Eros is a whirlpool, tossed to the point of exhaustion.

Jiang Yu was lying on the bed with his back to him, weak and weak, and his hair on his forehead was full of fine sweat, like a drowning man who had just been rescued.

Wet strands of hair were glued to the wet sheets, and there were deep and shallow tooth marks on her body, in addition to dark red, sucking marks.

She almost thought she was going to be eaten raw.

After the affair, she was in tatters, and he was back dressed.

She had no strength, her body was sore, her legs trembled, and she let Ji Chuan carry her to the car, and then tied her to the seat with a rope that came from nowhere, making her unable to move.

Now it's okay, even the seat belt is saved.

It looked like he was going to take her to that forest house again and imprison her.

The car door closed with a "snap", the low beam in front of him turned on, and Jiang Yu chuckled at the corner of his mouth, "Are you so interesting?"

Stepping on the accelerator, Ji Chuan's eyes were resolute: "You forced me." ”

Jiang Yu looked at the regressing scenery outside, and he already felt nostalgic, like a prisoner about to be imprisoned, wanting to see the last sun.

It's a pity that there is no sun at this time, and she is going to live a dark life again.

"I didn't expect to leave that ghost place for a long time, and I was going back again. Her tone was mocking.

"You're to blame. ”

Jiang Yu sneered, and after a while, she laughed madly, and the whole car was filled with her weird laughter, "Yes, it's my own fault, I'm not just taking the blame." ”

She laughed and laughed out of tears, tears and snot slid down together, "I'm so stupid, I really don't know where I got my confidence, I actually want to save you by myself, but where do I have any ability? I can't even save myself, how can I save you? I am just an ordinary woman, both good and evil, selfish and cowardly."

What I didn't expect was that the only two good deeds I did in my life actually created the greatest evil, one stripped me naked and was cursed by thousands of people, and the other made me meet you......" She looked down at the rope on her body, tears had dried up, "Reduced to such a field." ”

Seeing that Ji Chuan pursed his lips tightly and didn't speak, Jiang Yu continued to ask: "Ji Chuan, do you think I'm unlucky?"

The hands holding the steering wheel tightened, and Jiang Yu saw that they had successfully flare-up, "Your evil comes from me, your misery comes from me, and your misfortune comes from me." Since you hate me so much, then I will give you a chance, let you stay by my side every minute, I will guarantee that I am drowsy and defenseless and will not fight back, if at any minute and second your hatred suddenly comes to your heart, then let this hatred dominate your body, blindfold you, control your hands, pick up the knife and stab me in the heart without any hesitation. ”

"Murder pays for life, so... No, value. Jiang Yu raised his eyebrows slightly and looked at him, and said word by word.

Her eyes began to change, with the same madness as he did, and what he didn't have... Provocation.

He couldn't let her see that her words had pierced his heart fiercely, compared to a thousand cuts, her light words could stir up a thousand waves in his heart, not to mention these words, every word of the heart.

“… Do you already hate me to such an extent?"

"Hate?" Jiang Yu sneered, "Ji Chuan, you said that human love is stupid, but in fact, you are stupid." You don't understand love, you don't even understand hate. The real strong hatred is to kill people invisibly, to kill your spirit, not to destroy your body. You should know this, just as you tried to take advantage of my failures to control my spirit. But you don't have a good grasp of the ground, you overestimate yourself. Otherwise, I wouldn't have resisted as much as I do now, and I wouldn't have been aggressive enough to crush what little confidence you have left.

Do you know where our gap is?"

Say. A word popped out between his teeth.

Jiang Yu lightly opened the swollen red lips that were kissed, and there were faint lipstick residues on the outer ring, and his voice was gentle and vicious.

"You're not a normal person, you can't empathize with anyone. You lack the empathy of ordinary people, you don't have emotional resonance. You have always only used your IQ to guess, no matter how powerful you are, you only use all your experience to guess, and never use your mind to experience, because you can't do it at all, you were born without such ability.

That's why you want to be loved but you can't. ”

She saw that his otherwise restrained face was finally shattered, and she had mastered all his weaknesses and knew how to break down his defenses without much effort.

Not being able to feel it like ordinary people is the biggest pain in his life.

But somehow, when she said these words, after seeing his momentary fragility and helplessness, her heart was also in severe pain.

She used these words to stimulate him, and at the same time to dig out her own heart and trample it hard.

As she said, he doesn't understand love, not even hate.

In love, men and women, without love, where does hatred come from?

As deep as love goes, so does hate.

As desperate as love is, hate is as crazy as it is.

“… Do you care so much about Du Shenyun?" cares so much that you will do anything to make him miserable.

He was now like a poor puppy that had been whipped by a whip, and he could not cry out for much pain, but could only whimper sadly, begging for mercy from those who whipped him.

"yes, he doesn't even know if he's dead or alive, how can I not care?"

She deliberately made her words ambiguous, she didn't know what was wrong with her, maybe she had been explaining him before but still misinterpreted her, and she was now powerless to defend herself.

For Ji Chuan, she was a huge disappointment, not a desperate hatred.

What did she have to hate? Or she wouldn't have chosen to marry him.

But now, she hopes that she can hate him, and the deeper the hatred, the better.

"But you said you loved me. He felt his vision blurring more and more, and the light couldn't drive away the black fog in his eyes.

Before answering this question, I think you should first ask yourself if you are worthy of love. Jiang Yu's eyes were already red, and after she finished speaking, she looked into the distance, feeling that she might be going to die with him today.

…

The moment the car drove safely to the forest villa, Jiang Yu would rather die in a car accident on the road at a certain moment.

She was untied from the rope and picked up horizontally until she was thrown into the double bed, which was filled with blood and honey, sweat and tears.

"To be honest, I don't know how to face you now, and your words have left me at a loss and angry, so I have to use the most primitive method, in an animal way, without any thought. ”

After he finished speaking, he loosened his tie and untied it to blindfold her, "Don't worry, I'll tie you a beautiful bow." ”

His sombre, gloomy flock reached its peak on this night.

Leaned forward, grabbed her neck, leaned into her ear and exhaled softly to her, "Don't be nervous, this is not a favor for you, it is for me, so it is me who should be nervous, after all, I am really afraid that I will not play well." ”

He sank down and struggled with her, "Jiang Yu, you made me realize that I am actually a person with insatiable desires. This is no different from you ordinary people. Man is nothing more than a higher animal dominated by desire. Animals give a higher meaning to their offspring. At least, in my case, to prove that I love you.

I tell you I'm sorry, I apologize to you, and I also want to prove that I love you, what do you think a man would always bow to a woman for?

In order to get the right to love you, I have taken great pains and scheming to be cautious and cautious in front of you, for fear that a small mistake will make everything fall short.

I know all your shortcomings, your empty head, your vanity, your selfishness, your hidden evil, although your beautiful appearance fascinates many men, but as a member of society, you are not even as good as a third-rate person. But that doesn't stop me from loving you.

As for why you still make me obsessed with this, probably only the ghost knows.

You know, all my life's confessions and love words have been dedicated to you, like the most devout believer?

You say I don't understand love, but I don't think so, at least I'll understand one day, at least until I die. I confess my feelings for you, let's call it love for now.

I confess that my love is heavy and dirty, and there are many unpleasant things in it, such as sadness, sorrow, self-pity, despair, and my heart is so fragile that I am always defeated by these negative emotions, as if I am struggling in a swamp and sinking more and more. And I love you, I just want to drag you in, but I want you to save me. ’

I'm sorry, that sentence just now came from the mouth of a writer, and I thought that this sentence could still resonate with me a little bit, you know my memory, I'm a little short of words now. Still, I think you can feel the words I can't speak now from your hotst, wettest place. ”

He reached out to wipe the tears from her cheeks, "Look, how happy you are now, but I can also feel that you are in pain at the same time. You're crunching, you're trembling, don't be nervous, let me read you a poem to relax, okay? Or my favorite Borges poem, this one is 'I want you' and the other one is 'I'll give it to you'. ”

In the dimly lit room, the heavy wheezing sound was full of desire, and Ji Chuan's voice could be as cold as the moonlight outside the window.

"Dawn finds me on an empty street corner, and I outlast the night.

The night is the wave of the sea, its deep blue, top-heavy waves that speak of the layers of color of the deep earth, carrying the unreal and the longing.

The night is always secretly gifted and denied, giving you things that you have to reserve, giving you a dark hemisphere of prosperity.

It's the habit of the night, I tell you.

The shattered waves of the night leave behind inconsequential everyday trivialities: a general acquaintance or two, dream music and bitter ash smoke.

My thirsty heart is useless.

This raging wave brings you.

……”

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