Let time pass in a hurry, I only care about you, and I am willing to infect your breath.

/ Cen Ge, I am like a demon infatuated with you, your breath, your taste, is the most tempting poison in the world, there is no cure, and I can't extricate myself. /

Cen Ge was suddenly hugged by Yan Leng from behind, and felt the person behind him rubbing his neck with his chin, as if to appease him all at once, the distance was so close, so intimate, he actually felt that he and Yan Leng's breath gradually blended together, and each other was infected with each other's taste.

Yan Leng hugged Cen Ge, feeling that the other party's originally stiff body was relaxing little by little, and only felt that his heart had also settled down, Cen Ge still needed him, didn't he, his appearance was not entirely wrong, right. Cen Ge, I am willing to spend my life to make you happy, are you willing to give me this opportunity?

Cen Ge has understood that he will never get a little love in that "home" since he was a child, no matter how painful and sad he is, he will only shed tears in his heart, and after his mother died, he will not even be sad, because he lost the last person in this world who loves him, he, who to cry to. Only Yan Leng, when Yan Leng appeared in his life, he almost left tears, this is a miracle given to him by God, a light in his broken and dark life, he is so good to him, so that his heart is happy to climb up to the clouds. But the higher he climbed, the worse he fell, his only one, his luck, at that moment, all became a scam, he shed tears into his heart, but the wound stained more painfully, but this pain, he no one can say.

Yan Leng, I know that I can't bear you, no matter how far I go, I can't let go of you, I can't forget you, I am willing to cherish the days with you, whether it is the first time I joke with you or the pain and sadness you give me, I don't want to forget jì, just like I don't want to forget jì, in this world, there was once such a person, he didn't dislike me, he didn't look down on me, he didn't think I was a mistake. But Yan Leng, we can never go back to the beginning, because just like I can't forget you, I can't forget the blasphemy in your eyes when you looked at me that day, I can't forget the cold that surged from the bottom of my heart, I can't forget the pain that tears through, I can't forget your endless means, no matter how good we were in the past, no matter how much pain I could swallow, but I can't swallow the despair that was suffocating at that time, because it was you, that was the hell that the god in my heart pulled me down, and I couldn't get out again.

Cen Ge stood up slowly, but there was indescribable pain and firmness in his expression, as if he was like an ascetic, burning with fire, but he walked on firmly.

Cen Ge took Yan Leng's pants and even put them on for Yan Leng with his own hands, but he let himself be overwhelmed by the thousand pleadings in Yan Leng's eyes, and he didn't say a word, just hugged Yan Leng to the bed, and turned around and walked towards the bathroom.

Yan Leng kept watching Cen Ge leave, obviously Cen Ge treated him so meticulously, obviously Cen Ge didn't hate his arms, but the uneasiness in his heart became heavier and heavier, and he was almost out of breath.

After a while, Cen Ge came back with a wet towel and a roll of paper, and began to wipe the blood stains on Yan Leng's back, the wound that was deep enough to see the bones, under Cen Ge's touch, he didn't feel a little pain, but hoped that time would stop like this and never go on.

Cen Ge carefully wiped the blood stains left on Yan Leng's back, and found that after such a long time, the only wound on his back seemed to be even more hideous, and the surrounding places were also swollen so badly that he didn't need to touch them.

"Yan Leng, you remember to go to the hospital, this injury...... I have to go. Cen Ge announced such an irrefutable verdict, Yan Leng was about to get up all of a sudden, but was gently held down by Cen Ge, Yan Leng turned his head to look at Cen Ge, and was about to say something to redeem it, but was interrupted by Cen Ge.

"Yan Leng, listen to me. Cen Ge's voice was not loud, but in Yan Leng's ears, it was like the judgment of the gods, he could only wait with his heart and did not dare to disobey.

"Yan Leng, I like you, I really like you, don't tell lies. Whether you really like me as much as you say you do, I like you.

I like your arrogance, I like your meticulous comfort once you treat people sincerely, and even like the pride of no one in your eyes. You are not like me, standing in the heavens and the earth, but always standing in the shadows, you are in my heart, like a child of the sun, fearless.

Yan Leng, you should find a bright and beautiful woman to grow old with you and go through your life, instead of finding someone like me. If one day, you find someone who is compatible with you, I will bless you, I want to see you do well.

Yan Leng, I'm leaving, you have to find someone who is willing to take care of you for a lifetime, find someone who is willing to be good to you for a lifetime, and be happy forever.

Let's not see each other again. ”

Yan Leng knew that he couldn't be silent anymore, he knew that what Cen Ge said was true, and he also knew that Cen Ge could really be ruthless and never see him again. But that's it, I can't let this person go, because, in this world, there is no such person who is willing to take care of him for a lifetime, is willing to be good to him for a lifetime, is willing to let him come to see the world for him, is willing to block all the wind and rain for him, and is even willing to redeem a person who hurts him so deeply.

"Cen Ge, I probably know what you think in your heart. In your heart, I probably just had an impulse, didn't think clearly, couldn't see my own heart clearly, and maybe there would be deception...... Even if I like you really, you think that without you Cen Ge, I will still be alive and well...... Or even better.

But you are wrong, you don't know how deep I have fallen, you don't know how happy and regretful I am when I hear you say 'you like me'...... I have much more feelings for you than you think, and you are much more important in my heart than you think. Yan Leng struggled to get up from the bed, his eyebrows trembled in pain, and his body that had just been wiped off was sweating lightly, but he couldn't care about this, so he grabbed Cen Ge's hand and slowly put it in his heart.

Cen Ge only felt that the expression of the person in front of him was serious and forbearing, which made people feel painful.

"Cen Ge, you are the person I put on the tip of my heart, you like me, but I love you and don't tell lies. I have you in my heart, I have you in my heart, don't be so cruel to me. You want to go, I can let it go...... Even if you let me rip the flesh on my heart with my own hands, as long as it is your hope, I will do it, but Cen Ge, don't treat me like this, please, it hurts too much, it really hurts, I can't stand it. Yan Leng's expression was so painful that he struggled as if he had cut his heart with his own hands, and Cen Ge only felt that his heart was trembling. If it was the Yan Leng before, no matter how cruel he was to him, he could bear it, and he couldn't bear it without any pain, but this Yan Leng in front of him, such a strong and conceited person, had red eyes every minute in front of him, obviously as long as he wanted to, he couldn't do without him in his life, but he would rather hurt himself and let him go, just begging him not to go. But it was such a cold feeling that made him so reluctant, and he was distressed.

It was what he longed for the most, and now, it was close at hand.

Even if he was stabbed again in the end, it didn't matter, the heart was no longer his own, besides...... Cen Ge looked up at Yan Leng, looked at the deep mouth on the man's lower lip and the cold sweat on his face, and felt the vibration of the man's heart coming from his hand, all the way to his heart, he thought, he still can't deceive himself after all, he still can't give up after all.

It's okay to do this, it's still too tiring to lie to your heart.

The two looked at each other for a long time, Yan Leng looked at the relief on Cen Ge's face, and tightened his hands, I don't know how many times he silently recited the words in his heart before he finally spoke, but the trembling voice revealed the uneasiness in his heart, he didn't dare to look at Cen Ge's eyes anymore, waiting for Cen Ge's sentence.

"Stay, okay?"

“…… Good. ”