Chapter 50 Carving
/ The sun goes up, the sun goes down, the ice cream sheds tears /
Jiangzhou at dusk is really beautiful, with the smoke and fireworks, there is also a refreshing market gas, the quaint old houses and modern skyscrapers are scattered, forming a unique landscape of Jiangzhou City, many people who choose to come out for a walk in this time are the most able to appreciate the beauty of Jiangzhou's characteristics, but no matter how beautiful the scenery is, now it can't enter Yan Leng's heart, no matter how bright the fireworks, they can't illuminate Yan Leng's heart.
Yan Leng was deceiving himself, Cen Ge was just in a bad mood, he didn't guess his deception, but this thought was repeatedly remembered and put down in Yan Leng's heart, over and over again, even he couldn't deceive himself. But what can he do? Now he has seen very clearly what kind of person he is, he is not a love saint, he really can't let Cen Ge leave, but he doesn't want to hurt Cen Ge. Yan Leng was in a dilemma, or he was actually more afraid that he would do something sorry for Cen Ge, for example, to be imprisoned again.
See, he's so selfish, he's always known it.
Yan Leng no longer sat on the bench in a daze, nor did he cry silently under the tree, he walked to a tattoo parlor at the end of Fusong Road, the owner of which he knew and knew very well, although it was already a matter of his previous life.
"Coming?"
"It's coming. β
Obviously they are two people who have never seen each other in this life, the boss greets as a regular customer, and the guest also answers as a regular customer, tacit and wonderful, really like the memory of the previous life left in this life.
"What kind of tattoo do you want to get?" At this time, the shopkeeper was still very young and enthusiastic, and he didn't know how many times stronger than he was twenty years later. More than ten years later, Yan Leng lost Cen Ge, and under extreme sadness and paranoia, he was introduced to find this shop, and tattooed a tattoo on his heart that could never be washed off, not by any means, even if it was to cut off that piece of flesh.
And the shopkeeper at that time also had a tattoo of the same style, which was his lover's name, the same as the word "Cen" in Yan Leng's heart, and he was even more unfortunate than Yan Leng, because he had never even seen the last face of his lover before he died.
At this time, his state of mind is somewhat similar to that of his previous life, but he is still alive, and he finally has some hope and comfort, and the corner of Yan Leng's mouth pulls out a wry smile.
"Take a step to speak. Yan Leng looked at the third person in the store, stretched out his hand and pointed to the room behind the curtain, and spoke.
Although the boss was puzzled, such customers were not absent, so he nodded, said "please", lifted the curtain with his hand, and walked in first.
Yan Leng walked in and took a look, the back of the blue flower cloth was no different from the previous life, a board bed, a few drawing boards, paint piled up on the side, and the window that didn't even have an anti-theft steel bar, a small lamp that couldn't be dim anymore, and the ground crowded with dust, under the light, the particles showed their shape.
"I'm going to get a 'bone pattern'. Before Yan Leng's words fell, he saw the little boss look up at him suddenly, almost thinking that his ears were wrong.
ββ¦β¦ Who did you listen to?" The little boss felt the difference, after coming to Jiangzhou City, so far, he had only mentioned bone patterns to one person, how could Yan Leng know?
ββ¦β¦ Naturally, I have my own way, give me a pen, and I'll draw it to you. Yan Leng's words were overbearing, and it seemed that there was no room for the little boss to refuse, but only Yan Leng knew, of course he couldn't tell the origin of the news, and he could guess from the little boss's surprised reaction, and there were definitely not many people who knew.
ββ¦β¦ Okay, but I have to say it again, bone lines will damage the human body to some extent, and because anesthetics are strictly controlled, general tattoos are not used, but bone lines are different, it will be very painful, very painful, and there is no way to add it, but this requires your own restraint, no matter how painful it is, you can't move...... And after the tattoo, I can't get it off in my life...... Are you sure you still want tattoos?" The little boss is very serious, because bone tattoos are indeed very dangerous and sinful, and they have to carry such a mark in this life, and there is no regret medicine to take.
"Lines. Yan Leng didn't think about it at all, he already knew what the little boss said, no matter how painful it was, he could endure it, as for regret?
ββ¦β¦ Yes. The word said a little bit of gritted teeth, "Then you wait a while, I'll send the person outside away, you can draw the pattern to me." With that, he handed Yan Leng a pen, and took out a piece of paper and handed it to him.
"Good. Yan Leng nodded, and sat casually on a horse tie in the corner of the wall, and he couldn't tell that it was a person who wanted to tattoo bones.
After a while, the little boss walked in again, "The people have been sent away, and the store door is closed, you come with me." After glancing at Yan Leng, he walked to a hut in the back.
Although the sparrow is small, it has all kinds of organs. This room is not as large as the usual working room, but it is much more elaborate than the previous room.
"Where do you want to tattoo it? If you have a bone pattern, the shoulder bone will be less dangerous, and the collarbone can also be, and the pipa bone is fine, if you are afraid of being seen by others, my Jianyì is tattooed on the pipa bone. "After all, it's not an ordinary tattoo, so you have to be cautious.
"Heart. This is the only place he wants to put Cen Ge, there will be no other choice, at this time, how can he not have that kind of luck mentality, if Cen Ge finds out one day that this tattoo is tattooed on his heart, and he can't get rid of it for the rest of his life, can he say a gentle love word to him? Can he declare that Cen Ge is the only person in his heart for the rest of his life?
"You're crazy?!! the little boss twisted his eyebrows, his voice suddenly became high-pitched, and his words were full of disbelief.
That's right, he is crazy, and he has been crazy for a long time, since Cen Ge died in his arms in his previous life, he has been completely crazy. In this life, he finally got God's mercy, and saw a living Cen Ge again, able to live under the same roof with him, and even be able to share the same bed, and he could grind his ears and temples, and kiss passionately, this is a miracle in his two lives, what does it mean for him to lose again?
He didn't dare to think about it.
In the same position as in his previous life, Yan Leng was actually more worried about Cen Ge's reaction when he found out about it, yes, he was just gambling. In this love game with Cen Ge, before it started, he had already lost nothing, and now, the chips he has are only left with himself, so this time the bone pattern tattooed on his heart, he is gambling with himself.