Chapter 39: Sleepless Tonight (3)

Su Han did not evade, but met Gao Ming's gaze, and said without hesitation, I have been waiting for you, and I have been waiting for more than two hours.

Gao Ming was shocked and said You are waiting for me? Is there anything you can't talk about when you go to work tomorrow?

Su Han said that I have been waiting for a long, long time, so I don't want to wait any longer. And there are some things that I don't want to tell you at the newspaper.

Gao Ming looked at Su Han's warm and expectant gaze, and suddenly understood a little, but he didn't know how to deal with it, so he could only be silent.

Su Han didn't leave time for Gao Ming to think, she stared at Gao Ming and said Gao Ming, do you just let me stand at the door and talk to you all the time?

Gao Ming stared at Su Han in surprise, and he was at a loss for a while. In the past, Su Han was called Director Gao on formal occasions, and he called Teacher Gao casually, and he never called him by his name. But at this moment, Su Han not only suddenly changed her address to him, but also her expression and tone of voice were unprecedented, at least Gao Ming had never seen it before.

What does this mean? Does it mean that in Su Han's heart, their relationship has changed? Looking at Su Han's face full of anticipation, Gao Ming confirmed his thoughts even more.

Before Gao Ming could come up with a countermeasure, Su Han saw that he didn't speak for a long time, and added another sentence, saying that he didn't invite me in to sit down?

Gao Ming was forced into a corner by Su Han, so he had to open the door and invite Su Han into the room. Su Han sat down on the sofa by himself, and then quietly looked at the room.

This one-bedroom layout is exactly the same as Su Han's, but Su Han has arranged the rooms in an orderly manner, so the space utilization rate is very high, and it seems more spacious. Maybe because Gao Ming didn't bother to tidy up, things were placed very casually, and this messiness made the space seem relatively small. So Su Han thought to himself, in fact, Gao Ming is no different from ordinary men.

Gao Ming's expression was quite embarrassed as soon as he entered the door, and he hurriedly moved all the dirty clothes and other unsightly clutter piled up in the corner into the bedroom, and then closed the door with his hand. After that, he found two bottles of mineral water and canned coconut water in the refrigerator, put them in front of Su Han, and said I'm sorry, Su Han. I'm not at home and I don't boil water, so I'll make do with this.

Su Han nodded, smiled, opened a bottle of mineral water and took two sips.

Gao Ming consciously left Su Han and sat down on the corner of the sofa, both of them looked at each other silently, and no one spoke for a while, each thinking about their own thoughts.

Gao Ming no longer had to guess Su Han's intentions at this time. Her abnormal language and demeanor outside the door just now made Gao Ming suddenly remember what Ren Jian said, and Ren Jian had repeatedly reminded of that incident, which seemed to have become a fact without a doubt. So Gao Ming had to think about how to face it.

What Su Han didn't expect was that although she had already written the script for the big scene in front of her, when she really faced Gao Ming, she suddenly felt that the beginning of the original design was very unsatisfactory and inappropriate, so she couldn't say those lines, so she had to lower her head and make up new words.

After a while, Gao Ming broke the silence first and said Su Han, it's so late, everyone has to go to work tomorrow, you can quickly say anything, okay?

Su Han raised his head, his expression was very solemn and hesitant, he wanted to say something but stopped talking. At that moment, Gao Ming mistakenly thought that she had some difficulty, but quietly breathed a sigh of relief, and said Su Han, have you encountered something difficult again, just say it, don't worry.

When Su Han heard Gao Ming's words, he suddenly had the courage, so he smiled lightly and said I do have a very difficult thing, then, Director Gao, I really said it!

Gao Ming said okay, you just say it directly, it really doesn't matter.

Su Han said, Gao Ming, I like you!

Su Han said these six short words and stopped. Although she spoke in a very soft voice, Gao Ming heard it like thunder, and she was stunned, and she couldn't come back to her senses for a long time.

Su Han looked at Gao Ming silently for a moment, and then said Don't think I'm on a whim, it's funny, Gao Ming! I'm serious, I've been thinking about this all these days.

Gao Ming looked at Su Han in a daze, still not speaking. He just felt that his mind was chaotic, and he couldn't think about anything. Gao Ming was a little skeptical that he was dreaming, and quietly pinched his thigh, but it hurt. For any man, it must be an honor to be favored by Su Han, but Gao Ming doesn't feel this way at the moment.

Don't say that Gao Ming likes Su Han very much, as long as she is a normal man, I am afraid that even if you don't know Su Han, you can't deny that she has that unique feminine charm.

Gao Ming didn't dislike Su Han, but that kind of liking was not this kind of liking, he never had any extravagant expectations for Su Han, so at the moment he felt only shocked, not flattered. This lucky thing happened too suddenly, so Gao Ming not only didn't feel lucky, but felt that if he didn't handle it well, it might be a trouble.

Gao Ming recovered from the initial shock and began to think nervously about how to deal with this beautiful trouble. Regarding Su Han's unexpected move today, Gao Ming was actually very moved in his heart, and he cherished Su Han's feelings very much. If Gao Ming is not moved at all, it is pure exaggeration. Facing Su Han's tender gaze, Gao Ming also had a strong impulse for a moment, and he really wanted to take Su Han into his arms and kiss him.

In fact, since the accident in the city hospital, Gao Ming and Chen Xiaowei have had an awkward relationship, and they have not been in contact with the opposite sex for a long time, as a man with normal physiology, it is not surprising that he has this impulse.

But Gao Ming is not a fledgling after all, there are too many things to worry about, although it is very heartbreaking and regretful, but he has to refuse Su Han against his will.

Gao Ming forcibly restrained his desires, and tried his best to pretend to be the appearance of contemporary Yanagishita Megumi, pretending to avoid Su Han's gaze, and then smiled faintly, and said Su Han, although your intentions touched me very much, but do you think we are suitable?

Su Han didn't answer immediately, but he stood up, walked to Gao Ming's side and sat down generously, looked at him for a moment, and then said Then you tell me, why is it not appropriate?

Gao Ming thought carefully for a while, and then said very cautiously, I think there are many disadvantages, but the main ones are the following: First of all, there is a big age difference between us and a generation gap. The second is that you and I have recently had some special circumstances, such as your resignation not long ago and my recent divorce, so we will face a lot of public pressure. Third, how do the people around us treat you and me, like you and my relatives and friends?

Su Han heard Gao Ming say these three things, but her heart became steady, because she had thought of all these problems, and she had already had a countermeasure. I secretly considered in my heart how to convince Gao Ming. But before she could speak, Gao Ming thought about it and added another sentence, saying that there is one more critical question, I am good to you out of friendship, not love.

Su Han looked at Gao Ming motionlessly, and after hearing the last sentence, his eyes seemed to dim slightly, but only a moment later, he brightened again.

Su Han didn't care about the reasons Gao Ming said earlier, but directly responded to the most critical question. Su Han said But, I am absolutely confident that you will fall in love with me, do you believe it?

Gao Ming turned his head, looked at Su Han's confident expression, and said, Oh, are you so confident?

Su Han nodded, and said, As for what you said earlier, I have already thought about it.

Then Su Han carefully explained her plan. Gao Ming couldn't help but be in awe of Su Han when he heard this, but he didn't expect her to be so thoughtful as a little girl.

Thinking that he is so clever and virtuous, how can he make Su Han such a cute girl, he actually moved his heart to him, it seems that God treats him really well!

Gao Ming hadn't figured out how to say anything, and Su Han said that she had gone to see Chen Xiaowei. Gao Ming was even more surprised when he heard it, but he didn't expect that although Su Han was bold, he was still decent.

Su Han saw that Gao Ming was silent, and after thinking about it, he said, Gao Ming, although you are my leader, but now I only see you as a man. I'm a girl, and I've already said this, can't you just show your attitude like a man?

Su Han's face flushed with excitement, Gao Ming looked at her quietly, and couldn't help but secretly feel pity, and there was also a tenderness in his heart, but he couldn't show it. He really wanted to express his position happily, but he didn't know if the little girl could accept it.

Gao Ming thought about it for a while, and then said Su Han, although we have known each other for a short time, you have to admit that after all, there is still a lack of understanding between each other. We never seemed to talk about anything other than work.

Su Han looked directly at Gao Ming, shook his head, and said that you are not right, we have talked a lot, but we have not met face-to-face.

Gao Ming looked at Su Han in surprise, his face was full of confusion, and he said, "Have you talked about it?"

Su Han smiled and nodded, saying that we have been chatting in WeChat.

Gao Ming was even more puzzled, what did he mean?

Su Han smiled more softly and said that I was the "little white rabbit".

Gao Ming was dumbfounded again, speechless in shock. As for the true identity of the "little white rabbit", he didn't think of Su Han, but after several doubts and several denials, he never went to investigate. At this moment, listening to Su Han himself explain this, Gao Ming really couldn't tell what it was like in his heart.

Su Han seemed to be frightened by Gao Ming, so he hurriedly argued, saying Gao Ming, don't think too much, in fact, I didn't have any malice when I did that, but I had some unavoidable hardships. So he talked about why he did that at the time.

Although Gao Ming was surprised in his heart, he didn't mean to blame Su Han. After listening to her explanation, she suddenly remembered something, so she asked Su Han, saying that recently, it seems that "Little White Rabbit" suddenly rarely sends WeChat, why?

Su Han hesitated for a moment, then glared at Gao Ming softly, and then said that it was not for your good!

So he briefly talked about the reason why he rarely sent WeChat during this time. Gao Ming didn't know that when it came to this matter in detail, the process was really tortuous and complicated.

When Su Han wanted to raise money for his father's surgery, he was determined to cut off all contact with Gao Ming and Ren Jian, so from then on, WeChat suddenly stopped. But then things changed, and "Little White Rabbit" also resumed sending WeChat, but the number was much less than before. After that, he started to be busy with his father's surgery, and the "little white rabbit" didn't have the energy to take care of it.

Su Han didn't know that Gao Ming was also very conflicted at the moment. In this short period of time, his relationship has gone through a complex process of change.

Just listened to Su Han's confession, Gao Ming originally just planned to refuse, but considering Su Han's face, he wanted to use it tactfully. But after the shock, the mood slowly calmed down, and after listening to Su Han say a lot, and thinking about her good intentions, her mentality gradually changed. At first, I felt a little unbearable, and then the more I listened to it, the more I thought about it, and gradually I was a little reluctant.

In fact, it is not surprising that there is such a change in the situation, after all, Su Han is not only a good girl, but also a big beauty, Gao Ming is a newly divorced man no matter how he says, and it is normal for him to be uneasy. Gradually, I had other considerations, and I didn't want to decide this matter right away.

Gao Ming's mood was very complicated, and he suddenly felt that there were a lot of things to think about, and he didn't want to make any decisions in a hurry until these issues were thought through. On the premise of being sure that he would not violate the moral code, Gao Ming swayed violently on the balance of feelings and responsibilities for a while, and after careful consideration, he finally expressed his true thoughts in his heart.

Gao Ming said carefully, Su Han, let me also say a few words from my heart, I am really grateful for your thoughts on me. But for me, the fact was too sudden, and I had a lot of questions to consider. Can you give me a moment to think about it before I reply to you?

Su Han looked at Gao Ming for a moment, and finally nodded slowly.

Gao Ming subconsciously looked at the time, then frowned, and said Su Han, look, it's almost two o'clock, and you have to go to work tomorrow, you can go back and rest first, okay?

Su Han saw that it was indeed too late, and he was embarrassed to stay any longer, so he stood up and said Okay, you should also hurry up and rest as early as possible. After that, he glanced at Gao Ming softly, and then reluctantly walked towards the door.

Gao Ming also got up and was about to send Su Han out, but he didn't want Su Han to suddenly stand up again, turned around and stood there looking at Gao Ming, and said faintly, once the sea was difficult to turn into water, except for Wushan is not a cloud, Gao Ming, I don't want to put any pressure on you, but I also tell you the truth, I plan to hang myself on your tree! Although the words are not so good, I think so in my heart. Don't let me down!

Gao Ming subconsciously shook his head, and nodded quickly, no one knew what he was trying to express. Su Han seemed to want to ask Gao Ming, but after hesitating for a moment, he finally couldn't help but ask. There seemed to be tears flashing in her beautiful eyes, and she was afraid that Gao Ming would find out, so she quickly turned around and opened the door and hurriedly left, and gently took the door for Gao Ming.

After Su Han left, Gao Ming's mood never calmed down. He went to the bathroom to wash up briefly, turned off the light and lay on the bed, but he didn't feel the slightest sleep, so he opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling silently thinking about his thoughts.

Although Gao Ming is facing many things in front of him, there are only two things that he really can't let go.

One is the matter of Chen Xiaowei and Qiao Qiao, Gao Ming didn't believe that Chen Xiaowei and Zhu Jianguo would have anything to do, but he couldn't tolerate this thorn in his heart. But if he really let go, after all, Chen Xiaowei is young, is it really just such a person to take Qiaoqiao with him? But I don't know what to do.

Gao Ming has taken the initiative to pursue two women in his life, one is the girl he liked in college, although it was unforgettable, but it was also painful. The goddess is now far away on the other side of the ocean, and after many years, she can't tell whether it is love or hate.

The other is his ex-wife Chen Xiaowei. When the goddess suddenly flew away, if she hadn't met Chen Xiaowei, it would be difficult for Gao Ming to imagine how he would have gone through the most difficult days of his life. It is no exaggeration to say that Chen Xiaowei is the noble person in his life, and it is also the spiritual support of him at that time. Without her company, it is difficult to say what Gao Ming's life would be like.

But now that fate is full of people and things, Chen Xiaowei has become a passerby in Gao Ming's life in a blink of an eye, is this also fate?

The most real and saddest thing is that the husband and wife turned against their eyes and harmed their children. But because her parents divorced, she had to bear the weight that she couldn't bear at a young age. As far as Gao Ming is concerned, he is willing to compromise for the sake of Qiaoqiao, but Chen Xiaowei refuses to give him this opportunity.

If you want to say that Chen Xiaowei doesn't feel sorry for Qiao Qiao, he doesn't believe it even if he kills Gao Ming, so he can't understand Chen Xiaowei and doesn't know what she thinks in her heart.

If the matter on Qiao Qiao and Chen Xiaowei's side was not completely settled, Gao Ming might not be able to think about Su Han's side at all.

The other thing is Su Han's matter. Su Han's bold move tonight, although it resonated with Gao Ming to some extent, it also caused him trouble. Needless to say, for any type of man, Su Han has a powerful lethality. Beauty is currently tempting to be a mortal. But Gao Ming calmed down and introspected deeply, but still decided that Su Han's attraction to him was not only her appearance, but also the beauty of her inner quality.

Character is higher than appearance, this is Gao Ming's basic evaluation of Su Han, so he is not only tempted, but also emotional. However, it is both tempting and emotional, so there is a deep inferiority.