Chapter 57 Forgive her
Qiao Sushu shuddered for a moment, and seemed to mind a little: "Sushu, let's work together to cure that annoying depression!" Qiao's mother's eyes were firm.
Qiao Sushu was stunned for a few seconds, and then finally nodded, about Qiao's mother's old past, it was nothing, now that Qiao Sushu has such a serious illness, Qiao's mother naturally wants to put her mind on her.
Not only that, Qiao's mother will also send someone to inquire about Tuan Tuan's whereabouts, that is her granddaughter, how can she not care?
Pity the mother and daughter, Qiao Sushu suffers from depression, her own daughter also has autism, Qiao Sushu in order to give Tuan Tuan the best treatment, the debt she owes, is also like an astronomical amount on her shoulders, making her breathless.
Qiao's mother was distressed, her heart was full of guilt, and the two didn't know how long it took, Qiao's mother wiped away her tears, and vigorously sandwiched the dishes for Qiao Sushu, Qiao Sushu pursed her lips, asking her to change her words now, she couldn't do it.
This meal was extravagant, and when I thought about it carefully, I didn't know what happened, and the two became mother and son who loved each other as if they were back together.
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What Qiao's mother said was naturally not just talking, saying that she wanted to treat Qiao Sushu, so she would contact her immediately, and today, Qiao's mother brought Qiao Sushu to this well-known clinic for treatment.
Although it is a little famous, it is because this doctor has a strange temper, if it is not for someone he is familiar with, he will not treat you, then it will be.
Earlier, because Qiao's mother happened to know this doctor and helped a little, this was the fate, but I didn't expect that today, it would come in handy and come here with Qiao Sushu.
The clinic is very remote, like your own home, with flowers and plants planted outside, a piece of green, which is very pleasing to the eye, and it seems that people can empty their minds and be released.
The person who came was already waiting at the door, and when she saw Qiao's mother coming with someone, she first snorted coldly, and then walked straight into the back room, without the intention of greeting the two of them, Qiao's mother turned to look at Qiao Sushu's expression, and understood what she was thinking, "This person's temper is a little weird, don't be surprised, but her medical skills are undeniable." β
Qiao's mother smiled, pulled Qiao Sushu and walked inside, and came inside, the decoration here was very simple, it didn't look like a woman's residence at all, it looked like a commercial man lived.
But this woman sat on the sofa without any image, holding a medical book in her hand, and she didn't look at anyone, and the most impressive thing for Qiao Sushu was that she had a lollipop in her mouth, blonde hair and blue eyes, and was a beautiful foreigner.
"Hello, I'm Qiao Sushu, what do you call it?" In the end, it was Qiao Sushu who came to see a doctor, so he naturally had to be polite.
But after waiting for a while, Qiao Sushu didn't wait for the woman's reply, Qiao Sushu withdrew his hand silently, with obvious embarrassment on his face, Qiao's mother saw this, shook her head angrily, and said: "Lipo, this is my long-lost daughter, I brought her here today, I have something to ask you." β
Qiao's mother is an elder, but in front of Lipo, the two are more like friends, Lipo closed the book, peach blossom eyes squinted at Qiao Sushu, and looked Qiao Sushu up and down in two seconds, "Since it was you who asked, then I will be wronged." β
Lipo shrugged his shoulders, stepped forward and grabbed Qiao Sushu's arm, about to go to another room, the moment he grabbed her hand, Qiao Sushu only felt strange, and subconsciously wanted to break free, looking back at Qiao's mother, with a sense of distress in her clear eyes.
"Let go of my ......" She has depression and doesn't like strangers to touch her, she will feel extremely disgusted.
Sure enough, Lipo quickly let go of Qiao Sushu, and looked at Qiao Sushu with sharp eyes, and the dodging gaze made Lipo understand what was going on at once.
"Depression?" was an inquiry, but with great affirmation.
She is a well-known psychiatrist, there is no more cumbersome and unfree hospital, she opened a clinic by herself, in this remote place, she is a little famous, psychologically, in addition to Qiao Sushu's condition, it seems that she is still not lightly ill.
Looking at her resistant look, it seemed a little tricky, Lipo rubbed her neat short hair, very annoyed, "Such a refusal, what can I do?" Lilpo turned her gaze to Qiao's mother behind her.
Since it is her daughter, let's let Qiao's mother enlighten her for a while, according to Lipo's temperament, it is naturally unreasonable, if Qiao Sushu becomes more serious, it will be worth the loss!
Qiao's mother held Qiao Sushu's hand and said gently: "Sushu, this is Lipo, your psychiatrist, don't worry, I won't do anything, I'll wait for you outside, okay?" Qiao's mother rubbed Qiao Sushu's soft long hair.
As soon as she thought of Tuan Tuan, Qiao Sushu's depression began to spread, as if it was boundless, and she was about to drown her, Qiao Sushu wanted to cry out for help loudly, but her voice couldn't make a sound at all, this feeling of weightlessness on the verge of death, she couldn't refuse, but felt relieved.
Lipo raised her good-looking eyebrows, no longer pulled Qiao Sushu, only let her follow behind, and entered the back room, Lipo has a rule, that is, when she is treating, she must not be disturbed by outsiders, and it must be a confined space, otherwise, her cleanliness is really unbearable.
Let Qiao Sushu sit on the chair, the equipment here is very perfect, not like what a psychiatrist should have, more like, it is an operating room, bad thoughts suddenly appeared in his mind, and Qiao Sushu's body began to tremble.
But the final result was unexpected for Qiao Sushu, lipo's approach was not rigid at all, it was more vivid, and Qiao Sushu subconsciously began to relax.
"What did you see at first glance?"
"Flowers and plants. β
"How does it feel?"
"It's very pleasing to the eye, this green thing, it looks a little bit relaxing. β
"I've seen it before?"
"Well, in a restaurant, the dΓ©cor is very satisfying. β
"Plants or animals?"
"Living plants, although they can't move, can feel spirituality. β
"What's the most depressing thing that makes you feel depressed?"
Hearing this, Qiao Sushu began to be silent, as if he was reluctant to speak, Lipo saw Qiao Sushu's expression through the light, and his frowning brows seemed to think of some painful memories.
"Okay, since you don't want to say it, don't say it, you go outside to look at the flowers and plants for ten minutes, you can see it clearly, remember not to break it. After Lipo finished telling Qiao Sushu, he lowered his head and didn't know what he was writing.
(2). A woman with an eccentric temper
Although Qiao Sushu was strange, he didn't ask much, when he passed by Qiao's mother, he gave her a reassuring smile, and walked barefoot to the garden at the door, I have to say that the flowers and plants here are really good, not only endowed with spirituality, but even the branches and leaves are also very good, full of luster, Qiao Sushu wanted to touch it, and remembered what Lipo had just said, so he forcibly withdrew his hand.
It's winter, it's very cold, although the flowers and plants outside are pleasing to the eye, her feet are red from the cold, she can't stand it, she quickly ran to the back room, the heating is on enough, Qiao Sushu shivered for a few minutes, and was called in by Lipo.
Sitting on the chair again, the mood was two different moods, Qiao Sushu took a deep breath, as if he had roughly guessed what Lipo would ask.
"How did you feel?"
"Although the flowers and plants are charming, the feeling of being barefoot makes me unable to adapt to it, and the greater feeling is the cold. β
"In that case, why don't you wear shoes? I didn't let you go out barefoot. Lipo frowned, a little reproachful.
"......" Qiao Sushu couldn't say anything to refute for a while, indeed, Lipo didn't let her go out barefoot, it was her own negligence.
But the cold of that winter was unpredictable for Qiao Sushu, and in the house, he couldn't feel it, but he didn't expect that he was negligent and ran out without even putting on his shoes.
Thinking of this, Qiao Sushu smiled, and a long-lost smile rose at the corner of his mouth, such a stupid thing, Qiao Sushu seems to have not done it for a long time, not only that, but he is always tortured by Tuan Tuan's things, unable to breathe, in the middle of the night, many times, there are years when he wants to give up, but every time he thinks of Tuan Tuan's small figure, all the illnesses are all carried at once.
"Have you ever done anything unexpected?" As a psychiatrist, the most common form of depression is that you can't bear it and want to whisper.
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Silence again.
Lipo was not in a hurry, just waiting for Qiao Sushu's answer, in fact, she could see at a glance that Qiao Sushu was under a lot of pressure, as for what it was, she didn't want to know and couldn't guess.
After about ten minutes, Lipo didn't wait for Qiao Sushu's answer, seeing this, she didn't plan to ask again, since she couldn't ask, why waste time, only when she untied the knot in her heart by herself, she could really get into her heart, what Lipo could do was just some superficial guidance.
What Qiao Sushu really wants to overcome is the obstacle in his heart.
Lipo sat down again as she did just now, bowing her head and writing something, and after a while, she said to Qiao Sushu: "Your current situation is not able to use medicine, of course, I have no intention of giving you medicine, medicine will cause dependence, with your current situation, it is not optimistic." β
Lipo pushed Qiao Sushu outside, closed the door, and then sat down on the sofa before, and picked up the medical book again, everything seemed to be just here, Lipo was still so cold, unenthusiastic, and had a strange temper.
But Qiao Sushu knew that Lipo's was indeed treating her, but what the effect was, Qiao Sushu didn't feel it, the only thing he could feel was the flowers and plants on the middle finger at the door and your little feet that were red from the cold.
These are all things that Qiao Sushu really felt, the pain, Qiao Sushu didn't say it, she didn't understand Lipo's mind at all, if it was treatment, it was not similar to Dr. Liu, and she hadn't tried any of the usual techniques in the past.
Even hypnosis didn't work, so what did she have in mind?
"How is it?" Qiao's mother's voice sounded in her ears, and Qiao Sushu came back to her senses, shook her head and did not answer.
After saying goodbye to Lipo, Qiao Sushu glanced at the flowers and plants at the door again, what kind of flowers and grasses were they, she didn't know, but it looked so pleasing to the eye, which made Qiao Sushu want to stop and watch.
Qiao Sushu's small rental house, Qiao's mother knew, and also put forward the opinion that she wanted Qiao Sushu to move over, but Qiao Sushu refused, she hadn't drunk Si Lin yet, Ah Luo explained well, how could she leave so rashly?
The aggressive things in the department seemed to be still vivid, Qiao Sushu was in a trance, as if he saw Tuan Tuan, and in an instant, Qiao Sushu actually shed tears.
Why is that?
Even Qiao Sushu himself couldn't explain it.
It's like coming to Lipo's house, admiring the unknown flowers and plants, and now the tears that fall for no reason, all of this is inexplicable, as if it was a dream.
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The fire is burning, the hot tea is placed on the coffee table, the bright black tea, Qiao Sushu took a sip slightly, it was very refreshing, and then looked at the others around, and the one hanging on the wall turned out to be a photo of her when she was a child.
Qiao's mother smiled slightly: "I regret that I couldn't grow up with you, and I have no choice but to take this photo to miss it." β
Qiao's mother's warm big hand held Qiao Sushu's hand, and she was a little bitter, "Sushu, you tell your mother, what have you suffered all these years? Whose child is it?"
Qiao's mother checked the details of Qiao Sushu, and naturally understood her past, whose child Tuan Tuan was, and she naturally knew, but she still asked after all, I don't know what Qiao Sushu's reaction would be, but she, as a mother, if she wants to develop the relationship between mother and daughter, then this method is even better.
Qiao's mother knows everything, although this is Qiao Sushu's scar, but if Qiao Sushu tells her, it will be a happy thing, which means that Qiao Sushu has recognized her.
Qiao Sushu dodged Qiao's mother's gaze, and said some things about Qiao An'an always bullying her and waiting for me, but about Tuan Tuan, she avoided talking about it, and didn't seem to want to mention those unbearable pasts at all.
The hurt that Lu Yuanqing brought to Qiao Sushu, she didn't know how to answer, she had known that man for so many years, but what she finally got was such painful memories and torture, and what made her even more sad was that her half-sister was actually with Lu Yuanqing, dangling in front of her eyes, such a mockery, sending people under the fence, suffering from white eyes, Qiao Sushu never wanted to experience it a second time!
"I don't want to answer this, Tuan Tuan is my child!" Qiao Sushu suddenly became emotional, glaring at Qiao's mother angrily, as if he was going to treat Qiao's mother as an enemy in the next second.
Qiao's mother pursed her lips and wanted to say something, but finally gave up.
(3) Treat diligently
Qiao Sushu returned to his residence and wanted to cook on a whim, but when he got here, it seemed that he hadn't cooked for a long time, and he didn't know if his cooking skills had regressed.
Thinking of this, Qiao Sushu went downstairs to buy some ingredients, estimated the time, washed vegetables, cut vegetables, cooked, the whole process was very fast, and when Qiao Sushu brought the last dish to the table, Si Lin and A Luo also happened to arrive home, Qiao Sushu took off his apron and said, "Are you back?"
Hearing this, Si Lin thought that she had heard it wrong, these days, Qiao Sushu said very little, sometimes Si Lin talked to her, Qiao Sushu also smiled and avoided talking about it, what happened today?
"What delicious food did you make?" Si Lin made a greedy look and grabbed Qiao Sushu's shoulder.
Qiao Sushu said with a smile: "Eat quickly, I haven't cooked for a long time, and I don't know how my cooking skills are now, if it's not good, don't blame me." β
Qiao Sushu left today's events behind her and tried not to bring her sadness to them.
Silin has never used chopsticks, so naturally she doesn't know how to use them, she usually eats outside, and she uses knives and forks.
"That's it. Qiao Sushu took Si Lin's hand and taught carefully.
The meal was extraordinarily joyful, half an hour later, A Luo cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, Qiao Sushu sat on the sofa, a little wanted to say something, for her to find her mother, it was all in a company, Qiao's mother also repeatedly asked Qiao Sushu to move over.
"Cerene, Arlo, I want to talk to you about something. β
The two looked at Qiao Sushu suspiciously, and motioned for her to speak, Qiao Sushu breathed nervously, "I had too many things before, and I don't know how to tell you, but I want to tell you good news now." β
Qiao Sushu paused, "The good news is that I found my biological mother, who has been separated for many years, and in my memory, it seems that I have never seen her, but in the past few days, God has reunited us." β
Hearing this, the two of them were very excited, and said in unison, "Really? What are you going to do now? Are you going?"
"She wanted me to move in with her, but I refused, I thought I hadn't made it clear to you yet, and if I left rashly, I was afraid that it would cause a storm with someone else. β
"Who is your mother? It's a good thing if you find it, it's okay for you mother and daughter to live together after so many years of separation. These people are sophisticated, and Ah Luo understands that Qiao Sushu's past is very distressing, and now, she finally has someone who loves her wholeheartedly.
Qiao Sushu nodded, she naturally understood these truths, "It's Qiao Dong of the company." β
After saying that, Si Lin suddenly shouted: "What?" Not only Si Lin, but even Ah Luo was taken aback: "Su Shu, aren't you kidding? Are you sure it's the founder of the company, Qiao Dong?"
The latter nodded, and then sighed again, "It's been confirmed, a paternity test has been done, and now the two of us can be regarded as reunited, I have forgiven her for not being by my side for so many years, everyone has unspeakable hardships, and I know that she is like this." Qiao Sushu lowered his head, almost crying.
Thinking of Qiao's mother, Qiao Sushu, who is also a mother, also thinks of Tuan Tuan, Tuan Tuan is still so young, suffering from autism, but Qiao Sushu ruthlessly abandoned her, regardless of it, what kind of qualified mother is she? kept saying that it was for Tuan Tuan's good, but in the end, it was she who was most sorry for Tuan Tuan.
Ah Luo was silent for a while, and Si Lin didn't speak, looking at Qiao Sushu's reaction, she felt a little uncomfortable, Qiao Sushu's story probably only knew a little, and the details were Qiao Sushu's privacy, and they had no right to ask.
"In that case, have you decided?"
Qiao Sushu shook his head helplessly, lowered his head with teary eyes, and his voice was also crying, "I suddenly thought of some old things, some emotions are out of control, I suffer from depression, I went to the doctor today, and now I think of the past, and I can't control it." β
Depression is to exclude outsiders from entering your heart, blindly not understanding, not listening, and even if others want to help you, you refuse ruthlessly, as if they are all here to harm you.
"Sushu, what about your illness, since we have decided to treat it, then we should cooperate well, if it is cured, then your relatives will also feel relieved, and there is no need to worry about you anymore. Ah Luo gently held Qiao Sushu's arm and said with relief.
Yes, if she is cured, then she will no longer have to think about soft thoughts, and she will never leave Tuan Tuan alone again.
Thinking of this, Qiao Sushu wiped away his tears, with a determination in his clear eyes.
"Good!" was a single note, but with great determination.
In this way, Qiao Sushu moved into Qiao's mother's house, and Qiao's mother also collected many ways to treat depression on the Internet, but most of them were to relax, travel, and see more of the wonders of nature.
"Plain books, deep breathing, doing exercises. β
"A glass of milk in the morning. β
"Empty your brain and don't think about anything else. β
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In this way, after January, the weather began to gradually warm up, Qiao Sushu no longer wore heavy cotton clothes, walking in the snow in the cold wind, and today, Qiao Sushu came to Lipo's home again.
It's still the same, but the flowers and plants at the door have changed, and it is also the spring season, the flowers and plants begin to sprout, and the new shoots that are more lush than the original branches and leaves have grown.
"Why are you here again this time?" Lipo's unabashed words sounded, and Qiao Sushu couldn't help but laugh.
Lipo shifted his gaze to Qiao Sushu's body, and Qiao Sushu clearly saw that there was a touch of relief in Lipo's eyes, but it was fleeting, but it was still captured by Qiao Sushu.
"It looks a lot better. Lipo turned around, and Qiao's mother followed in.
Qiao's mother had an unconcealable smile on her face, "In the past month, I have been helping Sushu to tide over the difficulties, and I want her to get out of this predicament and relax all day long, but I didn't expect that this will also bear fruit." β
Qiao Sushu didn't speak, sat aside, listening to the conversation between the two, there was always a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, unlike last time, Qiao Sushu had a sense of confidence, but in a month's time, it had changed so much, it seemed that Qiao's mother also took a lot of effort.
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