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In fact, the distance from Xiao Jingchen's outer study to Xiao Ziyu's Jingshu Pavilion is really not close. And now that it's so late, the door to the inner house has long been closed.

But if Xiao Ziyu wants to go in, there must be no one to stop her, Xiao Jingchen is still a little uneasy, and personally sent Xiao Ziyu to the door of Jingshu Pavilion.

"Go in, I'll go back too. Xiao Jingchen said goodbye.

The mother-in-law guarding the door was still waiting for Xiao Jingchen, so she simply waited for Xiao Jingchen to come out of the inner house, locked the door, and saved herself from getting up to open the door once.

Xiao Ziyu nodded, "You can go back and rest, it's not too early." ”

After Xiao Ziyu finished speaking, she pushed the door and went in, Xiuxin and Xiuqing both knew that she hadn't come back, so she must have kept the door.

Xiao Ziyu was also full of exhaustion, but seeing that there was still a lamp in her room, she probably understood in her heart, it seemed that Xiao Jing'er hadn't slept yet, and was still waiting for her in the room.

Xiao Ziyu knew what Xiao Jing'er was thinking, but Xiao Ziyu really didn't know how to tell Xiao Jing'er about tonight.

And the discernment, this is obviously impossible, Xiao Jingchen hasn't figured out what to say yet, if she says it, it will only make the situation more chaotic, she can't do such a thing.

Otherwise, she didn't say anything, and said to Xiao Jing'er that she didn't know anything, which seemed impossible, she talked to Xiao Jingchen about this time, if Xiao Jingchen didn't tell herself anything, even she didn't believe it, let alone Xiao Jing'er.

Xiao Ziyu fell into a very difficult situation for a while.

But no matter what, Xiao Ziyu had to face it, she pushed open the door and walked in, and sure enough, Xiao Jing'er was dozing off with her chin in one hand.

Xiao Jing'er is also tired, this saving people was originally a physical job, plus mental tension, and now she can't hold it anymore.

Xiao But after Xiao Jing'er heard the movement, she immediately stood up, and when she saw Xiao Ziyu, the expression on her face was very happy, and she hurriedly greeted her.

"Miss, are you tired?" Xiao Jing'er asked with concern.

Looking at Xiao Jing'er's eager eyes, Xiao Ziyu also knew that Xiao Jing'er wanted to know what Xiao Jingchen said to her, Xiao Ziyu could understand, and she also wanted to know.

"Jing'er, why haven't you rested yet, you've been busy for most of the night tonight, hurry up and rest. Xiao Ziyu looked at Xiao Jing'er distressedly.

Xiao Jing'er smiled, "I'm fine, I'm not tired, Miss won't come back, I'm not at ease, I can't sleep." ”

"I didn't say I'm tired, I fell asleep here just now, let's go to sleep quickly, I'm tired too, rest early, what's the matter, let's talk about it tomorrow." Xiao Ziyu's tone was a little eager.

In fact, Xiao Ziyu also wanted to escape Xiao Jing'er's questioning, but it was different from Xiao Jingchen's evasion.

Xiao Jing'er didn't fail to see Xiao Ziyu's emotional changes, and Xiao Jing'er's heart suddenly cooled by half.

Could it be that now even the young lady has begun to avoid herself, alienate herself, and dislike herself?

Xiao Jing'er felt very sad when she thought of this, she didn't know what Xiao Jingchen said to Miss, how long it took to make Miss's attitude change greatly.

Xiao Jing'er's mind changed, and Xiao Ziyu could still feel it somewhat.

But Xiao Ziyu really didn't know what to say to Xiao Jing'er, she could finally feel Xiao Jingchen's feeling now, which was really not a good feeling.

"Jing'er, Jing'er. Xiao Ziyu called.

Xiao Jing'er was a little flustered, and when she heard Xiao Ziyu's voice, she came back to her senses and looked at Xiao Ziyu, "Miss, what's wrong?"

"Go back and rest, and I'll talk about it tomorrow. Xiao Ziyu thought about it for a moment, and finally said this.

Xiao Jing'er smiled self-deprecatingly, "Miss, even you have changed, why is this?" Xiao Jing'er's tears swirled in her eyes, but she stubbornly refused to fall.

Xiao Ziyu could see that Xiao Jing'er was only afraid that she was sad from the bottom of her heart.

Also, after a series of blows, anyone must be a little sad.

"Jing'er, I don't, I have never changed to you, your status in my heart will never change, you will always be my best sister and my relative. Xiao Ziyu almost swore to the sky, in fact, Xiao Ziyu is really not good at saying these words, she is good to a person, she is a trickle, and she expresses it with practical actions.

Just like Yu Wenyi before, he kept saying love, just using sweet words to let Xiao Ziyu do things for him, this kind of talent is the most selfish and terrifying.

"Miss, then tell me, what did Xiao Jingchen say to you, I want to know everything, even if I die, I have to be a ghost. Xiao Jing'er was unswerving, and said word by word.

In fact, Xiao Jing'er was also a little conflicted at the beginning, I don't know if I should insist on asking why, in case Xiao Jingchen really said something to change her mind, she might really be unacceptable.

But now, Xiao Jing'er suddenly wanted to know.

Anyway, the horizontal is also dead, and the vertical is also dead, if Xiao Jingchen really changes his mind, then he can't change this fact.

Then you might as well have a good time.

"Jing'er, in fact, I didn't ask, really. Xiao Ziyu looked at Xiao Jing'er and said very seriously.

Xiao Jing'er looked at Xiao Ziyu with disbelief on her face, "Miss, you lie to me." ”

Xiao Ziyu shook her head, "Jing'er, I really didn't lie to you. Xiao Ziyu's palms are actually full of sweat, but Xiao Ziyu has always been good at observing words and feelings, and she knows best what a liar looks like.

Xiao Ziyu kept reminding herself to be sincere, to be sincere, she was telling the truth.

Sure enough, Xiao Ziyu successfully hypnotized herself, and then looked at Xiao Jing'er with her eyes flashing, and said, "Jing'er, I didn't lie to you, I don't believe you look at my eyes, see if I dodge, see if I lied to you." ”

Xiao Ziyu was also very weak in her heart, but she kept reminding herself that pinching her palms was a white lie, not malicious.

Anyway, I just feel helpless.

Xiao Jing'er looked at Xiao Ziyu's eyes carefully, Xiao Ziyu's eyes were very beautiful, although they were not particularly big, but they were very attractive.

Especially a pair of dark eyes, shining like obsidian, it seems that if you look at her eyes so seriously, you can be deeply attracted by her.

Your heart trembles.

Xiao Jing'er really couldn't see that there was a little trace of dodging in these eyes, but a liar would not be so calm, Xiao Jing'er was a little confused.

"Miss, do you really not know anything?" Xiao Jing'er asked cautiously.

Xiao Ziyu nodded, "Jing'er, I really don't know anything, originally after you left, I thought Xiao Jingchen would make it clear to me, but I didn't expect that all he discussed with me was about His Majesty's poisoning tonight, I wanted to ask about you, but he refused to say, saying that it was really a matter between the two of you, so I didn't have to interfere, but the matter of Your Majesty's poisoning was not trivial, and I couldn't leave it alone, so I kept talking to him until now." Xiao Ziyu continued to talk nonsense with her eyes open.

Fortunately, Xiao Ziyu's life in the palace over the years has allowed Xiao Ziyu to speak completely to hide her emotions, but in the face of Xiao Jing'er, Xiao Ziyu is still very weak-hearted.

If it was an insignificant person, Xiao Ziyu might not feel anything, this lie would be more natural, but Xiao Jing'er is the person she cares about, she is really very contradictory, if it wasn't for the fact that she couldn't say it, she wouldn't have chosen to deceive Xiao Jing'er.

After all, what Xiao Ziyu hates most is being deceived, and being deceived by those closest to him.

So how could she deceive the people she cared about.

But at this moment, Xiao Ziyu seemed to understand that sometimes the lies were not all malicious, and she could swear to God that all the lies she said today were good. There is not the slightest malice.

When Xiao Jing'er heard this, she basically believed Xiao Ziyu in her heart, in fact, Xiao Jing'er has always trusted Xiao Ziyu very much, and Xiao Ziyu's explanation is also very reasonable, so she naturally believes it even more.

"Miss, I believe you, I will believe everything you say, because in this world, you are the only one who makes me believe, I really mistrusted Xiao Jingchen, I think he must have changed his mind, so he will hide it from you, in fact, even if he has changed his mind, there is nothing that cannot be said, feelings are originally a matter of mutual affection, if he doesn't like me anymore, I won't pester him, Xiao Jingchen really looks down on me!" Although Xiao Jing'er was sad, she still raised her head and said arrogantly.

Xiao Ziyu sighed, things were completely screwed, but she didn't know what to say, and now she explained that everything was superfluous.

In fact, Xiao Jingchen was also very embarrassed, and things were not what Xiao Jing'er imagined.

But Xiao Ziyu couldn't say anything.

"Jing'er, things may not be like this, because I never asked why, Xiao Jingchen said that he would give you an explanation. Xiao Ziyu comforted.

The first time Xiao Ziyu talked to Xiao Jing'er, she felt so empty and at a loss, she almost wanted to turn around and run away.

I really feel that she doesn't want to face such a situation at all.

Xiao Ziyu became more and more able to understand why Xiao Jingchen reacted like this just now, although the things they avoided were different, but they felt the same way.

"Otherwise, why could it be? I didn't do anything wrong to make him so afraid to face me, why is that?" Xiao Jing'er looked helpless, and her emotions were a little out of control.

Xiao Ziyu couldn't wait to slap herself to death, what is the relationship between Xiao Jing'er and her, it is the same as her own sister, and Xiao Jing'er has paid for her all her life without regrets, and in the end, she even died for her.

And today, she is still deceiving Xiao Jing'er.

No matter what the purpose is, whether it is good or not, but in the end it is deceived and it is deceitful, and there is no position to say that it is good or bad.

"Jing'er, don't be like this, it's yourself who tortures you like this. Xiao Ziyu choked up and said.

Xiao Jing'er didn't think much about it, she just thought that Xiao Ziyu felt sorry for her, Xiao Jing'er's tears fell down one by one, "I don't want to do this either, I'm just afraid that I have been poisoned by Xiao Jingchen, is he tricking me?" Xiao Jing'er's teary eyes made Xiao Ziyu look like a pinprick.

"I'm really useless, why can't I take it and put it down, it's all on my head. Xiao Jing'er said helplessly.

"Jing'er, don't be like this, really don't be like this. Xiao Ziyu felt that she still couldn't hold on, in the face of a person who treated her so sincerely, Xiao Ziyu really couldn't deceive, whether it was a white lie or a malicious lie.

"Miss, don't worry about me, I'm fine, I'll go back to sleep, you should go to bed early." Xiao Jing'er could see that Xiao Ziyu was also very tired, so she was going to leave.

"Wait a minute. Xiao Ziyu called.

Xiao Jing'er had already turned around, and when she heard Xiao Ziyu's words, she paused and turned her head to look at Xiao Ziyu.

Xiao Ziyu seemed to have made a lot of determination before she spoke, "Jing'er, I actually know everything, but I don't know how to tell you, but no matter what the result is, I plan to tell you as it is." ”

Xiao Jing'er looked at Xiao Ziyu a little dumbfounded, she didn't expect this to be the result.

"Miss, didn't you say you didn't know anything?" Xiao Jing'er felt a very bad premonition in her heart.

After all, Xiao Jing'er and Xiao Ziyu grew up together, and the two of them know each other very well. Xiao Ziyu can say this, but she lied and deceived herself before, which means that what Xiao Ziyu knows must not be beneficial to her, and even saying it may make Xiao Jing'er unbearable, otherwise, she will not stop saying it.

But in the end, Xiao Ziyu was going to say it again, which made Xiao Jing'er even more nervous.

Xiao Ziyu let out a long sigh and said, "Jing'er, in fact, the eldest brother told me everything, I do know everything, but what we discussed is not to tell you first, but I see that you misunderstand the eldest brother, of course, the eldest brother also has a lot of wrongs, but Jing'er, the truth is really not what you imagined." Since Xiao Ziyu opened her mouth, her emotions slowly calmed down, and when she said it, it was much smoother.

"Miss, is it the truth of the matter, it's not something I can accept, that's why you and Xiao Jingchen decided not to tell me. Xiao Jing'er's voice trembled a little.

"I don't know whether to tell you or not, or whether I've said good or bad to you, but that's it, and with that said, I've decided to tell you the truth. Xiao Ziyu actually had some contradictions in her heart, but she decided that she didn't want to do so much.

"Well, whatever the outcome, I can bear it, miss, you can say it. Xiao Jing'er also seemed to have made up her mind.

Xiao Ziyu pulled Xiao Jing'er to sit down, and then told Xiao Jing'er everything one by one, without the slightest concealment, of course, Xiao Ziyu didn't say much about Xiao Jingchen's attitude, this emotional problem is indeed the two of them, and it is not convenient for others to interfere.

Xiao Ziyu finished narrating in a very calm voice.

She had actually been paying attention to Xiao Jing'er's expression, but Xiao Ziyu was also a little worried, because Xiao Jing'er's expression hadn't changed much, but her face was as pale as paper.

And the hands are tightly crossed and clasped together, which is obviously a sign of excessive tension.

Xiao Ziyu finished speaking, and for a long time, she didn't speak, just looked at Xiao Jing'er quietly.

Xiao Jing'er's face was pale, her brows were frowning tightly, and her lips were a little pale.

Xiao Ziyu reached out and held Xiao Jing'er's hand tightly, "Jing'er, what do you want to say, just say, don't put too much pressure on yourself, I said, no matter who you are, in my eyes, you are just my Jing'er, my sister." ”

Xiao Jing'er's fingertips trembled slightly, and her hands were cold without any warmth.

After a long time, Xiao Jing'er reluctantly spoke, "Miss, the truth is really too cruel, too cruel!"

Xiao Jing'er didn't seem to be able to accept this fact, she really couldn't accept it, even if she killed her, she didn't expect things to be like this.

She always thought that Xiao Jingchen had changed her mind, but she didn't expect that her life experience was indeed unacceptable.

"Miss, you tell me, this is not true, is it? This is not true, I am not a princess of Nanzhao Kingdom, I am not, I am just Xiao Jing'er, I am a girl you picked up, I would rather be just a girl from a humble background, I don't want to be a princess of Laoshizi. Xiao Jing'er's mood was obviously a little broken.

Xiao Ziyu walked to Xiao Jing'er's side and hugged Xiao Jing'er in her arms, Xiao Jing'er hugged Xiao Ziyu and sobbed softly, her voice was very depressed, it was very uncomfortable to watch, Xiao Ziyu could understand Xiao Jing'er, even Xiao Ziyu couldn't accept it just now, let alone Xiao Jing'er.

"Jing'er, I said, I don't care who you are, you are my Jing'er, my relatives, and my sister, and this will never change. Xiao Ziyu said very seriously.

Xiao Jing'er was moved when she heard this, " I know, I always knew that if Miss you disliked me, you wouldn't say this to me, I know, if what you said is true, then I'll be finished, Jing Chen and I will really be finished, it is impossible for the Xiao family to accept my eldest daughter-in-law, if Jing Chen is not the eldest son, there may not be any problems between us, but he is the future head of the Xiao family, we must be finished, I know his suffering and helplessness at the moment, even I feel that there is no future, let alone him. Xiao Jing'er cried even more sadly.

"Jing'er, my eldest brother really likes you, it is because of his sincerity, coupled with his personality, that he has so many concerns, don't blame him, he himself is also desperate, he has too many concerns, just like you said, he is the eldest son of the Xiao family, the future head of the Xiao family, he has grown up step by step since he was a child, his father and grandfather have stipulated everything for him, and he was with you at the beginning, it was already the most outrageous thing he did, he said that when he was cold to you, looking at your sad appearance, he felt ten times more uncomfortable than you。 ”

Xiao Jing'er cried bitterly, and almost wiped all the snot and tears onto Xiao Ziyu's body.

If it was usual, Xiao Ziyu would have been disgusted to death a long time ago, but at this moment, Xiao Ziyu couldn't care about so much at all.

"Miss, what should I do, I love Xiao Jingchen so much, I really love him, but I know that we can't do it, why would I be some kind of damn princess, I never knew what kind of princess I was, and I didn't want to be a princess, miss, I just want to be Xiao Jing'er, is it okay?" Xiao Jing'er threw herself into Xiao Ziyu's arms and cried, crying heartbroken.

Xiao Ziyu let Xiao Jing'er hold her, she knew that it was useless to say anything at the moment, let Xiao Jing'er cry for a while.

Xiao Jing'er was crying all the time, and she slurred her words that she loved Xiao Jingchen so much, and said that she didn't want to be a princess at all.

Flipping over and over, that's it anyway.

Xiao Ziyu never felt that Xiao Jing'er was an orphan before, because she had relatives, but she knew that Xiao Jing'er was not an orphan, Xiao Ziyu looked at Xiao Jing'er at this moment, but felt that Xiao Jing'er was very pitiful, if she could choose, Xiao Jing'er would rather be an orphan than have the slightest involvement with the royal family of Nanzhao.

"Miss, I'm so sad, I'm really sad, what should I do?" Xiao Jing'er completely lost her backbone and cried so much that it made people feel distressed.

This book was first published by Lewen, please do not reprint!