Chapter 41: Coffee with Sugar
The sun is just right.
I stroked the kitten on my lap with one hand, scratched its ears, scratched its chin, and it tilted its head and squinted in enjoyment. I looked down at the cat in my arms, my freshly washed hair slid smoothly from the back of my shoulders to my arms last night, smelling clean and sweet.
Dogs are like children, cats are like women, one is thick and one is slender, one is hard and one is cartilage like water, one is jubilant and one is quiet, one is a warm spring day, and the other is a quiet autumn night. If it is possible in the future, I would like to have a dog and a cat with my other half, that is, I have both children and a complete life.
I looked at the other side, only to see the brake stretch his neck, look at the two of us, and complain softly, "Ah, I envy it." ”
"Then you can lie down too......," I said softly, touching the cat, "baby, do you know what it's like to kiss?"
"I don't know, I don't know. "The brakes reply for the cat.
"Then let's kiss one. I lowered my head and took a bite out of the little cat, and it purred and purred. I looked up and saw in the glass reflection that the brake's stretched neck had shrunk back.
"What are you doing?" I looked at him with a grin.
"I thought you were going to kiss me. Brake rubbed his nose awkwardly, looking at me with annoyance and grief. Like a big golden retriever who hadn't eaten a bone, he lay on the ground with his head resting on his paws, frowning, and retracted his big tongue that had been hot outside.
"I'm going to just do the simplest Bobo. I shyly looked to the side, remembering the moment the two of their soft lips touched, and my face began to tingle slightly, "How do you say the tongue kiss works, is the two tongues rotating clockwise or counterclockwise?"
"You've seen too many cartoons," Brake laughed heartily, probably thinking there was a hint of cuteness in my sand sculptures, "You're describing a propeller, not a tongue, at least not a human tongue." ”
"What the hell is going to do then," I said, and the cat on my lap sprang off my knees, and walked gently to the ground. I simply compared the two fingers to the appearance of a tongue, hooking and hooking, and I saw that the brake was full of shame, and covered my forehead, "Is that so, can you hook it?"
In the past, in 5016, the four-person talk meeting would always discuss the actions between men and women. However, we always discuss the boundless upside down without any discipline, and we don't think about how boyfriend and girlfriend should get along, how to interact, and how to express true love in a real relationship.
"Ahem," Brake couldn't stand my innocent question, and chime, "Would you like dessert?"
"Yes. I replied dumbfounded.
He leaned in over the table. His right hand wanted to hold my cheek, but he didn't dare to do it, so I approached him, half-lowered my eyes, and dared to stare only at his people. For a while, the confusion and confusion of Hongluan's heart moved, and the noses of the two of us became the vanguard on the battlefield, and we rubbed a few times, as if we were looking for a gap to start fighting.
To kiss, or not to kiss, that's the question. If I don't kiss now, I'm going to laugh awkwardly, and if I'm going to kiss, how do I put my mouth out? Do I stick my tongue out first, or wait for him to knock, and if he knocks, do I have to open my mouth a little bite, what if I bite him? If he really kissed in, would he dislike my saliva, no, I just drank two cups of tea, and the fragrance of peach tea should still be in my mouth, not too embarrassing?
This kind of romantic to exploding moment, my mind is full of these messy thoughts, and it really convinced me.
Instead of soaring, he gently licked and sucked my lower lip until I opened my mouth slightly, and his tongue poked in slightly. I simply closed my eyes, stopped thinking about clockwise or counterclockwise, and let him lead me forward. His breath has the mellow and bitter aroma of black coffee, but also the sweet and fresh fragrance of peach oolong, like dancing tango on the dance floor, approaching forward and retreating.
He finally held my cheek in his hand, and I put my hand on his neck helplessly, feeling him grunt and swallow saliva, I held back a smile, his eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and his hand moved from his cheek to his ear, through my hair, gently rubbing my ear, instantly my ear was hot, and my whole body was numb.
The kiss was so long that it made me feel like the stars were moving, the tide was ebbing and flowing, and the earth was circling in a whole circle around the sun.
We ended the kiss with a lingering end, and the two of us returned to the posture we had just sat upright, raised our glasses in great agreement, and each took a sip of water.
I blushed and asked, "That's what you mean by dessert?"
"yes, you're my little cake. ”
"Cut," I asked, looking down at the screen of his phone on the table, "what is the name you gave me in the phone?"
The brake's face turned even redder in an instant, and he unlocked the phone and handed it to me, only to see that the dialog box between the two of us reads - my little fruit.
"Oil, it's so meaty. I shook the goosebumps on my body and rubbed my arms silently with both hands. Somehow, I suddenly remembered what Hot Sauce said, and the boy who liked her cried on the street, and I thought it was even more funny, it turned out that a boy likes a girl, and it's so childish and cute.
"Ahem, whatever questions you want to ask next time, just ask me, and I'll teach you. ”
"You know, I don't want anyone else to teach me, right?" I laughed wickedly, causing him to glare at me angrily, grunting and holding his cup and drinking half of the black coffee. After dating him, teasing him has become one of my recent pleasures.
"Has anyone taught you before?"
"No, it was my first kiss, my first kiss. I raised my little fist and raised, my first love in high school and my first love just held a small hand, the kind with ten fingers interlocked, "You cherish it, don't be like other men, become a big pig's trotters." ”
"Hahaha," he put the cup down, "men are all big pigs' trotters, and women, are they all big meatballs? ”
I winked at him exaggeratedly, "yes, yes, women are more than big meatballs, women are two big meatballs." ”
"Ahem, ahem. I choked on him, and I laughed, pulled a napkin out of my backpack and handed it to him.
"You girls are really careful, you carry napkins, wet wipes or something, which is like our big pig's trotters, every time you squat in the toilet, you remember to forget to bring tissues. Brakes joked with me and took the tissue I handed me.
"What's more, a girl's bag is Doraemon's treasure bag, you can have whatever you want," I noticed that he was staring at my collarbone intentionally or unintentionally, so I took the tattoo sticker on the table and cut a Peppa Pig down, "What, you want to stick one down there too?"
"How much below?" braked back.
"Hooligans. I hummed and hooked my fingers to get him over, and he obediently leaned in to me, and I lifted the collar of his old man's shirt and pressed Peppa Pig under his collarbone.
"You tap, itch. He muttered.
"This sticker is very good, you can put one on it if you have any scars in the future. ”
"Yes, yes, you can also cover strawberries. He replied.
"Wow, scoundrel, why did you reveal your true form today. I laughed.
"Because you put a tattoo on me, I feel like I'm being released all of a sudden. Brake replied earnestly.
"Hmph, nonsense, it's a sullen. I muttered in a low voice and ripped off the piece of paper, "Okay, now you're a social person like me?"
Brake lowered his head, opened his round neck, looked at me for a long time, and looked at me pitifully: "It's not sexy at all." ”
"If you think you're sexy with a big pig's trotters, then I'm worried. I feigned a sigh, which made him laugh.
"Social Person...... Social ...... How do you feel about being a city dweller who is trying to support your family, are you excited, happy, or tired?"
"It's hard work, but when I see the results of my work and the numbers on my salary card, I feel that all the hard work is worth it. "I bowed my head and drank my tea, a pot of tea had already been consumed by the two of us.
"When you were in your junior or senior year, why didn't you go to graduate school, why didn't you study abroad?"
"Then I won't be able to meet you?" I said, looking at the left and right.
He stopped talking, "You've met me now. ”
It was much later that I realized that what he was trying to say was that love, whether it was love or he, was just a glimpse of my long life, and that the number one thing in my life would never be love. He saw it through, and I knew it very well in my own heart, that no one dared to put it on the table and say it clearly, after all, neither of us was a fool.
I didn't plan to go to graduate school in my senior year, and I planned to work for two years and then take the salary I had saved to go to graduate school. After my father fell ill, most of the family's cash was used to pay for medical expenses, and now my mother has not continued to work, and the burden of supporting the family is indeed on my shoulders, and I can't go to graduate school with a tuition fee of 40,000 a year with a clean sleeve.
Every time I take the box home and go up and down the stairs, I am quite envious of the back of the soy sauce mother picking her up. I'm alone, I just want to take one step, one more step, and I can finish this lonely journey home.
I confessed to him: "I plan to work for a while, and after figuring out what majors are useful for future career development, I will go to graduate school." ”
"Okay, this year, you must work hard to further your own education and don't let your future self regret it. I can also help you find information and exercises, howabout. ”
I was a little moved, and suddenly realized that Brake never regarded my girlfriend as an accessory to him, on the contrary, he has always loved and taken care of me as an independent person.
Such a he, I am He De and how can I.
Like this, he went around and around, and almost had no fate.