264 Don't be angry
Zug casually gave him a gold watch that would be worth hundreds of thousands, and he couldn't afford it for a few years without eating or drinking.
Without Lin Jing, he wanted to grasp the identity of this person.
But now he regretted it, if Lin Jing lost his health because of his illness, what was the use of him even if he had monstrous money and power?
What he wants to see most in his life is his girl standing at the top of the pyramid with a dazzling light, living a free and easy life, smiling carefree, if she has no healthy body, what if she has a lot of profits?
He was distressed and remorseful, bitter and self-reproachful, and now he longed to see her, and to comfort her in his arms.
The students said that most of the depression is caused by bad mood or severe blows, and if you live a happy life and feel comfortable, supplemented by reasonable medication, it can be cured.
He was willing to leave everything behind, accompany her regardless of qiē, accompany her to the best doctors, and do his best to accompany her until she is completely recovered.
He didn't want to be separated from him again if she wanted to.
He closed his eyes tightly, immersed in self-blame and remorse, until the sound of knocking on the car window woke him up, and he opened it suddenly, "Xiaojing?"
He pushed the car door and jumped out of the car, hugged Lin Jing in his arms, his arms tightly clamped around her, his eyes became moist, and the light and delicate face in front of him gradually blurred, and he couldn't see it really.
"Praise, why are you here?" Lin Jing was almost overwhelmed by him, but he still stretched out his arms to hug him back.
It's been a long time since I've felt his temperature, and I haven't smelled his familiar breath.
The man she loved the most, the only man she had ever loved, finally took her into her arms again.
Lu Songyang was extremely excited, and his body trembled violently while holding her.
Lin Jing grabbed his hand, "Praise, let's go in and talk." ”
Opening the door, Lin Jing brought Lu Songyang into his bedroom.
Lu Songyang pushed the door back on, turned around and pressed Lin Jing down on the bed, and kissed it in a disorderly manner.
After the kiss, he hugged her body, buried his cheek in her neck, and his body still trembled violently.
Lin Jing was short of breath and hugged him with his backhand, "Praise, what's wrong with you?"
Lu Songyang didn't know what to say, he just hugged her and couldn't speak for a long time.
Lin Jing's voice choked, "Praise, don't scare me, what's wrong with you?"
Lu Songyang held her hand, his voice hoarse, "Xiao Jing...... If I say, I want to go back and start over with you, are you still willing to accept me?"
Lin Jing almost didn't believe her ears, "Praise, what did you say?
Lu Songyang raised his body slightly and looked into her eyes, "Xiao Jing, shall we start again?" I want to return to you and accompany you for the rest of my life." ”
Lin Jing was overjoyed, almost immediately agreed, remembering Wen Yuci's instructions, she avoided his eyes and asked, "Is there a next time, praise? Life will not be smooth sailing, and if you encounter difficulties in the future, will you lose me again?"
"No, no......" he kissed her wildly.
After going through this ordeal, he already understood what was most important to him, how could he be willing to let her go?
After the frenzy, his mood gradually calmed down, and he gently stroked her face, "What about you, Xiaojing, can you accept me again? Like before, without any worries, happy to be with me?"
Lin Jing nodded, "Yes." ”
"Why?" Lu Songyang hugged her tightly, "Don't you blame me? ”
"No wonder," Lin Jing hugged him back, "When two people are together, they have to tolerate each other and support each other, you are not for your own prosperity, you are for your aunt and Xiaoyi, they are your relatives, so you are willing to do anything for them, one day in the future, I will also become your relatives, become a part of you that you can't give up, and you will never be reluctant to leave me." ”
"I can't bear to ...... now" Lu Songyang muttered, kissing her again and again, "I heard that you are sick, and I am no longer good, if you don't forgive me, I will definitely go crazy." ”
"Praise ......," Lin Jing cried and hugged him.
After all this time, she finally found him.
He is still the same Lu Songyang as before, and he has never changed.
"That's right......" Lu Songyang suddenly pushed her away, his eyes scanned her room, and when he landed on the dresser, he rushed over and grabbed the medicine bottle in his hand.
"Praise ......" Lin Jing was a little unnatural, and walked over to snatch the medicine bottle from his hand.
"Xiao Jing......" Lu Songyang grabbed her wrist hard, "This is medicine for depression?"
"No," Lin Jing hurriedly shook her head, "This is a calming and sleeping medicine, I just joined the work, I was under a lot of pressure, you broke up with me again, I didn't sleep well at night, I was afraid of affecting my work during the day, I was prescribed in the hospital, and the doctor said that the side effects were very small and would not have much impact on the body." ”
"Don't lie to me, the porcelain porcelain has sued me......" Lu Songyang dragged her into his arms, hugged her hard, and stroked the back of her head with his palm, "Don't be afraid, I will take you to see the best doctor, I will accompany you and take care of you, you will get better slowly, we don't need these medicines......"
Lin Jing hugged him with her backhand, moved and apprehensive, "Praise, I'll tell you something, don't be angry......"
"Of course I won't be angry, I won't be angry about anything you say......" In the face of her, where is he still qualified to be angry.
Lin Jing let go of his body and looked at him, "I don't have depression, it's porcelain porcelain who is lying to you, she said, if you still love me and know that I am sick, you will definitely come back to me to take care of me, so she helped me lie to you." ”
"Really?" Lu Songyang was skeptical.
"Really," Lin Jing grabbed his arm and lowered his eyes, "I just have a lot of insomnia, I often can't sleep for half a night, I don't have depression, porcelain porcelain is very good, she has always taken care of me, with her by my side, I always have someone to talk to, I won't get depression so easily......"
She grabbed his arm and slowly raised her eyes to look at him, "I lied to you, will you blame me?"
Lu Songyang came back to his senses after a while, and hugged her hard, "No! How could it be? Idiots will blame you, this is the best lie I have heard in my life, fortunately it is a lie, fortunately it is false, you don't know how grateful I am......"
He kissed her a few more times in a chaotic manner, and then hugged her into his arms, like holding a lost treasure, and Lin Jing could barely breathe with the strength on his arm.
Lin Jing didn't push him, let him hold it, the feeling of happiness was so real.
Her parents have always been in love with each other, and her younger brother Lin Di is the best among her peers, she seems to be favored by fate, and she has found a job that makes countless people envious and jealous before she graduates.
But now, the man she loves has finally returned, and her life is no longer flawed.
"Xiao Jing," it took a long time for Lu Songyang to let go of her and gently stroke her hair, "I'll break up with Zug tomorrow, and then I'll go to your house to visit your parents and ask them to agree to our engagement." ”
"Engaged?" Lin Jing looked at him in surprise.
She has no ambitions, she just got admitted to college and talked about it all day long, and she married Lu Songyang immediately after graduating from college, but she didn't expect that she and Lu Songyang would break up before graduating from college.
After Lu Songyang graduated from college, she pretended to hint at Lu Songyang inadvertently, hoping that they could get engaged first and settle the relationship.
Girls always want more security, and they can't wait to put a label on the man they like, so that the whole world knows that this man is his.
But Lu Songyang hugged her and said that he was going to make a career and give her a grand engagement ceremony.
Time has passed, and now he actually took the initiative to propose an engagement, which surprised and delighted Lin Jing.
"Well, engaged," Lu Songyang nodded, looking at her, "Let's get engaged first, and when the weather warms up next spring, we'll have a wedding." ”
Lin Jing wrapped her arms around his waist and looked up at him, "Praise, if I become your wife, will I become the most important person in your life like your mother and Xiaoyi, no matter what happens in the future, you will never leave me?"
"Yes," Lu Songyang's warm palm pressed against her face, "After we get married, you will be my wife, and you will be the most important person in my life like my mother and Xiaoyi, no matter whether you are healthy or sick, whether you are born, old, sick or dead, I will be by your side and will never leave you." ”
"Praise," Lin Jing hugged him tightly, burying her cheek in his shoulder, "We're not engaged, let's get married!"
"Xiao Jing?" Lu Songyang held her shoulders and looked at her suspiciously.
Lin Jing looked up at him and repeated, "Praise, we are not engaged, we are married." ”
"But......" Lu Songyang's hand holding her shoulder slowly tightened, pursed his lips, and lowered his eyes, "Xiaojing, I don't have anything yet...... No house, no car, and even tomorrow when I break up with Zug, I will lose my job, I won't even be able to give you a decent wedding, at least ...... At least when my situation is more stable, I will marry you again. ”
Lin Jing shook her head, "No need for a wedding, let's go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to register, get the marriage certificate, I am your wife, for you to follow you regardless of a qiē, the person who accompanies you, if anything happens in the future, you are not allowed to leave me again, even if it is for your mother and Xiaoyi, you can no longer sacrifice me." ”
"No, there will be no next time, I swear," Lu Song raised his lips and kissed her forehead coldly, "If I fail Xiao Jing again in the future, let me ......"
Lin Jing suddenly tiptoed and kissed him, blocking him back.
Lu Songyang, whom she knows, has always been calm and introverted, and it is rare that when she is crazy and out of shape today, she knows that the false news of her illness has a great impact on him, making him confused, and knowing that his sorrows and joys are all for her, which is enough.
After kissing for a long time, Lin Jing slowly left his lips and grabbed his arms to look at him, "Praise, you don't have to say anything, I know you, I know Lu Songyang, I will definitely not treat my wife badly, so I can't wait to become your wife, I become your wife, you will not abandon me in the future, we are not engaged, we will get a marriage certificate directly, I don't want anything, as long as we are together." ”