/ If that's what you want, I'll do it. /

Yan Leng still went home, this is the home that only belongs to him and Cen Ge, and it is the only place where he can be modified with the word "go back".

The light in the room was still on, and Cen Ge hadn't slept yet.

Yan Leng took three steps and made two steps to stride up to the second floor, but he suddenly stopped in front of the door, his hand that wanted to push open the door trembled a little, and he put it down the moment he touched the door, his breathing was already chaotic.

He was still afraid, he couldn't say the words "If you don't want to forgive me, then separate", he was stubbornly trying to keep Cen Ge by his side, obviously such a domineering person, obviously in the eyes of others, he was such a cold-faced and cold-hearted person, but in front of Cen Ge, he seemed to have lost the gorgeous robe that belonged to the king, and even his dignity was abandoned to the ground, and he didn't have time to pick it up.

All the love, all the passion, all the joy, and even all the sadness in his life were all given to Cen Ge.

People, it's always like this, the more nervous and scared you always care about, the more you care, the more nervous you are, the more uneasy you are, in front of the people you really care about and like, you never look down on yourself, for fear of not being worthy, for fear of being disliked.

Yan Leng wanted to push the door outside the door but didn't dare, Cen Ge saw Yan Leng's car parked in the courtyard inside the door, heard the faint sound of going upstairs, saw the shadow reflected on the door, and also saw Yan Leng's hesitation and apprehension.

Cen Ge got out of bed and walked to the door, wanting to open the door, but the moment he touched the handle, he also took his hand back.

Yan Leng saw the shadow on the door, and he was so nervous that he didn't know what to do.

Neither of them opened the door, and both of them were ashamed to declare the timidity in their hearts.

Two people who are not mature enough in love still don't understand at this time that they don't look like themselves in this love, and they are so cautious, just because they are too heavy and heavy in each other's hearts, and they can't let go of it for a long time, and they can't forget it.

So the two people slowly traced each other's shadows through this door, and these hands were tightly attached together through this door, unable to touch, but extremely real.

Neither of them made a sound, but they seemed to be able to hear each other's breathing very clearly, as if they were as strong as their own, and their hearts were beating too hard and too fast, and the two faces separated by a door were a little red, and the hands that had never really fitted seemed to have slowly embraced and rubbed into the body with this trace.

Yan Leng finally stopped deceiving himself, pushed open the door suddenly, and hugged Cen Ge tightly, at this moment, they really hugged and kissed each other. It wasn't until both of their bodies inevitably reacted that they parted awkwardly.

The faces of the two separated were a little flushed that had not yet faded, and they each turned their heads slightly but stared at the ground with a slight gasp, not daring to look at each other, as if the person who hugged and kissed so passionately just now was not them at all.

"Cen Ge, I have something to say to you. This kind of enthusiasm made Yan Leng even more greedy, and others couldn't know that before he said this, his heart was tormented again and again, but since he had come back, there was no reason to continue to hide it, and he was willing to pay the price.

"I'm glad you've finally decided. Cen Ge also looked at Yan Leng, who seemed to bend over after saying this, and finally breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, after so many days, Yan Leng finally decided to confess to him.

In fact, when Yan Leng was away, he also thought about it for a long time. He asked himself, does he still love Yan Leng like this? Cen Ge looked at himself in the mirror and smiled, how could he not love him, really falling in love with someone, there is no reason not to love him, Cen Ge is the same. So Cen Ge decided that if Yan Leng was willing to confess to him, then he would generously forgive, and then ask for a promise that he would not do it again. If Yan Leng chose to continue to conceal it, he would not continue to choose to pretend to be stupid, nor would he leave him because of this, but took the initiative to pierce this layer of window paper, and Yan Leng gave him a satisfactory answer.

Yan Leng intermittently said a few tricks he played, except for the ball game, he had planned to take it vaguely, but under Cen Ge's deliberate inquiry, he found that he had nothing to hide, as soon as Qiē, Cen Ge was clear, so, what would happen?

There was much more than he had noticed, Cen Ge felt a little shocked, the simple things he was doing had such an unknown truth, and when Yan Leng said that he could beg for death if he was buried under the snow, in an instant, he broke out in a cold sweat, and it turned out that he almost lost Yan Leng.

Dingxian's bitter meat plan, Cen Ge is not ignorant, it can be said that Yan Leng's bitter meat plan is his acquiescence, and he can't blame Yan Leng for this matter.

Because I am afraid that their relationship will be exposed, I use other people's whole family as a threat, which is a little dark, but it is also the most effective way to deal with it, and Yan Leng is not wrong.

The day he was forced into Yonghe Hall by the manager gave him such a deep memory, even if the manager used such means to force him, it was his own willing choice, and he couldn't complain about others.

As for secretly flipping through his diary, Cen Ge didn't feel angry, but felt that this kind of behavior was a bit naïve, and Yan Leng said that he wanted to pretend to be a good person, Cen Ge suddenly laughed, where can we talk about disguise, where are there real good people and bad people in this world, no one can not do a bad thing in his life, and no one can not do a good thing in his life, so there are never good people and bad people. As long as what is done is good, it should be encouraged, and even if it is a bad deed, it should be admonished and punished. He Cen Ge has never been a virgin, he has been crawling around in this society since he was fourteen years old, what kind of things have not been seen, where can he still feel that there is a simple black and white, not to mention, he never thinks that Yan Leng is a bad person.

Those deliberate photos of the Potala Palace are to make him love him a little more, and what reason does he have to blame Yan Leng? Could it be that Yan Leng cares too much about him? He never felt despicable and shameless about these little means, on the contrary, he felt a little cute.

One by one, Cen Ge has only two things that cannot be forgiven.

The bribery of a football match and the deliberate search for death under the snow.

"Yan Leng, what are you afraid of?" After Cen Ge quietly listened to Yan Leng's "self-confession", he did not immediately express his attitude, but looked at Yan Leng, who was so worried that he didn't even dare to breathe, and asked a question that seemed irrelevant.

“…… I'm afraid you won't forgive me...... Leave me" Yan Leng was stunned for a moment, but he still told the truth.

"Why do you think I'm going to leave you?" Cen Ge's tone was very calm, and he couldn't tell whether he was angry or not.

“…… I did something wrong and even touched your bottom line. This reason was logical in Yan Leng's heart, and he was not reluctant at all.

"If I really want to leave, what will you do?" Cen Ge threw out another question, which was like a harbinger, provoking all the uneasiness and fear that Yan Leng was hiding in his heart.

"Heh" Yan sneered, a little reluctantly, "I will do my best to beg you to stay, if I can't do it, I can only let you go...... Maybe I will ask if I will come back before you leave, maybe after you leave, I can't help but follow and look at you from afar, maybe I can see you meet a girl who can make you happy, and maybe even look at your lovely children from afar and hear the laughter of your family...... Maybe you don't want to come back, when you lie in bed and can't move anymore, I'll dare to see you one last time...... Possible...... I will go before you, then I can only have someone secretly bury my ashes in the soil of your grave, and maybe I can go all the way with you.

Actually, I'm most afraid that you will dislike me, won't let me follow you, and won't even let me watch it...... I know I have too many cranky thoughts, and I even thought about forcing you to stay, but in the end, I can't seem to do anything but plead and let go, and I dare not do anything...... In my life, I have nothing to fear, but I am only afraid of you. Yan sneered, as if laughing at himself, and for a moment, Cen Ge's heart throbbed.

I have something to be afraid of. Cen Ge thought, you are so powerful, so dazzling, how can there be someone you are afraid of, obviously others are afraid that they are not worthy of you.

But Cen Ge knew very well in his heart that Yan Leng was so afraid of him leaving, afraid that he would dislike him, how much he cared about this. Yan Leng never cared about the means, but for him, he didn't even dare to force him to stay, and even forced him to watch himself leave, marry a wife and have children, and only the last jar of ashes was scattered on a handful of soil at his grave.

He did something wrong, but with such a coldness, how could Cen Ge say that he didn't forgive?

I'm afraid that I won't leave again in this life.

Cen Ge held Yan Leng's face and kissed it.

To hell with all the principles.