Chapter 084: I Don't Feel Sorry for You, I'm Not That Useless
Zhou Jingchuan held his hand and pondered for a moment, "I'll give you an explanation." ”
Ji Shan bit his lip, "I heard too much, I don't want to hear it." ”
Zhou Jingchuan's eyes changed slightly, and he didn't speak again.
The air fell silent.
"Whew......" The baby in Ji Shan's arms suddenly cried.
Ji Shan was taken aback, and all his energy was focused on the baby. She held the baby, swaying gently, softly, gently, "Don't cry, don't cry, be good." ”
But the little baby seemed to be in trouble with Ji Shan, crying all the time, and Ji Shan couldn't comfort him. Ji Shan was so anxious that she was about to cry, she regretted it now, she shouldn't have said such fierce words in front of the baby, "Don't cry, mom is wrong." Ji Shan wanted to reach out and wipe the baby's tears, but he was afraid that his hands were not clean enough and contaminated with bacteria.
Zhou Jingchuan stood beside the bed, staring at Ji Shan deeply, seeing that she was in a hurry, his brows furrowed.
After a few moments of silence, he stretched out his hand and looked at Ji Shan, "Give it to me." ”
Ji Shan's subordinates paused, but there was no response, she lowered her head and whispered to comfort the baby.
"Ji Shan. Zhou Jingchuan said in a deep voice and explained to her, "Your current physical condition is not suitable for holding a child. ”
Ji Shan raised his head, "Compared to me, you are even more unsuitable." ”
The opposite side of where Zhou Jingchuan was standing was glass, the glass was shiny, and he could just see his blurred figure. The hair is a little messy, the expression is stiff, and there is green stubble on the chin, but it is embarrassing, and it is indeed not suitable for holding a child. He stood still for a few seconds and entered the ward's bathroom.
Within a few minutes, Zhou Jingchuan came out of the bathroom.
He stood at the head of Ji Shan's bed again, "Give me a hug." ”
Ji Shan lifted his eyelids and glanced at him. He should have taken a bath, and his body was refreshing, and he looked much more comfortable than his slightly embarrassed appearance before. However, it may be that there are no razors in the hospital, and his chin is still a little blue.
"No razors. He explained to Ji Shan, "I've washed it." His eyes were dark, and he looked at Ji Shan seriously.
Ji Shan saw the bloodshot whites of his eyes, red one after another, and her heart twitched uncontrollably, sour and painful.
Suppressing the confused emotions in his heart, Ji Shan handed the child to him, "Be careful." ”
Zhou Jingchuan nodded steadily, he carefully took the baby, and his eyes gradually fell from Ji Shan's face to the baby's face.
"Whew-" The baby was still crying, and the corners of his eyes were red from crying.
As a first-time father, the guy in his arms is so small, as if he is about to break if he touches it lightly. Although Zhou Jingchuan's face was calm, his movements betrayed the panic in his heart.
Obviously, I read a lot of relevant information before, but after holding the child in my arms, the theoretical things have come to naught, and even the posture of holding the child is not standard enough.
"Whoa......"
Ji Shan's brows furrowed, listening to the baby's increasingly sharp cry, she couldn't help but speak, "You give me the child." ”
Zhou Jingchuan was coaxing the child, but it was the first time he did this kind of thing, and he couldn't get out. Yu Guang swept Ji Shan's cold and sneering gaze, his throat rolled, and he said in a deep voice, "No." ”
Ji Shan couldn't rest assured at all, and the child cried, like pinching her heart with both hands.
She wanted to coax herself, but Zhou Jingchuan put all her heart on the child, and her methods gradually improved.
Ji Shan stared at the father and son, and the two of them became more and more harmonious. The little baby bar smacked his mouth, clenched his fists, poked Zhou Jingchuan's chest, and then began to babble, although his eyes were closed, his mouth was constantly drooling, and from Ji Shan's point of view, the little guy seemed to pull the corners of his mouth. But if you can't see it really, Ji Shan can't be sure.
Zhou Jingchuan was facing his son, naturally he could see it clearly, his face was obviously happy, he strode in front of Ji Shan with the child in his arms, bowed slightly, and showed Ji Shan's wrinkled face of the little guy, "Look, I made him laugh." ”
His voice was magnetic and always low, but that didn't stop him from enjoying it, and showing off a little.
Suddenly, Ji Shan's eyes began to be sour. Not daring to look at it, she immediately turned her face away, "Oh." ”
Zhou Jingchuan straightened up in a daze, a little at a loss. However, I didn't think it was any better. He sat on the couch and teased the little one silently in his own way.
Ji Shan saw the father and son reflected on the glass from the window, and the atmosphere was harmonious, like a painting of quiet years. The picture is too beautiful, in stark contrast to reality, and my heart hurts, as if I was being stabbed by a knife.
She clutched the sheets under the bed and blinked quickly, forcing the tears back.
Wiped away the loss in his eyes, and turned back into his previous cold appearance.
Newborn babies, let alone premature babies, can't be out of the incubator for long. After a while, a nurse came to remind me.
Ji Shan said goodbye to the baby with a smile, but it was obvious that the baby might be closer to Zhou Jingchuan, and shrunk in Zhou Jingchuan's arms with his eyes closed.
Ji Shan's heart was sour, he snorted, and secretly said a little white-eyed wolf.
……
Zhou Jingchuan sent the little guy to the incubator, and when he came back, he found that Ji Shan had fallen asleep.
Curled up in the quilt, a small clump.
Zhou Jingchuan twisted his brows, he remembered that when they first got together, Ji Shan liked this insecure posture, and after several months, her sleeping position gradually became comfortable. But now, it seems like it's back to square one.
Raised his hand to soothe Ji Shan's frowning brows. Then, staring at Ji Shan deeply, his eyes were dark and deep, bottomless, full of clearly visible possessiveness at this time.
"Save ...... Help me......"
The sleeping man frowned again, fear crept over his face, and the whispered words were full of panic. Zhou Jingchuan's throat was tight, he let Ji Shan grab his hand, even if Ji Shan's nails sank into the back of his hand, he didn't frown.
"I'm here. His voice grew hoarse. When Ji Shan was sleeping, Zhou Jingchuan's emotions were revealed a lot.
Ji Shan in her sleep was extremely fragile, what happened last night was like a huge whirlpool, rolling her in it, and she couldn't get out. It was too dark, and there was still a little light at first, but then she called Zhou Jingchuan and saw him hugging other women, the light was gone, and it was dark as far as the eye could see.
Zhou Jingchuan wiped the tears from the corners of Ji Shan's eyes with his other hand.
He put the tricks he learned to deal with children on Ji Shan, gently patted the top of Ji Shan's head, and said slowly, "Sleep, I'm here, I won't let people bully you." ”
Ji Shan fell asleep completely, an hour and a half later.
Zhou Jingchuan withdrew his hand, and after getting up, his eyes were cold.
In front of the window, he stood tall.
Quietly think about what Ji Shan said, and start from the beginning.
A few minutes later, his eyes narrowed into a cold slit, he returned to Ji Shan's bedside, picked up Ji Shan's mobile phone, used Ji Shan's fingerprint to unlock the lock, opened the text message, and really saw the photo of him and Bai Ziyan hugging each other that Ji Shan said.
It's not even just this one, but Ji Shan didn't mention it at all, the tragic death of a woman lying in a pool of blood with the back of her head facing up.
Zhou Jingchuan vaguely remembered that Ji Shan's mother seemed to have jumped to her death.
There was a dangerous glow in his eyes.
After putting down the phone, Zhou Jingchuan left the ward. It just so happened that the confinement sister-in-law he hired had already arrived, and two bodyguards were specially arranged to protect him outside the door, and Zhou Jingchuan left the ward.
He went to Sheng Yuan's office.
Sheng Yuan was discussing the patient's situation with others, and when he saw Zhou Jingchuan coming, he was stunned, "Old Zhou?"
Several colleagues who discussed Sheng Yuan's condition saw that Sheng Yuan was here, so they took the initiative to leave.
Sheng Yuan closed the record book and raised his eyebrows, "What's the matter, old ......?"
"Bang!" punched Sheng Yuan's jaw.
Sheng Yuan: "! What kind of illness are you committing!" Zhou Jingchuan's punch was very hard, Sheng Yuan spit out a mouthful of blood and looked at Zhou Jingchuan.
Sheng Yuan, a doctor, was powerless, Zhou Jingchuan easily grabbed his clothes, picked the person up, threw it on the table, and punched him on the left side of the face.
"Zhou Jingchuan!" Sheng Yuan said sharply, but when he spoke, he pulled a wound on his mouth, and he gasped, looking like he had no momentum.
Sheng Yuan has always regarded Zhou Jingchuan as an opponent, although he knows that there is a big gap between him and Zhou Jingchuan, but he can't admit that he was defeated so undignified, his face is ugly, he forcibly stood up on the table, "What are you doing!"
Zhou Jingchuan grabbed his collar, "I told you, if you want to chase, you can chase it." Don't cower behind your back and stumble, I'm not your rival!"
Sheng Yuan's eyes moved, "What did you say?"
Zhou Jingchuan's eyes were cold, his eyes were like sharp swords, glowing with cold light, "What should you know, look at your beloved hugging other people's men, you don't separate, and take pictures, I don't know, I have been playing since I was a child, and I am a turtle." ”
"Zhou Jingchuan!" Sheng Yuan's chest rose and fell, his lips were stretched into a slender line, and he stared straight at Zhou Jingchuan, "Ziyan's feelings are not for you to be so bad!"
Zhou Jingchuan sneered, "Is my relationship just for her to spoil!"
Sheng Yuan: "What did she spoil you! She has changed now, she is so good, why is she not worthy of forgiveness!"
Zhou Jingchuan couldn't help laughing, "Your honey doesn't mean it's someone else's." You feel good, you can go after it. If you dare to do anything to Ji Shan again, don't blame me for ignoring brotherhood. He shook the man away, "Besides, it's best that what happened yesterday has nothing to do with you, Sheng Yuan." ”
Sheng Yuan covered his chest and coughed dryly, he stared at Zhou Jingchuan angrily, "Are you so cruel to Ziyan? Has she not done enough for you? And Ji Shan, what has she done for nothing? A person who covets your wealth and uses you as a means to deal with the Ji family, you put her in your heart as a treasure, are you blind and lost your mind, or is Ji Shan's kung fu in bed too good and lewd, and confuses you?"
Zhou Jingchuan turned his head coldly, "I'll fuck your mother Sheng Yuan!" Zhou Jingchuan has received a special elite education since he was a child, he doesn't swear, and he doesn't do anything calmly, but today, a wave of anger raged in his chest, he scolded with swearing, and he punched Sheng Yuan to the ground.
Sheng Yuan stood up with difficulty, trying to fight back, but he couldn't do it at all. Zhou Jingchuan only seems to have lost his mind now, and as soon as Sheng Yuan wanted to fight back, he was firmly counterattacked.
Chu Jingnan made an appointment with Sheng Yuan to come back for a review, and he heard the crackling sound in Sheng Yuan's office. Standing at the door, he pushed open the door, "Ah Yuan, you are amazing, take the girl ...... , what are you making trouble!" I wanted to make fun of Sheng Yuan, but when I saw the scene in the office, Chu Jingnan's face changed, and he was serious, and hurriedly stepped forward to separate Zhou Jingchuan and support Sheng Yuan, Chu Jingnan glared at Zhou Jingchuan, "My own brother, what are you doing!"
Squinting his eyes, Chu Jingnan stared at Zhou Jingchuan's bleeding arm, "Your arm, what's wrong?"
Zhou Jingchuan didn't take it seriously, he stared at Sheng Yuan coldly, "You listen to me." It was Bai Ziyan who gave up his feelings back then, and it was also Bai Ziyan who married my eldest brother, and only on the day of marriage did he know that he was abandoned by me, don't make the whole world owe her. She has been hyping me up for many years, and I don't think about her being my sister-in-law's face, it doesn't mean that I haven't been careless, and let her step on me to climb up. In addition, don't use those means that can't go up to the level to send Ji Shan photos with no true feelings, you have the ability to take her to catch me in bed. ”
Chu Jingnan stood between the two of them, knowing the approximate reason for the fight between the two people, he was a little embarrassed, and said haha, "Old Zhou, forget it, they are all their own brothers." ”
Zhou Jingchuan glanced at him coolly, "I know you're chasing Lai Qianqian, if you want to do it, just shut up." ”
Chu Jingnan was stunned, silently moved a step to the side, and stood beside Zhou Jingchuan obediently.
Sheng Yuan smiled, "Because of a woman, you don't want me as a brother, heh, I can see through you." ”
Zhou Jingchuan had a cold face, "How much did you participate in all the things last night." What do you want to do to Ji Shan, what is the purpose, is that you want her to die, and you also want the child to die. Do you think, a brother like you, I want to get up?"
Sheng Yuan's face was ugly.
Zhou Jingchuan: "If you have the ability, you can hide all the evidence." ”
With that, he went out.
Chu Jingnan stayed in the room, and he sighed, "How many times have I told you, Bai Ziyan is not a good thing, what have you done for her!"
"Chu Jingnan, don't say that she is not good in front of me. Sheng Yuan felt pain all over his body, put down a sentence, and sat on the sofa dejectedly.
Chu Jingnan sighed, "You can't be helped." ”
What Bai Yongzhao did to Lai Qianqian was a thorn in Chu Jingnan's heart, and the stabbing made his heart cut like a knife when he thought about it, so naturally he didn't have a good impression of the Bai family, so he didn't speak anymore and left the house.
After going out, he saw Zhou Jingchuan.
Zhou Jingchuan stood in front of the window and ordered the phone in a cold voice, "The company's public relations number, open up a relationship with Bai Ziyan, clarify all the scandals, and if you don't understand it, you will roll me off the position of manager of the public relations department." ”
Chu Jingnan hadn't heard Zhou Jingchuan so angry for many years, and he hadn't seen him so alive for a long time.
"Sister-in-law, it's okay. Waiting for Zhou Jingchuan to hang up the phone, Chu Jingnan asked.
Zhou Jingchuan glanced at him, "It's okay." ”
Chu Jingnan smiled, "That's good, the little sister-in-law should be about to give birth, right?"
Zhou Jingchuan: "It's born, boy." ”
Chu Jingnan had a long mouth, and he hadn't slowed down for a long time.
Zhou Jingchuan glanced at him like an idiot and left coolly.
……
When Ji Shan woke up, it was already dark.
A little hungry in her stomach, she propped herself up and rubbed her eyes.
As soon as she moved, Zhou Jingchuan also got up from the sofa.
"Hungry?"
He stood in front of Ji Shan, "What do you want to eat?"
Ji Shan moved his gaze to something else, "Aren't you tired?"
Zhou Jingchuan didn't say anything, turned around and went to the kitchen.
Ji Shan sat on the bed, she actually wanted Song Jiaqi to bring her some food, or order a takeout, but looking at Zhou Jingchuan's generous back in the kitchen, her hand movements stopped, and her mouth was filled with bitterness.
"Smack-"
In the kitchen, there was a crunch sound.
Ji Shan looked up suddenly, and saw Zhou Jingchuan frowning, bent down to pick up the broken glass slag.
At first, Ji Shan thought it was just a simple drop of something, but after a closer look, he found that when Zhou Jingchuan bowed, he only used his right hand. And the left hand, hanging unnaturally.
Ji Shan squinted his eyes and saw that there were blood stains on the floor under Zhou Jingchuan's left hand.
The foot seemed to be uncontrollable, and when she got out of bed, she walked over and grabbed Zhou Jingchuan's arm, "What's wrong with your hand!"
Zhou Jingchuan raised his eyebrows and withdrew his hand, "It's okay." ”
Ji Shan rolled up his sleeves forcefully and saw the wound on his head. She studied medicine and could recognize the wound as a bullet wound. The bullet was taken out, but it was not treated properly, and the wound had a tendency to become infected. For some reason, it cracked and dripped, and on the muscular honey-colored arm, the blood slowly flowed down, gathered on the fingertips, and dripped on the floor.
Ji Shan's heart throbbed, and she hurriedly clenched her hand hard, she raised her head and glared at Zhou Jingchuan fiercely, "What are you doing?
Ji Shan was annoyed with herself, she wiped away her tears irritably, stood behind Zhou Jingchuan, and pushed him hard, "You go!"
Zhou Jingchuan didn't take the wound on his arm seriously, he turned around and stared at Ji Shan deeply, with a touch of pleasure in his eyes. patted her shoulder, and the corners of her mouth slightly hooked a shallow arc, "Go back and wait, it'll be fine right away." ”
All of Ji Shan's psychological defenses collapsed, and she burst into tears, wiping her tears helplessly, "Go!
Zhou Jingchuan's heart was soft, "It's really fine." ”
Ji Shan raised his head, tears appeared on his palm-sized delicate cheeks, "You spare me, is it okay!" Zhou Jingchuan, I beg you to spare me, I can't stand you like this! Can you let me go. I beg you to get out of here!"
Zhou Jingchuan's throat slid up and down, and he whispered, "You care about me." ”
Ji Shan slowly slid down the wall, she squatted on the ground, holding her head, like a disoriented child, "Don't say it, don't say it." She covered her ears and said to herself, "Your wound is for other women, why should I feel distressed, no, it's not distressing at all, I'm not so useless." ”
Zhou Jingchuan froze in place.
Ji Shan whimpered: "Are you going to go?" ”
Zhou Jingchuan put his hands together, he originally wanted to touch Ji Shan's head, but he stopped in place.
The face is still an indifferent face.
In the eyes, there is an undercurrent of emotions.
After a while, he said yes and took a step back.
Ji Shan heard the sound of footsteps leaving, she thought that Zhou Jingchuan had left, and cried out in pain, crying loudly.