Zhu Jianguo and Gao Ming looked at each other for a moment, smiled awkwardly, and turned away, leaving Gao Ming there alone.
When Gao Ming came out of the room, he took out his mobile phone and wanted to call Su Han, asking her why she wanted to send a text message to Chen Xiaowei, and had she considered the consequences of doing so?
Su Han later told Gao Ming that she had sent a text message to Chen Xiaowei after repeated consideration, and she was prepared to suffer any consequences. But Su Han also admitted that her purpose in doing this was more or less selfish, because she really wanted to cut off Gao Ming's back road.
What Chen Xiaowei didn't expect was that she only wanted to have a quick headache and repeatedly stimulated Gao Ming, so she really pushed him into Su Han's arms step by step.