Chapter 56: The Last Resort
For a while, Qiao Sushu almost burst into tears, and withdrew his hand back without a trace: "No need, if it's okay, I'll leave first." β
The moment she turned around, Qiao Sushu burst into tears, and she never looked back, even though Qiao's mother was screaming hoarsely behind her.
is also a mother, why did she not protect her children well, but let her suffer so many grievances?
Qiao motherly threw the cup on the ground, his chest rose and fell, as if he was greatly stimulated, Qiao Sushu's past, Qiao An'an's bullying, these are all scars on Qiao Sushu's heart, although there is a scab, but when I think about it, it is sour and painful.
Qiao's mother hated that she hadn't been able to find Qiao Sushu earlier, otherwise, their mother and son would not have been in today's situation, and what could be saved was that Qiao Sushu would no longer suffer so many grievances.
But now, Qiao Sushu is suffering from depression, if it is not good for treatment, I am afraid that it will cause a threat to my life in the future, Qiao's mother is ruthless, and she is bound to make Qiao Sushu forgive herself!
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Qiao Sushu was lying on the bed, still unable to fall asleep tossing and turning, took out her mobile phone and looked at it, it was already twelve o'clock, now China should be afternoon, open the address book, and the three big characters of Dr. Liu in it met Qiao Sushu's eyes, Qiao Sushu couldn't help but dial out, she really missed Tuan Tuan!
The call ...... "Dudu Dudu" hadn't been answered yet, but Qiao Sushu's heart seemed to be pinched hard.
"Hey?" Doctor Liu's voice came from the other end of the phone, Qiao Sushu covered her mouth and didn't dare to speak, she originally wanted to listen to Tuan Tuan's voice.
But Tuan Tuan's autism, who naturally doesn't like to talk, and is only close to Qiao Sushu, who can empathize with this kind of pain that cannot be seen or touched?
"Hey, hello, who is it?" Doctor Liu asked again, but Qiao Sushu still didn't speak, and then heard Doctor Liu shouting: "Tuan Tuan!"
At this time, Qiao Sushu tensed his nerves and listened carefully: "Tuan Tuan, what are you doing here?"
I only heard the soft Nono's voice: "Mom......"
In an instant, Qiao Sushu's tears came out, and he hung up the phone in a hurry, covering his mouth and crying bitterly, but he didn't know that it was Tuan Tuan holding Qiao Sushu's photo and calling his mother.
Qiao Sushu has no way to return to City C, if he really can't give up and returns to his hometown, then Qiao Sushu, who has no background, will still repeat his original fate and continue to be slaughtered by others, and in the end, he may not even be able to protect Tuan Tuan!
Only when you become strong can you defeat all the people who have bullied you!
Qiao Sushu swore in his heart......
The next day, Qiao Sushu got up as usual, never told outsiders about his inner thoughts, he was worried, no matter how Si Lin asked, Qiao Sushu avoided talking about it.
And on this afternoon, Qiao's mother made an appointment with Qiao Sushu again, at first, she had refused many times, but the secretary mentioned Tuan Tuan, Qiao Sushu understood that she had to go this time.
The signboard of the restaurant at the door is very simple, which makes people look at first glance and disagree, but when they get inside, it is another world, the decoration here is very fresh, classical, not only with elegant and pleasant songs, the environment is also good-looking.
On the streets of this foreign country, wherever you go, it is a landscape.
The dishes have been set up on the table, the color and fragrance are complete, and they look very delicious, Qiao's mother saw Qiao Sushu coming, she immediately smiled, pulled Qiao Sushu to sit down, and said, "Sushu is here, hurry up and sit down, can you accompany me to eat this meal today?"
Recently, Qiao Sushu has been troubled by Tuan Tuan's figure, every time he thinks of Tuan Tuan, Qiao Sushu's heart hurts uncontrollably, look at Qiao's mother again, isn't it the same?
Put down the handbag and sit down, and didn't show Qiao's mother any more face, since they are all mothers, Qiao Sushu naturally understands the bitterness in this, since she is like this, why should she embarrass her mother?
And Qiao's mother saw that Qiao Sushu didn't look half embarrassed, but she began to be happy, sitting not far from Qiao Sushu, and kept giving Qiao Sushu vegetables, looking like a loving mother.
Looking at the dishes in the bowl that were already small and half high, Qiao Sushu felt a little mixed in his heart, if he had found his mother earlier, he would not have suffered those unnecessary grievances.
For a while, Qiao Sushu shed tears, and when she saw this, she hurriedly wiped it off, for fear that Qiao's mother would see it.
"Sushu, I know that you are very resentful of me, blaming me for not being able to accompany you and protect you all along, but you have to understand that I didn't mean to abandon you, my hardships are all the pain in my heart for many years. β
Before Qiao's mother could finish speaking, Qiao Sushu replied, "I know." β
Hearing this, Qiao's mother's eyes were a little incredulous, Qiao Sushu replied like this, did it confirm something?
Qiao Sushu naturally understands that if it weren't for the necessity, who would ruthlessly abandon her child? Qiao Sushu abandoned Tuan Tuan Tuan because there was no hope of life, but now that she is alive and well, the regret in her heart slowly spreads throughout her heart.
"I'm also a mother, so I naturally understand your hard work, but I didn't expect this to happen to me, I originally thought I was the most loving person in the world, but in the end, I also abandoned her ruthlessly......" As she spoke, Qiao Sushu cried, and even her voice was choked.
Qiao's mother pursed her lips, held Qiao Sushu's arm, and said, "Sushu, since this is the case, why don't you forgive yourself, go to find a better world, and give Tuan Tuan the best support in the future?"
Qiao's mother fought desperately, and now she has found her daughter, this company, left to Qiao Sushu, that is also reasonable.
"At the beginning, in order to protect you, I just went away, just arrived here, there is no life at all, all are distressed, I have been painstakingly persistent, until now, now I have some achievements, but despite this, I have never given up looking for you, I didn't expect, God really treats me well, even let me meet you like this, the first time I saw you, that kind of uniqueness makes me feel strange, as if, we have known each other for a long time, familiar can not be more familiar. β
"I don't want to share the hardships I have endured with you, but the grievances you have suffered make me feel very distressed, if I had found you earlier, you would not have suffered so many grievances. β
After that, Qiao's mother hugged Qiao Sushu in her arms, looking hungry and cautious, as if Qiao Sushu was a porcelain doll that would break if she touched it.
(2). Forgive her
Qiao Sushu shuddered for a moment, and seemed to mind a little: "Sushu, let's work together to cure that annoying depression!" Qiao's mother's eyes were firm.
Qiao Sushu was stunned for a few seconds, and then finally nodded, about Qiao's mother's old past, it was nothing, now that Qiao Sushu has such a serious illness, Qiao's mother naturally wants to put her mind on her.
Not only that, Qiao's mother will also send someone to inquire about Tuan Tuan's whereabouts, that is her granddaughter, how can she not care?
Pity the mother and daughter, Qiao Sushu suffers from depression, her own daughter also has autism, Qiao Sushu in order to give Tuan Tuan the best treatment, the debt she owes, is also like an astronomical amount on her shoulders, making her breathless.
Qiao's mother was distressed, her heart was full of guilt, and the two didn't know how long it took, Qiao's mother wiped away her tears, and vigorously sandwiched the dishes for Qiao Sushu, Qiao Sushu pursed her lips, asking her to change her words now, she couldn't do it.
This meal was extravagant, and when I thought about it carefully, I didn't know what happened, and the two became mother and son who loved each other as if they were back together.
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What Qiao's mother said was naturally not just talking, saying that she wanted to treat Qiao Sushu, so she would contact her immediately, and today, Qiao's mother brought Qiao Sushu to this well-known clinic for treatment.
Although it is a little famous, it is because this doctor has a strange temper, if it is not for someone he is familiar with, he will not treat you, then it will be.
Earlier, because Qiao's mother happened to know this doctor and helped a little, this was the fate, but I didn't expect that today, it would come in handy and come here with Qiao Sushu.
The clinic is very remote, like your own home, with flowers and plants planted outside, a piece of green, which is very pleasing to the eye, and it seems that people can empty their minds and be released.
The person who came was already waiting at the door, and when she saw Qiao's mother coming with someone, she first snorted coldly, and then walked straight into the back room, without the intention of greeting the two of them, Qiao's mother turned to look at Qiao Sushu's expression, and understood what she was thinking, "This person's temper is a little weird, don't be surprised, but her medical skills are undeniable." β
Qiao's mother smiled, pulled Qiao Sushu and walked inside, and came inside, the decoration here was very simple, it didn't look like a woman's residence at all, it looked like a commercial man lived.
But this woman sat on the sofa without any image, holding a medical book in her hand, and she didn't look at anyone, and the most impressive thing for Qiao Sushu was that she had a lollipop in her mouth, blonde hair and blue eyes, and was a beautiful foreigner.
"Hello, I'm Qiao Sushu, what do you call it?" In the end, it was Qiao Sushu who came to see a doctor, so he naturally had to be polite.
But after waiting for a while, Qiao Sushu didn't wait for the woman's reply, Qiao Sushu withdrew his hand silently, with obvious embarrassment on his face, Qiao's mother saw this, shook her head angrily, and said: "Lipo, this is my long-lost daughter, I brought her here today, I have something to ask you." β
Qiao's mother is an elder, but in front of Lipo, the two are more like friends, Lipo closed the book, peach blossom eyes squinted at Qiao Sushu, and looked Qiao Sushu up and down in two seconds, "Since it was you who asked, then I will be wronged." β
Lipo shrugged his shoulders, stepped forward and grabbed Qiao Sushu's arm, about to go to another room, the moment he grabbed her hand, Qiao Sushu only felt strange, and subconsciously wanted to break free, looking back at Qiao's mother, with a sense of distress in her clear eyes.
"Let go of my ......" She has depression and doesn't like strangers to touch her, she will feel extremely disgusted.
Sure enough, Lipo quickly let go of Qiao Sushu, and looked at Qiao Sushu with sharp eyes, and the dodging gaze made Lipo understand what was going on at once.
"Depression?" was an inquiry, but with great affirmation.
She is a well-known psychiatrist, there is no more cumbersome and unfree hospital, she opened a clinic by herself, in this remote place, she is a little famous, psychologically, in addition to Qiao Sushu's condition, it seems that she is still not lightly ill.
Looking at her resistant look, it seemed a little tricky, Lipo rubbed her neat short hair, very annoyed, "Such a refusal, what can I do?" Lilpo turned her gaze to Qiao's mother behind her.
Since it is her daughter, let's let Qiao's mother enlighten her for a while, according to Lipo's temperament, it is naturally unreasonable, if Qiao Sushu becomes more serious, it will be worth the loss!
Qiao's mother held Qiao Sushu's hand and said gently: "Sushu, this is Lipo, your psychiatrist, don't worry, I won't do anything, I'll wait for you outside, okay?" Qiao's mother rubbed Qiao Sushu's soft long hair.
As soon as she thought of Tuan Tuan, Qiao Sushu's depression began to spread, as if it was boundless, and she was about to drown her, Qiao Sushu wanted to cry out for help loudly, but her voice couldn't make a sound at all, this feeling of weightlessness on the verge of death, she couldn't refuse, but felt relieved.
Lipo raised her good-looking eyebrows, no longer pulled Qiao Sushu, only let her follow behind, and entered the back room, Lipo has a rule, that is, when she is treating, she must not be disturbed by outsiders, and it must be a confined space, otherwise, her cleanliness is really unbearable.
Let Qiao Sushu sit on the chair, the equipment here is very perfect, not like what a psychiatrist should have, more like, it is an operating room, bad thoughts suddenly appeared in his mind, and Qiao Sushu's body began to tremble.
But the final result was unexpected for Qiao Sushu, lipo's approach was not rigid at all, it was more vivid, and Qiao Sushu subconsciously began to relax.
"What did you see at first glance?"
"Flowers and plants. β
"How does it feel?"
"It's very pleasing to the eye, this green thing, it looks a little bit relaxing. β
"I've seen it before?"
"Well, in a restaurant, the dΓ©cor is very satisfying. β
"Plants or animals?"
"Living plants, although they can't move, can feel spirituality. β
"What's the most depressing thing that makes you feel depressed?"
Hearing this, Qiao Sushu began to be silent, as if he was reluctant to speak, Lipo saw Qiao Sushu's expression through the light, and his frowning brows seemed to think of some painful memories.
"Okay, since you don't want to say it, don't say it, you go outside to look at the flowers and plants for ten minutes, you can see it clearly, remember not to break it. After Lipo finished telling Qiao Sushu, he lowered his head and didn't know what he was writing.
(c). A woman with a strange temper
Although Qiao Sushu was strange, he didn't ask much, when he passed by Qiao's mother, he gave her a reassuring smile, and walked barefoot to the garden at the door, I have to say that the flowers and plants here are really good, not only endowed with spirituality, but even the branches and leaves are also very good, full of luster, Qiao Sushu wanted to touch it, and remembered what Lipo had just said, so he forcibly withdrew his hand.
It's winter, it's very cold, although the flowers and plants outside are pleasing to the eye, her feet are red from the cold, she can't stand it, she quickly ran to the back room, the heating is on enough, Qiao Sushu shivered for a few minutes, and was called in by Lipo.
Sitting on the chair again, the mood was two different moods, Qiao Sushu took a deep breath, as if he had roughly guessed what Lipo would ask.
"How did you feel?"
"Although the flowers and plants are charming, the feeling of being barefoot makes me unable to adapt to it, and the greater feeling is the cold. β
"In that case, why don't you wear shoes? I didn't let you go out barefoot. Lipo frowned, a little reproachful.
"......" Qiao Sushu couldn't say anything to refute for a while, indeed, Lipo didn't let her go out barefoot, it was her own negligence.
But the cold of that winter was unpredictable for Qiao Sushu, and in the house, he couldn't feel it, but he didn't expect that he was negligent and ran out without even putting on his shoes.
Thinking of this, Qiao Sushu smiled, and a long-lost smile rose at the corner of his mouth, such a stupid thing, Qiao Sushu seems to have not done it for a long time, not only that, but he is always tortured by Tuan Tuan's things, unable to breathe, in the middle of the night, many times, there are years when he wants to give up, but every time he thinks of Tuan Tuan's small figure, all the illnesses are all carried at once.
"Have you ever done anything unexpected?" As a psychiatrist, the most common form of depression is that you can't bear it and want to whisper.
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Silence again.
Lipo was not in a hurry, just waiting for Qiao Sushu's answer, in fact, she could see at a glance that Qiao Sushu was under a lot of pressure, as for what it was, she didn't want to know and couldn't guess.
After about ten minutes, Lipo didn't wait for Qiao Sushu's answer, seeing this, she didn't plan to ask again, since she couldn't ask, why waste time, only when she untied the knot in her heart by herself, she could really get into her heart, what Lipo could do was just some superficial guidance.
What Qiao Sushu really wants to overcome is the obstacle in his heart.
Lipo sat down again as she did just now, bowing her head and writing something, and after a while, she said to Qiao Sushu: "Your current situation is not able to use medicine, of course, I have no intention of giving you medicine, medicine will cause dependence, with your current situation, it is not optimistic." β
Lipo pushed Qiao Sushu outside, closed the door, and then sat down on the sofa before, and picked up the medical book again, everything seemed to be just here, Lipo was still so cold, unenthusiastic, and had a strange temper.
But Qiao Sushu knew that Lipo's was indeed treating her, but what the effect was, Qiao Sushu didn't feel it, the only thing he could feel was the flowers and plants on the middle finger at the door and your little feet that were red from the cold.
These are all things that Qiao Sushu really felt, the pain, Qiao Sushu didn't say it, she didn't understand Lipo's mind at all, if it was treatment, it was not similar to Dr. Liu, and she hadn't tried any of the usual techniques in the past.
Even hypnosis didn't work, so what did she have in mind?
"How is it?" Qiao's mother's voice sounded in her ears, and Qiao Sushu came back to her senses, shook her head and did not answer.
After saying goodbye to Lipo, Qiao Sushu glanced at the flowers and plants at the door again, what kind of flowers and grasses were they, she didn't know, but it looked so pleasing to the eye, which made Qiao Sushu want to stop and watch.
Qiao Sushu's small rental house, Qiao's mother knew, and also put forward the opinion that she wanted Qiao Sushu to move over, but Qiao Sushu refused, she hadn't drunk Si Lin yet, Ah Luo explained well, how could she leave so rashly?
The aggressive things in the department seemed to be still vivid, Qiao Sushu was in a trance, as if he saw Tuan Tuan, and in an instant, Qiao Sushu actually shed tears.
Why is that?
Even Qiao Sushu himself couldn't explain it.
It's like coming to Lipo's house, admiring the unknown flowers and plants, and now the tears that fall for no reason, all of this is inexplicable, as if it was a dream.
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The fire is burning, the hot tea is placed on the coffee table, the bright black tea, Qiao Sushu took a sip slightly, it was very refreshing, and then looked at the others around, and the one hanging on the wall turned out to be a photo of her when she was a child.
Qiao's mother smiled slightly: "I regret that I couldn't grow up with you, and I have no choice but to take this photo to miss it." β
Qiao's mother's warm big hand held Qiao Sushu's hand, and she was a little bitter, "Sushu, you tell your mother, what have you suffered all these years? Whose child is it?"
Qiao's mother checked the details of Qiao Sushu, and naturally understood her past, whose child Tuan Tuan was, and she naturally knew, but she still asked after all, I don't know what Qiao Sushu's reaction would be, but she, as a mother, if she wants to develop the relationship between mother and daughter, then this method is even better.
Qiao's mother knows everything, although this is Qiao Sushu's scar, but if Qiao Sushu tells her, it will be a happy thing, which means that Qiao Sushu has recognized her.
Qiao Sushu dodged Qiao's mother's gaze, and said some things about Qiao An'an always bullying her and waiting for me, but about Tuan Tuan, she avoided talking about it, and didn't seem to want to mention those unbearable pasts at all.
The hurt that Lu Yuanqing brought to Qiao Sushu, she didn't know how to answer, she had known that man for so many years, but what she finally got was such painful memories and torture, and what made her even more sad was that her half-sister was actually with Lu Yuanqing, dangling in front of her eyes, such a mockery, sending people under the fence, suffering from white eyes, Qiao Sushu never wanted to experience it a second time!
"I don't want to answer this, Tuan Tuan is my child!" Qiao Sushu suddenly became emotional, glaring at Qiao's mother angrily, as if he was going to treat Qiao's mother as an enemy in the next second.
Qiao's mother pursed her lips and wanted to say something, but finally gave up.
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