Chapter 083: I Don't Want to Live With You, Let's Get Together and Disperse

Zhou Jingchuan's chest tightened, he stood at the door, forcibly calmed down, called Ji Shan back, and found that the bell came from downstairs.

Downstairs, Zhou Jingchuan picked up Ji Shan's mobile phone, and there were blood stains on the phone case. Obviously with blood on his hands, he endured the pain and went to call for help.

Zhou Jingchuan's heart seemed to be poked by something, and a numb and sharp pain swept over, and there was even an inexplicable sense of panic.

Zhou Jingchuan picked up Ji Shan's mobile phone and strode out of the room.

Although he didn't know Ji Shan's mobile phone password, the messy bloodstains in the house clearly told her that Ji Shan should be in the hospital now.

But he searched all the hospitals in Linshi, but he didn't find Ji Shan coming to register.

Coming out of the central hospital, Zhou Jingchuan's face couldn't keep calm, he used all the connections that the hospital could contact, and he didn't get any news from Ji Shan. With a punch on the steering wheel, he was anxious and irritable, and took a hard puff of cigarette, and he closed his eyes and spit out a puff of smoke. The green smoke blurred his face.

At three o'clock in the morning on the first day of the Lunar New Year, the sound of firecrackers comes and goes, and fireworks bloom in the air. Zhou Jingchuan didn't feel warm, for the first time in so many years, he regretted not being able to receive Ji Shan's call.

……

Ji Shan woke up at six o'clock in the morning.

She opened her eyes and frantically touched her lower abdomen. The lower abdomen is flat, and you can't feel any breath of life.

Ji Shan's hand froze on her lower abdomen, she opened her eyes, staring at the ceiling blankly, and tears fell silently.

Zhou Rui accompanied her all night, and just went to buy her some millet porridge, and when she came back, she saw Ji Shan holding the bed board with her hands, struggling to sit up. But apparently, she had just given birth to a child, and her physical fitness was not good, so she stood up and fell down again. The cycle goes on and on, and Zhou Rui's heart is sour.

"Lie down honestly. She put the millet porridge on the table, her brows furrowed, "When can't the child look at it, what can you miss if you look less?" she leaned against the corner of the table, gathered her clothes, and snorted coldly.

Ji Shan was indeed surprised to see Zhou Rui, but now was not the time for her to be surprised. She stared at Zhou Rui directly, her heartbeat seemed to stop, "Child...... What kind of child ......" she said, the corners of her mouth gradually smiled, grabbed Zhou Rui's arm, and said happily, "My baby, is it still there?"

Ji Shan muttered to herself, let go of Zhou Rui's arm, she suddenly had strength in her body, supporting her body, she sat up, her legs hung down, and she made a posture of jumping down, and wanted to get out of bed.

Zhou Rui grabbed her arm, "The doctor will hold her over in a while, and I'll see it later." ”

Ji Shan withdrew his hand and shook his head constantly, "No." The smile reached behind her ears, she propped her hands on the edge of the bed, hooked slippers on her toes, and finally put them on her feet, turned around and smiled, "I'll go and see." Afraid that Zhou Rui would refuse, she smeared a layer of soft color in her eyes, and added, "Outside, just take a look." Finally, stick out your index finger, "Just a glance." ”

Zhou Rui stared at Ji Shan's appearance, and thought back to Wen Jiayan's face. All the tempers are gone, "Let's go." She took off the plush shawl on her shoulders and put it on Ji Shan's shoulder, "Take you over." ”

Ji Shan's eyes suddenly lit up.

"Thank you, auntie. ”

When Zhou Rui heard the sound, her feet stiffened, and she turned around, her expression slightly grim, "Auntie." ”

Ji Shan raised his eyebrows.

Zhou Rui: "The first time I saw you, I told you that your mother is my best friend." You should have called me Auntie. ”

Ji Shan knew that this was the case, but didn't she marry into the Zhou family now? So, she should call her aunt with Zhou Jingchuan.

Zhou Rui walked in front, she still looked that charming, and her waist writhed bewitchingly when she walked. As if she felt that she was walking a little fast, she stopped, waited for Ji Shan, and continued, "Call my aunt in the future, and my aunt will forget it." First, Zhou Jingchuan doesn't recognize me as an aunt. Second, if I didn't show up last night, do you think you can give birth to this child? Not only will the child not be able to come out, but you yourself will also die. Where was Zhou Jingchuan at that time?" sneered, "One of the biggest events in a woman's life when she gives birth, and her husband is not with her at this time, what's the use of having this kind of husband? Why do you call me aunt with him?"

Ji Shan suddenly clenched his palm.

Endure the stinging pain in your heart, but the pain is like a hairball that has been torn, once it is pulled, it will become more chaotic and more uncontrollable.

"Auntie, where is the child?" Ji Shan lowered his head and bit his lip, and then raised his head, his eyes were shining, as if nothing had happened.

Zhou Rui hated that iron could not become steel, took two steps forward, turned a corner, and pointed into the glass window, "What about inside." ”

Ji Shan's steps became significantly bigger, she was lying on the windowsill, her chin was cushioned with her hands, and she stared longingly at the little guy in the incubator.

"Baby, baby. Ji Shan couldn't help but smile, and the previous tingling pain dissipated without a trace at this time.

Zhou Rui looked at Ji Shan from behind, she stood on tiptoe slightly, and seemed to feel that she couldn't see it really enough, so she tried her toes. Zhou Rui remembered that when she was a child, she was only about four or five years old at that time, and she followed Wen Jiayan to the Christmas dinner, and saw a favorite doll in front of the window, but because there were too many dolls at home, she maintained such a posture and looked at the window.

Zhou Rui's eyes were gentle inside, the corners of his mouth were raised, and his gaze staring at Ji Shan seemed to exude maternal light.

"It's about time, it's time to go. She took into account Ji Shan's physical condition and spoke in time.

Ji Shan was still staring at the baby, although he was nodding, he didn't have the idea of leaving at all.

Zhou Rui had a cold face, "Do you want to spoil your body, and then ask Zhou Jingchuan to find a stepmother for your son?"

This sentence was infinitely powerful, and when the words fell, Ji Shan turned around and hurriedly followed Zhou Rui.

Zhou Rui snorted, "I can't cure you." ”

Ji Shan was because of Zhou Jingchuan before, and before she was in the Zhou family, Zhou Rui's gaze at her was too uncomfortable, and her impression of Zhou Rui was not good. But now, Ji Shan thinks that Zhou Rui is a very good person, and the most important thing is that she saved her last night, besides, now it seems that Zhou Rui is indeed her mother's best friend.

"Thank you, Auntie. Standing beside Zhou Rui, Ji Shan raised the corners of his mouth and thanked him sincerely.

Zhou Rui looked at her, "Don't call your aunt?"

Ji Shan replied, "Don't you like it?"

Zhou Rui smiled, "It's not rotten wood. ”

Ji Shan didn't know how to reply to her words.

Back in the ward, Ji Shan saw Zhou Rui cleaning up her breakfast, and changed her face slightly, "Auntie, don't use it, I'll do it myself." ”

Zhou Rui: "Forget it." Just as I owe you. ”

Ji Shanxin couldn't be uneasy, but he couldn't refuse, so he could only accept it silently.

"Thank you, Auntie. After breakfast was cleaned up, Ji Shan hurriedly thanked him.

Zhou Rui glanced at her lightly, "No." ”

Ji Shan explained, "Not just breakfast, but also last night, thank you. Ji Shan's tone stiffened slightly, she pursed her lips, thinking of last night, she still felt afraid.

Blood trickles down from the center of the legs, sticky touch, feelings of despair, as long as you think about it, you will recall.

Ji Shan's eyes were covered with a layer of moisture, and she grabbed the sheets under her hard to vent the remaining fear in her heart.

Zhou Rui's afterglow swept over her hand, put down the chopsticks, and covered the back of Ji Shan's hand.

A pair of peach blossom eyes stared at Ji Shan, and told her seriously, "Don't thank me, I promised your mother to take good care of you." Over the years, I have been bound by some foreign things, and I came back late, and it is my fault that you have experienced so many years of unhappiness. ”

Ji Shan thought about it, after her mother died, it seemed that no woman was so good to her, so good that she couldn't believe it. Keep shaking your head, "You're too polite." ”

Zhou Rui smiled, withdrew her hand, and straightened out the hair next to her forehead behind her ears for Ji Shan, "You have to get used to accepting your aunt's goodness, I like it as a person, and I won't beat around the bush." You don't have to be afraid of me, although I'm really not a good person, but you are definitely an exception. ”

Ji Shan couldn't figure out the meaning, "Why?"

Zhou Rui looked at Ji Shan, as if looking at another person, "Life." ”

Ji Shan also looked at Zhou Rui, Zhou Rui's eyes fluctuated at this time, there was heartache, reluctance, and despair, which made people sad.

quickly put away her exposed expression, and Zhou Rui regained her calm and bewitching appearance.

The atmosphere was a little stiff and dull, so Ji Shan enlivened the atmosphere, raised the water glass in his hand, and said sincerely, "Auntie, I will replace wine with water, thank you for one last time." Thank you for helping me save the baby and let me ......" Ji Shan paused for a few seconds, a little lost in his voice, "Let me really have relatives." ”

Zhou Rui took the water cup in her hand, took a sip, and said silently in her heart, you actually had real relatives a long time ago.

……

Zhou Jingchuan checked for half a night, and finally found that Zhou Rui was secretly making a ghost.

came to the hospital and hurried to the ward where Ji Shan was. It's just that as soon as the person arrived, he saw Zhou Rui coming out of Ji Shan's ward, and Ji Shan, wearing a coat, came out to see Zhou Rui.

On the faces of both people, happiness was written on them.

Zhou Jingchuan froze in place, and the blood all over his body gathered in his heart, causing his heart to beat faster.

Zhou Rui had already discovered Zhou Jingchuan, and when Ji Shan closed the door, her eyes were cold and the corners of her mouth were raised.

Walking up to Zhou Jingchuan, she sneered, "Yo, isn't this our President Zhou?"

Zhou Jingchuan's neck and arms were bruised. The big hand wrapped around Zhou Rui's neck, he was like a ghost crawling out of hell, "What do you want to do!"

Zhou Rui's eyes were cold, and her red lips moved, "What do I want to do?"

Zhou Jingchuan's subordinates increased their strength, "Don't move Ji Shan!"

Zhou Rui pushed the person away, tilted his head, and paused word by word, "Unfortunately, I'm trying to figure out a way to get Shanshan to leave you." ”

Zhou Jingchuan's heavy eyes shook the killing intent, "Zhou Rui, you can try." ”

Zhou Rui sneered, "I'm already doing it, what can you do with me?"

Zhou Jingchuan has always hated Zhou Rui's expression the most, as if he wanted to trample his self-esteem under his feet.

And Zhou Rui, what she is best at is destroying Zhou Jingchuan's mental defense, she raised her hand, touched her red lips, squinted her eyes and looked Zhou Jingchuan up and down, "After so many years, I am much more mature than when I was seventeen or eighteen, and I don't know if the technology is better." She laughed, pressed her temples, and looked thoughtful, "I still remember my little sister complaining to me that you were very bad." ”

Zhou Jingchuan was cold, he took out a silencer gun and pressed it against Zhou Rui's temple, "You are looking for death!"

Afraid that Ji Shan would be kidnapped or something would happen, Zhou Jingchuan carried a gun with him, but he didn't expect that this gun would be used on Zhou Rui.

Zhou Rui didn't care, "Shoot, you'd better shoot me with one shot." ”

"Click-" Zhou Jingchuan had already pulled the trigger.

In the ward, Ji Shan asked Zhou Rui to leave and planned to quietly go to see the baby. Unexpectedly, when I opened the door of the ward, I saw this scene.

Her heart was raised to her throat, and she narrowed her eyes, "Zhou Jingchuan!"

The familiar voice pulled Zhou Jingchuan's thoughts back, his empty eyes gradually regained a little brilliance, his gaze skipped over Zhou Rui, and fell directly on Ji Shan, seeing that her face was pale but a little ruddy, his heart was lowered.

Zhou Rui watched this scene and snorted coldly.

Ji Shan endured her physical discomfort and walked in front of Zhou Jingchuan and Zhou Rui, she wrinkled her eyebrows and looked at Zhou Jingchuan, "If there is any contradiction that needs to be moved, you put it down." ”

Zhou Jingchuan didn't put it.

Ji Shan grabbed his arm and dragged it down.

Zhou Jingchuan's eyes flashed with extremely imperceptible disappointment, he grabbed Ji Shan's hand with his backhand and pulled Ji Shan back to the ward. During this period, he did not look at Zhou Rui.

"What are you doing!" Ji Shan's body is weak, and being pulled so hard will inevitably involve a gap. She frowned, wiped the cold sweat from her forehead, and said hoarsely, "You hurt me." ”

Only then did Zhou Jingchuan let go of his hand.

With dark eyes, he looked at Ji Shan, and said coldly, "You are not allowed to contact Zhou Rui in the future, she is not a good person." After this sentence, Zhou Jingchuan then wanted to ask Ji Shan's physical condition, but Ji Shan glanced at him sarcastically.

"What kind of expression do you have?" Zhou Jingchuan frowned, "If you have anything to say, you are not allowed to look at me like this." ”

Ji Shan's eyes were disappointed, she bit her lip, sat on the bed, and after she breathed steadily, she raised her head and looked at Zhou Jingchuan, "Have you ever cared a little about the child, a little bit of concern." ”

In the eye sockets, a layer of mist.

She inhaled hard, trying to suppress the tears in her eyes, but the tears couldn't stop falling, "Do you have, a little bit, care about him." Ji Shan didn't like to shed tears at every turn, so she wiped away her tears, she said, "My belly has changed from so big to now flat, don't you have a little worry?

Zhou Jingchuan's thin lips were pursed, standing in place, he was like a child who had done something wrong, although his heavy eyes were still dark, he was a little overwhelmed.

Ji Shan sneered, "It's all fake, you've been lying to me from beginning to end." ”

"Why are you lying to me!" Ji Shan was emotional, as long as she thought of everything that happened last night, she couldn't feel at ease. Clenching his palms hard, Ji Shan tried to stabilize his emotions, "I know, Miss Bai confessed to you all over the Internet, and I won't be a stumbling block between you." I quit. With that, she tilted her head and stared out the window.

Zhou Jingchuan closed his eyes, "What did Zhou Rui tell you?" ”

Ji Shan turned her head suddenly, she glared at Zhou Jingchuan, "Why do you have to involve others in everything, I have my own brains, and I won't let people brainwash, I will think independently!"

Zhou Jingchuan grabbed Ji Shan's arm and explained, "It's not what you think. He was not good at explaining, so he could only roughly say what he wanted to say to Ji Shan, "Zhou Rui has a strange personality, and it is no good for you to be close to her." ”

Ji Shan said calmly, "But yesterday, when I was in premature birth, I called you, but you didn't answer." She was the one who helped me and saved my child's life. ”

Zhou Jingchuan's voice trembled unconsciously, "I'm sorry." ”

His eyes are still very dark and deep, still like a deep well, and he can't get out of it at a glance. However, Ji Shan was able to control her heartbeat, and her heartbeat was not as fast as before.

She was once bitten by a snake, and she was afraid of the character of the well rope for ten years, she held a heart in her hand and handed it to others, but that person didn't cherish it, and Ji Shan never wanted to do this again. In the world of feelings, the most taboo is humility.

Ji Shan lowered his head and took a deep breath, "We said before, if we get divorced, will the child belong to me?"

Zhou Jingchuan's eyes were cold, "Ji Shan, speak well!"

Ji Shan didn't let him go, and raised his head, "I just want to divorce." ”

"Bang bang bang-" At this moment, there was a knock on the door of the ward.

It was the nurse who came to tell Ji Shan that he could take the baby out of the incubator.

Ji Shan's gray eyes brightened instantly.

Zhou Jingchuan stopped him in time, "I'll hug it and wait here." When he went out, he was afraid that Ji Shan would be bored, so he turned around and put her mobile phone on the table, "If you are bored, you can play for a while." ”

Ji Shan didn't want to touch the phone, but on the first day of the Lunar New Year, Song Jiaqi and the others would definitely chat with her, afraid that they would be worried, Ji Shan took the phone and resumed their WeChat messages one by one.

She slid down one by one, and replied to the words 'Happy New Year', and she didn't look at the specific content in detail.

Slid to the last one at the low end, Ji Shan was attracted by the photos in the message.

Her hands were weak, and she could see the hero and heroine in the photo clearly, and the mobile phone slipped from Ji Shan's hand.

In the photo, Bai Ziyan threw himself into Zhou Jingchuan's arms.

Zhou Jingchuan didn't push her away.

Ji Shan glanced at the time in the lower left corner of the photo, which was the time when she called Zhou Jingchuan over and over again last night but couldn't get through.

Heart, sinking to the bottom.

Ji Shan's body was cold, and his limbs were cold.

She was cold.

Huddled in the quilt, Ji Shan closed his eyes, covered his ears, and curled himself up in a ball.

Zhou Jingchuan entered the ward with his son in his arms, and when he saw Ji Shan's appearance, his brows tightened.

He grabbed his son with one hand and pulled Ji Shan's quilt with the other, "Ji Shan?" He touched Ji Shan's forehead, "Is it uncomfortable?"

Ji Shan seemed to have been touched by something dirty, she opened Zhou Jingchuan's hand, her eyes were shining, "Don't touch me." ”

Ji Shan sat up, widened his eyes, and hid in the corner of the bed, "Don't come near me!" Ji Shan covered his ears, closed his eyes and shook his head, "You're so dirty." ”

A clear tingling flashed in Zhou Jingchuan's eyes.

He furrowed his eyebrows and said in a hoarse voice, "What did you say?"

Ji Shan: "You give me the baby." She opened her eyes again and begged Zhou Jingchuan, "You give me back the baby." ”

Zhou Jingchuan held the child, his throat rolled, and he said, "You calm down first." ”

Ji Shan stretched out his hand and knelt on the bed, "Don't touch my child! Give it back to me!" she was emotionally unstable, and her tears crackled and smashed down, "You give it to me." ”

Zhou Jingchuan had heard of postpartum depression, and the more he was like this, the more he couldn't give the child to Ji Shan. But Ji Shan's facial expression was painful, his heart was tightened, and after his heart was entangled, it was rarely once, and sensibility prevailed.

He placed the baby on Ji Shan's arm.

Ji Shan's mood calmed down a lot, she stared at the baby with a sweet smile, and then used a special baby paper to wipe the baby's hands and feet, but wherever Zhou Jingchuan touched, he wiped it.

Zhou Jingchuan froze in place.

His heart was like a punch.

"You think I'm dirty. The sound sounded steady, but it contained an uproar and turbulence.

Ji Shan held the baby firmly in his arms, shook it gently, and after a while, raised his head, "Yes, let's get a divorce quickly." Don't get in each other's way, don't delay each other. ”

Zhou Jingchuan's heart was numb and sore, he held his hand and stepped forward step by step. Let go of his hand and pinch Ji Shan's chin, "I also suffer from dislike, if I want to divorce, I can dream of leaving." "The sweet words at the beginning, the vows, all the maintenance, were a sharp knife, piercing into Zhou Jingchuan's chest.

Love is a thing, and it has always been fierce.

And one at a time.

Zhou Jingchuan realized the importance of Ji Shan in his place.

After being silent for a while, he hoarsely voiced, clumsy and faintly pleading, "I was bad last night, and I apologize to you." It's not right to meet today, you forgive me, I'll be good to you in the future, don't talk to me like this. ”

Ji Shan's tears fell, she looked away and no longer looked at Zhou Jingchuan. She was afraid of scaring the baby, and her voice was very low, "Last night, Bai Ziyan sent me a message saying that she was sorry for me. Then, she broke out a photo of the two of you holding hands on Weibo. After that, Bai Ziyan's fans came to me, went to the door to cut the wires in the house, called me at the door and threatened me, I ran upstairs and rolled down the stairs bleeding profusely. I called you at that time, but you didn't answer, are you with Bai Ziyan. ”

Zhou Jingchuan was silent, his heart was entangled. Obviously Ji Shan's words are very low, but they are far more heart-wrenching than the hysterical narrative.

Ji Shan smiled, she looked at Zhou Jingchuan's eyes, "You have said that you have been good to me several times, I have heard the story of the wolf coming too many times, and I will not believe it if I hear it too much." She let out a long sigh of relief, "I looked at my phone just now, and someone sent me a photo of you and Bai Ziyan hugging each other." The time is in the same time period I called you. ”

Zhou Jingchuan clasped Ji Shan's hand and stopped her from continuing, "Things are not what you think. ”

"I'm a man who can't put sand in my eyes. You have always had feelings for Bai Ziyan, and I put up with it. You yourself have never been clean, but you have asked me over and over again not to allow me to do many things, and I have endured it. But I can't tolerate you doing this to me, I'm giving birth to you, you're holding another woman. You've stepped on my bottom line, so I don't want to go with you. Let's get together and disperse. ”