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However, people like to use their senses and moods to give different meanings to all things in nature.

On this day, the sun is still so warm, and the wind is still so soft.

However, Xiao Chen, in this early autumn season, wrapped in thick cotton clothes, actually felt a trace of coolness through his heart!

With the support of her mother, she slowly walked out of the hospital gate.

During these ten days of hospitalization, Xiao Chen's emotions have been up and down like a wave.

She was sometimes surprised, she had obviously had a "cesarean section", so shouldn't she be holding her baby in her arms? Why is she alone now?

She sometimes felt puzzled, ten days ago, that little life was still moving mischievously in her belly from time to time! Why is there no him in her stomach now, and there is no him outside her stomach?

She sometimes feels resentful that she failed to protect her and Lao Xia's children! It's all her own fault! What qualifications does she have to use "crying" to relieve the pain in her heart? She deserves to live in pain for the rest of her life!

She was sometimes puzzled, was that angel really her baby? Why did he disappear when he appeared so truly in her "mind"? Which one was a dream? Which one was reality?

She was sometimes distressed, why did you show up if you were going to fly away, how good it would be if you hadn't been here!

If you don't start, it won't end! Why start? Why start!

But we can't help but start, right?!

Xiao Chen looked up at the sky, trying to see something through those white clouds.

But I saw that the white clouds were gone!

"Mom, you guys are standing here waiting for me, I'm going to get a taxi. Lao Xia, who was carrying a big bag, spoke on the side at this time.

That's right, Lao Xia! This man who has been running back and forth during his hospitalization, this is the man who is his husband, and this man who once called him "the child and his father". Why do I feel that this man is so far away from me now? It seems that he is not from the same world!

Xiao Chen was supported by his mother and Lao Xia and got into the taxi home.

"Mom, am I dreaming? When will I wake up from my dream?" After getting out of the taxi, Xiao Chen asked as he looked at everything in front of him that was so familiar but so unfamiliar.

Xiao Chen's mother is a simple and kind housewife, she knows the bitterness in her daughter's heart, but she really has no choice but to wipe her tears silently.

It's been almost two weeks, Xiao Chen has gone from "calm" and dream-like to "grief-stricken" and now "like a dream", and she doesn't know how long such mood swings will last.

"Xiao Xia, don't worry about reading your book, I'm here. Xiao Chen's mother repeatedly instructed Lao Xia: "Whoever this matter is replaced, I feel uncomfortable, and it will be fine after a while, ah!"

At the urging of Xia Chen's mother, Lao Xia returned to Shanghai.

On the day Lao Xia left, Xiao Chen was lying on the sofa in the living room, ignoring Lao Xia's sentence "I'm leaving", and only "watched" TV in a daze.

"He's the child's father, do you think he's going to feel better? Xiao Xia's child is not easy. Xiao Chen's mother is over the age of "sixtieth", she has seen everything clearly these days, and after her son-in-law left, she sat down next to her daughter and said.

Xiao Chen's eyes were still "watching" the TV.

"This person! It's all fate! You are this fate, and so is the fate of your child who has never met!" Xiao Chen's mother felt that the time had come to "enlighten" her daughter, and she didn't care about her or not, she just said slowly: "I want to make a 'grain gap' that year, my two uncles and three brothers all starved to death under the noses of their families, this is also fate! People, I have to accept my fate......

"Mom, I just miss him. He took my hand like it was real!Mom, do you know?" At some point, Xiao Chen's tears had already flowed to the corners of her mouth, and she closed her eyes and cried.

"How can you not want to! Of course Mom knows!" Xiao Chen's mother originally wanted to comfort her daughter, but now she also cried.

The mother and daughter sat on the sofa and wept separately!

I don't know how long it took, Xiao Chen's tears dried up. She turned her head to look at her mother, who had been sitting beside her, and saw the strands of white hair on her sideburns.

"Mom, I'm hungry, let's cook." Xiao Chen sighed deeply in his heart, touched his mother's "thin" hand, got up and went to the kitchen.

"You sit, I'll come. Xiao Chen's mother had never heard her daughter say "hungry" in the past ten days, and she was a little happy, she quickly got up, wiped her eyes, and followed quickly.

Xiao Chen didn't listen to his mother's words, and was already in the kitchen: "Mom, I'll help you." ”

When Xiao Chen's mother saw her daughter like this, she thought that it would be better for her to be busy, so as not to always be cranky, so naturally she would no longer stop it. The mother and daughter were busy in the kitchen.

Xiao Chen, who had already "wanted to open" a little, smelled the smell of "fireworks" in the kitchen again, and his heart was "relaxed".

During this meal, Xiao Chen's mother saw that her daughter had eaten a lot, and it was not as painful as a few days ago, drinking some soup was more painful than drinking medicine. I can't wait to buy all the "supplements" I can think of for her.

"Mom went to the vegetable market and bought you another chicken to stew. You're watching TV at home. As soon as Xiao Chen's mother cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, she said to Xiao Chen.

Xiao Chen knew that when he was better, his mother would be happy. She saw that in the past few days, her mother seemed to have aged a lot, and her heart was sour, and she almost cried again.

"Buy a few more pomegranates. Xiao Chen couldn't help but cry, but squeezed out a smile and said.

Xiao Chen watched his mother go out almost "happily", and finally shed a few more tears.

But soon, she stopped her tears, made herself a light cup of tea, brought it to the coffee table, and lay there watching TV.

"Tuk Tuk"

After a while, there were several knocks on the door.

Mom is really old, she must have forgotten to bring money again. Xiao Chen thought as he stood up and went to open the door.

"Sister-in-law, I... I'll come and see you. Xiao Chen opened the door, but saw a woman standing outside the door that she didn't know, but seemed to be somewhat familiar, and said to her.

"You... Are you?" asked Xiao Chen, puzzled.

"Sister Chen, I am also from Renai Hospital, and I am a pediatrician. The man said with a smile.

When Xiao Chen heard the words "pediatrics", he immediately knew who was coming.

"Oh, please come in. Xiao Chen was a little "cold", and he introduced people into the family.