He untied the bow, turned her over, wrapped his arms around her naked body, pressed his chin against her forehead, felt the scorching heat, and muttered while caressing her smooth cheeks, touching a piece of damp heat, he lowered his head and gently took the drops of water in his mouth, and savored it with the tip of his tongue: "Tell me, what are you crying for? Is it the ultimate pleasure, or the extreme pain?"

Her eyes suddenly regained light, and it was his body, and she looked at his white chest, and there was a pink scar on his chest, and she reached out to touch it with her fingertips, tracing it carefully along the shape of the scar, and her voice was hoarse, "Pleasant, and painful." ”

"Pleasure comes from me, and pain comes from me. I'm really glad for that. Many entangled feelings are mostly like this, sweet with bitterness, bitterness mixed with sweetness, and it is because of this that it is more attractive to taste. His voice grew hoarse.

"It's beautiful. When the moon is full, it will be lost, when the water is full, it will overflow, if it is prosperous, it will decline, and if it is strong, it will be humiliating. Actually, I don't expect you to love me, I don't think I'm qualified to be loved, so as long as you're still with me, as long as I'm not dead, as long as I can love you, that's enough. ”

Resolutely desolate, but helpless.

Jiang Yu felt as if he was getting closer to his world step by step, but it was too weird, oppressive and intense, gray, black, white, and blood-red.

Black is his hair, gray is his eyes, white is his skin, red is his beating heart and flowing blood.

"Does it have to be like this?" After a few hours of tossing, her emotions had slowly calmed down.

He held the hand studded with the sparkling yellow rose, "'I give you the memory of a yellow rose that I saw one evening years before you were born. I give you interpretations of your life, theories about yourself, your real and amazing existence. I give you my loneliness, my darkness, the hunger of my heart, and I try to impress you with confusion, danger, failure. But my thirsty heart was of no avail. ’”

He didn't answer her question directly, but she had heard it.

Late at night, neither of them said anything more.

Jiang Yu didn't want to see this beautiful and sad face in her dreams, so when she saw him close his eyes, she turned her back.

And behind what she couldn't see, the gray eyes opened again, quiet as the sea, sad as the sea, and endless loneliness and death in the depths.

Finally, like the waves of the tail of a flying fish, two clear tears, one over the bridge of the nose and dripped into the other eye, and the other slipped over the eye and submerged into the soft hair.

It turned out that he was so weak that just her back could make him collapse.

…

The news of Aunt Yun's death came so suddenly.

Jiang Yu saw that Ji Chuan, who received the call, shook obviously.

How important Aunt Yun was to him, Jiang Yu understood this in his heart.

Alone in a foreign land, Ji Cheng is busy, his adoptive parents are strangers, and only Aunt Yun, who is also Chinese, makes him feel kind and warm.

She took great care of him, and even though he was such an eccentric child, she treated him with the utmost patience and tenderness.

After the death of Howard and Julia, only Aunt Yun was able to make Ji Chuan his mother.

But now, even she is gone.

Ji Chuan, Ji Cheng, and Jiang Se all booked tickets to fly back to the United States, but Jiang Yu was stranded in China because of the problem that the visa had not yet been issued.

Originally, Jiang Yu thought that Ji Chuan would not come back if he went out, but he didn't expect him to come back soon, and he bought a lot of food, and almost moved home to the supermarket.

“… What do you mean?" Jiang Yu looked at the mountains of various edible products at home, unbelievable.

"Stay here and wait for me to come back. Ji Chuan said expressionlessly.

“… Now, you're going to lock me up here?" Jiang Yu was angry.

"Yes. He replied with just one word and began to pack.

"Don't you think this is ridiculous?" Jiang Yu took out all the clothes he put in and smashed them all in one go.

"I will be back soon. Faced with the smashed clothes, Ji Chuan was unmoved, and calmly stuffed the clothes back into the box, like a walking corpse.

Aunt Yun has already left him, and he can't lose Jiang Yu in his life, otherwise it will kill him.

She didn't understand this now, she couldn't figure it out, but he didn't have the energy to explain it to her.

She wants to beat or scold, or curse him, he won't resist.

"Aunt Yun is gone, I'm also very sad! I can't wait to go to the United States with you, but what can I do? It's not something I can control if the visa doesn't come down, you locked me up here, and cut off all my communications, are you going to torture me to the point of a psychopathic and nervous breakdown like you?!" Jiang Yu was so angry that she didn't choose what was wrong with her, and she couldn't control her emotions at all.

He stepped forward and hugged her in a frenzy, holding her head tightly, "Take care of yourself and wait for me to come back." ”

With that, he pulled away.

"Ji Chuan!" Jiang Yu caught up with him and tried to pull the door, but to no avail, the door was ruthlessly locked, and she could only cry and slam the hard door until her hands were red.

She leaned on the iron fence and watched Ji Chuan's car drive out of the villa, slumping to the ground in despair.

It was cold in this room, and she was finally the only one left.

This is the real captivity.

…

She felt that her spirit was getting weaker and weaker, and her whole person was like being hit by a car, and it hurt everywhere.

She didn't have any appetite in front of the pile of food, and it was the second day she hadn't eaten.

She was either lying in bed or sitting on the bay window all day, holding her legs and staring at the clouds in the sky in a daze.

The cloud was constantly changing shape, sometimes like a rose, sometimes like a child's smiling face.

I don't know what the situation is in the United States, Ji Chuan must not be able to withstand such a blow.

No, I still think about him.

There was one more person she almost forgot about like that!

Du Shenyun!

Something must have happened to him during the call that day, life and death were uncertain, he was calling to remind her to be careful that Ji Chuan would have an accident, which made her heart too uneasy.

He was going to have a wedding soon, how could the groom have an accident at such a time?

Moreover, because of her affairs, he and Yu Lu must have fallen out, which made her even more guilty.

Deep guilt filled her heart, she no longer had love for Du Shenyun, but she was still grateful, and now guilty.

Now, his life and death, his situation is the most worrying thing for her.

If he loses his life because of this, what face does she have to continue with Ji Chuan?

Their love was already faltering, and now it is even more difficult.

She was trapped in place by so many things, unable to move.

No, she has to go out, she can't sit still, at least she has to know how Du Shenyun is doing now, otherwise she won't be at ease for the rest of her life.

In this way, it really broke off the relationship between her and Ji Chuan.

Jiang Yu cleaned up his mood, cooked himself a little food, then took a hot bath and got dressed.

She had to find a way to get out of this villa.

Just as she was thinking of a way, the weather outside suddenly changed, and it was dark and oppressive, and in an instant, the wind was fierce and the rain was pouring down.

Jiang Yu had to give up the idea of escaping for the time being, waiting for the sunny day to come.

It was only that night that after a rumbling lightning and thunder, all the lights in the villa went out at once.

Jiang Yu sat in the center of the bed, wrapped in a thin blanket even in the heat, and she felt panic like never before.

If Ji Chuan was here at this time, she would definitely not be so afraid.

She was the only one in this power-off villa, her surroundings were dark, and the thunder outside the window was still resounding in the sky, and every stroke made her heart skip a beat.

The lightning made the whole room suddenly light up, and all the furniture in front of Jiang Yujue became weird, she had never had such a timid moment, she could only close her eyes, curl up her body on the bed, and tremble silently.

She felt like she was in a haunted house.

…

The night was long, and she had survived a stormy night.

When the morning light shone in, she wanted to cry at that moment.

The power in the villa was out, and it was the height of summer, like a stove, and the food in the refrigerator would rot if she was untied, and now she had to escape.

A faint pain began to grow in her lower abdomen, and she felt as if something was about to leave her.

She couldn't break through the iron bars on the doors and windows on the first floor, so she had to go down from the second floor.

Gritting his teeth, Jiang Yu threw the fairly thick quilt down from the bay window on the second floor.

She tied the sheets and the clothes in the cloakroom, and she was going to make them into a rope that she could pull through the bay window.

There wasn't much focus in the room, and she could only tie one end of her clothes to the foot of a cabinet that would not pass through the bay window, even if it was pulled through.

It's just that the distance from the cabinet to the downstairs is huge, there are not many clothes here, and the rope is not long enough.

Venture.

It was her last adventure.

When everything was ready, she was already sweating profusely, her lower abdomen was aching more and more, she had no time to take care of it, and all her energy was now on the rope.

Taking a deep breath, she carefully climbed down her clothes, her heart had already jumped to her throat, she felt strained, the whole person was staggering and about to fall down at any time, she put her feet against the wall, but the soles of her feet slipped because of the slippery, her feet fell into the air, and she only relied on the strength of her arms to pull her clothes.

At this time, she felt more and more pain in her lower abdomen, as if something was flowing out, and she struggled to look down, in addition to the slippery grass and quilt, and the blood running between her legs.

Drop by drop, it dripped onto the white quilt, like a blooming blood-red flower.

She finally couldn't ignore the feeling.

In fact, in the past few days, she has faintly felt the reason why her emotions have become extreme, but she really doesn't want to admit it.

Child......

There was a cramping pain in her abdomen, and she finally couldn't hold it anymore, and her eyes went black and she fell.

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