Chapter 39: Sleepless Tonight (2)

Gao Ming looked at Ren Jian's ill-intentioned smile, and immediately became vigilant, saying Slut, I'm annoying here, you don't make me poor and happy!

What does Ren Jian say to make you poor? Let me tell you, I'm absolutely serious!

Gao Ming looked at Ren Jian with disdain, and couldn't help but come out with a foul word, saying What good ideas can you have?

Ren Jian grinned and said that although he didn't have a good fart, he had good words! Do you remember what I kept reminding you before?

Gao Ming was stunned for a moment, and said What did you remind me of?

Ren Jian said Su Han, Su is a great beauty! She has always been very interested in you!

As soon as Gao Ming heard Ren Jian talking nonsense again, he was about to have a habitual attack, but when he thought that he was about to part with Ren Jian, he couldn't help but scold him, just laughed self-deprecatingly, and said Do you think this is possible?

Ren Jian said that there is a philosopher who said that everything is possible.

Gao Ming stared at Ren Jian a little crying and laughing, not knowing what to say.

Ren Jian didn't wait for him to speak, and said Master, you listen to me first, let me ask you, if it happens, I mean just in case, if Su Han likes you, what are you going to do?

Gao Ming was stunned for a moment, and suddenly smiled lightly, saying Slut, listen well, first, your question is boring, so I can't answer it. Second, because it's impossible, I don't have to answer. Okay, okay, that's the end of this matter, I'm in a mess of porridge inside and out now, I really don't have the heart to talk to you about this gossip! Slut, if you fucking mess with me about Su Han, I'm really anxious with you!

Ren Jian saw that Gao Ming's face changed again, and when the words that he had thought about before came to his lips, he was a little difficult to speak. After hesitating for a long time, I finally held back and didn't say anything. Ren Jian suddenly discovered a very embarrassing fact, I don't know why, he can't talk to Gao Ming freely.

Ren Jian himself couldn't tell, whether it was just because he had a commitment to Su Han, or because the relationship between him and Gao Ming had also changed.

After thinking about it, Ren Jian finally decided to shut up. After all, deep down, he really didn't want to offend Gao Ming or Su Han. If Gao Ming and Su Han are destined to have this catastrophe, I'm afraid no one will be able to avoid it. But if they are really destined, it is actually not a good thing. So no matter from which point of view, it is not his turn as an outsider to talk more.

The two of them talked until twelve o'clock. In the end, until the two broke up, Ren Jian never mentioned Su Han's matter again.

After Su Han and Ren Jian broke up, they returned home and talked to their parents, but they couldn't seem to concentrate and were always distracted. My parents asked East, but she always answered West. My parents found out that something was wrong with Su Han, so my father asked her, "What's wrong with you, Hanhan?"

Su Han also realized that he was out of shape, and quickly covered it up and said that it was actually nothing, but there was too much work in the office today, and a lot of things were not done, so he felt a little unsure.

Teacher Su said what should I do? You just came back to work, isn't that an impact?

Su Han said that it was not a hurry, but I was not at ease.

Dad heard her say this, although he didn't say anything, but he still seemed a little uneasy.

Su Han turned around and went back to his room, and after closing the door, he let out a long sigh of relief. Of course, she knew that her problem was there, and since she broke up with Ren Jian, Su Han had been thinking about smart things in her heart. Since she had the courage to admit this in front of Ren Jian, she also knew that she actually had a plan deep down.

Su Han made up his mind to have a showdown with Gao Ming. But when and how to have a showdown, she hasn't thought about it yet. Outsiders always think that Su Han has a gentle temperament, but in fact, that is just an appearance. Su Han never procrastinates in doing things, and always adheres to the principle of finishing things on the same day, which also shows her true side. The little things are already like this, not to mention the big things in her life.

Su Han stayed alone in the room for a while, and gradually felt a little restless. Looking at the time, it's just 9:40, which doesn't seem too late.

After thinking about it, Su Han decided to go to Gao Ming immediately.

Although this decision seems a bit hasty, if you think about it carefully, it is not Su Han's whim. In fact, these days, whenever she has free time, she is thinking about it. To put it mildly, the shadow of the wise is almost all the time.

The idea must be that Su Han packed a few clothes and took them with her, and went out of the room, when her mother saw her appearance, she was a little puzzled, and said Hanhan, what are you doing here?

Su Han said that I thought about it, I will go to live on the side of Hengjie tonight, and I should go to the office early tomorrow to deal with the things that I haven't finished today.

Mom said, but, it's so late, can't you go to bed early and get up early tomorrow?

Su Han said forget it, anyway, it's a toss in the morning and evening, and it's better to toss in the morning than at night. It's easy to walk on the road at this time, and you have to squeeze the bus in the morning, which is quite troublesome.

After that, I went out, but my mother wanted to stop her, but my father said that Hanhan was going, so let her go! Hanhan, wait for me a while, I will go downstairs for activities, and I will send you to fight.

Su Han knew that his father was not very relieved, so he had to respond and stand down and wait for his father. Teacher Su took the coat handed over by his wife and put it on, and went downstairs with Su Han.

The father and daughter were lucky, as soon as they got out of the building, they met a neighbor who called a taxi and came back, and just got off at the door.

Su Han said goodbye to his father, and after getting in the car, he told the master that he was going to Hengjie. It was very easy to walk all the way at this hour, and it was very smooth to get to the apartment. On the way, she wanted to call Gao Ming several times and ask if he was in the apartment, but thinking about what was about to happen, she was really embarrassed, so she finally didn't call.

Su Han thought that Gao Ming would definitely be at the newspaper if he wasn't in the apartment anyway, and she would wait for him in the apartment. When she got out of the car, she deliberately looked at the bright window, and there seemed to be no one in the dark light. Su Han thought about it, and went upstairs to his room first.

After briefly tidying up the house, Su Han sat by the window with his mobile phone, staring downstairs while playing WeChat, hoping to see Gao Ming come back. But when there was no one left and right, I began to worry about whether Gao Ming would not come back to the apartment to live, so I wondered if I would call him.

But after hesitating and hesitating, for some reason, I still didn't have the courage to make this call. Su Han had already thought about what he was going to say after seeing Gao Ming several times, but before he saw Gao Ming, he was afraid to hear his voice. Su Han was worried that he was flustered at the moment, and if he accidentally said the wrong thing, it would cause Gao Ming to misunderstand, so he was always a little panicked in his heart.

Although Su Han has been thinking about it for many days, it is not easy to make up his mind. She was afraid that if something happened again, it would definitely affect her plans.

On this day, Su Hanzai carefully recalled the whole process of her contact with Gao Ming.

From entering the newspaper office to now, it has only been a few months. These extraordinary days and nights are very clearly preserved in Su Han's memory. As long as Su Han closes his eyes, those things in the past will vividly reappear in his mind like film and television dramas.

Gao Ming, as Su Han's leader, has quietly done a lot for her, although he has never said a word, Su Han has silently remembered it in his heart.

Although no one has ever deliberately managed it, the relationship between them is very intriguing when you think about it.

Too many things have happened in the past few months, and Su Han remembers everything clearly. Oddly enough, for both of them, no matter who these things were related to, the other would not be left behind. It seems that in the dark, there is always such a relationship that implicates each other, so that they can't ignore each other's existence.

The two people seemed to be in this looming, immediate, and detached state, gradually approaching each other. Su Han didn't know what Gao Ming thought, but she slowly felt in her heart that Gao Ming's existence had a special meaning for her.

Starting from Gao Ming's first manuscript for Su Han's review, many memorable things happened after that, such as on-the-spot interviews in Xiaoshi Village and Yutou Village, then the confrontation between Feixun and Tianyu Company, followed by the Xiaochizi incident, and then Su Han and Mr. Liu's face, and then Su Han's father's surgery, and then Chen Xiaowei's accident caused Gao Ming's marriage crisis.

If only on the surface, there is no direct correlation between this series of events, but if you analyze it carefully, the results are very surprising. Because everything involves one of them to a greater or lesser extent, or two people at the same time.

After careful consideration, Su Han felt that all this was not all a coincidence. It seems that it can be assumed that if it were not for the arrangement of fate, if there was no fate between them, then there would not be a suitable answer to explain all this convincingly.

This conclusion surprised Su Han very much, but unfortunately she didn't have the opportunity to verify it before, after all, Gao Ming had a family at that time. Ask yourself, Su Han never thought of taking advantage of the situation, let alone breaking up Gao Ming and Chen Xiaowei. Even if she likes Gao Ming, she just quietly hides this secret in her heart, and will never cross the moral red line.

Su Han approves of love at first sight between men and women, but she is not so with Gao Ming. She couldn't say when she started liking Gao Ming, and she couldn't say why the original liking for the teacher became a liking between men and women, but she knew why she liked it. If you want to ask Su Han what she likes about Gao Ming, she can probably say a lot. Su Han doesn't have many material requirements for Gao Ming, only emotional and spiritual expectations.

When Su Han first heard Ren Jian say, she became the fuse of Gao Ming's divorce, and she was very aggrieved. Because until that time, she and Gao Ming had no contact at all from beginning to end except for a working relationship. But despite this, for the sake of Qiaoqiao, Su Han decided to swallow his anger and persuade Chen Xiaowei to remarry Gao Ming. Unexpectedly, Chen Xiaowei not only did not appreciate it, but insinuated and said something very ugly, which made Su Han angry.

It was from that moment that Su Han suddenly had that bold idea and decided to break through this embarrassing situation and look for his own opportunities. But it's easy to think about, but it's not so simple to do. Even if Su Han can get out, there is no guarantee that she will get the result she wants.

So Su Han had to start thinking about the various situations she was going to encounter.

The first thing she has to face is strong public opinion pressure, but since Su Han dares to do it, she also dares to bear the consequences. For this matter, Su Han didn't expect to hear many people say good things, but to put it in his heart, Su Han didn't take it seriously.

First of all, in the big picture, the tolerance of Chinese people for gender relations may have surpassed that of the Song Dynasty and directly followed the Han and Tang Dynasties. While there will certainly still be people who say the right thing, as long as the novelty of this kind of thing passes, no one will make a fuss about it anymore.

To put it mildly, Su Han has been accustomed to all kinds of gossip since he was a child. She has a strong immunity to this and generally does not cause substantial harm.

Compared with dealing with negative public opinion, the bigger trouble is that Su Han has to face the people she knows, whether they have anything to do with it or not. In addition to Gao Ming and Chen Xiaowei, she also has to face her family, all her colleagues and acquaintances.

In fact, if you really put it bluntly, this matter is not a big deal. No matter how ugly people's faces are, no matter how ugly the words are, if they can't stand it, it's a big deal to resign again and leave, leaving Yangzhou like Ren Jian and Ouyang. It's just that there are too many people and things involved in this matter, all aspects are complicated, and there are too many clues that need to be sorted out. Su Han decided to simplify the complexity. Only explain it clearly to your parents, and leave it alone to everyone else.

Su Han's most worried, and in fact the most crucial question, is what kind of attitude Gao Ming will have towards this matter? Because Su Han didn't know what Gao Ming was thinking, and he couldn't control his emotions.

Although Su Han didn't know what Gao Ming would do, with Gao Ming's life experience, he wouldn't know what kind of girl Su Han was. Su Han really didn't believe that she was not worthy of being cherished, so she was still quite confident, thinking that as long as she was willing to work hard, she should get the kind of reward she wanted.

Of course, Su Han did not think about the worst ending. If Gao Ming categorically refused, then Su Han might not be able to face everyone and would not be able to continue to stay in Yangzhou. But Su Han consciously ignored this possibility, or simply said, deliberately did not think about the worst outcome. Because she felt that no matter what, it couldn't be so bad.

But in fact, Su Han's mood was still very conflicted before he finally made a decision. Anyway, after all, this is a zero-sum game, if Gao Ming agrees to her, Chen Xiaowei will completely lose Gao Ming, Qiao Qiao will lose his father, and if Gao Ming refuses, Su Han will be greatly hurt. There is no way to have it both ways, and there is no third option.

Under this uneasy ambivalence, Su Han quietly went to Chen Xiaowei's house again. She wanted to talk to Chen Xiaowei before she made up her mind to confess to Gao Ming, so as to reconfirm what her attitude was and whether she had completely given up on Gao Ming.

But this time back at the door of Chen Xiaowei's house, Su Han didn't even dare to show up at all. The reason why she escaped and didn't have the courage to knock on the door was not because she was afraid that Chen Xiaowei's sharp words would embarrass her, but because she was afraid that Chen Xiaowei would regret it and be unwilling to let go.

For Chen Xiaowei's mobile phone number, Su Han has been thinking about it a lot these days. Ren Jian refused to help, she didn't have a problem, she went around and around, and finally got it from Zhang Qin.

Su Han returned home and made up a long text message on his mobile phone, ready to send it to Chen Xiaowei. In this way, Su Han intends to officially announce that she will confess to Gao Ming and is ready to bear all the consequences that will follow. But after I made it up, I read it over and over again, and I always felt that the words were not up to my point, and I couldn't send it out in the end.

At this juncture, a conversation with Ren Jian made Su Han suddenly realize a problem, that is, as soon as Ren Jian left, the contact between her and Gao Ming would definitely become less and less. According to the current situation, if there is no need for work, Su Han is worried that Gao Ming will not contact her at all, then they may gradually become estranged. This sense of crisis prompted Su Han to finally make up his mind.

The reason why Su Han decided to come to Gao Ming at night was because she concluded that if she stayed at home, she was destined to have no sleep tonight. Who knew that when he arrived at the apartment, he never saw Gao Ming's shadow, if he really went elsewhere tonight and didn't return to the apartment, wouldn't he have killed Su Han?

Seeing the time pass minute by minute, Su Han was anxious at first, but then gradually cooled down. She thought twice about whether to call Gao Ming, and even wanted to tell him what was going on on the phone, but after thinking about it carefully, she felt that it was too imprudent, and regardless of whether this matter could be clearly explained on the phone, maybe this method itself was unacceptable.

Su Han didn't move, so he silently watched the window for more than two hours, and he didn't see Gao Ming come back. Su Han then began to think wildly, she wondered if Gao Ming had already gone home and had already gone to bed? Thinking about the time she came over, it was already past ten o'clock, if Gao Ming had really gone home a long time ago, maybe there was really such a possibility.

The more Su Han thought about it, the more he felt that this possibility was very high, so he began to regret that he didn't call Gao Ming before coming. She was unwilling to do so, so she decided to take action.

But what about calling first, or going downstairs and knocking on the door? Su Han thought about it for a while, and finally decided to go downstairs and knock on the door directly.

At this time, Su Han couldn't think about anything else, so he took his mobile phone and went downstairs directly. walked straight to Gaoming's door, and without any hesitation, he started knocking lightly on the door. But what she didn't expect was that she knocked for a long time, but there was no response in the house. I held my breath and listened carefully, but I didn't hear the slightest movement in the room.

Su Han couldn't help but be completely deflated, and he didn't know what to do for a while.

However, at this moment, there was a sudden movement outside the door. It seemed that a car was coming, and then someone got out of the car, and then Su Han heard Gao Ming's voice, and he didn't know who he was talking to.

Su Han instantly materialized and stood there dumbfounded. She was pleasantly surprised, and suddenly she felt her heart pounding.

Coming out of the god of night, Gao Ming saw that the time was too late and not on the way, so he asked Ren Jian to drive away, saying that he would just fight it himself. But Ren Jian didn't let Gao Ming fight, and insisted on driving him back to Hengjie.

Gao Ming got out of the car at the door of the apartment, and instructed Ren Jian to say, although the road is very quiet at night, you should be careful, slut, drive slowly when you go back, don't be in a hurry to be reincarnated.

Ren Jian answered, turned around and left, and sure enough, he drove very slowly. Gao Ming watched his car cross the corner before turning around and entering the apartment.

Gao Ming walked into the door of the apartment, took out the key and prepared to open the door. When he suddenly looked up, he saw a young woman standing at his door, and he couldn't help but be startled. He was about to ask aloud, but the woman slowly walked towards him.

Gao Ming took a closer look, and it turned out to be Su Han, and he couldn't help but be stunned on the spot. Su Han walked straight to Gao Ming, looked at him silently but didn't speak.

Gao Ming came back to his senses and was very surprised by Su Han's actions, and immediately frowned and straightened his face, and asked Su Han seriously, saying Xiao Su, it's so late, why haven't you slept yet?