Lying in bed, I thought about everything about myself, and everything was very surprising to me, who was I? Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

I got up and looked through the window to close the door, when a gust of wind came in and made me feel very uncomfortable.

However, when I closed the window, I saw a girl sitting in the garden pavilion of the Lu family's villa, she looked small, her face was a little white, but she looked like an SD doll, which made people feel very good.

She was swinging in a swing-like place on the pavilion, looking very happy.

Why had I never seen her before?! and I didn't know who she was from anyone's mouth.

However, I had a hunch that I must have known her before.

No, I can't give up any clues that I can learn about myself.

I ran down in my pajamas and wanted to have a few words with her in order to learn about my past.

I ran underneath, and sure enough, the girl hadn't left, so I walked up to her.

"Hello. She smiled at me, and she was wearing a black cloak, and she looked like a cold girl, but her smile was so beautiful, and her eyes were big and dark, but they were very hollow, as if they could plunge people into an abyss from which they could never recover.

"Do you know me?" I continued to ask her, hoping to know something from her.

"That's right. She continued to swing, "We've known each other for a long time. ”

"Can you tell me, then, who the hell am I?" I continued. I'm dying, I'm going to collapse if I live like this, I don't know anything.

I want to remember something about my past, but I don't have a clue, and I can't do anything about it.

The life I have now is not at all what I want......

"You are a born-again person. She smiled at me, but the answer she gave me was uncomfortable.

"Reborn?" I was even more surprised, reborn, so what was my past......

"You were dead in the past. It doesn't matter if you wake up or not. But already dead. She continued, "Since you want to know your past so much, why don't you find out about the crystal bracelet you wear and your real relationship!"

"What do you mean......" I continued. Her words were too profound.

"Do you know why I'm here?" she continued to me. But the tone became extraordinarily cold.

"Why?" I was curious. I think this woman must know everything, but she is deliberately selling off.

"Because I want to see you, but I can't tell anyone else everything about you. I want to protect you first. She swinged, and her eyes looked even more hollow.

"Do I need protection?" I really thought it was funny, she thought it was protecting me, so if I regained my memory, would I have to be myself again?!

"Do you know lavender?" she seemed to be deliberately digressing again.

"Lavender?" suddenly came to my mind with a large patch of lavender.

"You used to live in a lavender field when you were young, and if you can find the lavender in your memory, you can know your past. As for bracelets, if you find someone to give it to you, you will pick up your love. But if you regain your memory, you will undoubtedly open a Pandora's box, which is a terrible thing. Good luck!" she said and vanished.

I had to sit alone on an empty swing swing with mixed feelings.

"Why are you here?" As soon as I sat down, Shaodong appeared, his handsome face seemed to be a little unhappy at this time.

"Nothing, can't sleep. Although I was surprised by the woman's answer just now, I still know that what I have to do is to deal with the man in front of me.

"Is there anything unhappy?" he asked, seeing that I was so sad, and suddenly sat down beside me.

"My memory is empty, and I feel that my heart is empty. "I said uncomfortably, I have already died in the past, so what do I have to remember, can I really not come back?!

I feel as if I have forgotten a very important thing, I have a very important person in my heart, but now they are not recalled, I ......

"Don't let yourself get too tired, remember, I love you no matter what you do. Shaodong gently touched my head and said very gently.

"Thank you for your love. "Sometimes, I really want to be the fate of the present, such as really being the fiancée of the man in front of me, and being with him for the rest of my life, this man is a little more possessive, but he is very good to me, he will make money, he will arrange everything for me properly, and he will not let me worry about it.

"By the way, what about Kobayashi?" I remembered his sister Kobayashi before.

"Kobayashi went to her friend's house and should have come home late, or she would have stayed in her apartment for one night, not necessarily. He said lightly, as if he didn't care about Kobayashi.

"Aren't you worried about her? such a girl, so late, still outside?" Thinking of Xiao Lin's cuteness and understanding, I felt that the man in front of me might not be too cold-blooded towards his sister.

"She is already very big, she has her own freedom, I have no right to interfere, and she is just a cousin of mine, she has her own family and home, the reason why she chose to live in my house these days is completely because she is worried about you who are in a coma, and now that you have woken up, she naturally wants to do her own thing. He continued, as if he had made sense.

Kobayashi turned out to be his cousin......

That's right, he should be an only child to enjoy such inheritance, why did I forget?!

"If you want her, I'll call her over to accompany you when I'm free. He still looked at me gently, and I felt that the man in front of me was always very gentle with me, as if he couldn't get angry when he saw me.

But usually he is cold to people and has no mercy.

I know that I have always been special in his eyes, and that's why I will be there for him when I wake up, and if I leave him one day, I think he will find a way to keep me by his side again.

"Since you can't sleep, then watch this with me for a while!" he said, taking out a CD and putting it away.

It turned out to be an old drama, watching it, I felt that my eyelids were a little heavy, but he could watch TV and read documents at the same time, as if he was not very tired.

"Aren't you tired? It's so late, you say you're watching a movie, but it's just me watching, and you're reading the documents. I muttered a little depressed.

"I thought you'd like it!" he smiled at me, "If you want to sleep, sleep on my shoulder!"

"Good. I closed my eyes, and soon my consciousness began to blur.

I closed my eyes and felt like I was lying on a big bed, and my mouth, there was a wet thing covering it.

That thing got into my mouth and it made me feel a little weird.

So I opened my eyes, only to see Shaodong's magnified face.

He's going to ......

No, he was kissing me.

Seeing that I was awake, he smiled and stopped the kiss.

"You sneak up on me?" I looked at him in disbelief.

"It's a goodnight kiss. He smiled.

If I'm not mistaken, this was my first kiss since I regained my memory, but he took it away, and it seems that I was too careless to do this.

"Good night. He left the room.

I saw everything familiar in the room, this was my room, I must have slept to death just now, so he carried me in and gave me a kiss.

It's just that it's really a terrible thing to be kissed by someone you don't like enough.

Thinking about it now, I still think it's a little scary, I really don't want to be kissed like this, it's really inexplicable.

I think of everything that the girl said to me today, and I still feel a little emotional.

I've been looking for the person I love, and she told me that the owner of the bracelet has a relationship with me, remembering the previous Baek Jun-hee, who was surprised when she saw my bracelet.

Is she implying to me that Baek Jun-hee is the one who has some kind of relationship with me?!

So my next step, is it to get to know him?!

I don't like this infatuated man, but I don't hate it either, and if I had to put him in a position, I'd definitely be an outsider.

He loved the woman so much that I felt like he couldn't see anyone in his eyes anymore.

That purple words, where is it sacred?!

Let so many people think about her...... Will she come back?!

Why...... I'll have lavender memories......

My past is really like what that Shaodong said, just a poor girl, who has no everything, loses everything, and then meets him and gets everything new?!

It's just that...... I don't love him, even if I was kissed by him, I just found it a little hard to accept, this ...... Definitely not love......

Shaodong, I would love to end our ridiculous marriage, but I can't tell you right now that I don't love you, because I need you now, I need you to keep me here, because I can't find anyone else to rely on.

I would love to find a new person to lean on, or a place for me to stay for the time being, but now I can't find it, and I can't find it right away.

Do I really want to stay here with you all the time?no, after I enter the school, I must find a way, a way to escape from here, if something as dangerous as tonight happens again, I may regret it may be too late!

Shaodong, I'm sorry, I know I deceived you, but ...... I can't cheat my feelings again.,Now that God has really given me a chance to be reborn.,I say that I have to let myself live well! )