"A lifetime ......," I muttered to myself, but I was weighing in my heart, what a terrible number a lifetime would be for me!

A person has only one life in his life, but Shaodong told me that I want to be with him for the rest of my life, I feel that I can't do it, because I don't love him enough, to be precise, I can't love him, although I don't know the reason, I just feel that I seem to have forgotten a very important thing, that is, I seem to have a loved person in my heart, although I have lost my memory, but I know very well in my heart that that person is definitely not Shaodong. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Yes, for the rest of your life, you can't escape. "He looked at me with a look of love for me in his eyes, and it was so strong that I couldn't look at him anymore when I saw him.

I looked into the distance in a daze, maybe I really didn't know enough about Shaodong, I didn't know what the real him was, but there was no doubt that he loved me, he loved me, was willing to protect me, and took me in now without a trace of memory.

For the future, I don't have too many expectations and ideas, so let's wait for me to remember everything before I make plans!

I don't know what my past was, what my past me was?!Will it be the same as Shaodong said, a poor child, after meeting him, a sparrow will become a phoenix?!

His eyes were looking straight at me at this time, and it made me feel creepy. I don't think it's going to be easy to get away from him. It's just that I don't know if that's why I stayed with him in the past.

"Shaodong, I don't seem to be able to recall my past at all, you shouldn't dislike me, right?" I asked him deliberately, just hoping that he could say more.

"The doctor said that you have been very stimulated this time, and it is not possible to recover your memory in a day or two. It will take at least half a year to recover, and now if you can't recall your past, don't recall, the doctor said, tell you to rest your brain. Especially now when the adjustment period is due. If you blindly recall those terrible things in the past, maybe your brain will be hurt unnecessarily again, and you will encounter more trouble in the future, and your actions will also be affected. Shaodong said to me. The eyes are extraordinarily sincere. In his eyes. I can always see the shadow that belongs to me, as if in his eyes, there is only me. No one else is the same.

Maybe I should be moved! This man likes me and sees me as the only one.

But he was so possessive that I didn't seem to feel good at times.

"Hmm. "Since the doctor told me to rest more, then I don't want to remember, just do it.

In fact, I also feel that my current condition is very special, even if I blindly recall, my brain is empty, I can't remember anything, maybe everything really needs time!

"Shaodong, when you saw me, was I hurt in any way?" I wanted to know why I was like this.

"When I found you, there was a big explosion there, you had passed out at that time, but the injuries were not serious, I quickly sent you to the hospital, and also cleaned up the people who hurt you, and your appreciation was quickly restored in the hospital, but you have been in a coma, unable to wake up, until a few days ago, when you woke up, we found that you had amnesia. Although the doctor told us that you may have amnesia, what we didn't expect was that you really lost your memory, and it was all of it, which made people feel a little sorry. But don't worry, I don't dislike you, no matter what you do, I will love you and always be there for you. Shaodong's words were very smooth, not like he was lying. He looked at me, and I felt his burning love again.

But I couldn't reciprocate the love, so I turned my head.

"Are you going back?" I continued, it was getting late at this point, and I don't think it was too good for us to stay here all the time.

"Go back!" Shaodong took my hand as if he didn't need my consent at all, "You don't need to accept me right away, you have amnesia, I understand, but you also know that our marriage has already been decided, and I don't want me to wait too long." ”

As he said this, my heart tightened, and it seemed that he was really ready to marry me as soon as possible, although I don't know why, he could accept me like this, and he didn't need me to remember to marry me.

However, I don't want to deceive myself, all I want now is that I hope I can find true love in the end, if he forces me, I will do everything I can to escape from him, no matter how much he loves me, at least I feel that love cannot be forced, I have never meant love for him.

"I see. I replied to him, at this time there was a sudden gust of strong wind, I couldn't help but feel a little cold, he took off his coat and put it on me, I instantly felt a little warm, in fact, there was a moment, I was moved, but I knew that moving was not love, so I didn't say anything to him anymore.

"Put it on!" he said I wanted to take off my coat, "it's not good if you catch a cold." ”

"Shaodong, why do you like me? I have nothing, and now I have lost my memory, I feel that I can barely see people except for this face, and everything else is really a mess, but why do you love me, including when I was so embarrassed before, but you never thought of leaving me?" I would love his answer, the answer to love me.

"I can't answer you for any of this. He looked at me, as if wondering what I was thinking at this moment, "But what I do know is that I love you, no matter what you do, I love you, and I don't need a reason for this, and if you have to have a reason, I think, maybe a cold-blooded man like me, once he falls in love with someone, it will be for life! Wolf, you know what? A cold-blooded, cruel, and even somewhat incomprehensible animal, but once he falls in love with a she-wolf, he will not change, because wolves are very loving animals, they will not change the person they love, you can call them stupid, but I am such a person. ”

Wolf......

It seems to be really similar to the current Shaodong, strong enough, cold-blooded and shrewd enough, but ...... But he loves it more than a dog.

It's just that I really loved the man in front of me in the past?

I admit that I am sometimes attracted to him, but I can't mention love or hatred for him......

I don't think I'm going to think about these problems, since I have time to adjust myself, it's better for me to live easily, the memories of the past, since I've forgotten them, don't try to recall them without permission, I think, maybe the things I forgot will come back to me again one day!

"Thank you for loving me. That's all I could say to him, in response to his burning eyes.

"Let's go!" he saw that I was deliberately avoiding his gaze, and seemed to understand my mood at this time, so he pulled me into the car.

Soon we were back at the place where we were staying.

"Shaodong, after a while, I'm going to listen to Meimei's song, and she has already given me a ticket to the concert. I went home, sat on the couch and said to him.

It's rare that he's at home, and it seems that he's really a busy man.

He picked up the newspaper and looked at it, then after listening to what I said, he looked at me and asked very directly, "Is it the Meimei who sings?"

"yes. I nodded.

"Meet new people so soon?" he continued, twitching his gold-rimmed glasses.

Looking at him who looked particularly elegant at this time, I actually smiled: "Yes, I know now that he and Ah Hai are really in love, but it seems that Ah Hai hurt her, so they have broken up." ”

"It seems that you have a good relationship with her, she has told you this, and it is the first time we have met!" Shaodong closed the newspaper, "You can go then!" But don't come back too late, I may be busy lately, but it is no problem to come back before eight o'clock every day. ”

"You're busy!" I smiled, "I need to breathe and meet some new people, I'm going to suffocate at home all the time." By the way, have you gone to do my study? I'm sick now, and I'm idle and bored now, so I want to continue studying, but I don't know if I can keep up with my progress in studying now. ”

I was a little worried, knowing that I might have forgotten everything I had learned.

"Don't worry, I'll arrange a special teacher for you, as for admission, next Monday, after I contact the school, you can go directly to it then!" he said, looking at me.

"That's good. "I'm very happy that I can finally go to study, and I believe that through tutoring, I will be able to reach the level of learning that I can reach sooner.

"Is that Ah Hai familiar with him?" he asked me as if he suddenly remembered something.

"It's not very familiar!" I smirked, "I only know that he is a big star and has hurt Meimei, in fact, Meimei is very good, but that Ah Hai seems to have another favorite person, and that person seems to have disappeared recently or something." ”

"Then will they have any contact in the future?" said Shaodong, who continued to ask me, as if the problem we were talking about was serious for him now.

"Probably not, Meimei is not the kind of person who eats back grass, besides, how many lovers after a breakup can be good friends?" I replied with a smile, "But isn't it a little strange for you to ask this?"

I don't usually see Shaodong so interested in anything!

"I just heard that this Ah Hai seems to have a bit of a problem with his character, but it's also hearsay, anyway, you just stay away from him. His face was a little strange, and he answered me like that.

"Good. "Could it be that he is afraid that I have some connection with Ah Hai?

Looks like I really can't handle him. (To be continued.) )