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Xiao Jingchen shuddered when he thought about the consequences.

If he wasn't the heir of the Xiao family, he really wanted to take Xiao Jing'er away.

You don't have to face that.

"Yu'er, can you understand my current mood? I look at Jing'er, my heart is sour and astringent, and sometimes, I don't know how to face her, if I had known this, I would rather not know her life history for the rest of my life!" Xiao Jingchen said with annoyance.

He really couldn't regret it.

"Big brother, don't say that, this is not something you can change, this is the case, even if you don't know Jing'er's life experience now, but such a thing will be exposed sooner or later, it's just a matter of time, but if you know it late, it's better to know it early." Xiao Ziyu said comfortingly.

Xiao Jingchen knew that Xiao Ziyu was comforting him and telling him not to be so sad and guilty, but he still couldn't let go of it in his heart.

"Yu'er, what do you say I should do now?Pretend that nothing happened? I really can't do it, maybe I'm a very selfish person, tonight, when you asked Jing'er to save Your Majesty, I hesitated, in fact, I despised my hesitation at that time, I actually doubted Jing'er, I would use the greatest malice to speculate about Jing'er, think about it, I feel that I am too dark. After Xiao Jingchen finished speaking, his face was full of guilt and guilt.

Xiao Ziyu understood what Xiao Jingchen meant.

However, Xiao Ziyu can understand Xiao Jingchen.

Xiao Jingchen lives in this deceitful court, and almost every day he has to face intrigues, almost speculating about anyone, with the greatest malice.

This kind of day has become a habit, so when he learns about Xiao Jing'er's life experience, he will naturally unconsciously substitute Xiao Jing'er into this kind of battle.

To put it bluntly, it was the problem of this life experience that caused a big problem between the two people.

Xiao Ziyu suddenly felt a little sad, after so many years of day and night, it seemed that all trust collapsed at this moment.

"Big brother, you like Jing'er, but deep down in your heart, you don't trust Jing'er, to put it bluntly, your trust in Jing'er is based on the fact that she is just Xiao Jing'er, the little girl I picked up in the past, if she is not, her identity has changed, she is now the princess of Nanzhaoguo, and there will be a seed of doubt in your heart. Xiao Ziyu's tone was a little sad and a little heavy.

"Actually, I know what you're thinking, you're thinking about when I picked up Jing'er back, is this a conspiracy of Nanzhaoguo, are you wondering if Jing'er has known her life experience all these years, just hide it, you will use the darkest thoughts to speculate about Jing'er, big brother, this is not what I would like to see, but you are born to be such a person, your heart is not sunny enough, but you can't blame you, it is your growth environment that has created all this, to put it bluntly, our home is not a sunny place, every inch of land here has the taste of conspiracy estimates, I don't blame you, Jing'er won't blame you。 Xiao Ziyu analyzed very calmly.

To be honest, Xiao Ziyu's analysis is also pertinent.

Xiao Jingchen's position here is destined to Xiao Jingchen not to be a sunny person, and he is also destined to be suspicious of Xiao Jing'er.

"Yu'er, you see me too thoroughly, in front of you, I am transparent. Xiao Jingchen suddenly felt embarrassed.

"Big brother, I can't blame you, my grandfather and father have cultivated you as the head of the Xiao family since childhood, and you are destined to not be a simple and sunny teenager, otherwise, you can't afford the burden of the Xiao family, even my heart is extremely dark, I see people with the greatest malice, but I am different from Jing'er, I trust her, no matter who she is, in my heart, she will always be Xiao Jing'er is my closest sister, this point, will not change because of anything. Xiao Ziyu said very firmly.

To put it bluntly, there are too few things experienced between Xiao Jingchen and Xiao Jing'er after all, but Xiao Ziyu and Xiao Jing'er have relatively more days and nights, and Xiao Jing'er, who gave her life, Xiao Ziyu will never forget, and it is impossible that because Xiao Jing'er's identity has changed, this trust will be gone.

"You really didn't suspect her at all, didn't you at all?" Xiao Jingchen asked.

Xiao Ziyu nodded, "Yes, I didn't doubt her, never, and I believe that even if Jing'er knows her identity, her heart will not change much, she is still Xiao Jing'er." ”

"Yu'er, there are some things you still don't know, Mrs. Zhenli has never stopped looking for Jing'er, although she has a son by her side, so far, she is also very favored by Emperor Nanzhao, but her daughter, she has never given up looking, although Mrs. Zhenli's father has passed away, but now her brother is in the rivers and lakes of Nanzhao, almost has the ability to call for wind and rain, just because it involves the royal family of Nanzhao, so there is no fanfare to find, I heard that Mrs. Zhenli has sent someone to Daewoo Dynasty and Northern Qi to investigate and secretly visit, she has never given up Jing'er, and it seems that she must find a result, regardless of whether her daughter is alive or dead, there must be a result, and it must not be so unclear. This is what Xiao Jingchen is more worried about.

In fact, at the beginning, Xiao Jingchen planned to hide Xiao Jing'er's life experience as much as possible, but then felt that if Mrs. Zhenli never gave up, and this birthmark is such a good symbol, sooner or later, Xiao Jing'er's life experience will be exposed, if it really comes to the day when it is exposed, Xiao Jingchen really doesn't know how to face everyone.

I don't know how Xiao Jing'er will face these people.

"Is Madame Zhenli really so stubborn?" Xiao Ziyu asked.

"Yes, Mrs. Zhenli has never given up on her search for her daughter. ”

"Then what if we give her a wrong hint?" Xiao Ziyu asked rhetorically.

Xiao Jingchen was stunned, he didn't expect Xiao Ziyu to say this.

However, Xiao Ziyu quickly denied it, "We can't do this, this is Jing'er's life experience, we have no right to hide it from her like this, what do you say, she has the right to know her life experience, and has the right to make her own choice, in fact, I think we should tell her the truth." ”

"No!" Xiao Jingchen objected without thinking about it.

"I can't let Jing'er know, if Jing'er knows, I'm afraid she will leave. Xiao Jingchen said with a frightened face.

"But what if you don't say it, if Jing'er knows that we know her background but doesn't tell her, what do you think will happen to her?" Xiao Ziyu asked.

"Jing'er will be very angry. Xiao Jingchen guessed.

"Big brother, I know you care about her, but you can't help but be suspicious of her, you are conflicted in your heart, you are cold and hot to Jing'er, and your attitude is indifferent, in fact, this is mutual torture, if you continue like this, the relationship between the two of you will collapse sooner or later. Xiao Ziyu asserted.

"I understand, I understand, I don't want to be like this, it's just that I really haven't adjusted how to face Jing'er, how to deal with this matter, I don't even know if I married her, is it good for her, or hurt her. ”

"No one can give you an answer to this, only you know. "Emotional matters, you can only make your own decisions.

"I understand, Yu'er, it's not early, and you're tired all day, so why don't you go back and rest. Xiao Jingchen said with a sigh.

"I'm not tired, I'll stay with you for a while, haven't you slept much these days, look at your own eyes are red, and your eye sockets are sunken. Xiao Ziyu said with some distress.

Xiao Jingchen smiled bitterly and didn't say anything, in fact, let alone sleeping, Xiao Jingchen didn't even feel like he could eat, it was really like the sky was falling.

"Big brother, don't think about it so much, or let's delay this matter for a while. Xiao Ziyu suggested.

"It's not my personality to drag it out like this, and even if it continues to drag on, things will have to be resolved sooner or later, and there is no point at all. "Xiao Jingchen has never liked to drag mud and water, simple and neat is Xiao Jingchen's style, Xiao Ziyu understands this.

Xiao Ziyu felt that Xiao Jingchen was difficult for himself and others.

"Then do you still plan to have a relationship with Jing'er like this?" Xiao Ziyu asked.

"Let's hide first, I really don't know how to face her, when I am cold to her, I actually feel uncomfortable in my own heart, so it's better not to see each other. Xiao Jingchen said very sadly.

"Okay, whatever you want, feelings are a matter for the two of you, anyway, I think, no matter what, you have to give Jing'er an explanation, after all, you have already talked about marriage between you, and everyone in the entire imperial capital knows about it, no one knows, you can't be sorry for her." Xiao Ziyu admonished.

Although Xiao Jingchen is Xiao Ziyu's eldest brother, in the end, Xiao Ziyu still wants to stand on Xiao Jing'er's side.

"Okay, I understand. Xiao Jingchen responded.

"Okay, let's not talk about that, I have something else I want to tell you. Xiao Jingchen said suddenly.

Xiao Ziyu nodded, "Okay, you say." ”

"What do you think about the poisoning of Your Majesty today?" asked Xiao Jingchen.

"It's hard to say, there are a lot of motivated people, but it doesn't seem to be many, Your Majesty's health is closely related to the interests of the Daewoo Dynasty, I always feel that a person who is stupid enough to poison His Majesty, this head doesn't seem to be normal, it stands to reason that these people around us shouldn't have brains so abnormal. Xiao Ziyu analyzed.

Xiao Jingchen nodded, "You are right, in fact, the most motivated person is none other than the crown prince Yu Wenyi, if His Majesty dies, although it will cause a complete chaos in the court, but in the final analysis, the person who gets the most benefits is Yu Wenyi, Yu Wenyi is the prince, the candidate to inherit the unification, this point cannot be changed, no matter whether His Majesty likes Yu Wenyi or not, but in the absence of a posthumous photo, the prince is the only legitimate heir to the throne, this is an indisputable fact." Xiao Jingchen analyzed.

Xiao Ziyu also nodded in agreement, "You are right about this, but I look at Yu Wenyi's reaction, this matter is not like he did it, Yu Wenyi's style of acting, I also know a thing or two, I always feel that Yu Wenyi does not have the courage or the courage to do this." ”

"Are you so sure?" Xiao Jingchen said in a somewhat suspicious tone.

"I think so, on the contrary, I think that Mu Guifei is more likely, although Mu Guifei doesn't seem to be good to her at all, but today I listened to Mu Guifei's last words about the imperial concubine, as if I was sure that His Majesty would not live, it was very suspicious. Xiao Ziyu said with certainty.

In fact, Xiao Jingchen didn't know much after all, but he just knew that these people went to Feixia Palace to make trouble together.

But what happened and what was said, Xiao Jingchen didn't hear it.

"Yes, if even you think so, then it's possible that things are not far from ten. Xiao Jingchen still trusts Xiao Ziyu more.

"It's hard to say, Concubine De's mother and son have been acting all the time, especially Concubine De, who completely interpreted her pity to the extreme, I looked at His Majesty and couldn't help but be moved several times, this Concubine De is really superb in acting, no wonder she doesn't recognize how outstanding she is, and she can stand tall in the harem, I really saw it this time. Xiao Ziyu pouted and said, Xiao Ziyu really didn't have a good impression of Concubine De.

"This palace is also unpredictable, to be honest, I am really not very optimistic about the relationship between you and Prince Yu. Xiao Jingchen suddenly frowned and said.

Xiao Ziyu looked at Xiao Jingchen and asked, "Big brother, why did you suddenly say that?"

"Yu'er, your temperament has always been cold and arrogant, and you used to ignore everything at home, although you have changed a lot later, but marrying into the royal family is equivalent to marrying into endless strife, you won't understand this. ”

"I know, I've always known it, but I'm willing, as long as I can be with Yu Wenmo, I'm not afraid of anything, I'm willing to face it with him. Xiao Ziyu said naturally.

It turned out that I didn't know when Xiao Ziyu could so naturally expose her feelings for Yu Wenmo between heaven and earth.

And so unabashedly.

This is a state that Xiao Ziyu has never been in before.

In fact, even if she liked Yu Wenmo before, she didn't announce it like this, and she was always secretive.

But now, it can be said that it is so natural.

Xiao Ziyu is not like Yu Wenmo, Yu Wenmo's liking for her has never been disguised.

He always says it when he opens his mouth, and sometimes he even proves it with practical actions.

"Yu'er, you've really changed, it's not like you can say it. Xiao Jingchen was obviously a little frightened.

even looked at Xiao Ziyu in disbelief.

"Have I changed? I think it's good, big brother, I'm very happy with Yu Wenmo, in fact, I can't refuse Yu Wenmo from the very beginning, and I can't even resist Yu Wenmo's approach, although I always know that if I want to be with Yu Wenmo, what I need to face, but that can't stop me from liking him and being with him, this is probably the most irrational thing I have done in my life. But I don't think I will regret it, if I really missed Yuwenmo, I will probably regret it. Xiao Ziyu said naturally.

Xiao Jingchen listened to Xiao Ziyu's words, and his heart was full of mixed feelings for a while, and he was also wondering if he was thinking a little too much.

It shouldn't be so difficult between him and Xiao Jing'er.

Even if there are many difficulties, you can definitely overcome them.

"Yu'er, I'm not as good as you, in many places, I'm really not as good as you, and I'm not as good as Yuwenmo. Xiao Jingchen said self-deprecatingly.

"No, it's because you have too many concerns, because from childhood to adulthood, your father and grandfather have instilled too many rules and regulations in you, and you have to bear too much as the eldest son of the family, so it is inevitable that you will be a little constrained. Xiao Ziyu explained.

"Maybe, but I really hate me now, actually, you know, I'm very happy with Jing'er, but I'm still worried, why do you say that?"

"What you can't face is not Jing'er, but your own demons, sometimes, the demons are difficult to unravel, if you have been in this state, your relationship with Jing'er is not optimistic, but it's not your fault, you are the same as me, you are not born to be a conformist, we have the same wildness, do not admit defeat, do not want to be controlled, although I am a woman, but I am the most others to interfere in my affairs, but the difference between us is that I do not have such great expectations from my father and grandfather, so they have much less control over me than you, and my father will never interfere with my decisions。 Xiao Ziyu asserted.

"Even if I have any unreasonable and excessive decisions, my father will not interfere, on the contrary, it is different for you, every decision you make must go through him, but if you take a little unusual, you will be opposed by him, or even vetoed by him, and over time, you will suppress your own thoughts. And you yourself are a person who is not willing to be controlled, so it will be like this long ago because of your sometimes contradictory personality. Xiao Ziyu continued to analyze.

"Yes, you're right, that's it, since I was a child, my grandfather and husband and wife had too high expectations for me, so I was too stressed, I lived up to expectations and won the three yuan, but I really didn't think it was good, in fact, when I just entered the court, I felt that I was too conformist, sometimes, in the court, it may not be a good thing, but now I have also found out some results, I gradually found that sometimes, my ideas are quite naïve. Xiao Jingchen said with a wry smile.

"Well, it's true, it's hard to judge the affairs of officialdom, it's completely based on experience and personal ability, I understand my father, my father can't help you solve any problems, everything depends on your own, but I also believe that you will definitely be fine. ”

"Yu'er, you always trust me so much, and always wake me up when I'm confused, sometimes, I really don't know if I'm your big brother? Xiao Jingchen said with some embarrassment.

"Big brother, how can you say such a thing, we are brothers and sisters, your business is my business, we are a family, and we will always be a family. ”

"Yes, I know. Xiao Jingchen used his slender fingers to gently brush Xiao Ziyu's delicate face.

His movements are very gentle, and his eyes are even more gentle, as if he is looking at the treasure that he cherishes the most in his heart.

"Yu'er, my sister, I'm really reluctant to you, you're about to marry that stinky boy from Yuwenmo, I really don't know where this stinky boy is, how can he be so good and blessed, so that my sister can be favored. Xiao Jingchen suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged Xiao Ziyu into his arms, and said in a sour tone.

"Alright, big brother. Xiao Ziyu patted Xiao Jingchen on the back, "Even if I get married, I am also your sister, and the Xiao family is also my home, and I will come back often." ”

"That's nature. Xiao Jingchen said as a matter of course.

"It's really not early, I'll send you back to rest. Xiao Jingchen said.

Xiao Ziyu didn't shirk it for a while, she looked at Xiao Jingchen's mood and was fine, in fact, now Xiao Ziyu can already accept Xiao Jing'er's life experience, because Xiao Jing'er, no matter what kind of identity Xiao Jing'er is, in Xiao Ziyu's eyes, there is not much change.

Xiao Jingchen can't accept it, but after all, Xiao Jingchen has known it for a while, and he has survived these days, so he will definitely be fine now.

This matter can't be solved in a day or two, and tonight is the only way to go, so it's over, and Xiao Ziyu really feels so tired, it's time to rest after a busy day.

This book was first published by Lewen, please do not reprint!