Jiang Yu felt that her heart was stirring, even if Ji Chuan was so aggressive, she was not completely disgusted.

It's over, it's over.

Isn't she crazy too?

"Don't fight, it costs money. Jiang Yu loosened his seat belt and adjusted his sitting position.

Ji Chuan reached out and took out a men's wallet from his pants pocket and threw it on Jiang Yu's lap casually and accurately.

"It turns out that I can also be your financier. ”

He highlighted the word "gold master", Jiang Yu no longer felt heartache for Ji Chuan's bitterness, she opened the wallet with a smile and began to count the cash and bank cards inside.

"You're a little late. ”

When he said this, a faint bitterness spread from the two of them, gradually filling the entire car. The large trucks on the outer ring passed one after another, and the pungent exhaust fumes came in through the windows, but they still did not change the bitterness.

Jiang Yu closed the window, and he could still hear the sound of the heavy wheels of a large truck running over the concrete road, which was full of the coldness and cruelty of the city, and a little imperceptible hardship.

"I regret it too. It's just that he can only regret that he didn't have any ability to resist at that time, and he himself was still a chick who was guarded behind the hen.

How can she stand by his side like this?

The phone rang again, and he suppressed the unshed tears in his eyes, ignoring the dull pain in his throat, and said, "Pick up." ”

Jiang Yu looked at the phone screen and secretly breathed a sigh of relief, fortunately it was not Lin Heqian, his existence had too much impact on Ji Chuan.

"Shenyun?" Jiang Yu said.

"Jiang Yu, are you back from Sichuan?" Du Shenyun said.

“… How do you know?" Jiang Yu asked.

Ji Chuan glanced at her quickly.

"My uncle told me that, because my phone number was empty when I called you before. Du Shenyun said.

"Oh, that's the case, what's the matter with me?" Jiang Yu asked.

She was suddenly a little apprehensive, she almost forgot that she secretly changed her mobile phone number behind Ji Chuan's back.

He hasn't settled accounts with her yet.

“… Jiang Yu, I'm getting engaged, and Yu Lu. Du Shenyun's tone was not much happier because of the engagement.

"Yu Lu is a very good girl, she must be very happy with your family. Congratulations. Jiang Yu said calmly, but she was really happy for Du Shenyun.

Du Shenyun seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, "Jiang Yu, I hope you can find your own happiness soon." ”

"Thank you for the blessings of the bridegroom-to-be, then I also wish you and Miss Yu a hundred years of happiness and happiness. ”

Her most serious and beautiful relationship ended with such a blessing for each other.

This is not a bad thing, it is much better than being burdened by the shortcomings of parents in the future and being indecisive between family and love.

It's just that he has been liberated, but she is in another whirlpool, sinking deeper and deeper.

"He's getting married?" Ji Chuan asked.

"Well, with a very good girl. Jiang Yu said.

"Why did you break up in the first place?" asked Ji Chuan.

Jiang Yu fiddled with his phone, "His mother doesn't like me, and... He wanted me to quit my job and become a full-time wife. ”

Ji Chuan was silent for a while, "Then I'm really much more selfish than him." ”

"You're still a little self-aware. Jiang Yu snorted coldly.

"Then why don't you break up with me?" Ji Chuan asked.

Jiang Yu seemed to have heard something funny, and turned his head to stare at Ji Chuan's perfect side face, "You should ask yourself if you will let me go." ”

"No, it won't. He gave a firm answer.

Jiang Yu glared at him fiercely, and quickly turned his head back, "Shameless." ”

"I'm pretty despicable now anyway, and it doesn't matter how shameless I am. Ji Chuan replied lightly.

Jiang Yu felt that a trace of evil began to appear in his eyebrows, and his eyebrows were not as picturesque as before.

She didn't seem to have much to talk to him about.

"Why do you want to change your phone number?" his tone became gloomy again.

What should have come is still coming.

She thought about the two consequences of lying or admitting for three seconds, and finally decided to escape, "Didn't you still get a new phone number?"

"The answer is not what you asked. Ji Chuan said.

"Are you sure you want to hear the answer?Do you like masochism so much?" Jiang Yu felt that his force value was gradually increasing.

"I don't like masochism that much, I just like your mouth more, no matter how cruel the words you say, they are also beautiful, like the call of a thorn bird. However, the sound of the thorn bird is most beautiful when the body pierces the thorn. ”

"When you change your phone number, you just don't want me to find you again, even if it's only temporary. Perhaps I understood what you meant, and I have given you full freedom in the days you have been away. I restrained myself and locked my phone in the safe, afraid that I would have pressed the number that I could already recite backwards if I wasn't paying attention. ”

"I used the most rational mathematics to take this string of numbers apart and combine them, making it a limited possibility. He may be a Morse code, or a prophecy left behind by the sages, or a connector code for aliens. ”

"Archimedes, Pythagoras, Gauss, Leibniz, Hilbert, Goldbach, Kepler, Klein, Pascal, Lagrange, Taylor, Fermat, Cauchy, Bernoulli, Abel... Witnessed all the process of my calculations, except for you, except for you who are not with me, all the people I love have been present. ”

"When all the numbers were arranged on paper, when the formulas in my head were no longer enough to support my madness, I began to scribble on the paper, and the numbers seemed to come to life on their own, and they began to dance around on their own, and when I came to my senses, I felt very guilty when I realized that there was a mathematician I had missed for no reason. But when I explored the reason, I realized that I had become him, and although it was just a nonsense added to him by later generations, I was moved by this terrible story. ”

"That gray-haired old man with a heart-shaped curve. ”

At least in the story he was adored by the princess, despite the fact that he had no poignant love at all, and he only died of pneumonia from the cold weather and overwork. ”

"Jiang Yu, would you like to make up a story for me as well?"

…

Back to a familiar place, memories are like a tide, and love is a boat that has been overturned.

Naturally, they did not go to No. 460 Yilu Road, but returned to this small cottage in the middle of nowhere.

For the safety of the rivers and lakes, she has no choice.

At least she just lost her freedom, plus put up with Ji Chuan's capriciousness.

She kept telling herself that it wasn't that difficult.

…

Ji Chuan was helping her carry her suitcase, and at this time he didn't look very thin, but more stunty.

When she arrived in the room and put her backpack on the table, Ji Chuan pressed over from behind, like a wall. He gently bit her ear and whispered in his ear, "Tell me, what did you and Lin Heqian do there?"

"No comment. The tighter he pressed, the harder her reflex became.

He bit hard and punishingly, and a hand slashed down from behind his back and reached into her skinny jeans: "Let me ask you again, what did you and Lin Heqian do? Even when you came back, you were on the same plane, did you accompany you all the way? If I hadn't been at the airport, wouldn't you have told me at all that you met your old lover during your trip." ”

"Oh no, you're not going to tell me about him, you're just trying to run away from me and me for the rest of your life. You called the police to arrest me, changed my mobile phone number, and tried to make me go to prison to return your cleanliness and destroy me to return your freedom. You are such a cruel woman, a ruthless female cousin. I'm telling you, you shouldn't have given me that comic book with kindness, because you're to blame for what happened to you today. Why do you want to give me a little light in the boundless darkness, why don't you keep it on for me when you have given it? ”

He picked her up from behind and threw her heavily on the bed, bullying her to prevent her from turning around, so that he would not see her heart-wrenching eyes, and his guilt would decrease little by little, and then indulge the fiercely suppressed desires these days.

"Why do you want me to have those crazy thoughts, why do you want to make me, a defective product of God, have some unrealistic fantasies? Human love is stupid to the end, and I am even more stupid because of it. ”

He took off her clothes and buried himself in hers, sniffing her fragrant hair like one of those addicts who had once indulged in illusory pleasures and had finally become skinny.

Her smooth skin was bathed in golden sunlight, like a piece of warm mutton fat jade.

Legend has it that in ancient times, with a piece of treasure in his mouth, the corpse could survive thousands of years without decaying, and now Ji Chuan is a dying person who longs for eternal life.

His eyes were thin and bloodshot, and from a distance it looked like the entire eyeball was congested, and when he was angry, even the corners of his eyes would turn madly red.

Tireless, he is the helmsman who storms the sea. Conquest, only conquest, can fill a little vacancy in his heart.

And the large vacancy that remains, is a huge rift, a spectacular gap.

He suddenly felt very pathetic, what could fill that void?

Is it love?

But he had no love.

He had to beg Jiang Yu for love, but she was unwilling to give it to him.

If that rift, that gap, gets bigger and bigger, it will swallow his whole body.

By this time, there will be no Ji Chuan left in the world, and God will recycle this defective product and then create another item.

"You madman!" Jiang Yu struggled and cried, but he had no strength.

He grabbed her by the hair and made her head intimate with himself, "I wasn't going to be a madman, you made me a madman." ”