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This is clearly aware of his and Fang Songqi's itinerary.
Shen Ye believed that Lin Shinian didn't know that Fang Songqi had gone to see Doctor Liu when he was in Liucheng, but Lin Shinian did not hesitate to expose the other party's Songqi's hidden concern when he brought Fang Songqi to Haicheng for medical treatment today, and made this call, and made a request, Shen Ye became more and more sure that Lin Shinian had concealed Fang Songqi's illness: "What are you worried about?"
Lin Shinian didn't answer, and repeated sharply: "Take her away from the psychiatrist!"
Shen Ye refused: "I respect Xiao Fang's decision, she has the right to know her own situation." β
Lin Shinian hung up the phone.
Shen Ye thought that Lin Shinian could only be counted like this for the time being, but he didn't think that it would be long before the little sister at the front desk came to ask: "Mr. Shen, there is a gentleman surnamed Lin outside, who said that he was with you." β
Shen Ye Huo Ran got up: "I'll go out and have a look." β
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Lin Shinian stood outside the gate of the gate, trying his best to restrain the strong urge in his heart to break in.
The door reopened, and the moment he saw Shen Ye, he turned this impulse into violence in his hand, and pushed Shen Ye to the wall: "Take her out!"
The hard wall hit Shen Ye's back a little painfully, and he grabbed Lin Shinian's hand with his backhand: "Please be sensible." β
Lin Shinian's face was as heavy as iron: "You don't know anything!
"I don't think it's nonsense. Shen Ye frowned slightly, "I don't know anything, but you choose to hide her first and don't be honest with us, then we'll find a way to find the answer ourselves." β
Lin Shinian took a deep breath, but he still couldn't calm down his emotions, and decided to go inside regardless of it and go to find Fang Songqi in person.
The little sister at the front desk came out to find Shen Ye at this time: "Mr. Shen, Miss Fang's medical treatment is over." β
Lin Shinian's heart contracted, and he had to take a step before Shen Ye.
But he was blocked by the front desk lady at the door: "This gentleman, you don't have an appointment, you can't come to us casually." β
Shen Ye continued to persuade: "You better leave first, Xiao Fang doesn't like to see you." β
Ignoring Lin Shinian, he went back to the clinic.
The door to the examination room was open, and the room was extraordinarily quiet, and Dr. Ma sat at the examination table and focused on what he was writing.
didn't see anyone in the chair, Shen Ye subconsciously wanted to ask Fang Songqi where he was, but when he turned his head, he had already seen it first.
In the chair by the window, she sat there, staring at the vines outside, as if in a daze, but her brow was visibly furrowed, as if she was caught in a chaos of fear and doubt.
Shen Ye walked behind her, pressed his hands on her shoulders, and didn't ask anything.
Fang Songqi's eyelashes fluttered slightly, his head tilted, and he leaned into his arms.
Shen Ye gently touched her hair: "Wait a minute, go back to the hotel to rest for a while, and I will book an Internet celebrity restaurant here in Haicheng in the evening and go to eat together." β
Fang Songqi didn't respond at first, and only spoke up after more than ten seconds: "I want to go back to Liucheng and find your uncle." β
Shen Ye paused slightly, and told the truth: "He is outside now." β
Fang Songqi raised his face from his arms, his face was a little pale, and there was a fleeting trace of cowardice in his eyes that was usually difficult to see on her body and body.
Seeing this, Shen Ye suggested: "Why don't you make another appointment with him, and see him when you are rested." β
"No, let's get out now. While speaking, Fang Songqi got up.
Dr. Ma at the treatment table also happened to stand up, walked to the hanger, took off his white coat, hung it up, and then helped his glasses and said, "Miss Fang can contact me again if you have further needs." When I get to the police station and wait for my wife to get off work, I won't send you off, you can do it yourself. β
The three of them walked out of the consultation room together, and Fang Songqi and Shen Ye thanked Dr. Ma together.
Immediately, Shen Ye asked Fang Songqi to go out to find Lin Shinian first: "...... I went to the reception room and took what we had left there. β
Knowing that he was deliberately giving up the opportunity for her and Lin Shinian to be alone, Fang Songqi shook his head and tightened his arm: "Let's be together." β
She feels like a child who can't travel independently and has to be accompanied by an adult. Shen Ye saw her uneasiness in his eyes and touched her head: "Okay, then let's go get things together first, and then go out together." β
Although Dr. Ma was gone, the little sister at the front desk was still there, sending the two of them to the door.
At the door, Lin Shinian is not seen.
Shen Ye expected that he hadn't left at all, so he took out his mobile phone and dialed his number: "Uncle, where are you? β
Fang Songqi lowered his eyes, stared at the pointed little head of his shoes, and remained silent.
After a while, the sound of the wheels rubbing against the ground was picked up in the ears, and then it stopped, and then the door opened.
Fang Songqi raised his head again.
Lin Shinian stood beside the car, his dark eyes were complicated and surging dark tides, and his eyes grabbed her.
Shen Ye also faintly sensed something suspiciously cowardly from Lin Shinian's body and body.
After making eye contact with Lin Shinian for a few seconds, Fang Songqi changed his mind again, staggered Lin Shinian's gaze, and gently pulled Shen Ye: "I...... Or decided to go back to the hotel first. β
Shen Ye took everything according to her wishes and called the driver of the pick-up car.
Lin Shinian knew that Fang Songqi would not agree to share the car with him, so he didn't mention letting them take his car, silently followed behind their shuttle bus, went to the hotel where the two of them stayed, and booked a room next to them.
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Back at the hotel, the first thing Fang Songqi did was take a shower - during the short ten minutes of hypnosis, she sweated a lot as if she had finished a sauna.
After entering the bathroom, he didn't wash it immediately, sat on the toilet, and was stunned for a while, then stood under the showerhead, opened the water valve, and let the water flow from the head.
After scrubbing for a while, she found that her clothes were still on her body, and at this time, Shi was drenched and stuck to her skin, and she took off her essence.
Shen Ye received a reminder from Dr. Ma asking him to pay more attention to Fang Songqi's emotions after leaving the psychological counseling room, and even if Dr. Ma didn't say it, he would do it.
Feeling that she had been in the bathroom for a long time, Shen Ye walked over and knocked on the door and indirectly reminded her: "Xiao Fang, I ordered a meal from you, and it was just delivered." β
Fang Songqi opened the door and came out in a few seconds, his hair dripping.
Shen Ye immediately went to get a dry towel, and when he turned around, Fang Songqi had already laid down on the bed and went to sleep without saying a word.
Shen Ye didn't wake her up again, sat on the edge of the bed and dried her hair, and let her sleep.
Fang Songqi hugged his waist and pillowed it on his lap, and after a while, she asked in a low voice: "Do you believe that several souls can live in a person's body at the same time?"
The movement in Shen Ye's hand paused.
Fang Songqi opened his eyes and looked up at him from his arms: "Does it sound like a ghost story?"
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In the next room, Lin Shinian stood motionless in front of the window since he came in, staring at this strange city from the setting sun to the twilight to the early lights until the lights in front of him.
When Wei Bi knocked on the door and came in, in the room where the lights were not turned on, he only had a vague figure outlined by the light reflected outside, so that Wei Bi didn't dare to turn on the lights for him, and he almost didn't dare to speak.
Instead, Lin Shinian spoke up first: "What's the matter?"
"Miss Fang is looking for you. Wei Bi informed.
Lin Shinian responded with a "good", and seemed to be impatient, and soon came out.
Fang Songqi and Shen Ye ate in the hotel's restaurant.
"Uncle. Shen Ye was the first to say hello.
Fang Songqi glanced at him and didn't say anything.
Lin Shinian didn't even sit down, and his attitude was quite cold: "If you want to talk to me about something, say it." β
"Isn't my uncle still eating? We ordered something, let's eat together." Shen Ye invited, "Let's see if you want to add more?"
"No need. Lin Shinian refused, glanced at Fang Songqi, then looked back at Shen Ye, and said, "Can you avoid it first?"
In his expectation, this should be the time for him and Fang Songqi to talk alone.
"He doesn't need to shy away. It was Fang Songqi who spoke up.
Lin Shinian pursed his lips: "He needs to be avoided." β
"He doesn't need to shy away. Fang Songqi repeated firmly, as if wrestling with Lin Shinian, "Even if he avoids it now, if I talk to you, I will tell him later, so I can't make any more mistakes." β
"If he doesn't shy away, we have nothing to talk about. Lin Shinian also insisted, and brought his usual threatening methods in front of her.
Fang Songqi's expression was very ugly, and he didn't understand why he could still drag it like 2580,000 at this time. Shouldn't he also be compelled to talk to her and find out what she already knows?
Lin Shinian didn't seem to be just talking about scaring her, but he really took a step to leave.
"Uncle, wait a minute. Shen Ye stopped him, and then turned back to discuss with Fang Songqi, "I said a long time ago that I don't matter, you and your uncle have a good talk." β
He pointed to the outdoor pool and relaxation area outside the glass: "I'm just walking outside here, I can see you at any time, and you can call me anytime you have something." β
Fang Songqi was silent and chose to compromise: "Okay." β
Shen Ye touched her head, left the restaurant, walked to the leisure area to find a seat, and waved his hand to Fang Songqi through the glass.
Fang Songqi calmed down.
Lin Shi's eyes were full of ridicule. He knew that Fang Songqi was preventing him from forcibly taking her away like before.
When Fang Songqi retracted his gaze, he just captured his expression. She was expressionless and straightforward: "You don't have to bother to hide it anymore, I already know what my 'amnesia' is all about." β
Lin Shinian sat down opposite her, and also didn't have much expression, and asked rhetorically as if puzzled: "What's the matter?"
Fang Songqi's two hands were lightly clenched into fists under the table, and he should not ask knowingly, but also asked: "Doctor-Luo and Doctor Liu, are the people you arranged to join forces to deceive me?"
Lin did not respond.
But what if he doesn't respond? Fang Songqi had already figured it out in hindsight, she grabbed the cup in front of her and splashed the juice all over his face.
Lin Shinian was still silent, and even took a tissue to wipe her face very calmly, as if she had expected her to act aggressively.
Fang Songqi took a deep breath, and spoke again in a loud voice: "Xiao Jiu, it's my other personality, right?"
Lin Shinian didn't stop wiping his face, he didn't seem to hear her words, and it seemed that her words were sparse and ordinary, and he didn't deserve his special reaction.
Fang Songqi sneered. Maybe it's sparse and ordinary, "split personality", or "dissociation", for Lin Shinian, who knows all about her, isn't it sparse and ordinary?
Like her, even though Dr. Ma has given her psychological construction, she is still a little in a trance and has not fully accepted it.
It's like a dream.
Dr. Kema said that she had a split personality and that she had recently experienced various situations that made her feel abnormal, and although he had some ideas, he was not willing to make a judgment at this time, because the disease was inherently complex and difficult to identify, and the patient's manifestations were changeable, and there was no "fixed pattern" (if there was no long-term follow-up and recorded observation).
But Dr. Ma told her exactly that, at least for now, there was only one personality in her body.
Lin Shinian didn't admit or deny it, put the tissue that wiped the juice on his face to the side, and then finally lifted his eyelids to meet her gaze and asked, "And then?"
"Is the "Dream Muse" in Feng Songren's hand painted by Xiao Jiu?" Although he figured out his true condition, many doubts were still not solved. Fang Songqi asked, "How many personalities did I have before? Are there any other people besides Xiao Jiu?"
This is her biggest, most wanted to know question. Because Dr. Ma has no way to judge her at the moment. Maybe it's just her and Xiao Jiu, or maybe more.
Lin Shinian seemed to continue to tighten his mouth: "Is there anything else you want to say?"
Fang Songqi was on the verge of being annoyed by him, and he rarely restrained himself and ran to the topic: "I want my previous medical records." β
Lin Shinian didn't refuse, and asked first: "What do you want to do?"
Fang Songqi didn't answer immediately, and asked first: "You don't want Xiao Jiu to appear again, right?"
Lin Shinian's eyes seemed to have a thick mist, the corners of his mouth were pursed, and he did not answer.
Fang Songqi gradually got used to him avoiding questions, anyway, she thought that her judgment of eight and nine was not far from ten, that is: since he pestered her and was unwilling to let go, it means that he still misses Xiao Jiu, but what he did to Xiao Jiu may exceed this thought of Xiao Jiu, so he would rather tie her to him with such "amnesia", and never thought of retrieving Xiao Jiu through treatment.
So, Fang Songqi regarded him as a tacit acquiescence and negotiated with him very sincerely: "I don't want Xiao Jiu to appear again, maybe other personalities will resurgence to disrupt my current life, I just want to be myself, my current personality." β
"Then, you hand over the medical records, if you don't treat me, I will find someone to treat myself, Dr. Ma is very professional, I will let Dr. Ma stabilize my current personality and cure me completely. You don't have to worry about Xiao Jiu all day long. β
As for Doctor-Luo and Dr. Liu, she will never come into contact with them again!
Lin Shinian squinted slightly: "Is this the treatment plan that Dr. Ma gave you? He said that it can ensure that you are stable in your current personality?"
Fang Songqi admitted: "No, it's my own idea. β
As a rigorous expert, Dr. Ma naturally didn't give her any treatment plan so quickly, let alone promised her. This is her personal idea of going to communicate with Dr. Ma tomorrow. Should...... Feasible, right?
"But it is absolutely impossible to allow the current situation to continue to develop. Fang Songqi frowned, "You concealed me before, causing me to 'deteriorate' to the point where I am now, I can not pursue it with you." The body is my own, and I must heal it. β
She said, "Even if you don't give me my previous medical records, I will find another way with Dr. Ma." If you don't hand over the medical records, then fine, you just wait for Xiao Jiu to come out and settle old accounts with you!"
The threat in the last sentence can be regarded as returning the favor to the other, and she naturally does not want the situation to appear in her heart at all.
In fact, although she figured out the reason for her so-called "amnesia", it was not much different from before she figured it out - she didn't want to retrieve her lost memories before, and now she didn't want to become Xiao Jiu, or other personalities that might exist.
It's just that she was able to let herself "lose her memory" before, but now she has to be treated, and there must be a result, and those dreams that she thought were now completely memories that belonged to other personalities.
Why is it in her personality dreams now? She doesn't want to ......
She wants to be healthy and be her current self.
Lin was silent for many years.
He didn't refuse, the other party Songqi said that there was hope, so he didn't urge, and while waiting for him to reply, his mind was also turning, thinking about whether there was a reason to persuade him to hand over her medical records.
Suddenly, Lin Shinian said: "You are mistaken. β
Fang Songqi was stunned: "What is wrong?"
"Didn't your new psychiatrist tell you what the antonym for split is?" Lin Shinian's voice was particularly steady, and the light in her eyes gathered on her face, covering her with a dull and uncertain deep emotion. There was a mockery on his lips, as if he was mocking her, and as if he was laughing at himself.
The sudden question made Fang Songqi stunned again, feeling as if he was being treated as mentally retarded by Lin Shinian, and it seemed that he was humiliated along with Dr. Ma.
Without waiting for her to answer, Lin Shinian immediately said, "Let me think about it." β
Before the end of the sentence had fallen, he had already gotten up and left.
Fang Songqi subconsciously turned his head and stared at his back, his back molars were pressed tightly, and his masseter muscles tensed.
Old Dog Than ......
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After Shen Ye returned to the table, he didn't ask anything as usual.
In fact, he already knew what topic Fang Songqi was talking about when he looked for Lin Shinian.
Fang Songqi took the initiative to tell Shen Ye the result of the negotiation: "He said to consider it. β
Shen Ye also thinks that since he did not refuse, it means that the revelation of today's illness has indeed had a certain impact on Lin Shinian's original attitude of not letting go, and most of them will agree in the end. Merely...... Certain requests may be made.
Fang Songqi finished the rest of the dinner, pulled Shen Ye, and bought a few books before the bookstore closed-she searched for information on the Internet, but she looked chaotic and her eyes were tired.
Shen Ye came out of the shower, and saw that Fang Songqi was still immersed in hard reading, and reminded: "I'll go and rest when it's almost over." β
Fang Songqi not only turned a deaf ear, but also communicated with him: "Split personality and schizophrenia are different, I am not mentally ill, I just used to have a psychological disorder. Dr. Ma also told me with certainty that my mental state was normal. β
"Well, I know. Shen Ye finally came over and closed her book, pulled her away from the table, and asked her to sit on the bed, "Don't put too much pressure on yourself, instead of reading these words and thinking nonsense, it's better to leave the questions and talk to Dr. Ma when I see him again tomorrow." Sleep, huh?"
Fang Songqi hugged his waist and sniffed the refreshing aroma of shower gel on his body: "Sleep with me." β
Shen Ye understood what she meant, lifted the quilt on her bed, lay down with her, pulled the quilt to hug her, and hugged her with his arms: "Can you sleep now?"
Fang Songqi joked: "You usually wear so neatly when you sleep at home at night?"
Loose-fitting T-shirts and loose-fitting knee-length shorts.
"Yes. Shen Ye nodded.
Fang Songqi knew that he was telling the truth. A good baby is a good baby......
She took her hand out of the quilt, and pushed the quilt on her body and top from the neck-high position, and when she pushed it near her lower abdomen, Shen Ye pulled her up again: "Be careful of catching a cold." β
"I'm hot" is not a lie, Fang Songqi was already afraid ......of the heat, but at this time he had a little more to tease him. She knew that it was nothing more than that he was embarrassed to look at her in her pajamas.
Shen Ye pulled up the quilt again: "I'll turn down the temperature of the air conditioner." β
"I usually sleep at home, but if you toss again, I'll strip naked. Fang Songqi deliberately scared him.
obviously had an effect, Shen Ye didn't pull the quilt for her.
But as soon as he turned his head, he turned off all the lights.
"Huh, you-"
"Sleep. Shen Ye hugged her tightly, his voice was both helpless and begging for mercy.
Fang Songqi frowned: "Tell me honestly, you shouldn't have a hidden disease, right?"
"Nope. I'm normal. Shen Ye was rarely a little annoyed.
Every man is questioned in that way, and he is somewhat angry.
Fang Songqi was puzzled: "Then do you think that we have not yet reached the point where we can unite the spirit and Rou?" - this is what he said in the old movie theater (Chapter 061).
"Or ......," she frowned, "you dislike me?"
Shen Ye suddenly kissed her.
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The car circled around the river, and passed the counseling room over and over again. Wei Bi looked at Lin Shinian in the back seat through the rearview mirror, he was obviously stumped by some problem, and after talking to Fang Songqi from the hotel, he asked him to drive over here, and fell into deep thought.
Wei Bi didn't disturb his train of thought, and after dozens of minutes, when he passed by the door of the convenience store, he stopped the car for the time being, and asked Lin Shinian to go in and buy a bottle of water.
Lin Shinian agreed.
When Wei Bi came out with water and got back into the car, Lin Shinian made a decision: "Let's go over." β
"Yes sir. Finally getting rid of the circle, Wei Bi immediately started.
In two or three minutes, I went back to the door of the small bungalow on the other side of the river.
Wei Bi waited in the car, Lin Shinian got out of the car by himself, and walked to the gate, but he hesitated for a moment before pressing the doorbell.
Without asking who he was, the door opened almost at the same second.
The door was opened by a strange short-haired woman, with heroic eyebrows and eyes, a sassy temperament, holding a timer in her hand, and counting: "Two hours, twenty-one minutes and five seconds, if you don't ring the doorbell again, I will treat you as a thief and be caught in the police station." β
Lin Shinian was stunned for a moment, and quickly came back to his senses and said, "Hello, I'm looking for-"
Before he could finish speaking, the woman smiled and shouted inside, "Husbandββ!"
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