On the balcony, Li Zheng looked at Gao Yala with complicated eyes, and his mood was like a surging tide, and the waves were unsettled.

He knew that he was moved, and he was not without a good impression of girls, but he also knew that the reason why he would open his heart, tell everything to girls, use girls as hairdressers' holes to release his emotions, and use girls to break through the dilemma of acting is also a factor. If it is simply the love between men and women, his liking is far less pure than that of girls.

He remembered that in the fairy tale "The King with Donkey Ears", the barber impressed the king with another lie, and in the end everyone was happy.

At the end of the story, someone wrote:

The secret was told, and everyone was happy. However, it still uses a lie to make everyone accept a fact that is not easy to accept. And the one who tells the secret is a liar.

The world seems to be a world of lies, how much is true and how much is false? If it is true like a fairy tale, and a lie can make everyone happy, then there seems to be a justification for the lie.

Is it because of this that there are so many lies?

Since the lie has been told, then make up another lie to make it all over, and this is the consummation.

……

It seems to be a cycle that starts with a lie and ends with a lie? It seems to be a consummation, but it takes a lifetime to cover up the truth.

Will a love that started with a false end end up with happiness?

He doesn't know!

Or rather, he vaguely knew, but he didn't want to know.

He wanted to be honest about his heart, and he wanted to tell the girl that even if he accepted her, this "acceptance" was utilitarian. However, this kind of "honesty" has just emerged, and he was subconsciously pressed back to the bottom of his heart.

He needed a cavern to pour out his emotions, like a barber who hid the king's secrets.

He knew he had never been a good person, and he would never be able to give to everyone with the passion and selflessness that Bonnie did. He's selfish, he's always known it. Just looking at the girl's pure eyes, looking at the girl's eyes with pure admiration, the lie that the mouth is about to tell, stuck in the throat but can no longer spit out a character.

He stood there, hesitated for a long time, and finally he looked into the girl's eyes and said again: "It was a mistake to fall in love with me, and you will be hurt in the future." ”

Gao Yala smiled faintly, she looked directly into Li Zheng's eyes without the slightest dodge, looking at Li Zheng, she smiled softly: "Maybe." Maybe it hurts, or maybe it won't, I don't know, and I don't want to speculate. No one can predict what the future will bring, but I know I can't give up on the present because I'm afraid of the future. Just like drinking water, people need to drink water to survive, but there are also people who choke to death because of drinking water, we can't give up drinking water because we are afraid that we may choke to death, right?

Li Zheng, as I said just now, the Li Zheng I like is not the Li Zheng of the past, nor the Li Zheng of the future, what I like is the current Li Zheng. What will happen to us in the future? I don't know. But I know what I want right now. I like you. So, even if it hurts, I'm not afraid to say it.

Li Zheng, I want to ask again. Would you like to ...... Do you want to be in a relationship with me?"

Facing the girl's sincere eyes, Li Zheng looked at it in a daze and was silent. After a long time, as if he had finally made up his mind, he looked at the girl, smiled gently, and reached out to take the girl into his arms.

"Yara, perhaps, as you said, none of us can predict what the future holds...... I don't know what our future holds, but I know I'm willing to go through it with you. ”

…………

The night was deep, and it was close to midnight, and the cool wind slipped through the balcony into another apartment.

Li Yunxi picked up his phone, looked at the number on the screen, and pressed the button suspiciously.

"Sorry to bother you so late. …… Do you have time? ”

Hearing the voice on the phone, Li Yunxi did not hesitate at all: "Okay." On the phone? Or do you meet and talk?"

"Let's meet. ”

"That's good. You haven't bought a car yet, it's inconvenient to come out, you wait a while, I'll drive to you. ”

"No, I don't. We were outside. Find a café outside and we'll talk in the café. ”

"Okay. Then go to the one we frequent, and I'll book a table when I get there. ”

Hanging up the phone, remembering the vaguely abnormal tone of the other party in the phone just now, Li Yunxi couldn't help but have a bad premonition in his heart.

…………

In the café, Li Yunxi ordered the waiter to bring a pot of coffee, and then sat quietly in his seat and waited quietly.

A few minutes later, a tall boy wearing sunglasses walked over, he sat down opposite Li Yunxi, poured a cup of coffee, took a sip of coffee, and sat there after putting it down, looking at the table with a little distraction, sitting in his seat for a long time without saying a word.

Li Yunxi seemed to have long been accustomed to the boy's silence, and she didn't mind or be surprised, she just sat there quietly, quietly waiting for the boy to speak.

"Not long ago, a girl confessed to me, and I accepted. ”

Li Yunxi's hand stirring the coffee suddenly froze, she put down the spoon, took a deep breath, looked at the boy who was still with his head down, did not speak, and quietly listened to the other party.

"I have a good impression of her, I like her a little, but I can't talk about love, my purpose of accepting her is not simple. …… My acting skills got into trouble, and I was told that if I wanted to break through the situation, I had to liberate my nature and expose my vulnerability to others. …… I need to change. …… This change is not only up to me, but also requires external forces to exert influence. …… This is an opportunity. ”

Hearing this, Li Yunxi finally spoke: "But after accepting it, you hesitated, you knew that what you did was wrong, but you didn't want to give up easily, so you want to get advice from me?"

"No!"

The boy shook his head and looked at Li Yunxi: "Although I don't know if I really like her, I know that I am willing to try it with her." I need to change and she can help me, so I won't give up. But I still need someone else to know my ugly side in my relationship with her, like the barber in the fairy tale "The King with Donkey Ears", I need to have a hole, a hole that will help me keep secrets, and completely expose my true nature. I only trust you, so I need your help. ”

"You're going to extremes. This is not the only way to solve the dilemma of acting, and it doesn't have to be this step, why do you always like to push yourself to the corner?"

"Because it's the fastest solution I can think of. I need to expose my vulnerability and my feelings, and then I need to feel them, I need to feel them, even if it's cruel, it's bloody, it's dirty, it's ugly. But you know, I need to succeed, I have to succeed, I can't hesitate, I can't retreat, I can't fail. You understand me, so I need you. ”

After the boy finished speaking, Li Yunxi was speechless, and after a long time, she looked at the boy with complicated eyes, remembering the boy's life experience, her lips trembled for a long time, and a sentence hidden deep in her heart finally couldn't help but rush out.

"Why do you have to succeed? Why do you have to fulfill your mother's dream? You have your life, you have your journey, why can't you go your own way, for a ...... of not compatible"

Realizing that she was almost speechless, Li Yunxi suddenly stopped, she took a deep breath, adjusted her mood, and then stared at the other side with sincere eyes: "Li Zheng, there is another choice in your life." I believe that if my aunt in heaven saw that you were working so hard now, she would ...... She loves you so much, she won't let you hold on anymore. Lee Zheng, let's let go of everything, let's leave Korea together, let's start again, okay?"

"Oh, silly girl!"

Li Zheng stood up, walked to Li Yunxi's side, raised his hand and gently rubbed the girl's hair.

He looked at the girl and smiled softly: "Do you remember the agreement we made when we were children? You said that if I have a girlfriend, no matter who the other party is, the first one must tell you first." I kept my promise, and I know you'll keep it a secret for me.

Okay, it's getting late, I'm going to film tomorrow, you can settle the coffee money, I'll leave first. ”

Turning around, just a few steps away, Li Zheng turned his back to the girl and suddenly stopped.

"Yun Xi, people live in the world, they always have to have a dream, whether it is for themselves or for others. I don't live just for my mom, I live for myself. ”