Chapter 10: The Past

Yan Leng's heart was apprehensive, because he knew that Cen Ge liked him, but he didn't know if Cen Ge would go down with him, just like some people have the courage to die, but they don't have the courage to live. He was afraid that Cen Ge would be able to sacrifice his life because he loved him, and he would be able to leave him because he loved him.

In fact, for Yan Leng, he has only one wish in this life, that is, to go through a lifetime with Cen Ge, it doesn't matter whether it is sunny or rainy, all he hopes for is the simple wish of being together. But because of the Yan family's existence, this wish has not become simple. They may be forced to separate, or even cut off contact. If he was forced to die, Cen Ge should not be in danger of his life, but the road ahead was long, and the strength of the Yan family almost made them hopeless.

But what Yan Leng was afraid of was not this, he had a lifetime to spend with Cen Ge, they still had such a long way to go, and there were so many places they hadn't been to wait for them to go and see. What is there to be afraid of when he is cold? What is loneliness to him? After living a lifetime, he has long learned to endure. What he was afraid of was that Cen Ge looked down on his love, thinking that he was just talking about his love, and he was afraid that Cen Ge would still feel that he would live better without him. He didn't know how to let Cen Ge know that he was unique, a being more important than his life.

After the start of school, Yan Leng has always felt terrified, but his face did not show a cent, he is still the suave noble son, at least on the surface, but when he was dealing with the "beauty" around him, he felt extremely irritable, he thought that the person he was holding at this time was Cen Ge, when he came back to his senses and saw the woman's greased and powdered face, he almost couldn't help but gag, especially in front of Cen Ge, he almost wanted to throw the woman next to him out directly, hugged Cen Ge and never let go, sniffing Cen Ge's breath, but he couldn't. Because he is the Yan family and the grandson of the Yan family, he is destined to make sacrifices for the Yan family, but he never thought of sacrificing Cen Ge, never.

And Cen Ge just smiled and said hello to him when he saw it, just like before.

Yan Leng didn't know why, obviously he sued Cen Ge to let him accompany him to act, why did he really come to this time, seeing Cen Ge didn't care at all, it made him even more irritable. Cen Ge didn't care before, because he didn't have a Cen Ge to find out the relationship, but now, both of them have clearly dissected their hearts, but why is this still the case.

Obviously, Cen Ge performed so well in front of people, he should be happy, but he just couldn't be happy, as if overnight, he and Cen Ge became extremely normal friends, and he couldn't see his shadow from it.

Cen Ge, don't scare me like this, are you just acting too well or are you suing me, this is your choice?

Yan Leng tried hard to tell himself in his heart, this was just a play, but in his heart he still guessed uncontrollably, did Cen Ge not want him?

Yan Leng stayed up until the evening of the third day of school and went to Cen Ge's place of work.

Coincidentally, Cen Ge's part-time job is in the Paris town next door to "Ice Flame", which is a Western restaurant, and acquaintances call it a small town.

Yan Leng arrived at the gate of the town, but he didn't know whether to go in or not, he didn't know what terrible things he would do if Cen Ge really abandoned him, he had no way to work quietly with Cen Ge as before, because he cared about it now, so he was afraid of losing.

Feeling the increasingly anxious feelings in his heart, he turned around and entered the "Ice Flame" and went to find Song Renliang.

Except for Cen Ge, he doesn't need other people's comfort, he just needs restraint, and when he can't restrain himself, he needs to vent to people other than Cen Ge.

Yan Leng entered the "Ice Flame", and without even asking, he went straight to the third floor, and no one stopped him along the road, because Song Renliang had already said that Yan Leng was in the "Ice Flame", just like him, no one dared to stop him.

There are only three rooms on the third floor, one is where Song Renliang works, opposite is his private bedroom, and the other is specially prepared for Yan Leng. It's just that this time he didn't enter his room, but looked at the person guarding the "Green Dragon Gate" at the door of the bedroom, so he directly pushed open the door of Song Renliang's bedroom and strode in.

At this time, it was sunset, the nightlife of the people of Jiangzhou City had not yet begun, and Song Renliang was not accompanied by a beauty in the bedroom, just alone, turning off the light, drinking through the gap in the curtains, and looking outside. The neon light outside hit his face, which looked a little weird and terrifying in the dark room, but in Yan Leng's opinion, the current Song Renliang was the real him, lonely and lonely.

Because of the relationship in his previous life, he probably knew what Song Renliang's loneliness was for.

In the eyes of others, Song Renliang is an out-and-out image of a big brother of the black dao, domineering, daring to fight, and there is no lack of blood debts in his hands, but he is also casual and chic, so there are many women who are willing to find him.

But Song Renliang is actually only twenty years old, he is not forced by others, and he is indeed willing, but he started when he was sixteen years old, burying the helplessness of his life. If he had a choice, he also wanted to live a vigorous life at the age of twenty, he also wanted to chase after the girl he liked, and he also wanted to worry about the final exams every day, but these no longer belonged to him, he could only try to make the scars on his body not one more one, and he could only lick the wounds alone when there was no one around. And in front of people, he is still the little Song Ye who is feared by the road for three points, hugging left and right one second, and killing decisively in the next second.

Song has always been a half-black and half-white character, his father Song Fuxing is committed to whitewashing, but just like once his hands are stained with blood, he will never be clean, and what comes out of black will not be completely white no matter what.

Not to mention whether Song's former opponent would watch from the wall, watching Song withdraw, he said that the old man who followed his father to fight the world back then was unwilling to give away the fat of the underworld to others. They have fought hard all their lives, where is Song Fuxing's upper and lower teeth touching, and he will quit when he says he will quit? Not to mention that Song's old opponent is waiting to bite off a piece of Song's meat, and there are internal and external troubles, and neither side is so easy to get along with.

So when Song Renliang was sixteen years old, he was faced with a choice without a choice, to re-enter the underworld, to be the sword of the Song family, and to be the shield of the Song family.

The situation of the Song family back then was very complicated, and Song Fuxing didn't want his only son to follow his old path, but everything was fate, and he had no choice but Song Renliang.

If you change an outsider at random, I am afraid that I will not be able to suppress those old people, and I am afraid that there will be more trouble, but if you choose one of those people, it will be a big mess. At that time, the foundation of the Song family was not stable, and Song Fuxing still used his wife Liang Qing's company to launder step by step, which could almost be regarded as starting from scratch, not to mention that so many people in the company had criminal records and were powerless to resist.

Therefore, this person can only be Song Renliang.

When sixteen-year-old Song Renliang took the initiative to find his father, saying that he didn't want to study anymore, that he wanted to go out and break through, that he watched a gangster movie smuggled from Hong Kong, it was like being a big brother.

Song Fuxing, who heard this, was furious, and then burst into tears, beating Song Renliang hard and forcing him to change his words, while hating himself for being incompetent.

But in the end, Song Renliang still directly airborne to rectify the hall, and with the wounds to kill a bloody road, when he put the knife on the other party's neck, the people behind him both admired him for his father's bravery, and also unwilling to obey the orders of a hairy boy, the rumors on the road were overwhelming, but for Song Renliang, that day, he cut off all his retreats with his own hands, and he could never turn back.