The sun and the moon are like a shuttle, the years are like a stream, and October is fleeting.

After more than half a month of filming, although Li Zheng's acting obstacles have not been solved for the time being, he knows the problem, and after making full preparations and making full use of his strengths and avoiding weaknesses, the filming is barely on the right track, meeting the basic requirements of director Guo Zhenghuan.

But for Li Zheng, obstacles are always obstacles, and if they are not completely solved, it will be difficult to complete his mother's lifelong dream, so in the past half a month, in his spare time for filming, he has been reading a lot of acting books and watching the film and television works of many actors with superb acting skills, trying to find the key to solving his own problems.

However, all efforts seem to be in vain, and the inner problems must be solved from the inside.

Although J was instructed by someone to find out where his problem was and where the road was, the obstacle to acting was like a mountain, he stood in front of the mountain, but he didn't know where to start.

At the end of the day's shooting, Li Zheng returned to the apartment.

After a brief wash, he turned on the computer, clicked on the collected film and television highlights, and began to seriously figure out the highlights of the performances of excellent actors again.

An hour later, Li Zheng pressed the pause, rubbed his somewhat sour eyes, leaned back in the chair, and couldn't help but feel an unspeakable boredom in his heart.

Standing up, walking out of the bedroom, strolling around the living room, and accidentally catching a glimpse of the city's thousands of lights in the distance at night, full of lights, dotted with stars, and bright neon.

Taking a deep breath, Li Zheng walked to the balcony, lay on the guardrail, and looked at the picturesque night scene full of flowers in the distance, but he couldn't help but smile bitterly in his mouth, and unconsciously let out a low sigh.

"What's upset?"

Hearing a voice from a direction not far away, Li Zheng subconsciously looked to the side, and when he saw Gao Yala's gentle smiling face on the balcony next door, he opened his mouth, but in the end he just shook his head silently.

Slightly silent, Li Zheng asked, "Why did you come back so early today?" Two days ago, I heard Brother Shi Mu say that you have been busy filming in the crew, and you rarely go home recently?"

Gao Yala smiled lightly: "There is only the last episode of "Heading to the Earth", and my scene was filmed this morning, so I came back very early, and I have been watching a Hong Kong movie recommended by Ernie just now, and I just finished watching it, so I went to the balcony to take a breath." After a slight pause, he asked, "What about you, why did you come back so early today?

"It's okay. ”

Li Zheng smiled: "Today's shooting went relatively smoothly, so I ended earlier than usual." ”

"Oh, that's right. ”

Gao Yala nodded, was silent for a moment, looked up at the night sky, and said softly: "The weather is good today, there are many stars, and the wind is refreshing, I feel that I haven't been so idle for a long time." ”

"Hehe, it's been a busy few months, you really need to rest. ”

After a slight pause and looking at Gao Yala, Li Zheng said again: "By the way, you just said that you just finished watching a Hong Kong movie, what is the name?

"East Evil and West Poison", directed by Wong Kar-wai, is a literary film with great connotation. ”

Gao Yala looked at Li Zheng: "However, I watched the subtitle version, and the Korean dubbed version always felt like a layer apart, and the voice actors couldn't express the inner emotions of the characters in the movie, so I watched it for more than ten minutes and deliberately downloaded a subtitle version on the Internet." By the way, I think you seem to have studied Chinese, have you seen this film? Chinese version?"

"Yes. I've basically watched all the movies directed by Wong Kar-wai. Like "East Evil and West Poison", "ZQ Forest", "In the Mood for Love", "Springtime", "2046", "The True Story of A Fei" ......"

"You've seen so much, I've just seen one of Wong Kar-wai's works. By the way, do you want to drink?"

"Huh?!"

Hearing Gao Yala suddenly change the topic to drinking, Li Zheng was stunned, and when he raised his eyes, he saw the girl opposite winking at him mischievously, for some reason, Li Zheng was in a good mood, and couldn't help laughing.

Gao Yala smiled: "You just said, you've been busy for a few months, it's time to relax, I remember the last time I had a party with BOA seniors, you drank quite a lot, how many drinks together?"

Li Zheng smiled dumbly: "Okay." It's okay to drink, but I don't drink much except at parties, so I don't have a fridge at home......"

"It's okay, I have beer in the fridge, you wait, I'll pick one up and go to your side. ”

…………

On the balcony, the night breeze was cool and the lights were bright.

The two of them didn't make much preparation, one opened a can of beer, and lay side by side on the guardrail, looking at the neon in the distance and watching the night view.

"Which of the films directed by Wong Kar-wai do you like the most?"

Gao Yala looked sideways at Li Zheng, the light on the roof of the balcony sprinkled on the boy's face, lining the boy's jade-like complexion, looking a little fairer than usual.

"I like all the movies directed by Wong Kar-wai, if I say that the most touching thing should be "The True Story of A Fei". ”

"What's the main point? Forget it, you better don't tell me, I'll see it myself when I have time later." What about "East Evil and West Poison", in the movie, which line do you think impressed you the most?"

"The most impressive thing should be - people's biggest trouble, is that the memory is too good, if you can forget everything, every day in the future will be a new beginning, then how good do you say it should be. ”

Hearing Li Zheng's words, thinking of Li Zheng's life experience and experience, Gao Yala instantly fell into silence, she looked at the boy in a daze, looking at the faint sad expression on the boy's face, she suddenly felt as if her heart was stuffed into a heavy object, heavy, and her chest was a little out of breath.

She didn't know if the boy was really sad or if she had over-interpreted it, but at this moment she suddenly resented herself for bringing up the topic.

Tokiopa said that he has been a star since he was a child, and he has taken becoming a star as a goal he must achieve in life, just because it was the dream that his deceased mother pinned on him.

He has been alone since he was a child, so hard, but encountered ups and downs, when other children are frolicking under their parents' knees, he is carrying heavy dreams, staggering forward, for him, maybe if he can forget everything, how good it would be.

"What's wrong?"

"No, nothing ......"

Gao Yala turned her head away, no longer looked at the boy, and after a little silence, she blinked, and pretended to laugh, "I almost forgot, you can remember everything you have seen." Ah, I suddenly remembered that you know that the TV series I starred in had bad ratings, and there was a lot of scolding on the Internet, and as a friend, you don't seem to have really comforted me. Now give you a chance to think of a well-timed aphorism that comforts me in a second, as a reward for the friendship we have known for so long. ”

"Huh?"

The girl's jumping topic made Li Zheng stunned again, one second the two were still talking about movie lines, and the next second they suddenly turned to famous sayings, looking at the girl's naughty smile, he shook his head secretly, and had to smile speechlessly.

"A second is a short time, think about it quickly. ”

"Okay. ”

Li Zheng shook his head and smiled, groaned slightly, and then said: "Many people don't want to live in other people's mouths, but this is a cobweb-like world, interdependent and interconnected, unless a person lives in isolation and away from the crowd, he will become the object of other people's mouths, so just do what you think is worth it - because you will always be criticized anyway." You will be scolded for doing something, and you will be scolded for not doing anything. The result is all the same. No one can please everyone. ”