Chapter 47: The Lonely Grey Cat
Recently, people who are not very mentally normal, in addition to Ji Chuan, there is also Jiang Yu.
It was probably that day that they looked for a welfare home together, which brought back too many memories of her childhood.
The downpour, the slippery road, the blood that flowed slowly into the grass along the small slope, was diluted by the rain and took on a gentle color......
Also, the white floral dress stained red by blood and the severed limbs blurred with flesh and blood.
The umbrella emblazoned with Sailor Moon shattered on the side of the drunken butterfly flower.
The petals are fluttering, and the color is as bright as blood.
The scene was like a vine crawling all over the mottled walls, climbing from one end to the other, Rao was half of her body out to catch, but there were still many places that were difficult to clean, unless she was Spider-Man and had the ability to fly off the wall, otherwise she could not only endure the endless torture, but simply jumped down.
There was also a bay window in her room, and at the moment she was leaning against the half-open window with her knees crossed, and the golden sunlight poured in on the bridge of her nose and her beautiful eyebrow bones, the bones were still there, but the skin was slowly aging, and a smooth face with fine wrinkles at the corners of the eyes was like a folded silk handkerchief.
There was a blue-eyed gray cat climbing on the plane tree downstairs, Jiang Yu knew that it was a precious cat, but he couldn't tell what its name was. It didn't know what to do in the tree, probably trying to find a place to sleep well, but the trunk didn't suit it, so it ran briskly to another tree.
Before leaving, it seemed to find Jiang Yu, the person who was secretly peeping at it, it showed sharp teeth, and its two eyes were like glass beads, Jiang Yu thought it was going to roar, but it only waited for its sweet and coquettish cat meow.
When it comes to glass beads, it's not just the gray cat. There was a man whose eyes were very light and exotic gray.
She had seen the way those eyes looked when they were emotional, and when he kissed her, it was like a sea of stars, with an invisible gravitational pull that attracted her to sink, sink.
She turned her head to see the silver-gray silk shirt glowing in bits and pieces, and he was leaning diagonally against the doorframe, languid like a gray cat.
However, Ji Chuan is not like a cat spirit, but more like a male fox spirit with a strange temper and unpredictable temper.
With him, she felt that she had become depraved, and the deep desire in her heart was gradually revealed, and she hoped that he would not find out, but also that he would find out quickly.
The body of an adult woman is like a box firmly locked by a thousand locks, which are made of a thousand strange materials, including morality, chastity, self-esteem, from the outside world, and from the box itself. The largest keyable hole is the simplest source of the outside world, and the smallest keyable hole is the most complex source itself.
Once the locks are opened one by one, you will find that the world is colorful in the box.
In human nature, no one wants to live like a nun.
Jiang Yu's thoughts on this came from Ji Chuan, when he fed the mung bean soup into her mouth with his mouth, he said, "I'm helping you return to your humanity." ”
Behold, what a dangerous man he was.
She felt the danger coming, and the wind was raging behind her, but she still chose to indulge in it, because she already felt that her will was gradually being swallowed up, and she did not want to do anything to resist.
She withdrew her gaze and sighed almost inaudibly, "When did you come?"
He walked up to her with his arms crossed, looking at her face, tormented by painful memories, she probably hadn't noticed that she was so haggard, and her eyes were blue.
When the light is bright, it makes people tempting, and when it is haggard and soft, it makes people want to move.
Men like such pitiful looks, they will have a kind of protective desire, and it would be even more perfect if the other party had 32C at the same time.
In fact, not everyone has this, but Jiang Yu has it.
"When you first started in a daze. He sat down and began to count the strands of hair that were floating on her forehead, and he loved the messy and feminine gesture in his heart.
He knew she wasn't pretending, she was born with it.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have dragged you to that place. He gently ruffled her broken hair, where there were 46 strands scattered just now.
"You didn't know it would be that coincidental. Jiang Yu took his hand and put his head on his lap in a different position, "Since you have investigated me, have you found anything about my mother's car accident?"
He followed her movements, tossing back and forth between her ebony hair, rubbing gently, "I'm sorry, but I don't know anything about the details other than the fact that your mother died in a car accident. ”
One hope was shattered, she had ignited the other, she sat up and looked directly at Ji Chuan, "Then can you help me find out?" She wanted to find the murderer and give her mother justice.
"Yes. Of course. For her request, he naturally agreed. It's rare for her to ask him for something, let alone such a supple gesture, "It's just that so many years have passed, if there is no result, you shouldn't be too sad, okay?"
“… OK. "It's been sad for so many years, and if there is no result this time, she will just continue to be sad, and this is not a loss.
"Jiang Yu, if you feel tired, you can go to bed now. Here you are free to do whatever you want. He gently patted her on the back and made her lie back on his lap with a gentle but strong force.
"No, I'm your babysitter and you're my employer. With your salary, I'm going to work hard. She took his hand and stopped him.
He clasped his hands and interlocked his fingers with her, "The employer allows you to take a holiday." ”
“… Mr. Ji and Eze said that they would come over to see you tonight, so I would prepare more dinner and fruits. In the morning, she received a call from Ese, and as for where Eze got her number, she didn't have to think about it.
The world is really wonderful, she was originally a bus driver, and she actually established contact with these social elites.
Seeing Ji Chuan's expression stagnant, she asked again, "Didn't they tell you?"
He seemed to smile bitterly, "It's the same whether you say it or not." ”
Jiang Yu did see that expression, but whether she understood what he meant, and whether she was exquisite, she boasted that she was quite understanding, "Do they rarely consult your opinion?"
"No, they're just used to arranging my life. ”
The overtone couldn't be clearer, "It's just that you're special, that's why they... Take care of you like a child. ”
He listened, seemingly calm, but his two eyebrows were slightly curved, "Am I really that incompetent?"
The frustration of powerlessness is the feeling he experiences most often.
"Of course not!" Jiang Yu hurriedly denied, but this conversation still seemed to poke at his pain.
He let go of her and got up to leave.
…
Jiang Yu chased him all the way to the study, and saw him take a pen and paper and start writing, looking paranoid.
Seeing that he was relieving his emotions by writing, she relaxed and stood aside silently.
After writing one after another, the thin paper on one side piled up, and Jiang Yu couldn't help but draw one.
It's still the same familiar font, the handwriting is neat but a little leaky, but the font has become more and more sloppy since then.
Jiang Yu silently recited the words on the paper in his heart:
"I'm not a human inferior, I'm just different.
I don't sacrifice my dignity to be accepted by my peers.
I'm a nice and interesting person.
I would be proud of myself.
I can live in peace with this society.
I will also ask for help if needed.
I am a person who deserves the respect and acceptance of others.
I will find a career that suits my interests and abilities.
I will be patient with those who need some time to understand me.
I'll never give up on myself.
I will accept who I am, I am who I am. ”
Asperger's Syndrome Statement of Confidence.
Heart-wrenching, like a towel that has been wrung up.
She was still the one who lived in the house and watched the vines wrap around the walls, and he had long since become the old mottled wall with a few pieces of lime plaster falling from time to time.
Creepers are extremely vigorous, and soon, the entire surface of the house will become a home for creepers.
There was nothing she could do about it.
The clutter of books piled up on the desk looked a bit of an eyesore, and it didn't take long for them to interfere with his movements.
She stepped forward and wanted to take the books and put them in the cabinet, but unexpectedly aroused his tense nerves, "Don't touch them!", and as soon as the hand holding the pen snatched it, the books fell like crazy flowers, and they were scattered all over the ground.
She reached his own scales, and he expected everything to be under his control, but he couldn't do it, so he could only put his attachment on these mountains of books.
The more disorganized he is, the more he can feel a sense of control.
"I'm sorry!" she hurriedly squatted down to pick up the books, but was pulled up by Ji Chuan.
The tip of her nose was only a few centimeters away from the tip of his, "Listen, dear. You can touch anything, but you can't touch these things. What do you say the boundaries and definitions of these things are, sorry, I don't know. ”
With that, he pulled away, with a subtle hint of ruthlessness, and he turned his back, his hands propped on the edge of the window, his mind struggling fiercely.
She stood there in a daze, the water in her eyes dripping and dripping.
He finally turned around and walked back, took her hand, kissed her white quilt, and then again, "Jiang Yu, you can break into the life, my life welcomes your arrival, but you don't try to change him, sway it, and control it, this will only put me in a more painful situation, I am already a half-dead mouse in the gutter." ”
A bluish-black stubble appeared on his chin, and there were tears flashing under his eyes, and the whole person looked extremely fragile and a little crazy.