Just to come late, the flowers are not blooming in spring, I am willing to do everything to change, can walk through those cold years with you.

Cen Ge's eyes were in a trance, I don't know if Yan Leng's embrace was too tight, he felt suffocated, but this embrace was so tight and so warm that he was almost reluctant to break free, and an idea in his heart was quietly sprouting, growing wantonly under the connivance of his master, and the warmth of this embrace made him so greedy.

"Cen Ge?!"

The sudden sound suddenly pulled Cen Ge's soul back, although his expression was still a little trance, but he suddenly broke free from Yan Leng's embrace.

"Second uncle......" Cen Ge reluctantly regained his voice and pretended to be calm.

"Who is this person?" The second uncle's expression was nothing, the people in the small county town in this era were still relatively simple, and they did not have as many colorful intestines as in later generations.

"Yes...... One of my classmates, well, classmates, we don't see each other sometimes. Cen Ge is not confident in the end, and he stumbled back to this, but he had to make a round.

"Oh, it's your classmate, how can you let people stand outside, hurry up and invite someone to come in and sit!" The second uncle was rare and hospitable, and he didn't think much about it, so he opened his mouth and invited Yan Leng to his home.

It's okay if it's someone else, Young Master Yan hasn't seen any scenes, and can he still show his cowardice in such a small scene? Even in the huge Jiangzhou City, there are only a handful of people who can talk to Yan Leng. It's just that as soon as he gets into Cen Ge, it immediately becomes unusual, not to mention Cen Ge's "mother's family", this status immediately "rubbish" more than one notch.

Cen Ge hadn't completely detached himself from the state just now, he couldn't figure out what Yan Leng was going to do, and more importantly, he couldn't figure out what he was thinking, he didn't know whether he wanted Yan Leng to stay or didn't want Yan Leng to stay. Such a rational and calm person, when he saw Yan Leng, his heart was in a mess.

Cen Ge just stood with a frown, not knowing what to say for a while. Yan Lengke kept looking at Cen Ge, seeing Cen Ge standing with a frown, thinking that he didn't want to let himself go in to live, Young Master Yan immediately said, "Second uncle, don't dare to trouble you, I will have something to do in a while, so I won't go in, maybe come back another day." ”

This second uncle Yan Leng blurted out, Cen Ge and his second uncle didn't think much about it, thinking that the relationship between the two was good, so he called with Cen Ge, and then nagged Cen Ge a few words to accompany him to study, etc., etc., etc., etc., and went in first, leaving Cen Ge dumbfounded in place, this person is really ......

"Cen Ge. ”

“…… Huh?"

"Cen Ge. ”

“……”

"Cen Ge, can you accompany me to a place?" Yan Leng pretended to say this calmly, but his heartbeat was sudden, he didn't dare to look at Cen Ge's eyes, he only lowered his head, his eyes were firmly fixed on the hem of Cen Ge's clothes, waiting for Cen Ge's answer.

Cen Ge's heart had long been in chaos, he had lost the ability to think, and he didn't know how to respond.

Yan Leng suddenly reached out and grabbed Cen Ge's hand, picked up the bag he dropped on the ground with the other hand, and dragged the person to the nearest hotel here, while Cen Ge had not yet reacted, Yan Leng had already paid the money, pressed the ID card, took the room key and prepared to open the door, and when Cen Ge understood his situation, Yan Leng had already locked the door and walked towards him step by step.

Cen Ge is still Cen Ge in the end, he is a man with his head up to the sky and his feet on the ground, he is a ruthless person who goes away and hasn't seen him for ten years, just now it was too sudden, and now Cen Ge came back to his senses, and he turned back to that cold and hard Cen Ge, for a while, the two did not let each other, and the air seemed to solidify into ice at this time.

In the end, Yan Leng looked away first, he felt as humble as a piece of dust in front of Cen Ge, and he was able to drag Cen Ge to the hotel to open a room, that was already his last remaining bit of courage, but as soon as Cen Ge saw him, he felt empty-hearted.

Yan Leng slowly began to unbutton his coat, took off his coat casually and threw it on the ground, took off his clothes one by one, and quickly stripped himself clean.

Cen Ge just looked at this qiē calmly, as if what Yan Leng was going to do next didn't matter, but his heart was getting colder and colder, and it was cold to the bone.

Yan Leng, do you have to deprive me of my last memories?

Yan Leng was naked, walking towards Cen Ge step by step, until Yan Leng suddenly attached to Cen Ge's body, until Yan Leng suddenly laughed, until Yan Sneered and knelt down.

Cen Ge, who didn't retreat just now, wanted to retreat after Yan Leng knelt down, but Yan Leng hugged his leg and couldn't move anymore.

"Cen Ge, don't treat me like this, please. Yan Leng was originally smiling, but tears suddenly flowed from his eyes, "I know that I deserve it, and all the mistakes are my fault, but you can't even give me a chance to repent...... Cen Ge, you are more ruthless than me, if you say don't want it, you really don't want it. But I can't, I can't do without you, Cen Ge, I really like you. ”

Cen Ge was shocked, he could see that Yan Leng was really serious, his eyes couldn't deceive people, he could also see that Yan Leng's eyes full of tears had his shadow, so clear that he couldn't avoid it, he couldn't hide it, but he didn't know what to say.

"Cen Ge, I haven't loved anyone, and I don't know how to love people, but I just want to fulfill all your wishes now, make you happy, make you happy, let you have what you want, make you happy, make you laugh, and smile at me. Cen Ge, I regret it, I have never regretted it like today, you know, I have caused a lot of trouble, I have also caused a lot of trouble, pile by pile, I have never regretted it, but I regret it now, really, I want to use everything I have to change time to turn back, always be by your side to protect you, take care of you, until you hate me, or until a long, long time.

Cen Ge, do you know, I had a dream, I dreamed that you were leaning on my arms, and we stood on the edge of the Nanhe River and watched the fireworks in the sky, one after another, each one so beautiful. After saying this, Yan Leng knelt on the ground, raised his head, and looked at Cen Ge so reverently, there seemed to be bright fireworks in his eyes, but the tears didn't know why they flowed more fiercely.

Cen Ge felt that there was light in Yan Leng's eyes, which hit his heart at once, dispelling all his worries, uneasiness and disappointment, he thought, Yan Leng was like the only god in his life, spreading divine light, so that as a believer, he had light and hope, and brought him all the beauty and emotion in his life.

"So many fireworks, lighting up the sky and illuminating the entire South River. But when I look down at your face, I can't see it clearly, I can't see it clearly, it's like the person I'm holding is not you, it's like I didn't hold you at all. Yan Leng seemed to turn all the pain and suffering of twenty years into tears, and his face was full of tears, so turbulent and painful.

Cen Ge just looked at it, looked at Yan Leng kneeling at his feet, and looked at Yan Leng with such fierce tears, but he didn't say anything, he was originally a withdrawn person, not to mention, he was already in turmoil.

I don't know how long it took, Yan Leng finally stopped his tears, reached out and wiped two handfuls on his face, and then covered his face with his hands, unable to see his expression. But Cen Ge knew that Yan Leng was exercising restraint, and he understood this kind of feeling, but he didn't expect to see it on Yan Leng's body one day.

Yan Leng slowly took his hand away, knelt down and took two steps back, knelt one step in front of Cen Ge, reached out and took the bag that he had just thrown at the foot of the bed, and slowly pulled out a whip from it, holding it high with both hands, and a long whip with a twisted steel wire appeared in front of Cen Ge's eyes.

"Cen Ge, I also know that I am not qualified to say that I like two words, but I am still greedy, I want to beg you to forgive me, I want to beg you, don't leave me. I also know that you are angry in your heart, I have done something wrong, you can punish me, whatever you want, or as I did to you, double or triple and pay it back, whatever is good, I deserve it, just ask you not to leave me. Cen Ge, I really like you. ”

Cen Ge looked at Yan Leng's eyes, which were full of pleading.

After being silent for a while, Cen Ge took the whip and said, "Okay, if you change your mind, you can leave at any time." ”

Hearing Cen Ge agree, Yan Leng seemed to have unloaded a thousand catties of burden, and as for the latter sentence, he automatically ignored it. Just after a beating can be forgiven, he will not be able to run if he is beaten to death, he has been waiting for this day for 20 years.

Yan Leng turned around and held it with his back to Cen Ge. He really suffered a lot of whips, but it wasn't Cen Ge who took the whip, and those pains were not given to him by Cen Ge. Now that Cen Ge wants to beat him, he is actually excited in his heart, as long as Cen Ge gives it to him, he is willing to do anything, and he feels happy about everything, because Cen Ge is still by his side, because Cen Ge is still alive.

After Yan Leng turned around, Cen Ge's expression became a little complicated, he had seen Yan Leng many times, some were unruly, some were empty-eyed, and some were ruthless and decisive, but he was so high, like a person standing in the clouds, when did he make such a low posture, kneeling at the feet of others, praying naked, if he wanted to fight, he would turn his back and support it.

Yan Leng, can I still trust you anymore?

flipped his wrist, he really didn't have any strength left, just a whip, and the skin was open.

Yan Leng didn't expect it to hurt so much as soon as he came up, one didn't hold it up, and threw himself directly to the ground, but he didn't dare to rest, and after a little breath, he immediately held it back, struggling to hide his slight trembling, and a cold sweat broke out at once. It's because he forgot that over the years, Cen Ge has not lived well, and his tight muscles are forced by life, and Yan Leng's heart is full of pity.

Cen Ge picked up the whip, not to be angry, not to retaliate, not to joke, but the last temptation, he wanted to know how far Yan Leng could go before he gave up, he wanted to know, how far they could go, he wanted to know, if he could still believe Yan Leng once, his heart had been shaken.

As soon as Yan Leng held it up, the next whip fell, Yan Leng closed his eyes suddenly, his lower lip was bitten and bleeding all of a sudden, and his ten fingers clung to the floor, except for continuing to abuse his lips, there was no place to borrow any strength. Yan Leng's arms on the ground were shaking, the cold sweat on his sideburns was rolling down, and he was so painful that he was suffocating his breath, and he didn't take a breath for half a day.

This whip was bitten directly on the mouth of the previous whip.

"Whoosh!"

"Whoosh!"

"Whoosh!" ......

Yan Leng was unsteady and lay directly on the ground again, the bite on his lower lip was deeper, and he swallowed all the roars and moans, leaving only one or two muffled snorts.

Ten whips, but there is almost only one cut on the back, and the bones are visible.

After Yan Leng breathed a sigh of relief, he held back again, but his arms were shaking badly, and the whip with the wire was very heavy, not only tearing flesh and blood, but he would be disabled if he was not careful, but he would not leave, and he would not die, this was what he deserved, and it was far from enough.

Cen Ge took the whip and looked at the bite on Yan Leng's back that was bitten out by the whip, the skin and flesh turned outward fiercely, and the deepest part of the injury was faintly exposed white, afraid that it would hurt the bones, he knew in his heart how heavy his hand was, and he knew how much the whip hurt, but the man was still silent, propped up on the ground, and only suppressed wheezing could be heard in the room.

Suddenly, Yan Leng said, "Cen Ge, you, cough, do you want to hear me scream?"

Cen Ge was stunned, "If you want to hear it, I'll call it." Whatever posture you want me to take, how to do it, as long as you name it, I will do it. ”

Cen Ge was stunned, he remembered that on Chinese New Year's Eve, Yan Leng began to do it with him, and then while stuffing things behind him, he asked him, "Do you want to scream, um? Call or not?" At first, he was reluctant to scream, but later, he didn't have the strength to scream, so painful, and so humiliated.

Did Yan Leng want him to come back? But those were so painful, so humiliating.

Cen Ge held the whip tightly, and the cold whip was against Yan Leng's back, and it was still the wound.

The corners of Yan Leng's mouth bent, but his hands were held up harder, compared to the humiliation of being played with, just pain is nothing, Cen Ge, you are still reluctant, Yan Leng, you are still so despicable, taking advantage of Cen Ge's liking for you and being soft on you, but what can I do? Cen Ge, I can't leave you anymore.

Feeling the whip leaving his back, Yan Leng let go of his lower lip, but bit the inner wall of his mouth, ready for the sharp pain of the next whip, but this whip did not fall for a long time.

"Yan Leng, are you really not leaving? This wound is already deep enough to see the bones, and if you drop a whip, you can hurt the bones, and if you fall a few more whips, you can hurt the viscera, you go, it's not worth it." "And I, I can't bear it. Looking at the back of the person in front of him covered with cold sweat and blood, Cen Ge said indifferent words in his mouth, but there were hot tears in his eyes, he didn't know what answer he wanted to hear.

“…… Cen Ge, where do you want me to go? I gave you all my heart, where do you let me go? Hurt my bones? Hurt my heart? So what? Cen Ge, in this life, I only live for you, my soul, my body, my qiē, it's all yours, whatever you want me to do, it's fine, but, don't drive me away. Yan Leng's voice trembled violently, if he had a choice, he was willing to do everything to exchange for the stay of the person in front of him, without Cen Ge, he would have nothing.

Cen Ge couldn't hold the whip anymore, sat down on the ground, buried his head in his hands, and cried silently, he wanted to cry all the grievances, all the disappointments, all the sorrows, but he couldn't cry sound. His strength, coldness, and sanity were all shattered at this moment, in fact, he was just a child.