180. Being mean is instinct
Qianqian . , Let me love you as soon as possible, the latest chapter in the dust!
Of course, he also knew that if he could stop her for a while, he couldn't stop her for a lifetime. Lin Shinian was silent for a few seconds and mocked: "Either go and get a boyfriend, like when I was with Shen Ye before." I might just be able to restrain myself. ”
"Oh, then you still offer to let me do it with you?" Fang Songqi hooked his lips, "According to what you just said, you won't stop me from being with my boyfriend, and you're not my boyfriend, shouldn't you also stop yourself?"
Lin Shinian's words were blocked for a moment.
Fang Songqi looked at him a little funny, withdrew his hand, and returned his original words to him: "Go and rest." ”
Lin Shinian stopped her again.
"Huh?"
"I don't have a chance to be your boyfriend, do I?"
Fang Songqi: "......"
Lin Shinian seemed to be afraid that she would misunderstand, and added an emphasis: "It's not Xiao Jiu, it's you." The opportunity to get to know each other again and let me pursue you, is it possible? I can only stay in the 'special existence', and it is impossible to develop further?"
Similar to this kind of rebuilding the old good, Zhou Ze said that he was sneered at by her, Shen Ye said that he was ruthlessly rejected by her, and now Lin Shinian also said that Fang Songqi frowned subconsciously.
Even if he doesn't say it, his various actions show that he wants to continue with her. However, before she thought that he wanted to continue the broken relationship between him and Xiao Jiu, and during his time in Africa, he began to officially explain to her that he separated her from Xiao Jiu, and made it clear that giving her sunscreen and lipstick had nothing to do with Xiao Jiu, which was actually more difficult for her to accept than him taking care of her purely because of Xiao Jiu.
"Hey......" Fang Songqi was uncomfortable.
Her knee-jerk reaction was disgusting, wanting to laugh at him for really liking her. If she wants to avenge Xiao Jiu, the most important thing she should do now should be to trample on his dignity and humiliate his dignity even harder.
Ugly words have indeed overflowed into the mouth.
But thanks to the improvement in her ability to control her emotions, she forcibly pursed her lips.
Don't scold people too much. Fang Songqi turned his back and didn't look at him for the time being.
Lin Shinian thought she was unwell, and said, "What's wrong?"
Fang Songqi made a gesture back to silence him, put his forehead against the wall, and took several deep breaths back and forth, and then her strongest thought was not to humiliate him, and another question came up, she turned her head suddenly: "What about Xiao Jiu? Don't you love Xiao Jiu now?"
The two were still standing at the door at this time, but Fang Songqi leaned inside, and half of Lin Shinian's body was still outside the door. The lights in the room had not had time to turn on, and the light reflected in the corridor outside caused a backlight on Lin Shinian's face.
"Love. He said, "She'll always be in my heart." ”
"Now, I want to try to shake your hand. He went on to say.
Fang Songqi tilted her head slightly, looked at him silently for a long time, and when she spoke again, she looked quite solemn: "I'm going to try to sleep with you now." ”
never expected to get such a response, Lin Shinian was stunned. Although he also drank some wine for dinner today, he was much more rational than last time: "Why?"
"I wonder what I'm going to feel like now. Fang Songqi was frank, and then deliberately hooked his lips, "And some of your previous words I think are quite reasonable." ”
Lin Shinian frowned.
Fang Songqi also respected his wishes: "Do you want to follow you." But don't think about it too long, decide in five minutes. ”
With that, she turned on the light and lazily went to the kitchen to pour water to drink.
When she returned, Lin Shinian stood in the living room, looked at her, and asked her in the words she had asked last time: "Do you have a room, my room?"
Fang Songqi smiled and clasped his hands to his chest: "The agreement is still valid, right? ”
Lin Shinian smiled and took off his coat, which means by default.
Fang Songqi also took off his coat, and walked towards him while taking it off: "Then start here." ”
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After all, it is the body that has been familiar with each other for several years, and knows each other's sensitive points too well, even if it is no longer compatible for a long time, there is no need for early running-in.
Ups and downs, in and out, plundering and attacking, both of them were like fish in water, beginning in the living room and ending in her bedroom.
At night, it was already more than three o'clock in the morning, and I went to sleep directly after doing it, and Lin Shinian woke up first in the morning.
Sunlight shines through the gaps in the curtains and onto the ceiling, creating a narrow strip.
He tried to roll over, but with this movement, all his senses and nerves were awakened, and he realized that a leg that did not belong to him was lying across his crotch.
He turned his head to look, Fang Songqi was sleeping beside him indecently, and the quilt covered most of her face.
For a moment, dreams and reality were intertwined, and it was impossible to distinguish them.
Fang Songqi opened his eyes more than an hour later, holding the quilt and planning to return to the cage, but he didn't feel sleepy, so he got up and washed.
The mood has improved compared to last night's depression, and the physiological comfort still helps to mediate. Humming a little song, she walked out of the room, and when she passed by Lin Shinian's room, she saw that the door was open, she stopped and knocked on the door.
Lin Shinian was originally flipping through the email, and raised his eyes when he heard the voice: "Got up?"
"Hmm. Although he was not sleepy, Fang Songqi still yawned and asked, "Doctor Ma has finished seeing him, can we go back to Liucheng?"
Lin Shinian bowed: "I've arranged it, when you finish eating, you can leave at any time." ”
"OK," Fang Songqi shrugged, had already continued to go to the living room, remembered something, turned back, leaned over, and chuckled, "It seems that Boss Lin is not lying, he has indeed not sharpened his knife in the past few months, and it was a bit dull at first." ”
Lin Shinian raised his lips: "It didn't affect its ease of use." ”
Yo, just give him some paint, he climbed down the pole to open a dyeing workshop so confidently? Fang Songqi deliberately poured cold water on him: "I don't want to hear my experience?"
"I want to hear about it. Lin Shinian has not forgotten her purpose before she made it very clear.
Fang Songqi sold Guanzi: "I'll go to dinner first." ”
Lin Shinian reacted that she was deliberately hanging his appetite and taking revenge on his Gu Ya at night.
According to the plan, after the meal, the two packed their luggage, checked out and left the hotel, and drove back to Liucheng by Lin Shinian.
At first, Fang Songqi rushed to drive, and Lin Shinian still remembered her crazy racing in Africa, and mocked, "I still want to save my life." ”
"Heh, the elderly are the elderly, driving a car is like a turtle crawling. Fang Songqi sneered at each other, pursed his lips, took out the blindfold, tilted his head to sleep, and didn't care anymore.
She slept several times intermittently, and when she arrived at the toll booth at the intersection of Liucheng Expressway, she was awake and touched up her makeup.
Speaking of which, there was no way to put on makeup in Africa for a while, she was used to being plain all day long, and she faintly cultivated a trace of inertia, and after returning to China, she went out less often, and the number of makeup was also less.
Lin Shinian's inquiry came to his ears: "Do you want to live in Wulan Bay or Xiangling Villa?"
Neither is a good place. Fang Songqi frowned: "Is there any other choice?"
Lin Shinian cross-examined: "Do you have any other properties of your own?"
"......" Fang Songqi whispered, "Bully me and have no money?"
"Don't say you're too big to go back to the apartment. Lin Shinian accurately guessed her next sentence.
"Heh," Fang Songqi sneered, "Your big boss, you don't have any other property that can be lent to me as a place to live temporarily?"
"Hong Kong has, but there really isn't here. Lin Shinian turned the steering wheel and made a decision for her, "Xiangling Villa." The security system there is better. ”
Fang Songqi didn't speak, and her expression showed that she was unhappy.
There must have been a question of where to live when she returned to Liucheng, and she had forgotten about it. What was once like a birdcage, she was going back to the grass!
After arriving, she found that she was not as resistant to this place as she had imagined.
This no longer resists comes from her sudden enlightenment: yes, this is still the place where she used to raise her canary, but she is no longer his canary, she is no longer forcibly trapped by him, she can get rid of him at any time.
The identity is different, the mood is different, and the meaning here for her is different, so where is the bird cage?
Ha, haha, hahahaha, his brain turned a corner completely, it was like he had suddenly been opened to the second vein of Ren Du, Fang Songqi couldn't help laughing. In vain, she also blocked herself on the way. She is also strange, she has already figured out her relationship with him, why is this point almost on the tip of the bull's horns?
As everyone knows, at this time, her happy expression towards the chickens, ducks and geese in the yard fell into Lin Shinian's eyes, like a retarded person: "Are you fighting their ideas again?"
Fang Songqi regained his thoughts, raised his chin slightly, raised his eyebrows, and followed his words: "Let's stew chicken soup tonight." ”
The cook and the maid are still there, but they have obviously been explained in advance by Lin Shinian, and now they treat her differently than before, as if she were a temporary guest here.
Fang Songqi drank the chicken soup as she wished, but it was not stewed after she proposed it, but it happened that there was chicken soup in the dinner prepared by the cook today.
After her stomach was satisfied, she touched her stomach and leaned back in the chair, looked at Lin Shinian opposite, and resumed the topic: "Don't you want to know how I feel about my experience?"
Lin Shi is stagnant for a long time.
Not really, he didn't particularly want to know her results.
But there are many things that he needs to force himself to face, just as she forces herself to face the pain of other personalities and those personalities that they have shared for her.
"I want to hear about it. He put down the chopsticks in his hand and looked at her as well.
Fang Songqi changed his posture, leaned forward, and supported his chin with his hands on the table, but he pulled out another question that had not yet been answered by him: "As for whether you still have a chance to pursue me, I have thought about it." Would you rather hear the truth, or be polite?"
Lin Shinian did not hesitate: "Tell the truth." ”
"Good. Fang Songqi confessed, "None of us can predict what will happen in the future." But for now, you don't have a chance. You are completely out of my consideration for having a boyfriend, you can only stay in the 'special existence', Xiao Jiu is the connection between me and you. ”
The answer is not unexpected. Lin Shinian's eyes moved slightly, and he nodded calmly: "Well, this is the price I paid for being sorry for Xiao Jiuli back then, and for you-"
"I'll forget it. Fang Songqi interrupted him, smiling, "I have been wronged, but I am not like Xiao Jiu, I have always had revenge and revenge, you have suffered a lot of anger with me during this time, although with my principle of 'others give me a slap in the face, I will pay back ten fists from the other party', it is still not enough to relieve my anger, but my prime minister can support the boat in his belly The adult does not remember the villain, and agrees to write it off with you." My mania has decreased a lot, and I have improved a lot in managing my emotions, and I will try to control my temper towards you, of course, provided that you don't actively provoke me. ”
Lin Shinian chuckled: "Do you want to update your vocabulary? In the past, you used to flatter me hypocritically, 'the prime minister can support the boat in his belly, and the adults don't remember the villain'. ”
Fang Songqi knocked on the door of his head suddenly: "No wonder I feel very familiar, it is used to describe myself as weird, it turned out to be used on you." ”
She was addicted to drama and went up, clasping her fists with both hands proudly: "Thank you for reminding you~"
After putting down her fist, she got back to business, lowered her expression, and no longer used "you", and said calmly: "As for the sleep with you, I originally thought that I still couldn't treat it normally, but it seems to be ...... That's it. ”
It's the same as the feeling I feel when I come to the villa today.
She was quite emotional, and the "relief" mentioned to Ji Zhongtang before was not only in Lao Xu's death, but also in many subtle aspects.
She suddenly figured out another thing: what she feared about herself being changed after receiving treatment and becoming less like herself, in fact, she should not be understood as "change", she was not changing, it was the gradual recovery of the disease she should have treated.
She is still her, and she has always been herself.
"What's the matter, will my words hurt you?" Fang Songqi said.
During this period of time, the frequency of communication between the two of them has become more and more frequent, and tonight has reached a new level.
Lin Shinian stared at her cunning in the light and nodded: "Well, it hurt me." ”
Fang Songqi pushed it back to him: "Isn't it you asking to hear the truth? Don't forget everything just now, I'll take the polite version and tell you again?"
Lin Shinian was quite interested in listening, but Fang Songqi turned to another topic: "Originally, I didn't need to talk to you about my illness at all, but when it comes to Xiao Jiu, I think I have to support you." This time in hypnosis, I saw the real bodies of the other three personalities. ”
Because of Xiao Jiu's relationship, Lin Shinian knew more about the condition of multiple personality than her, so he didn't have any doubts about the meaning of the word "real body" in her mouth, and even deliberately asked her: "Are you satisfied with the appearance of 'Xiao Wu'?"
FANG SONGQI'S FACE DARKENED: "HAS XIAO JIU SEEN IRON WOLF AND SUKI BEFORE?"
Lin Shinian's eyes darkened slightly: "I've seen it once." ”
Then he asked, "Are you afraid?"
His subtext is obviously that Xiao Jiu used to be very afraid. Fang Songqi raised his lips arrogantly: "Am I like a person who is afraid?" - in fact, didn't he run away in fright?
Without digressing from the topic, she roughly relayed Dr. Ma's words, focusing on: "...... Xiao Jiu may have forgiven you. ”
Lin was silent for a long time.
Fang Songqi didn't want to wait to see how he would react, and continued to inform Dr. Ma of what he had told her, but out of her unwillingness to show her timidity, she omitted her fear that Xiao Jiu would not agree.
"According to Doctor Ma, I should be able to talk to Xiao Jiu, do you have anything you want me to bring her?"
Lin Shinian was silent for a while, and then shook his head: "There is nothing to bring." ”
"Oh......" Fang Songqi shrugged.
There was a sudden silence between the two.
Lin Shinian remembered that she hadn't taken medicine yet, so she got up and went to Bang her to get the medicine bottle and pour water.
Fang Songqi sent the entrance of the service, and seeing that Lin Shinian's eyes did not leave her, he couldn't help but complain: "Can you not use this kind of father's gaze to look at his daughter? ”
Lin Shinian laughed silently and said, "If you can have a meeting with the three of them, talk well." They will agree. ”
Fang Songqi rolled his eyes: "You misunderstood, my meanness has basically been contracted by you recently, and I will treat everyone else well, otherwise how can you think Ji Zhongtang likes me and wants to accept me as my goddaughter? ”
"'Meanness is instinct, kindness is perseverance'. What's more," Lin Shinian took away her used water glass, "How many people have Uncle Ji seen in his life, and you can't even fool me with your acting skills, can you fool him?"
Fang Songqi was about to slap him, when a prompt sound came from the mobile phone, she finally broke off talking to him and motioned to the mobile phone: "I made an appointment to talk to Xu Jing on the phone, go back to the room first." ”
Lin Shinian just walked into the kitchen and put the cup into the sink, and when she turned her head when she heard the words, she could only capture her neatly running to the back of the second floor.
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Fang Songqi communicated with Xu Jing by video as usual, Xu Jing mainly confirmed whether she had returned to Liucheng, and then talked about the question she asked him to consult with the insurance company about the amount of insurance last time.
The insurance company said that after the official confirmed her death, Xu Jing paid all the materials as required, passed the review, and could receive the two million she insured at that time.
Fang Songqi also remembered that the maximum amount of insurance he insured that year was 2 million. The main reason is that she doesn't have much money, otherwise she can buy it higher.
"Sister, you don't really plan to cheat the insurance, do you?" Xu Jing was particularly worried, and told her a few other things, "Your previous school tutor, Professor Feng, came to me, in addition to comforting me, he also said that he wanted to bear my tuition and medical expenses in the future, and asked me to move to his faculty dormitory after I was admitted to Liuda University, which was convenient and had someone to take care of." ”
Feng Zhongmou......
"There is also a sister, the company you worked for before, DK, and someone contacted me, saying that there is a compensation, and they are willing to be responsible for my future tuition, surgery fees, and medical expenses, and I will introduce me to work when I graduate. Xu Jing said again.
Fang Songqi frowned: "What do you mean?
"It's not. Xu Jing said, "I can't accept it all." ”
"It would be wrong to accept them all. Fang Songqi corrected him, "If I really die in Africa this time, you can not have Professor Feng's money, you must take DK's money, and open your mouth as much as possible." Although my life is priceless, you don't have to be foolish to lose both money and money, you have to hold the money firmly in your hands. ”
After thinking about it again, Fang Songqi immediately thought about it again: "No, in case people brew public opinion to pour dirty water on you and on you, saying that you eat human blood steamed buns and use your sister's death to make money, although your head is smart and your social experience is completely blank, you can't fight those jackals, tigers and leopards, forget it." ”
In the social news, are there still few similar cases? It has been delayed again and again and has not been resolved, Xu Jing is a sick man again, where does he have energy?
After talking for a long time, Xu Jing's side was quiet for a long time, and Fang Songqi called him: "Why are you dumb?"
Xu Jing whispered: "Sister, you are still alive, there is nothing I need to consider about what you are talking about now, and I don't have to respond." ”
His tone was a complete indication of his growing boldness. Fang Songqi expressed many words of dissatisfaction, and after ending the call, he was actually very happy in his heart: during the period of her disappearance, he had grown. After all, she couldn't take care of him all the time. Of course, his biggest problem is his illness......
Putting his worries aside, Fang Songqi cheered up and prepared to wash, and found Xiao Jiu's pink and girlish diary on the table.
Unable to complain, what is the difference between the old dog and an afterthought? She now basically grasped the main vein of Xiao Jiu's memory clearly, and he returned the diary.
However, Fang Songqi is still interested in it, and since it is back, she doesn't look at it in vain. After coming out of the bathroom, I flipped through the bed with relish, and from time to time I was amused by a few immature words and childish thoughts of my teenage self.
She also saw more clearly how hard Xiao Jiu had worked to develop in the direction of being an excellent news media person. Maybe in this regard, she was also influenced by Xiao Jiu, but it doesn't matter, she will no longer do something against her original intention in order to prevent herself from being "assimilated" as she did at the beginning. She had to thank Shen Ye, it was Shen Ye who reminded her, but that changed herself.
Shen Ye, Shen Ye, judging from Ji Laoqi's feedback, Shen Ye has returned to normal life. Then she's in B. J.'s glass of water was not spilled in vain. Even if Shen Jun and Fang Jie's mess is put aside, Feng Songren almost killed her, and she wants to take revenge, and she will have to be the opposite of Shen Ye when the time comes.
Call......
The next day, Fang Songqi recuperated in the villa, and in addition to continuing her manuscript, she also put her graduation thesis back on the desk.
In the evening, Fang Songqi unexpectedly got a good news: Shen Yuan has fallen again.
It has only been more than a month since the last Shen Yuan who matched Xu Jing appeared, and the last one was given up by Xu Jing on his own initiative, so this time it was even more surprising, and the pie in the sky was a sense of sight.
"Are you sure?" Fang Songqi couldn't believe it.
"The news from the hospital, the doctor has not yet informed Xu Jing. I'll be again-" Before Lin Shinian finished speaking, Fang Songqi didn't listen anymore, and immediately called Xu Jing and warned him not to refuse when the doctor contacted him later.
Hanging up the phone, Fang Songqi turned around and discussed with Lin Shinian: "Tomorrow Xu Jing will take the exam, I want to take this opportunity to meet him." ”
It's not a big problem, the two sisters and brothers haven't seen each other for a long time, and they should see each other. Lin Shinian had no opinion, but he had a request: "I'll find someone to arrange, don't run around by yourself." ”
It is indeed safer to have a response, and Fang Songqi didn't want to be discovered so soon, so he promised: "Then please." ”
Lin Shinian finished Fang Cai's words: "Shen Yuan's matter, I will confirm it with you again." ”