Chapter Forty-Eight: The Boat Won't Sink
Half-dead rats in the gutter.
It turns out that he has always defined himself in this way.
She had lived in a sunny place for too long, but he had been hiding in the darkness that never saw the light of day.
Maybe her mother's death had taken her to a dark corner, but it was just a corner of the light.
The super high IQ did not lead him to the light, at most it only allowed him to dominate in the gray world.
Jiang Yu rarely saw Ji Chuan look so crazy and irritable, and it turned out that what could anger him might just be a stack of messy books.
He was now like a fried-haired gray cat, with its haughty tail raised high, as if if it were any more step forward, it would turn into a long whip that would whipped her all over her body.
It's just that it was not Jiang Yu who was the first to be twitched, but himself.
What can be done now to quench his anger and calm his emotions?
Jiang Yu swore that her brain had never been running so fast, and that speed was like a ship with an emergency rudder, otherwise it would have hit an iceberg in the next second.
She stood on tiptoe and stepped forward, holding his face with both hands, putting her weight entirely on his body, and kissing his out-of-control lips.
The vicious words that had just spat out between her lips and teeth were now biting her lips just as viciously.
Ji Chuan has always been gentle, but his kisses have always been brutal and aggressive, as if kissing is not a love affair, but a bloody war in which you chase me and fight with bayonets and spears.
At this time, Jiang Yu would suspect that Ji Chuan might not just be a patient with Asperger's syndrome, but also a person with schizophrenia.
Could the tone he imitate be one of his personalities at all?
There was a real smell of blood between his lips and teeth, but it wasn't him who bit her hard, but she accidentally knocked his soft inner lip flesh with her teeth.
The thin, transparent membrane of the flesh of her lips had been punctured by her sharp teeth, and she felt like a wild man, doing something like a hairy and blood-drinking.
The blood in her mouth was completely different from the half-cooked, bloody steak she had eaten, and the human blood had a heavy rusty smell.
She thought that he would let go of her because of the pain, but she didn't expect him to bind her tighter, and the small beads of blood flowing between his tongue and teeth seemed to stimulate the growth of the violent factor in his body even more, like the howl of a lone wolf on a full moon night, and like the excitement of a vampire when he tasted the sweet blood of a fresh girl.
He carried her to the reddish-brown desk and nibbled down the graceful line of her neck. She felt like a prey to be eaten indiscriminately, and those primitive predators liked to bite the neck of their prey and kill it? The beautiful vampires of medieval European mythology would also use kisses to seduce innocent girls, and then bite off her neck while they were fascinated, as if they were biting a white radish.
Her thoughts seemed to drift to the sky, and she danced her body in the trembling clouds, and it felt sweet and hard, because she had to be vigilant not to let herself fall.
Images of the past played out in her mind like a movie. The beautiful boy sitting upright in the rearview mirror, the mysterious umbrella man in the silver-gray shirt shining in the rain, and the cheerful and free back on the swing......
All of them, memories, emotions, desires are like crystal dewdrops hanging from the tender green leaves in the deep valley, and when the wind blows and the leaves shake, they naturally fall down, flow through the rocks and dead leaves, turn into sweet spring water, and flow into the fertile land with fragrant grass.
He reached out to unbutton her clothes, as if he was unbuttoning the bow on the gift box, but her gift box was not so delicate, and it would break as soon as it was opened.
The movements of his hands finally softened and slowed down, but the strength of his mouth was still the same as before, arrogant and unreasonable, and he didn't talk about gentlemanly demeanor at all, because he was still an out-and-out social elite in terms of academic qualifications.
But a woman is a contradiction, and she takes duplicity to the extreme in this kind of thing. In love, women are much more hypocritical than men, which is a true portrayal of wanting to welcome and refuse, half-pushing and half-pushing.
The interweaving of reason and desire is the most intense torment, like the flaming ice cream on the waiter in the dessert shop, you feel that the taste is hot when it melts, but inside it is cold and almost frozen and the nerves of your teeth are broken.
For a woman like Jiang Yu who is almost thirty years old, the pleasure of the flesh is not enough to dazzle her, although it is very difficult to reject a man like Ji Chuan, but the exercise of the old world has given her strong willpower, and this is not the time when it will come naturally, she chooses to stop it.
When Ji Chuan let go of her, he hadn't yet woken up from his lust, and his starry eyes emitted a faint fire.
After she had said, "I'm going to make dinner," she glanced at him again as she turned to leave, and there was still smoke in her eyes.
She's gone.
In this way, he calmly buttoned up in front of him, and walked lightly, and he could see nothing but that her steps were vain.
He began to resent his actions and began to hate his self-control.
Maybe he has always been too well-behaved and obedient, and he will not be half disobedient to all her words and actions when he is sober and self-controlled.
It is precisely because of this that he will never be able to control her, but will be held tightly by her and played with at will.
He never felt that it was a blasphemy for such a trick, and he, who was in the palm of his hand, felt that he was incredibly happy in it.
His personality is pathological, his liking is pathological, and his eros is pathological.
He knew that this would only make his Jiang Yu fall deeper and deeper, but he still couldn't extricate himself from falling into it, he jumped off the bottom of the valley and fell into free fall, and he had to pull Jiang Yu to fall to pieces.
What can I do?
He didn't know.
It was precisely because he felt Jiang Yu's love that he felt nervous and powerless.
No matter how noble things he will do in the future, he will not be able to hide his despicable deeds.
That's what worries him the most right now.
…
Ji Cheng and Eze came, they sang together from the moment they entered the door to the time they ate, no, to be precise, they quarreled and went against each other, but as long as the two of them stood together and made a sound, it was an unexpected harmony.
"How's the matter going?" Jiang Yu asked as he helped them serve the meal.
"It's okay. Ji Cheng said, "It's just that you still can't come to the company during this time." ”
Jiang Se doesn't eat rice at night, she is keen to drink the mung bean soup cooked by Jiang Yu, but what she said is not as gentle as Ji Cheng's big and small things: "It's not good to beat anyone, but I beat Qin Qing"
Jiang Yu waited intently for her next step.
"Qin Qing's family background is very good, and he can be regarded as a proper son-in-law. Coming to the company was arranged by his father to come for an internship. I didn't expect to be beaten up just a few days after I came. After she drank a bowl of soup, Jiang Yu cleverly took it and helped her fill another bowl.
"Xiao Wang, you have stabbed a big basket this time, you must reflect on it. Ezase's voice became serious.
"Xiao Wang?" Jiang Yu wondered.
"Oh, that's my nickname. These two brothers, the big and small kings, are the kings when they are together. Ebase explained.
"Oooh oh. Jiang Yu nodded.
"In a few days, we will come together to apologize. Ji Cheng said to Ji Chuan.
"Yes. I know. Ji Chuan replied.
Somehow, Jiang Yu felt that Ji Chuan in front of her and Ji Chuan in front of Ji Cheng Eze were not the same person.
Now, he's obedient again, unable to relate to the man he had been with a few hours ago.
Even Jiang Yu herself felt that everything that happened before was her daydream. He didn't actually do anything, just her lust for being seduced.
Ji Chuan didn't seem interested, and Jiang Yu didn't know them very well, but fortunately, they left after a few words of advice after eating.
This speed made Jiang Yu think that maybe they were just here to eat.
There were only two of them left in the huge villa, and when Jiang Yu was washing the dishes, Ji Chuan was watching the whole time.
In fact, he tried to help her wash it together, but she was really afraid that he would break all the dishes, so naturally she refused.
After taking a shower, she hesitated to cut some fruit for him to take to his room, and after thinking twice, she chose to stay in her room.
It's not that she's lazy, it's that she feels like she's going now. In broad daylight, she can still be sober and restrained, but at night, people's emotions will become very fragile, and she has little confidence in herself.
It's just that she didn't go, but he came to the door by himself.
He stood in the doorway, shirtless, with a pair of silver-gray silk pajama pants underneath.
Jiang Yu knew that no matter how he dressed it, or even if he didn't wear it, he was just making himself comfortable, not pleasing others.
"Where's my fruit?" he asked at the first glance he saw her.
“… I'm sorry. Jiang Yu was stunned for a few seconds, "I'll go prepare now." ”
Hurrying downstairs in her pajamas and pajamas, she picked the longest one and wrapped herself tightly, leaving nothing naked except for the necessary parts.
Ji Chuan also followed, and his steps couldn't be said to be heavy or light, but there was an indescribable sense of oppression for Jiang Yu.
She walked fast, and Ji Chuan followed fast.
"What do you want to eat?" she asked, standing in front of the counter, pretending to be relaxed.
The fact that she was a little nervous, and the end of the day made her feel like something was really going to happen at night.
"Either way. "He's still so talkative.
It's just that behind that easy talk, it seems that Jiang Yu has to pay a little price.
…
She slept deeply.
She woke up in a daze in the morning and found herself pillowed in Ji Chuan's white arms.
Despite this, she felt more like a disciple.