Chapter 116: Living for Your Family
"Your home is in Tiger Hill, Suzhou, it's not too far from here, otherwise, you can take some time to go home next week, besides, didn't the program team say it yesterday, next week I ask everyone to invite their families over as much as possible, isn't this just enough to go home?"
"Well, that's right, if I go back, take a few photos and videos for you to bring back, although my place is a little biased, but it's very beautiful, like here, there is a sea of rice, there are wheat waves, super beautiful in the ripe season, when I was young, I accompanied my mother to the ground every year, at that time, although the sun was very big, hot, but, I don't know why, now I think about it is to feel very satisfied, special happy......"
“……”
"At that time, we went to the field every day like people went to work, went to the field in the morning, and then went home when the sun set, our family of three worked in the field, although it was bitter and tired, but I never complained, this may be the special motivation when I was a child, I felt tired physically, but there was no complaint in my heart, I really couldn't support it, so I sat down for a while, and drank water like a cow...... You know, we bring a big pot of water every time, and when we drink it, it makes me feel so happy when I think about it, hee-hee-hee......"
You Zishi seems to be able to imagine a vivid picture, as a little girl, Su Yin is under the hot sun, barefoot and curled up trousers, long hair tied up, wearing a straw hat on her head, pouting her buttocks and bending over, sweaty and busy, but with a satisfied smile on her face......
You Zishi also laughed knowingly, and said, "So, do you still have farming in your family now?"
My dad is now working outside with his relatives, doing some work, and he has six or seven thousand a month, and my mother works as a nanny, cooking on fires, and supplementing the family's ......."
Su Yin paused for a moment and continued: "In short, the rhythm of life has changed all of a sudden......
Youzishi chewed on Su Yin's words, some of which seemed to be understood, as if there was some sighing in her sentence, and some gratitude and nostalgia, in short, as she said, the rhythm of life changed all at once......
yes, who's not like that!
One day, one night, because of something, a certain thought, a certain turn, the beginning of the past life and the past life Say-Goodbye, began to stride towards the established front, whether it is full of interest or singing a sad song.
No one can tell whether the road ahead is a broad road or a winding path, smooth or winding.
However, life goes on.
People always have to make trade-offs.
No one can say, the one who gives up or not is the choice he really wants in the bottom of his heart.
"Youzi poetry, do you know, in fact, what a simple and simple girl I am, I don't have any big dreams, yes, I am a girl with no dreams, from childhood to adulthood, although I am full of fantasies about the future like every girl, but, I hold the most thoughts in my heart is that the family is happy, this is the greatest satisfaction, as for what to do, where, I don't care at all......"
Su Yin's words made Youzishi's heart become calm for a moment, as if he had suddenly fallen into some kind of vacuum, and the sounds of insects around him immediately disappeared into another world.
"For me, home is like a castle, all my good memories are related to my childhood, and all my fantasies, all my joys and sorrows, are also related to my family...... What about you, Wandering Poetry?"
As Su Yin spoke, his eyes began to flicker with crystal light as he looked at the sky, turning the world in front of him into a blur and lofty.
You Zishi nodded with a smile and said, "Yes, I'm the same as you." We are all the same, living for the word 'home'. ”
The two people pillowed their hands and were silent for a while, looking at the sky and the clouds, without speaking. I started to think back to a lot of things related to home. Bits and pieces, happy or warm, painful or sad.
It passed faintly like a floating cloud in the sky. Sometimes melancholy, sometimes joyful.
After a long time, Su Yin said: " I saw a news yesterday that a group of self-proclaimed losers committed suicide together, feeling that there is no meaning in life, they have middle-aged people, young people, men and women, some because of career failures, some because of unsatisfactory family life, experienced all kinds of setbacks and failures, suffered blows from all sides, some of these blows come from society, some come from family members, making them desperate, all hopeless, they want to give up everything, give up their lives...... What do you think about this?"
"I don't know how to rate it. If it were me, I guess even if I was on the verge of collapse, thinking that even if I lived for my family, I would never have committed suicide. All I can say is that I should be a guy like this. If you commit suicide, unless, unless there is really no one in this world who can be trusted by you, is what I can accept...... However, it seems to me that many times, people often have the illusion that they have nothing to love, but in fact, it is not like that......"
"So, wandering poetry, can you write a song to heal the failures and pains in people's hearts? Let them be able to stand up, whether for their families or for themselves, at least to live bravely and gratefully, as long as they live, are they afraid that they will not find the meaning of happy existence?
"Well, you're right, the current unhappiness may just be because of bad luck, or maybe because you haven't met the right person, but as long as you live, as long as you fall and can get up and move forward, you will definitely be able to see different scenery, meet different people, and gain different happiness and satisfaction......"
You Zishi sat up excitedly, leaned on one arm, leaned over and looked at Su Yin and said loudly, as if he was impassionedly telling some kind of declaration.
"So, you're promising me?"
"Well, it's okay, I'll satisfy you whatever you say!"
"Alright, I'm going to play with airplanes!"
"Huh?"
"Paper airplanes!"
"Oh!"
"Hey, what's going on with your sudden change of orgasm face and lost face?"
"Nothing, nothing, you forget!"
"Then you promised me?"
"I can't promise it! I'm going to give you a paper plane now!"
"I don't care, what you say, you will satisfy me in whatever I want you to do, don't cheat!" Su Yin became stubborn on the grass, beating her chest and screaming baby sound.
Youzishi's brain is hot, and his head is big.
"What should I do? I don't have any paper on me, and I can't find anyone nearby......
"What a stupid!" Su Yin leaned over, lay on the grass, and took out a hundred-yuan bill from Youzishi's waist: "Come, here you are!"