Chapter 54: Confession
"I lied to him many times and kept it a secret from him, and now that he has found out, I don't know whether to confess to him or not. Yan Leng spoke with difficulty and said the words.
"Very strict?" Jun Ya saw Yan Leng's entanglement, he felt that the problem might be very strict, otherwise Yan Leng would not have been entangled to this point.
"Yes, it's very strict, it's already beyond the bottom line of what he can forgive, if he can't forgive me, I think, we'll probably be finished. Yan Leng chuckled, covering his face with both hands, the whole person was trembling violently, and the sound he made was no longer like a human voice, but like a ghost crying, the first time he was so out of shape in front of outsiders.
Jun Ya frowned, raised his hand to appease Yan Leng, but put his hand down again, sighed, and didn't know what to say. He was not good at words, and he had never comforted anyone except that person, and he did not know how to comfort anyone.
It's strange to say, Jun Ya never feels that he is a person who is easily touched, and he has never been soft-hearted when he has seen blood on his hands, but he is just a stranger who has met a few times and said a few words, but he can't help but feel empathy, as if he smells the same breath of despair from him, and seems to think of himself and that person, and I don't know how that person is doing now, is he doing well.
Even if they broke up, they couldn't help but think about it. Jun Ya smiled bitterly, he was really enchanted.
"Hey, you're here. The little boss came back with a stack of money, with a happy face, but he said hello with some surprise when he saw Junya, but ignored Yan Leng, who was sitting next to him and almost fell into madness and despair.
Jun Ya nodded at the little boss, was silent for a while, and slowly spoke, "Confess." ”
Yan Leng could barely stop the crazy thoughts in his mind, he seemed to have returned to the days of Cen Ge's departure in his previous life, in those nightmares, so much pain filled his whole body at once, his heart seemed to stop suddenly, and it was like a thump, beating disorderly, and those chaotic crazy speculations and doubts were like red and black lines, tangled in his mind.
Junya's words sounded in his ears, but he couldn't hear them clearly like a membrane, he wanted to roar, he wanted to shout, he wanted to use all his strength, he wanted to ignore a qiē, he wanted to break free from the invisible shackles on his body, but he couldn't do it, he couldn't give it up after all, and he couldn't do it like Cen Ge, he was still in love, he couldn't let go, but he could go away, never see again, never come back.
Yan Leng's eyes were red, his eyes were dry and astringent, as if he was burning, and he glanced at Jun Ya blankly, without focus.
Jun Ya frowned, he didn't want to see Yan Leng like this, none of the men of the Yan family he knew were not decisive in killing, none of them were not resolute, even if they were Yan Leng's father, even if they were calculating, they could act in a consistent and capable manner, they would do it when they thought about it, consider the consequences, but they were not afraid of the consequences, like this mother-in-law, he suspected that he had recognized the wrong person.
Jun Ya slapped Yan Leng on the back hard, making an empty echoing sound, and shouted angrily, "Yan Leng, are you still not a man with a handle?!How can you be as indecisive as a woman! Since you have done something wrong, you don't admit your mistakes and ask for forgiveness, but you are thinking nonsense here, which is simply embarrassing the Yan family!" Jun Ya was very angry, almost exuding a trace of murderous aura, which made Yan Leng's body cold hair, and suddenly sobered up a little.
Yan Leng pursed his lips and took a deep breath, he didn't notice anything wrong with Jun Ya's words, as if he was very close to the Yan family, he just felt that suddenly a lightning bolt crossed his mind, making him wake up instantly.
In any case, since the mistake has been committed, he must admit it, change it, beg for forgiveness, be abandoned or abandoned, it is the result he deserves, why should he escape?
He must bear any consequences for anything he has done.
Yan Leng felt very disgusted with this self, and as Jun Ya said, he was indecisive and not mature enough when encountering problems.
But what Yan Leng didn't think about was that in fact, in the eyes of others, he was such an outstanding young talent. As for indecisiveness, jokes! In Jiangzhou City, and even in the entire southeast, when it comes to Yan Leng, chairman of Nantian, who doesn't give a thumbs up and praise his unique vision and resoluteness? Even if they are fellow classmates, who doesn't feel that Yan Leng is the leader among them who is always in the clouds?
In fact, only in front of Cen Ge, Yan Leng will become a little cringe, and only when he encounters something related to Cen Ge will he have a hot head and do something stupid that he will regret afterwards.
"I see. Yan Leng changed his face and made Jun Ya a little dumbfounded, and the little boss who was on the side was also completely stunned. When the little boss heard Jun Ya scolding Yan Leng, he only felt that the timing of his return was a little wrong, and when he later reacted that the two actually met, he felt that he couldn't react, and when he saw Yan Leng's face-changing magic, he felt that he was really lacking in words, although it was not the first time he had seen it.
One second, the previous second, Yan Leng's face still had a grief-stricken expression of sadness, guilt, regret, and apprehension, and then the next second, Yan Leng regained his expressionless face, so cold that he looked so unkind, whether it was from his face or expression, he couldn't find a little emotion, as if he was not sad or happy, like a god and Buddha.
At this moment, Jun Ya was sure that the person in front of him was indeed the Yan family, clean and neat, even if the heart was like Mount Tai pressing on the top, his face was not exposed, at first glance, he was as calm as the most sophisticated machine, so that you could trust and obey unconditionally.
The moment Yan Leng's face changed, it seemed that his heart was also frozen, and all the entanglements just now did not disappear, but they were all frozen.
Yan Leng took out his mobile phone, made several calls one after another, asked sharply, issued instructions in an orderly manner, and set a perfect schedule, as if he was able to remotely command this huge Nantian Group, which made Jun Ya feel a little incredible, but he was breathtaking, and couldn't help but sincerely appreciate the young man in front of him.
Yan Leng was unconscious, with a still green face, but exuding the charm of a mature man, cold as if exuding blood, but the prey couldn't help but approach.
Cen Ge actually praised such Yan Leng, but in his heart, because he was afraid that he would be too proud.
At that time, Yan Leng lay on the bookcase, stopped writing, frowned from time to time, and stretched out, perhaps taking the time to pick up the cup and drink saliva, and then continue to write. It is said that serious men are the most handsome, and this is really true. Cen Ge looked at Yan Leng like this, and leaned against the door and watched it for two hours, but he didn't feel tired at all, as if the more he looked at it, the more flavorful it became.
Yan Leng sent a text message with his mobile phone with one hand, and the thumb of the other hand gently scraped a little stubble that had just emerged, and he couldn't help but recall it.
Before, Cen Ge asked Yan Leng a question, obviously his eyes and temperament are very mature, why didn't he grow a beard, but Yan Leng was just stunned for a moment, and then said with a smile, "Aren't you afraid of stabbing someone when kissing?"
Yan Leng put his hand back in his pocket, nodded at Junya and the little boss, and walked out, his back was very straight, even if his body was weak, his steps were steady and powerful, his lips were pursed, his straight eyebrows were like knives and swords, and his eyes were so sharp that they seemed to be able to penetrate people's hearts.
Only this youthful face can prove that this qiē is not a dream.
I was afraid that if I grew a beard, I would suddenly wake up from my dream, it turned out that this qiē was just a sweet dream of mine, and when I woke up, I still had to sleep on the bed soaked in cold sweat, and it was cold under me.
Cen Ge, to this day, I still can't believe that I have really returned to this dream-like place.
So, please don't drive me away.