Seoul at the end of August.

Late summer and early autumn are the rainy seasons in South Korea.

The rainstorms at the end of August continue until early September, when the maple leaves turn red and the forests are completely dyed.

At the end of the month, the city is filled with smoke and rain, and neon fills the city.

Gao Yala stood on the balcony of the apartment, looking at the night scene under the rain curtain and the misty lights, her right hand stretched out, letting the raindrops jump in her palm, but her heart was confused.

Two weeks have passed, and there is still no movement next door, Li Zheng seems to have disappeared, leaving no words or news, he seems to be just a passer-by in the city, coming and leaving suddenly.

Although she has rarely met Li Zheng recently due to busy filming and other reasons, a certain throbbing in her heart still makes her pay attention to Li Zheng. Two days before Li Zheng disappeared, she thought that Li Zheng was just going out to work, but two weeks later, Li Zheng still did not appear, and Gao Yala's heart couldn't help but panic.

She knows that Li Zheng is not the kind of man who likes to wander outside, usually after work, most of the rest of the time is at home reading books or pondering acting skills, basically he will not leave home for a long time, but now he ......

"It's been two weeks. ”

Looking at the rain curtain, she was stunned, and after a long time, she came back to her senses, withdrew her right hand, but sighed softly in her mouth.

Muttering in a low voice, she turned her head to look in the direction to her right, her ears subconsciously erected to listen to the movement next door.

However, there was no sound next door, as it had been for the past two weeks.

"Where are you, what are you doing now, will you miss me as much as I do?"

muttered a few more words, and the corners of Gao Yala's mouth suddenly hooked, and he whispered a self-deprecating whisper.

"No!

Women are sensitive, and after nearly a year of getting along, how could she not see Li Zheng's euphemistic refusal, but just like she said to Li Yunxi and Stella - she would rather make mistakes than miss them - so, although she vaguely knew Li Zheng's thoughts, before the boy said it, she would rather turn a blind eye and give herself a reason to insist.

Even if the reason seems so weak.

Thinking of this, what her mother had said to her suddenly came to mind.

"When you grow up, you have longings and fantasies about love, and you want to pursue your own happiness, which is normal, and your mother is not against it. On the contrary, mom is very supportive. But mom doesn't want Kang Joon Hyuk to be the first time in your life. When Mom says this, it's not that Kang Jun Hyuk is bad or not good, on the contrary, it's because he's so good that Mom doesn't want you to have contact with him.

Although it was only the first time I met him, my mother could see that he was strong, polite, and smart.

When his parents died at a very young age, he didn't give up on himself, he worked hard to live alone and achieved his current results, it can be said that among all the people his mother has met in his decades of life, he is really the strongest one his mother has ever seen.

Not to mention that he is very handsome, no matter his appearance, height, or temperament, he is the kind of man who can make people feel good and impressed when they meet for the first time.

If every girl has a Prince Charming in her heart, there is no doubt that in the hearts of most girls, he is the man who most meets the criteria of Prince Charming.

But it's because he's so good that mom doesn't want him to be the first time in your life.

If you have been in a relationship before, then your mother will say that he will be your best choice, but if it is your first love, then he is the worst one.

First love is only once for every girl, but sometimes, too deep first love can become an obstacle in your life.

It's like mountaineering, when you climb the highest mountain and see the most beautiful scenery, other dangerous peaks and scenery will become ordinary in your eyes. At that point, you will feel that he will be the only one in your life, and everyone else will just settle.

On the other hand, trust and equality are the basis for a love to last for a long time, one party is too good, the other party will pay more and invest more, and in a relationship, the more you give, the more you invest, the more difficult it will be to give up.

……

Mom wants you to be happy, but she doesn't want this happiness to make you carry more pain. ”

Recalling her mother's words, Gao Yala couldn't help but smile bitterly again.

If a relationship doesn't even have a chance to start, what's the point of worrying and worrying?

Thinking of this, she thought back to her childhood.

Because her father is in the Air Force, she often changes workplaces with the troops, and then she drifts with her, so she didn't stay in one place for a long time in her childhood.

I remember when she was in junior high school, she followed her father to Gwangju, and because she was a Christian, she went to church every week.

One night when the snow was flying, when she was staggering forward in the snow, she accidentally fell, and at this time a little brother appeared beside her, and gently helped her up, and in this instant, she had a good impression of the little brother, and since then she has been paying attention to him all the time. In order to see her little brother often, she worked as a piano accompanist in the church, but one day, the bad news came, the little brother fell in love with another sister who played the piano, and then her secret love ended in vain.

She had a few days of loss, but after a few days, the emotion slowly faded and finally disappeared.

She still remembered this incident, and remembered that there was such a little brother, but the appearance of the little brother, the touch of her youth, became blurred and distant, and occasionally remembered it but could no longer produce the slightest ripple in her heart.

When she first had a good impression of Li Zheng, she thought that it was like her little brother, and as she reduced contact, as time passed, this relationship would be as flat as water.

However, the deliberate estrangement made the heart closer and closer, and time did not make the good feeling fade, but let the water ferment into wine, and the wine slowly mellow with time, and finally made her addicted to it, and she could never wake up again. It was at that time that she really determined her heart, yes, she liked Li Zheng, and this liking did not fade with time, but became stronger and stronger.

Just like Li Zheng said in "The Heart of the Night", like is a faint love, and love is a deep like......

Yes, she just liked Li Zheng at first, but as time grew and as she got to know each other, this liking gradually became stronger, and eventually it turned into love.

She fell in love with Li Zheng, she was sure.

She doesn't know why she fell in love with Li Zheng, and she doesn't know when she fell in love with him, there seems to be a reason, and there seems to be no reason, the only thing she can be sure of is that she fell in love with him, not like her little brother, but a deep love that gushes out from the depths of her heart and soul.

Her mother told her that too deep her first love would make her life difficult and make her carry more pain while pursuing happiness......

But she didn't care.

As she once said, she would rather make a mistake than miss it.

Some choices in life are indeed like moths to a fire...... The moth fights the fire, and although it ends up dying, at least at the moment when it flies to the flame, it is happy. And in life, how many people have been truly happy?

Is it worth it?

No one understood, except herself.

In the midst of his thoughts, an extremely slight sound suddenly came from afar, and Gao Yala's heart jumped suddenly, and she turned around and ran towards the door.

opened the door and looked next door excitedly, and a familiar figure suddenly crashed into his eyes.

Hearing the movement, the other party turned around, saw her, and smiled lightly: "Morning!

Looking at the familiar smile on the other party's face, Gao Yala exhaled deeply, hooked the corners of his mouth, and shook his head gently: "Good morning." Just came back?"

"Hmm. Just came back. I'm a little tired, so I'll go in first and we'll talk later. ”

"Okay. Talk later. ”

Closing the door, Gao Yala leaned against the door, a smile on the corner of her mouth, but tears suddenly flowed uncontrollably.

She didn't know why she was crying, and she couldn't control it, she was already in tears in a moment, but inexplicably, her heart suddenly became very relaxed, very relaxed.

Leaning against the door for a long time, she wiped away her tears, walked to the balcony again, raised her head, and looked up into the distance.

I don't know when, the morning sun has risen in the east.

The night passed, and the rainstorm outside the window had stopped, and the dark clouds had dispersed in the sky.

The sky is sunny and the sun is just right.