Chapter 7 What to do if you miss her too much
The old man's face changed, and he slapped his chopsticks on the table: "If you really want to hype, you can come with one, what's the matter if you change one a day!"
Mu Huanzhang replied simply with two words: "Strategy." ”
The old man was completely laughed at angrily: "It's originally a matter of using exposure, who is different, you still talk about strategy, your strategy is to let outsiders see the heir of the Mu family like a playboy?!"
Mu Huanzhang didn't speak, and the old man simply made it clear: "Aren't you just blaming your family for hiding from you a year ago for getting a divorce certificate for you and Qin Xiao? I don't understand, you yourself said that you don't like Qin Xiao, she can't have children later, what's wrong with the family helping you get rid of her? What are you doing this year, just give the family a look!"
The more he talked, the more angry the old man became: "What else do you want!"
Mu Huanzhang was still calm: "I don't want to do anything, thank you grandpa." ”
Raising his hand and looking at his watch, Mu Huanzhang frowned: "I've finished eating, there is still a meeting to open, so I will leave first." ”
It's like this every time, when it comes to questions about Qin Xiao, Mu Huanzhang can always find all kinds of excuses to leave.
Everyone knows that Mu Huanzhang doesn't like Qin Xiao, but everyone also knows that no one dares to mention Qin Xiao's name this year, this is a tacit taboo, a taboo that Mu Huanzhang can't touch in his heart.
As time passed, Mu Huanzhang's temper became more and more irritable, and he found that he couldn't suppress the urge to turn T City upside down.
Qin Xiao!
Qin Xiao!
No matter how he avoided it, the name seemed to follow him, seeping into his heart, making him think about it day and night, and he couldn't sleep peacefully.
Where there used to be Qin Xiao's figure, he subconsciously avoided it.
The suite they would live in every time he went back to Mu's house with Qin Xiao before, because of Qin Xiao's taste, it was as if he could see her, which made him restless, so he simply stopped stepping in.
With a sudden brake, the car stopped at the door of "Changfeng Garden", Mu Huanzhang got out of the car, closed the door, and stepped into this villa.
This is where Qin Xiao's mother's ashes are placed, and it is also the only place that Mu Huanzhang has come to often this year.
The old maid who guarded Changfeng Garden seemed to be very familiar with Mu Huanzhang, but he didn't know about Qin Xiao's departure, he just thought that his young lady was too busy, and he was also very concerned about when Mu Huanzhang and Qin Xiao could have a child.
Mu Huanzhang was reluctant to mention the child in his heart, these two words were wounds that he couldn't touch.
After a few words to the old servant, he went upstairs to the altar.
After putting a stick of incense on Qin Xiao's mother, Mu Huanzhang accidentally found a box under the incense table, which looked like it contained something precious. Driven by curiosity, he opened the box, and what he saw turned out to be a letter, and all the recipients were Qin Xiao's deceased mother without exception.
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Mom:
I'm so happy, he won the championship again today, it's really good. I knew he was so good, he must be okay, he was the male god in my heart!
It's my dream to catch up with the male god, Mom, you must bless me to realize my dream!
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Mom:
I rescued him from the rubble with my bare hands when there was an earthquake in T City last month, and I was really scared, I was afraid that he would never wake up again. But after rescuing him, I fell into a coma, and when I woke up again, everyone said that Qin Rou had saved him. I don't know what's going on, but I obviously remember that I saved him, maybe Qin Rou came to save him again after I fell into a coma......
Anyway, the person he likes is Qin Rou, they are together, what does it matter if I or Qin Rou can save him?
It's just that they're together, and I don't dare to get close to him anymore, I feel so inferior and have nothing......
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Mom:
You once said that only Mu Huanzhang is worthy of me, but do you know that in order to marry him, I gave up my inheritance of the Qin family to Qin Rou as compensation, but I have nothing, and I have been ridiculed after marrying into my mother-in-law's family.
Alas, he is indeed worthy of me, but now I am not worthy of him, so inferior......
But he is the person I love, even if I can't hold my head up, I will go on firmly!
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Mom:
I was sick last week, I had severe stomach cramps, and I couldn't move because of the pain, but as soon as I got through, he said he was busy and asked me to figure it out on my own.
When he hung up, I really couldn't stop crying.
I am also proud, but my pride in front of him is only inferiority, I don't even have the courage to tell him that I am sick, I am afraid that he will dislike me for being hypocritical, and look down on me even more, my life is already very difficult......
I felt so helpless at that moment, I didn't know what I was going to do......
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Mom:
Yesterday he was drunk and came back vomiting, I didn't want to care about him, but I felt distressed when I saw him.
There is no way, who makes me love him, so I can only resigned myself to getting out of bed to change his clothes, feed him some milk, and wipe his body so that he can sleep more comfortably.
I didn't dare to sleep lightly until he fell asleep, for fear that he would make any more movement in the middle of the night, but fortunately he wasn't making a fuss.
Alas, I feel like I'm a bit cheap, and I know he doesn't like him and I'm so worried about him......
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Mom:
I miss you.
Are you okay in heaven?
I feel as if I am superfluous in this world, no one loves me, and I am afraid that even if I die outside, no one will collect my body.
Mom, I really want to go to you, only you love me......
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Mu Huanzhang read all the letters Qin Xiao wrote to his mother from beginning to end, and he suddenly felt as if his body had been hollowed out, and it would shake as soon as the light wind blew.
He trembled and breathed, but he felt that all his internal organs were followed by a dull pain, and his hands couldn't stop shaking, but those thin letterheads seemed to weigh as much as a thousand pounds at this time, and they couldn't hold it, and they fell to the ground one after another. He frantically tried to pick up the letters, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't pick them up, as if he couldn't use his strength.
He regretted seeing these letters, and he regretted coming to this house......
He finally couldn't help but sit on the ground and cried suppressedly.
All the deliberate evasions in the past year have seemed futile, in fact, all his abnormalities are just, I miss her too much.
After more than ten years of entanglement, he has long been accustomed to having her by his side, has long been accustomed to the love she gives, and has long been accustomed to taking these for granted, but he doesn't know that this habit has also deeply engraved Qin Xiao's name into his heart.
He thought he would be relieved when she left, but when he saw these letters, he also understood that when she left, she also took his heart away, and now he has nothing.
Only the deep wound left after the heart was stripped of the word Qin Xiao by life, and the wound was dripping with blood and painful......