Chapter Seventy-Six: The Handling of Feelings

That's right, you guessed it right, it's Li Na. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

After she was introduced to the door by Xiao Chen, she put the bags of fruit and milk she was carrying next to the coffee table in the living room, and then sat down on the sofa.

"Sister Xiao Chen, I won't bother you for too long, I'm just coming to see you......" Li Na was still smiling when she said it, and halfway through speaking, she couldn't say it anymore.

She saw that Xiao Chen was still standing there, without speaking or wanting to sit down, so she stood up again: "I just came to see you...... I...... I'm sorry!"

After saying the words "I'm sorry", Li Na couldn't hold back any longer, and lowered her head and hid her face and cried with a "wow".

Seeing this, Xiao Chen still didn't say anything, turned around and went to the kitchen, and poured a glass of water. patted Li Na on the shoulder: "Sit down and drink saliva." ”

Li Na slowly stopped crying, took out a tissue from her handbag, wiped her nose and tears, stabilized her mood, and sat down.

At this time, Xiao Chen also sat down not far from Li Na.

"Sister, I really didn't expect this! It's because I'm too ignorant!" Li Na looked at Xiao Chen and said sincerely.

She saw that Xiao Chen didn't mean to be "disgusted" with herself, so she mustered up the courage to continue: "Hey, sister, in fact, that day, Dr. Xia didn't agree to go to dinner with us, but he only went after a few phone calls...... If I hadn't called him to dinner, if I hadn't joked with his phone, you wouldn't have quarreled, and you would...!" Li Na choked up again......

After a while, Li Na not only stopped crying, but became more emotional, she suddenly got up from the sofa and knelt down at Xiao Chen's feet: "It's me who is sorry for you! It's me who is sorry for you! It's me who is sorry for your child!"

Hearing Li Na cry about the child, how could Xiao Chen hold back?

In the past ten days, the "pain but not hair", the "dream-like obsession" in the past ten days, at this moment, like "a big dream has woken up", like "a flood that has leaked the floodgates". Xiao Chen let out a "tearing" and "lion's roar"-like howl!

I don't know how long it took, but the two women who hugged their heads and cried finally calmed down.

Until Xiao Chen's mother had returned, Li Na did not get up to leave. She took Xiao Chen's hand, to be exact, the two of them held hands and talked about their hearts.

If we want to say that this person can be "close" to each other, how can we be "close"?

And this common language, some because they have the same hobbies, some because their hometown is in the same mountain village, some because they have the same interests and goals, and some because they have the same life experience.

The "common language" of Li Na and Xiao Chen is because Li Na also has the same painful life experience as Xiao Chen.

In fact, Xiao Chen didn't blame anyone for this incident in her heart, except for herself. Li Na "knelt down to plead guilty" today, how did Xiao Chen feel that he could bear it?

When the grief and resentment in her heart dissipated with tears and wails, she helped Li Na on her lap, and the two sat down on the sofa together.

Li Na began to tell Xiao Chen about her misfortune.

That winter, Li Na found out she was pregnant. Because of pregnancy, she and orthopedic surgeon Wang Gang were "forced to set a marriage date". When Lao Xia went to the pediatric consultation, she also mentioned it to Lao Xia.

It was supposed to be a "double happiness", but because of an "accidental discovery" by Li Na, it was "chicken and egg".

That day, Li Na worked the night shift. When she got off work and dragged her tired body home to take a shower, she found a woman's hairpin in the bathroom.

She was sure it wasn't her own......

Li Na told Xiao Chen that when she went to Wang Gang with a hairpin to "confront", how much she hoped that Wang Gang would be able to make up a "seamless" reason to deceive herself.

But Wang Gang didn't, he actually said bluntly: "This is my ex-girlfriend's, she came back from abroad." ”

At this point, is there room for redemption? Is there still a need for replacement?

Li Na will never forget her feelings the moment she walked into the "gynecological small operating room" to do the "abortion". She specially did not choose "painless abortion", she just wanted to let herself taste the pain of "cutting meat"!

"But, Sister Chen, I don't feel any pain at all, really!" Li Na said to Xiao Chen.

When Li Na finished narrating her "encounter" to Xiao Chen, she didn't drop a single tear, as if she was talking about someone else's business.

"I remember the pain of that moment! But so what? Life has to go on. Do you say yes, Sister Chen?" Li Na shook Xiao Chen's hand: "We all have to live well, and continue to live well." ”

After speaking, Li Na smiled: "I should go back." ”

Getting up to send Li Na to the bus stop, Xiao Chen wrapped in a thick sweater jacket and slowly paced back.

I haven't been out for a long time, and in just half a month, Xiao Chen actually felt that releasing Buddha was "like a world away".

It also seemed that for the first time in his life, Xiao Chen felt the presence of the wind.

This intense feeling is different from the previous perception of "wind", but a deep, sensitive, and multi-sensory feeling that cannot be expressed in words.

How do you say it? It's like the feeling of a person who has been thirsty for a long time and his first sip of water, and a person who has been hungry for a long time has his first bite of food.

It turns out that wind is not only a "tactile" perception, but also a taste.

Xiao Chen took a hard breath, this is the taste of autumn!

Xiao Chen did not go home immediately, but slowly paced to the vegetable market near the community.

She didn't look around as usual, but went straight to the "aquatic products" area, carefully selected a few large and fat crabs, and filled a small bamboo basket.

Carrying the bamboo basket, she walked to the chair by the pond and sat down, took out her mobile phone and sent a text message to Zhang Feng: "Old classmate, how many buildings and floors do you live in?"

This is the first text message sent to Zhang Feng since he "said goodbye to the park". Before, in order to show her "loyalty" and "single-mindedness", even if Zhang Feng sent a text message, she didn't see it.

Thinking of this, she smiled bitterly in her heart: "Why bother? At that time, the way I handled my feelings was really naΓ―ve, and my vision of feelings was really narrow!"

"My family lives in Building 2 1209. Soon, Zhang Feng replied.

Xiao Chen put away his mobile phone, carried the basket of crabs, walked to Building 2 1209, and knocked on the door of Zhang Feng's house.