The big cities can at least escape, but the small cities, you have no way back. All your relationships are trapped here.

"Forget it, don't talk about this, you can sing a song, I'll dance for you!"

"Good. ”

You Zishi untied the guitar, thought about it, had its own number in his heart, plucked the guitar strings, and the guitar began to sound in the dull night, breaking the silence of the night at the same time, but also making everyone's hearts quiet.

The sound of the guitar is like a light in the night, like a sound from a dull and impetuous heart...... It was like a sneak peek out of the deep sea, like an uninhibited struggle and guidance after awakening......

"You were young that year

I always feel that tomorrow will definitely be beautiful

The ideal world is like a ray of light

Shine in your heart

How can you let this burning heart keep burning?

Just like that, exhaustion disappears into mediocrity

You decide to hit the road and leave the city

Leave the girl you loved for many years

You've been running for years

Seeing that tomorrow is still ethereal

The ideal of purity in the face of survival

It turned out to be so fragile......"

In the quiet night, the quiet and warm singing flutters in the night breeze, mixed with the occasional whistling of traffic passing by the bridge, and the humming sound of the bridge vibrating, although it is still noisy, but as soon as this song sounds, it clears the noise in everyone's hearts and becomes elegant and clean.

This warm voice sings a song that is a little confused, but in this confusion there is no lack of firmness and perseverance, whether it is a struggle or a struggle, at least, it is still unwilling to give up.

Just like the song sings, the ideal world is like a light, shining in your heart, and this song is also like a light, shining in the heart of Youzishi, guiding him, never willing to let the heart in his chest that is still burning with nothing to do with the waves, exhausted and disappear into mediocrity......

Even if the candles turn to ashes, even if they are short-lived, at least they have been brilliant and shining, instead of guarding all the ideals that were clearly achievable in the long journey of life, but in the end they really turned into fantasies and spent a lifetime of mediocrity......

Young and old, definitely two different worlds, who when they are young, will not think that tomorrow's world will be beautiful, will not want to go out to explore, if not, then and old, what is the difference between old and dead?

Since he is young, he has been on the road since he was on the road, even if he saw that tomorrow was still ethereal, even if the pure ideal in the face of survival seemed so fragile again and again, but, despite all the setbacks, he had experienced a lot of ignorance and humiliation, but that young and uninhibited heart was still willful, and after being lost again and again, he still stubbornly wanted to move forward desperately towards the dream of the stupid "hero......

That's the power of being young!

Who was young and did not have a few silly and pure dreams that seemed to others and to himself later?

People are not stupid teenagers!

That's "that year"!

In the song, You Zishi remembered the scene a few days ago, when she sat alone on the side of the road in front of her father's factory, and remembered how she felt at that time.

The bustling roadside is full of traffic and people, even on the narrow streets of this small city, it is always a scene of endless flow and noisy.

Just like what Bai Xiaobo said just now, big cities are too big, so people get lost in the torrent of people, and it is easy to find themselves, but small cities are actually the same, small cities are too small, and people will be lost, but the only difference is that they are lost in a circle one by one, drawing the ground as a prison, and standing still......

In a big city, a working boy or job-seeking girl can walk on the street without feeling a little problem, but in a small place, relatives and friends look at you too obviously, only with your income and family history to draw the same sign and linkage, although not as indifferent as in big cities, but everyone only cares about how much money you earn, where is the object you are looking for...... Parents' short remarks will make people feel particularly uncomfortable......

The level of oppression that can be felt in those small circles of all kinds is not inferior to that of big cities......

In big cities, the circle is important, of course, it is also important, but even if you are a monkey with no background, you still have the opportunity to climb up step by step with your ability, with your diligence and hard work, and get the status and honor you want, while in small cities, many times, the circle determines everything, even if you hate those hypocritical circles of relatives and friends, relationship circles, but you still have to bow your head, smirk with them, and be as hypocritical as them......

In the big city, you can find many people like you, there are men, women, young, and old, there is competition between you, but there is also mutual encouragement and encouragement between each other, you can find yourself in their eyes......

In the struggle in a small city, sometimes it doesn't matter about competition at all, because there are people sitting in many positions in a carrot and a pit, the pattern is small, the world is also small, and it is not easy to find like-minded people......

It was a very different feeling.

For example, the wanderer poems themselves. When he was in Yuhai, Youzishi was not smooth sailing, and he also suffered a lot of unfair treatment on the way to grow into a singer, and suffered a lot of suppression and neglect, but the opportunity still exists, at least with his own ability, he is still qualified to participate in the most influential music talent show in the country, even if the program team cuts the footage of his participation again and again, even if it is within the program group or other opponents encountered, they all want to suppress Youzishi from all aspects, and have been made a lot of stumbling blocks, but at least Youzishi can still appear on the stage, can still sing to tens of millions of audiences, and still have a chance, let the audience become their own real judges and get relatively fair treatment......

As long as he persists, there is still a chance. There is still a chance to master the microphone in your hand, and you still have the ability to conquer the stage under your feet, and reap applause and honor!

Even when it was the most desperate and unbearable, even when the Dream group and the program team bullied themselves again and again, although You Zishi was sad and painful, it was like this song "That Year" The same as sung, still stubborn, still persistent, still unwilling to give up, still heart towards that ray of light, regardless of the continue, I believe that tomorrow will be beautiful, therefore, today, compared with the past, I have finally achieved what can be said to be a earth-shaking growth, and I even refused to believe it for a while......

Anyway, it's all worth it!

Those frustrations and unbearable have never really defeated the wandering poems, never!

And this time when I returned home, I was in a different world, a different scene. This frustration and pain comes from home.

(End of chapter)