People tend to cherish more after they lose, and they will be more painful and sad when they lose after they have hope.

Yan Leng missed Cen Ge like that in his last life, and is he going to miss it again in this life? He is unwilling, since God can't see people like him, let him and Cen Ge start again, why do they still want to miss it, is this the real punishment God gave him? In his last life, he lost Cen Ge to know what it means to be heartbreaking, and it was difficult to stay up at night, he thought that they could be so good, he thought that if he could do it all over again, he would give Cen Ge everything he owed, everything he had, only to find out in the end that he could really be so cruel that he didn't even give a chance.

Yan Leng is like losing all his strength all at once, just sitting on the patio, all the fatigue and disappointment these days have made him no longer powerless, he doesn't want to leave, he doesn't want to talk, without Cen Ge, what is the meaning of life? In his previous life, he had a lot of enemies, both at home and outside the home, and it took him so long to defeat them and get rid of the people who wanted to harm him, but then he was like now, he didn't want to think about it anymore, he took one more step, made so much money, built up so much power, and laid down a piece of land with a group of brothers, and in the end, the only person who really loved him was tortured by him and became a blind man, Yan Leng suddenly wanted to laugh, was he a failure? God, I don't want anything in this life, please give Cen Ge back to me. God, did you hear that? Cen Ge, where the hell are you?

"Buzz-buzz-"

"Hey ----"

"Yan Leng, where are you?" Song Renliang's tone was very anxious, and he also knew that Yan Leng's state was very wrong now.

"In ----" Yan Leng's whole person is a little sluggish now, and he has not completely detached himself from that state.

"Cen Ge found ----"

"Where is it?!!" Yan Leng suddenly stood up from the ground.

"Dingxian, I just found out that Cen Ge's hometown is Dingxian, the news should be accurate......"

Yan Leng couldn't tell what mood he was in, he thought that he would never find Cen Ge again, but he didn't expect that they were so close.

"Hey!!" Yan Leng didn't speak for a long time, and Song Renliang was about to explode over there.

"Well, I'm in Dingxian now, Cen Ge's house, thank you. Yan Leng hung up the phone after speaking, Song Renliang on the other side of the phone couldn't figure out the situation, as soon as he finished speaking, Yan Leng rushed to someone's house, this speed, he flew away, hey, forget it, since Yan Leng has found someone, then the rest depends on himself, anyway, the little couple quarreled with him and an outsider couldn't help, he still likes the beauties of "Flame", hehe, beauties, the master is here.

As long as Cen Ge is still there, Yan Leng will still be Yan Leng.

Hearing Cen Ge's news, Yan Leng thought about it, looked at the sky, and decided to find a hotel, sleep well, take a bath, wash himself from head to toe, and he will visit early tomorrow morning. When the time comes, he just needs to wait for Cen Ge's trial, whether to forgive or not to forgive, whether to beat or punish, he will follow it all, as long as Cen Ge can look at him, as long as he can look at Cen Ge, he can accept any result, he just wants to protect him and make him happy.

Yan Leng drove a long way to find a hotel with lights on, too, in a small county town in 98, where are there so many all-night shops, can find one, this is thanks to the fact that Dingxian is adjacent to Jiangzhou City.

knocked on the counter, startled the little girl who was dozing off, and in the eyes of the little girl who saw a ghost in the middle of the night, Yan Leng paid the money, pressed the certificate, and took the key to open the door.

In fact, Yan Leng is very handsome, far from being a hell, but no matter how handsome he is, he can't stand Yan Leng not sleeping for a few days, plus he smokes hard and hasn't shaved for half a month. Yan Leng himself also knew it, so he wanted to wash himself clean so that he could go to see Cen Ge.

This night, Yan Leng lay on the bed and did not fall asleep as he thought, but still tossed and turned all night long, and it was difficult to sleep. He still couldn't let it go, he thought, he was still afraid to watch Cen Ge leave, not because he couldn't bear the pain, but because he didn't dare to do it again after knowing how much pain it was. Yan Leng bent the corners of his mouth, and only now did he know that he was also afraid of pain.

Yan Leng lay down from late night to dawn like this, closed his eyes, and what he saw and heard was the story of him and Cen Ge, over and over again. He opened and closed his eyes, all of them were from the past, he was like a fish thrown ashore, unable to breathe and could only struggle in vain, gasping with difficulty, breathing and breathing, but Cen Ge's blank eyes and the beautiful smile in his arms at the end, and Cen Ge's intermittent voice sounded over and over again in his ears, "Yan Leng...... How could I hate you...... How could it be ......""Yan Leng...... I was just...... A little aggrieved...... "Yan Leng...... I never lied to you......" Yan Leng ...... Let me go......" Yan Leng...... Yan Leng ......, "In the end, Cen Ge just read his name over and over again, but he was so desperate and sad.

Every night of Yan Leng is very dark, because every night of his life is regret.

Early the next morning, as soon as Yan Leng came out of the hotel, he saw that his car was surrounded by three layers inside and three layers outside, and there were a few people holding a big tea bowl in one hand, commenting there, as if it was really like that.

Yan Leng is not afraid of this, this little scene is not eye-catching, but he doesn't want to be too eye-catching, the countrymen chew their tongues, afraid of bringing trouble to Cen Ge's family, Yan Leng doesn't want Cen Ge to be a little dissatisfied, and he is even more afraid that Cen Ge will blame him, so he hangs a good BMW on the side of the road.

Fortunately, people in Dingxian County got up early, and taxis drove by sporadically so early. After thinking about it, Yan Leng raised his hand and hailed a taxi, squeezed into the crowd, took out the prepared things from the car, and then quickly left in the car.

After Yan Leng left, the little girl at the front desk who was watching the excitement outside the store grew up and didn't close it for a long time. She had just finished checking out for Yan Leng, and she was still surprised that the ghost looked so handsome last night, but she didn't expect that the dazzling car at the door turned out to be his, even if she was handsome, she didn't expect to be so rich, she just hated why she didn't see it last night.

As soon as Yan Leng got in the car, the driver wanted to chat with him for a few words, but he didn't expect that the car was a stuffy gourd, and he didn't look outside the car. The driver glanced at Yan Leng a few times, he was not a local, and he felt a head shorter than others when he looked at it, and he was a little worried in his heart, so he closed his mouth and didn't speak.

In fact, Yan Leng was just too nervous, and he had rested too poorly, so his face was always blue and his thinking was a little numb. But even if Yan Leng heard it, it was probably just a hum. Yan Leng changed, he became willing to bow his head and bend down in front of Cen Ge, but in front of others, he became colder and sharper.

Yan Leng is such a person, you can't see that he is nervous, or afraid, and you don't think that he will have these feelings that normal people will have, because they will all feel that Yan Leng is high up, the pride of the sky standing in the clouds, and sometimes, they even ignore that Yan Leng is also a flesh-and-blood person, and in front of the people who care, he is also an ordinary person. And everyone ignored such a fact, and Yan Leng himself didn't remember, so he thought about it for twenty years before he figured out what love was, only to find out that he was attracted to Cen Ge before, and he always lost his temper loudly in the face of Cen Ge, because he cared about the person in front of him, because he was in love with this person at all, but the more he cared and loved, the more he couldn't understand, just like he wanted to get rid of his weakness, and finally understood that Cen Ge was gone, and his weakness was still there, but his heart was empty.

More than twenty minutes later, Yan Leng was already standing at the door of Cen Ge's house, opposite the barber stall, and the compound in front of him was still the same yesterday, but it was not as closed as when he came at night, but Yan Leng didn't dare to go in. Obviously thought about waiting for Cen Ge's decision, and obviously thought about accepting it no matter what, but when he really arrived at the door, he didn't dare to go in.

Yan Leng thought, in my life, there is nothing that I can't lose, if Cen Ge really chooses to leave, it will be just difficult for me to endure alone, I can still watch Cen Ge and guard him for a lifetime, Yan Leng, you should be content.

Yan Leng told himself over and over again that if he loved himself, if he was willing to forgive himself, if he was willing to live with him for the rest of his life, as long as he didn't let go, he would never let go first and help each other grow old. If he doesn't want to, then it's up to me to love him. However, Yan Leng's breathing was already chaotic, and the treasure that he had waited for twenty years to hold in his hand was still reluctant!

"Young man, let's shave my head! Shave my head, people can also be a lot more energetic~" This shout instantly hooked Yan Leng's god back, Yan Leng just glanced back casually, but the world seemed to freeze in an instant, so clear, so familiar, so close, but it seemed so far away.

The person on the other side looked up inadvertently, and Yan Liang felt that time had stopped.

The two of them are at such a close distance, but they seem to be looking at each other from afar, looking at each other for ten thousand years.

The sweet soup and cakes in Cen singer were all knocked to the ground at once, his eyes were full of confusion, surprise, and fleeting joy, he never thought that Yan Leng would come over, he was obviously ready to never see him again, he had already made up his mind to bury all the brightness and gratitude, and he had already covered the only light in this life, Yan Leng appeared in front of him at this time, for a while, Cen Ge's heart was mixed, and he didn't know what it tasted like, sour, bitter, The sweetness was mixed together, but he couldn't say a word.

Yan Leng suddenly stepped forward and hugged Cen Ge in his arms, he thought about it so much, he was afraid that he would refuse, he was afraid that he was afraid, he was afraid that he would leave, but at this moment he just wanted to never let go, he just wanted to hold him like this forever, smell the smell of his body, until the earth was desolate.

I don't know how long it took, Yan Leng still held Cen Ge like this, motionless, just whispered in Cen Ge's ear, Cen Ge, I had a dream, but I wanted to keep dreaming, I only hope that this dream will never wake up.