Chapter 8 Mourn Thou shalt mourn

It turned out that his heart could hurt so much, Mu Huanzhang gritted his teeth and sat on the ground with his chest covered.

After reading Qin Xiao's letters full of emotional monologues about him, he realized what he had done stupidly all these years, and he had cut a sincere heart that was pious in front of him into pieces.

Qin Xiao gave him all his good times, from youth to maturity, from brightness to loss of sunshine, all these changes, he is an indelible driving force behind all these changes. It was he who sent her to the execution ground with his own hands, and it was he who cut all the ropes of hope with his own hands, so that she finally became a person who became more and more indifferent like him.

And now, he can only look at her with infinite regret and let the wound bleed.

Leaving Changfeng Garden again, Mu Huanzhang came to Su's house, sat opposite his friend Su Jumo, and said straight to the point without waiting for him to speak: "I want to look for Qin Xiao's traces again." ”

Putting a glass of water in front of Mu Huanzhang, Su Jumo was a little stunned for a while: "Didn't you look for it all last time?"

Mu Huanzhang picked up the water cup and poured it violently, then slapped the water cup on the table: "We are checking in the wrong direction, Zhao Huawen has also disappeared, the Zhao family has the ability to change their identity, so this time I want to check Zhao Huawen!"

This statement really shocked Su Jumo, and he blurted out: "You mean that Qin Xiao ran away with Zhao Huawen?!"

Mu Huanzhang suddenly glanced at Su Jumo with a gloomy face, and he was so frightened that he hurriedly spoke out to reassure: "Don't stare at me like that, I'm talking nonsense, Qin Xiao's feelings for you are in everyone's eyes, if you can run with Zhao Huawen, you will run early, how can you wait until now." ”

In fact, Su Jumo is clear in his heart, Mu Huanzhang has changed too much this year, and it can even be described as moody, if you really want to find out where the root cause of this change is, there is no doubt that Qin Xiao's disappearance.

In the past, when Qin Xiao was there, he always looked like he hated her very much, and when he didn't want to go home or go to Qin Rou, the most he did was to party with their friends. But since Qin Xiao's disappearance, although he doesn't go to Qin Rou either, he doesn't party with friends either, and the only thing he does every day is to work, and he doesn't stop working.

Is he Mu Huanzhang such a workaholic?

Not necessarily.

Then this change is naturally because of Qin Xiao, but Su Jumo can't say it, because everyone knows that the name Qin Xiao is now a taboo for Mu Huanzhang.

"No matter what clues can't be missed, even the slightest clue must be checked for me, and any news will notify me immediately. ”

"Okay, don't worry, I'll find it for you. ”

After watching Mu Huanzhang leave, Su Jumo shook his head and sighed: "I knew today, why did you bother in the first place." ”

Mu Huanzhang found that he was getting more and more anxious, he couldn't control his emotions at all, he always had a feeling of unfinished, anxious, every now and then he could only take out the letter written by Qin Xiao to his mother over and over again, so that he would feel much more down-to-earth.

Every time he read the letter, he could more deeply understand Qin Xiao's helplessness and anxiety when he saved himself, and the picture was quite clear, as if it was really displayed in front of him.

Many uncertain things in the past have now been well confirmed, so the bits and pieces that have been hidden in the bottom of my heart for more than ten years have come up in one go.

And at the same time as confirmation, it also means loss, so such a loss has become Mu Huanzhang's obsession, and Qin Xiao's obsession must be found!

A week later, Mu Huanzhang received Su Jumo's news, and his voice was very urgent, asking him to go to Su's house immediately, and almost without any hesitation, Mu Huanzhang rushed to Su's house as soon as possible.

He told Su Jumo that he had to inform him immediately if there was any news, and when Su Jumo called at this time, he must have news about Qin Xiao.

ran the red light all the way to Su's house, and as soon as he entered the door, Mu Huanzhang grabbed the oncoming Su Jumo's shoulder: "Is there any news?!"

Su Jumo looked a little hesitant, and wanted to pull him to sit down on the sofa first, but was startled by Mu Huanzhang's uncontrollable low roar: "Say it quickly!"

I really can't stand Mu Huanzhang like this, but Su Jumo doesn't know how to speak: "You calm down first, sit down and listen to me." ”

The more Su Jumo was like this, the more anxious Mu Huanzhang became, and he couldn't help but say angrily: "You say it quickly!"

After pondering the vocabulary for a long time, and finding that both horizontal and vertical were the same, Su Jumo simply gritted his teeth and said, "Huanzhang, you...... Mourn. ”

As soon as he heard this, Mu Huanzhang's face immediately changed: "What do you mean?"

Su Jumo stubbornly put the information he had just received in front of Mu Huanzhang: "Qin Xiao did go abroad with Zhao Huawen after changing his identity, they went to Ireland and have registered their marriage under a new name, but just today, Qin Xiao has ...... because of postpartum hemorrhage He's dead. ”

Looking at Mu Huanzhang's face cautiously, Su Jumo told Mu Huanzhang the news that even he was shocked when he saw it.

At one o'clock in the afternoon Beijing time, Qin Xiao died with a seven-month pregnancy, one corpse and two lives. According to her will before she died, all her organs will be donated, and her ashes will be scattered into the sea, which is simply not the slightest nostalgia for the country, and she is not even willing to return to her roots after death.

But Su Jumo couldn't say these words directly, which could only stimulate Mu Huanzhang even more, this year, his nerves were already too tight.

Silently took out a few photos from the information and handed them to Mu Huanzhang: "This is a photo secretly taken by someone I sent." ”

Looking at the wedding photos of Qin Xiao and Zhao Huawen, looking at the photos of Qin Xiao lying on the bed with her stomach, and looking at the lifeless photos of the little baby, Mu Huanzhang didn't say a word, but exuded a cold aura around his body.

One corpse and two lives, thinking of Qin Xiao's miscarriage and thinking of the dean's words, Mu Huanzhang only felt shuddered all over his body, how similar the loss was to now, and the familiar pain came to his heart again.

After a year of self-deception and a year of searching, just when he was about to see hope, fate played a big joke on him again!

No!

He didn't believe it!

It's a coincidence, it must be a coincidence!

He used his strength to suppress the fear of gain and loss in his heart, and forced himself to be strong: "What is this, you asked me to come just so that I can see this?!"

Mu Huanzhang couldn't help but wave his hand fiercely and threw out all the information: "Registered marriage?!The divorce certificate I handled before I was present is invalid, she is not divorced, how can she register her marriage! This marriage is invalid, I don't agree! There are children, where are the children, just take a photo of a child and tell me that it is her child, I don't believe it! She doesn't have an accident sooner or later, if I want to find her, she will have an accident! Is it possible?!"

Mu Huanzhang in a rage was like a wounded trapped beast, roaring and struggling alone.

Su Jumo couldn't bear to look at him like this, so he had to persuade: "You calm down, Qin Xiao has been gone for a year, and she is still married to Zhao Huawen, theoretically speaking, this child is very likely to be Zhao Huawen's." ”

"What bullshit theory!"

Mu Huanzhang looked at Su Jumo with red eyes: "She Qin Xiaosheng is my Mu Huanzhang's person, and death is also my Mu Huanzhang's ghost, except for me, no one can have her!"

Finally, Mu Huanzhang shouted out the words that had been buried in his heart for a long time, but for how long, maybe even he didn't know.

Mu Huanzhang was completely devastated, and he was on the verge of madness, he called his subordinates to arrange a private route, let the Mujia branch in Ireland answer, and use his connections to prevent Zhao Huawen from cremating Qin Xiao's body.

He did everything he could in the name of the Mujia family, and then set out on his way to Ireland despite all the dissuasion.

He only has one thought now, he must transport Qin Xiao's body back to China, even if it is handled, it should be handled by him as a husband!

He said: "I have been in love with me for more than ten years, and I will leave when I say I will go, I don't agree, even if it is heaven and earth, I must take her back!"