179. I'm afraid
Qianqian . , Let me love you as soon as possible, the latest chapter in the dust!
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After chatting with Dr. Ma again, Fang Songqi sat for fifteen more minutes and left the consultation room.
After staying in it for too long, and sleeping for a while, she was already in a trance, and found that the people waiting outside had changed from Shen Ye to Lin Shinian, and she didn't react at first glance.
Lin Shinian saw that her face was not good, and her eyes were strange when she looked at him, so she couldn't help frowning, and glanced towards the treatment room: "What's wrong?"
Fang Songqi mocked: "Why can you appear in front of me in front of me now? Why don't I blow up my hair when I see you? Why can I bear you staying by my side all the time?"
Lin Shinian's eyes flashed lightly.
Fang Songqi exhaled and walked out.
Every time, even if I am happy to come to the counseling room at the beginning, I will not be in a good mood when I return, and I will even be depressed. Dr. Ma's reassurance worked, and today she is not in the doldrums, but ...... It's really panicked.
In the past, Shen Ye accompanied her, and she would basically take the initiative to inform her of her hypnosis. And in the face of Lin Shinian, it would be good if she didn't get in touch with him, where did she come from to talk*?
On the way here, he obviously liked to ignore and not say a word, but now he took the initiative to ask her what she wanted to eat for dinner.
"Whatever. "Fang Songqi is scared. When she came to Haicheng with Shen Ye, she was more interested in digging up good things everywhere, and she could also talk to him, especially in terms of food appreciation.
Lin Shinian made the decision.
There is no need to doubt Boss Lin's financial resources, the place where he goes cannot be of low grade. This time it was a private chef, and the guests were just the two of them, and the chef was in front of the cooking table three meters away from the table, and saw how the chef cooked.
is a pleasing handsome French guy, Fang Songqi has no shame, let alone politeness or impoliteness, staring at others all the time. It is estimated that people have long been accustomed to it, and they are not affected by the whole process, and every time they come to deliver food, they are also very friendly and answer her questions one by one.
Fang Songqi's previous questions were all related to the dishes, and when the dessert was finally served, she asked if they had a girlfriend, and the implication was that she wanted to soak him.
The handsome French guy laughed at this time and said in Chinese, which is not very proficient: "Miss Fang is still so interesting." ”
"We know each other?" Fang Songqi was stunned.
An old dog, who has been ignored by her, kindly reminds him: "He's Joel, who took you to sea in Macau earlier (Chapter 30), and you ate what he cooked." ”
"......??? "What Joel is not Joel, she has no impression of the name at all, but she has a memory point for Macau to go to sea, at this time, after a little search for dry intestines, it is not difficult to remember that at that time, she and Lin Shinian were also on the yacht, plus a little French brother.
Grass, Europeans have always looked the same in her eyes, so at first, although Fang Songqi felt that the cook was faintly familiar, she only thought it was because of this, she didn't think about it, it turned out to be the same person at all. It's a shame to lose a lot of hair.
After the handsome cook and Lin Shinian talked for a few words, they returned to the cooking table.
Fang Songqi glared at Lin Shinian: "Why did he run to Haicheng?"
He chose to open a restaurant in Haicheng. Lin Shinian had a very strange expression on her face.
Fang Songqi was rude: "Your uncle, why didn't you tell me earlier?"
Lin Shi was young and fluttering: "My uncle has been in the ground for many years, how can he tell you?"
"......" Fang Songqi kicked him under the table.
Lin Shinian retracted his feet, stayed away from her, and commented lightly: "Your vision has not changed." I had thoughts about him when I first met, and I had thoughts about him this time. ”
Yo, he didn't say it, she didn't remember it. Yes, she had asked him to introduce Joel to her current home, but it was more of a deliberate attempt to make him sick. She did have the idea of dating Joel today, you must know that she was going to go out for an affair last night, but she was destroyed by Lin Shinian, and now she is indirectly destroyed by Lin Shinian.
Aggrieved. Fang Songqi poked the dessert with a cold face, stuffed it into his mouth one by one, and wondered in his heart that now that he was outside, he couldn't do anything like blocking the door, it was much more convenient than last night, and he should be able to get rid of him.
However, after leaving the restaurant, without waiting for her to take action, she was taken away by Lin Shinian first...... Duck shop.
Yes, that's right, it's not a duck of roast duck, it's a duck of cow and lang.
"What tricks are you playing?" Fang Songqi decided that he had a conspiracy.
"This is not what you want?" Lin Shinian's expression was extremely sincere, he took off his seat belt, and pushed the car door first, "Let's go, go in and see what tricks you like inside, it saves time than you go to the affair, and there are more styles." ”
Hanging eyes narrowed slightly, Fang Songqi chose to follow, in order to understand what medicine was sold in his gourd.
In the form of the clubhouse, there are waiters from the door, and after entering, it is like a clear bar, there are men and women in the booths, women are naturally guests, and men have guests and cows. Fang Songqi followed Boss Lin into the VIP box.
The waiter sent the IPAD, and the menu was displayed on the screen, and all the cows and langs in the store were displayed on it, displayed in various classified forms, such as the most popular daily list, weekly list, monthly list, and semi-annual list according to business ability, such as singing and dancing according to talent and skills, and all-round musical instruments; for example, according to the personality of humorous and funny, mature and steady, gentle and considerate, wild and uninhibited, cold and introverted, or another classification for the interpretation of the flower, the boss, the senior, the little brother next door; for example, according to the age group, there are dogs, wolf dogs, and old dogs.
- Poof, the old dog is better than ??? Fang Songqi couldn't help but wow, and deliberately handed it to Lin Shinian: "Look, I must not choose this kind." ”
Lin Shinian glanced at her and didn't speak.
Seeing that the waiter handed another IPAD to Lin Shinian, Fang Songqi hurriedly followed, stuffed it into his hand, and said with a wicked smile: "Come on, come on~ You can't be my escort to run for nothing, taste new tastes, and open up a new world~"
She waited for Lin Shinian to have a black face, but he actually looked through the menu.
Damn! Fang Songqi has also opened up a new world, has he just bent recently? Or has he always been both male and female?
Compared to her own order, she was more interested at this time, what type he liked, and came to him to stare at it, but he was very simple and rude, and he didn't flip into the detailed classification at all, the top three on the monthly list and the semi-annual list were included, and the daily list and the weekly list were not selected because of overlap.
"You have a big appetite. Fang Songqi smiled meaningfully.
It's a pity that three of the six are marked red, which means that they are already accompanying the guests tonight, and there are only three left, and the waiter also tactfully reminded him of the rules here, it is impossible to bring people to the guests like buying vegetables and let the guests pick up radishes and tomatoes, which one is selected on the menu, if you want to find these three top brands at one time, it is not impossible, but the price is ......
"Heh, is this looking down on our boss Lin?" Fang Songqi played the role of Wei Bi by himself, setting up a shelf for Lin Shinian, "Don't talk about the price of the three top cards, even if it is your entire club, our boss can buy it." ”
She snorted coldly, and was unforgiving: "What else can't you pick for us, right? Who knows how big the difference is between real people and photos? Call them all over! Our boss is not bad for money! Even if our boss doesn't like it in the end, he will give a passing fee, okay?"
Lin Shi never made a sound to disturb her free play.
The waiter acquiesced to him, and asked Fang Songqi if he liked it.
Fang Songqi turned his head and asked Lin Shinian: "Are you in a treat tonight?"
"Well, I'm in for a treat. Because of the light, Lin Shinian's eyes were more unfathomable than before, and Fang Songqi's defense in her heart couldn't help but stand higher, and she smiled on her face, "Aren't you all the best ones?" If you don't like it for a while, I'll pick it up, how about it?"
"Yes. "Lin Shinian bowed his head.
The waiter places the order as they requested.
Lin Shinian got up and left the box, seemingly to answer the phone.
Fang Songqi was bored, eating a fruit plate, browsing the menu, and admiring other men.
The three top players soon came to the box.
The moment he raised his eyes, Fang Songqi directly squirted out the watermelon seeds in his mouth. What the hell? Wash scissors blow and kill Matt? Is it a cow, a herd or a shemale?
She put up the photos on the menu and asked, "Are you sure you're the three little brothers?"
The males she had just swept outside were all presentable.
The three top cards held the top card shelf and answered for her: "If it is fake, it will be us." However, in order to be realistic, we didn't wear makeup, and now we look like makeup. ”
Fang Songqi: "...... "Then can she let them all remove their makeup?
I haven't forgotten that the main owner is Lin Shinian, how can I just disgust her? Hurry up and pull the old dog in to appreciate and appreciate what kind of vision he has.
As a result, I waited for a while and no one returned.
The three top players were even more impatient than her: "Sister, do you want us to greet you? If not, pay our cut-off fee; if so, then do you want us to chat and drink together, or do you want to come out?"
It seems that she is afraid that she will have no money.
Oh, what kind of quality? In the past, she was mixed in "amorous", and the girls were very high in emotional intelligence, and they should really let Sister Cindy adjust, teach, and teach them! It just so happened that Sister Cindy's dream was to open another "ten thousand" field.
Fang Songqi raised the shelf higher than them, ignored it, and went out to find Lin Shinian. She had a bad premonition in her heart.
As soon as they got out of the box, they met the waiter who had led them in, and asked her with a smile why she came out and whether she was not satisfied.
"If you are satisfied or not, you have to ask us what Boss Lin means. Fang Songqi hooked his lips, "I'll go and see if he finished calling." ”
But I heard the waiter tell me: "Boss Lin has left, just settled the bill, and said that these three are left for you." ”
Fang Songqi raised his eyebrows, and the focus fell on "settling the account", he really paid her to pay for her daughter-ticket Niu and Lang Lu? However, this kind of goods was left to her, did she deliberately spoil her appetite? Phew! She didn't want it! She immediately asked for a replacement.
"It's okay to make a substitution, but the cost will have to be settled separately. ”
"Why do you have to settle it separately?" Fang Songqi sneered, "I haven't touched a single finger of the three in it, at most I will deduct your cutscene fee, and the remaining money is not enough for me to pick two more ordinary prices?"
"Here's how we rule here. I've just introduced you to the private room. The waiter explained.
Fang Songqi stared at him, and after a few seconds, she smiled back into a smile, and the corners of her lips were clear: "You took his money and did things for him, right?"
She guessed that he didn't have a good heart! thought that if she got a few ugly things, she wouldn't be able to speak?
Without waiting for the waiter to answer, Fang Songqi asked again: "Did he pay for the station?"
The waiter shook his head.
Look, since she can't get her mouth shut, he can save it. He would even think she was ugly and left immediately, after all, she had no money. Heheda, but how can she be embarrassed to waste his money in vain? If it is not introduced, it will not be introduced, and there are many tricks to play on the stage, when she has seen it in vain in "style"?
"If you don't change it, you won't change it, Miss and Duck, they all play similarly, it just so happened that I was someone else's female-ticket before, and now I taste the taste of someone else's female-ticket~!" Stepping on his heels hard, Fang Songqi clicked back to the box, closed the door, and didn't let people disturb.
The waiter saw that the trend of things was different from what Lin Shinian told him, he finally collected a lot of money from others, and he had to get things done well, so he called Lin Shinian.
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As Fang Songqi expected, Lin Shinian did sit in the car outside and wait for her to come out, but did not wait for her, but waited for the waiter's call.
He didn't go in right away, because it was very likely that Fang Songqi deliberately deceived him and competed with him.
The waitress said she had locked the door so she couldn't look inside.
Five minutes passed, and Lin Shinian still couldn't sit still.
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The waiter hurriedly fetched the key.
As soon as the door opened, the woman's slightly dumb Shu Shuangshen groaned into her ears.
Lin Shinian squinted.
Fang Songqi was lying on the sofa, a top brand stepped on her back to make a horse and kill chickens for her, a top brand squatted in front of the sofa to rub her temples, and a top brand pinched her feet at the end of the sofa.
Sensing the movement of opening the door, she turned her head and glanced at Lin Shinian, who appeared, with a face full of joy, and screamed Jiaojiao again, and then said "light", and after a few seconds, she changed her words to force harder.
Then she stared at the door and said to the waiter: "Huh? Do you want to buy three and get one free?
The waiter decided that they were a husband and wife quarreling and were fighting, so they silently retreated outside and did not mix.
Fang Songqi seemed to have just recognized Lin Shinian, and sighed very exaggeratedly: "It turned out to be you, I thought it was also the top brand in this club, sorry, sorry." But why did you come back again? Didn't you leave beforehand? Did you leave something behind? Oh, by the way, thank you for your treat, I really haven't been so comfortable in a long time. ”
After speaking, she continued to chant ambiguously. Although her throat has not healed and has been affected a little, it is not that she is boasting, she is called that vividly, and she thought it was a pity not to be an A/V voice actor early on.
Lin Shinian turned around and left, as silent as when he came.
Fang Songqi snorted coldly, asked the waiter to close the door for her again, and then turned her head and continued to enjoy.
At about two o'clock in the morning, she came out of the clubhouse, with pain all over her body and weak legs and feet. Damn, I haven't been to the beauty salon for a massage for a long time, and tonight there were three people at once, and she almost didn't resist.
When a little brother saw her walking staggeringly, he thought she was drunk, so he took the initiative to help her and send her out of the door.
The three killers have been staring at Matt for a long time, and the ones who are a little upright at the moment are all handsome guys in her eyes. Fang Songqi simply leaned into the little brother's arms and asked with a smile: "How much money can I go with my sister?"
The little brother counted with his fingers.
Not much. However, Fang Songqi didn't want to spend money on men at all, especially women. She's going to come out and meet men to fight, cannon, and satisfy the valley of physiology - there's no shame in underthinking, but she doesn't want to be satisfied here. She wants to have free control over her body while respecting the wishes of the other person and the other person has the same idea as her, eating and drinking men and women in an equal relationship. Someone else's woman - vote for her and her woman - vote for others, it doesn't work.
She rummaged through her wallet and took out a hundred yuan and stuffed it to the other party: "Thank you, a little tip." ”
As she spoke, she had pushed away her little brother's embrace, and said with a smile: "No matter what reason you choose this profession, I hope you can find your own happiness and freedom." ”
The little brother was obviously stunned by her inexplicable encouragement.
Fang Songqi knocked on the door of his head, laughed at his sudden hypocrisy, and took a taxi and left neatly.
Back at the hotel, she didn't go in, but sat down against the wall at the door of the suite, resting her left arm on her bent left leg, her palm on her forehead, and exhaling dejectedly.
From leaving the psychological counseling room to now, I have eaten enough, and I have made enough trouble, and at this time, I have calmed down alone, and the dullness in my heart is still lingering.
Although Dr. Ma said that it still needs to be confirmed, after hearing that she had already dreamed that she had seen the other three personalities in the same room once, he reminded her that before the next time she went to see him, if she dreamed of meeting them again, she should not run away, because according to his speculation, all the personalities had met, and most of them would have a meeting.
If she was still Xiao Jiu back then, most of the time she was discussing taking turns to dominate her body, and now she has enough ability to discuss the issue of complete integration with them - didn't she say it at first, her case is very special, the former Xiao Jiu is the real multiple personality, she is the product of Xiao Jiu's multiple personality that has not been cured, and the other three personalities have disappeared, conjuring up a fourth personality like her, which is not very stable.
But is she really capable enough?
She suppressed the fear for a long time, and came out again, the fear that she was hesitant to accept treatment at the beginning was that she was no longer the same person and even disappeared like the other three personalities back then.
Of course, Dr. Ma emphasized that integration is not disappearance, but integration into the ontology. Now she is the body. That's right, it's no longer Xiao Jiu, it's her.
Consultation means to seek the consent of the other three personalities. WILL YOU AGREE? IRON WOLF AND SUKI MAY BE EASY TO SAY, THE TWO HAVE BEEN SUB-PERSONALITIES FROM THE BEGINNING.
"What about Xiao Jiu, didn't you tell me that because of my relationship, Xiao Jiu has probably untied the knot, so she can meet Iron Wolf and SUKI smoothly, in this case, will she take the initiative to give up herself as she did back then?" she asked Dr. Ma in the treatment room.
Dr. Ma pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose and said-
A pair of feet came into view and stopped in front of her, pulling her away from her self-absorbed thoughts. Fang Songqi raised his head and suddenly met Lin Shinian's eyes.
She curled her lips, and the little vortex, which had never been obvious, loomed in a rare way: "It seems that you are still not at ease, stay at the door of the club and wait for me." ”
I came back later than her, and this is the only reason I can think of.
After peeking at her for a while, I found that she was sitting here in a daze and couldn't go in, so I couldn't help but show up, right?
Lin Shinian was silent, brushed open the door, turned sideways, and motioned to her.
Fang Songqi got up from the ground, patted the ash on his buttocks, and stopped when he walked to the position where he was halfway through the door and did not enter the door, and came face to face with him at close range, and said, "There is a question I need to ask you." ”
"What?"
"Didn't Xiao Jiu just fail to accept that he was involved in your marriage with Shen Jiarong back then?Why did you appear in my life as the owner of money three years ago, making me misunderstand that I was a junior?" Fang Songqi's eyes were covered with a thin layer of frost.
He had allowed her to misunderstand, never clarifying, and she could take it as if he was worried that she would find out about her own abnormality. can be traced back to the source, even if the situation at that time was that she took the wrong path and was ready to sell herself, he was not a choice to be a "gold owner".
"You keep saying that you regret that you couldn't explain it clearly to Xiao Jiu before, but you copied the same damage to me again, including B and my plan to use me to ask for directions with my stones, which is also tantamount to repeating the old trick. In this respect, he didn't treat her as Xiao Jiu.
In fact, now that she looks back on the time when she was his golden bird, she can feel that he is in contradiction and vacillation. The contradiction is that she is neither Xiao Jiu nor Xiao Jiu, and she is used as Xiao Jiu for a while in the swing, and she is only a stand-in for a while. So he had already thrown her stone into Feng Songren's eyes, but he was reluctant to quickly take her back. Unfortunately, she was not so easy to manipulate, and he took it upon himself to lose control of her.
If you follow this thought, you may be able to answer her confusion: when his swing is biased towards her not Xiao Jiu, making the decision of "gold master" happens to be able to continue to live X life without betraying Xiao Jiu in the simplest and rude way, after all, it is difficult for her to chase him, I am afraid that she will never be her boyfriend, and if it is an ordinary sponsor, he can't have an X relationship with her. Hmmm, the more you think about it, the more reasonable it is!
So, Fang Songqi didn't embarrass him, and looked at him as if he couldn't explain it.
She stepped past him, but her arm was grabbed. Lin Shinian's eyes were dark, and every two seconds, he spit out three words: "I'm afraid." ”
Fang Songqi was stunned for a moment, and then reacted, he was answering her question. But it's too simple, it's vague at all, and saying it is the same as not saying it. It's more like a summary introduction, followed by a long discussion of what he fears and why he is afraid.
However, it didn't wait.
Lin Shinian let go of her: "Go and rest." ”
Whetted her appetite, and she didn't let go of the sycophants. Fang Songqi was annoyed along with the previous things: "Don't care about my private life anymore! I love to do it with whomever I like to do with whom! I won't bother with you tonight, as if I played you last night and you will come back with revenge." ”
Of course, he also knew that if he could stop her for a while, he couldn't stop her for a lifetime. Lin Shinian was silent for a few seconds and mocked: "Either go and get a boyfriend, like when I was with Shen Ye before." I might just be able to restrain myself. ”
"Oh?" Fang Songqi hooked his lips, "Then you still offer to let me do it with you?"