263 Is he despicable

"That's right, I'm sure," Wang Yang said firmly, "these are all representative drugs for the treatment of depression, and they can't be wrong." ”

Lu Songyang tried hard to control his trembling voice, "What are the symptoms of depression? Is it good to treat?"

Wang Yang said in a very professional tone, " Depression, also known as depressive disorder, with significant and persistent depressed mood as the main clinical feature, depression can range from depressed to grief-stricken, low self-esteem and depression, and even pessimistic and misanthropic, and even suicide attempts or behaviors, in short, if the treatment is not done properly, depression will eventually have the risk of suicide, which will be life-threatening, as for whether it is good or not, it depends on her cause and course of illness, depression is very easy to be confused with ordinary psychological disorders, so I recommend that you must find an experienced doctor for the patient to diagnose, don't just find a doctor, in case you meet a quack doctor and diagnose the psychological disorder as depression, it will be troublesome。 ”

Lu Songyang asked eagerly, "What kind of troublesome method?"

Wang Yang shook his mobile phone and handed it back to him, "These drugs on your mobile phone have great side effects, and if you take them for too long, they will cause severe damage to your heart and lung function, if the patient is not depressed, but an ordinary psychological disorder, you can't use these drugs at all, I say this, can you understand?"

"Yes, I understand," Lu Songyang nodded, "Can people with depression still work and live normally?"

"Yes," Wang Yang gave him an affirmative answer, "as long as you are not too strict and take the medicine on time and in accordance with the amount, you will not see anything in your usual work and life, and the symptoms will be more obvious when you are alone and stimulated." ”

Lu Songyang asked again: "Then do you know a doctor who is more experienced in this field?"

"Yes," Wang Yang said enthusiastically, "you take the time to bring people, and I will take you to find the best psychologist in our hospital." ”

"Thank you," Lu Songyang stood up, "I'll invite you to dinner another day." ”

Leaving Wang Yang's office, Lu Songyang didn't even know how he left the hospital.

The nerves were tense, the head was buzzing, and I could barely think.

He has always been calm and knows what he wants and what he has to do to get what he wants.

In order to achieve his goal, he can lose his dignity, he can make ill-intentioned calculations, whether he is desperate or forced to kneel on the ground, he can remain calm and calmly think about what is best for himself next.

But when he learned that Lin Jing was taking antidepressant medication, he couldn't calm down.

The hand holding the steering wheel trembled, and he couldn't wait to appear in front of Lin Jing's eyes immediately, hug her fiercely, kiss her, and tell her not to be afraid, with me, with me, you will definitely be fine.

When he woke up, his car had already parked outside Lin Jing's house, the gate was closed and locked, and there was no one at home.

He closed his eyes in a daze, the back of his head resting on the back of his chair, and his breathing heavily.

When he decided to be with Zug and break up with Lin Jing, he didn't think about looking back.

In his mind, Lin Jing is beautiful, clean, and the most undesecrated.

From the moment he stood by Zug's side, he lost his qualification to own Lin Jing.

Yesterday, Lin Jing looked for him and persuaded him to leave Zug and want to start over with him.

He's not unmoved, but he's no longer qualified.

He rejected her in a very calm and light tone, and his heart hurt as he did when he broke up with her.

It's been so long, and that pain hasn't subsided for a moment.

He was born with a good appearance, he used his handsome appearance and elegant temperament to cover up the darkness and inferiority complex in his heart, on the surface he was graceful and generous, but in his heart, he only believed in one creed, people do not destroy for themselves.

Until he met Lin Jing, his dark and despicable heart seemed to be washed by the sun and rain.

He was just a poor boy, but Lin Jing treated him well without desire, brought him breakfast, worked to pay his tuition, took care of his face at all times, and never embarrassed him.

Sometimes he would give her gifts, and she would always smile happily and put her arms around his neck as if he were the best man in the world, but then he would find that he suddenly had hundreds of dollars in his wallet or pocket.

She didn't say anything, as if she hadn't done anything, presumably thinking he was a man and that he didn't even know how much money he had in his wallet.

But she didn't know that his family background was too poor, he had been careful since he was a child, and he had to hesitate for a long time every time he spent money, and he had to spend the money he had to spend, how could he not know?

Other girls went to college, especially beautiful girls like her, most of them found rich boyfriends, went in and out of luxury cars, and often ate Western roses, but she spent all her time working to make money, and most of the money she earned paid him tuition, and often bought some daily necessities to visit his sick mother in bed.

When he went out on a date with him, he probably took care of his face, whether he went out to eat or buy something, he always paid the bill, but after that, he still inexplicably paid more money on him.

In this life, he couldn't find a better girl than her.

He once secretly vowed that after graduating from college, he would work hard, work hard, and get ahead in the future, give her the best qiē, let her live a carefree life, and spoil her for a lifetime.

But the reality is too cruel, he was first suppressed by Wen Luohan, lost his job, ran into walls everywhere, and then was told that his mother had to have surgery, otherwise he would have his leg amputated.

The total cost of surgery and post-operative rehabilitation is 500,000 yuan.

He can't even take out 50,000, let alone 500,000?

Thinking of his mother, who had worked hard to raise the two brothers, he blamed himself bitterly.

If he saw his mother amputated, what face would he have to live in this world?

was forced into a desperate situation, and he even moved his mind to go out of the way to make money, regardless of it, even if he broke the law and went to prison, in short, no matter what the method, just don't let his mother amputate his leg.

It was in this situation that he was exhausted and driven mad by reality, that he met Zug.

Zug fell in love with him at first sight and invited him to dinner one after another.

Although Zug didn't say it explicitly because of his identity, between the lines, Zug's intention to pursue him couldn't be more obvious, just 500,000 yuan, for Miss Chusheng International's daughter, it was just a drop in the bucket.

With this thought, Lu Songyang broke up with Lin Jing and fell in love with Zug.

It's easy to say, just break up with two words, gritted your teeth, and your heart was horizontal, and it spit out from the tip of your tongue.

But for countless days and nights after the breakup, all he thought about was Lin Jing, during the day, he was by Zug's side, gentle, personable, and impeccable, after falling asleep at night, Lin Jing almost fell asleep every night, sometimes holding his hand and running and laughing, sometimes looking at him with resentment, crying sadly.

Occasionally he would wake up in the middle of the night, unable to sleep again, staring at her photos in a daze, looking at it all night.

Between him and Lin Jing, there are too many memories and too many beautiful things.

He once vowed to get ahead, hold his girl in the palm of his hand, care and pamper, and live his life, but he didn't do it.

Later, he couldn't help but grind hard and hard in Zuge, he lived with Chuge, and in his arms was obviously Chu Ge's soft body, but it was still Lin Jing who was dreaming.

There was always a grievance in her eyebrows, and she stood in a foggy place, and he pulled out his legs to chase after her, but she turned and left, and her back soon disappeared in the fog.

He woke up in agony, sweating profusely and shouting her name, and Zug beside him beat him in annoyance and anger.

He is very good at deceiving people, coupled with a handsome and charming appearance, and a few affectionate sweet words, he will make Zug smile with his eyebrows.

But no matter how stupid Zug is, he won't believe it after lying to him a few times.

Their relationship is getting worse and worse.

He knew that Zug really liked him, liked his deceitful skin, liked his gentleness and personability.

Although she is sometimes selfish and willful, she is quite unreasonable, but she is sincere to him.

But he couldn't like Zug, his heart was already branded with Lin Jing's name, and he was afraid that he would not be able to fall in love with other women for the rest of his life.

But now he is no longer qualified to have his favorite girl.

He is too dirty, too filthy, how can he, who is so hypocritical and scheming, worthy of a clean and beautiful Lin Jing?

She entered the TV station to work, bloomed her unique style, and gradually became known and loved.

Gathering news about her has become the only way for him to relax in his free time.

He was so grateful to fate that she had such a glamorous and decent job, and that he could see her on the TV screen.

Each time, he stared at her every move with almost greed.

This is his girl, who is now so bright, and he is reduced to someone else's dog.

Between him and her, there is no longer any possibility.

But she came to him out of the blue, saying that she didn't mind, she didn't care, as long as they could start over, whatever it was.

She couldn't mind, didn't care, but he couldn't.

She was so beautiful, so good, beautiful and kind, she deserved better, and she shouldn't have been tarnished by a despicable and filthy man like him.

So, he chuckled and refused.

His smile was still gentle and elegant, and he was unassailable, but only he knew how much pain he had.

The pain almost goes crazy, and I almost wants to suffocate.

She cried and left, he thought they were completely finished, but he didn't expect to suddenly receive a text message from Wen Yuci and learn that she was suffering from depression.

The shocking thunderbolt was nothing more than that, and his mood was as if he was at a loss when he learned that his mother would have her leg amputated without surgery, and he blamed himself and felt heartache.

She somehow got this disease because...... Him?

This thought made his heart ache like Ling Chi.

Now that his mother is in good health, Zug knows that he loves someone else, and his temper is getting worse and worse, and he often sneers at him and speaks ill of him, and he can leave Zug at any time if he wants to.

Anyway, he is a wicked person, and being ungrateful is nothing to him, as long as he can get what he wants most, he can be ungrateful, he can do whatever it takes, and there will never be any psychological burden.

But he didn't, probably reluctantly. He has lost Lin Jing, and without Lin Jing, the most important thing is the identity of Chu Sheng International's fast son-in-law.