The night is getting darker, and the lights in the community are getting weaker.

In the small but clean cabin, Li Zheng hugged Pan Yunji and lay on the bed, his fingers gently caressing the girl's long silky hair.

"Sister Yunji, thank you. ”

"Thank me for what?"

"You know that. ”

In the face of Li Zheng's thanks, Pan Yunji suddenly fell silent.

After a while, she raised her head and looked at Li Zheng: "Li Zheng, someone once said to me today, there are many things in life, you know that they may be wrong, but you will try, because if you don't make this mistake, you will never know whether this choice is right or wrong in your life." Li Zheng, I want to try it today. We...... Let's socialize!"

Hearing Pan Yunji's words, Li Zheng's expression was suddenly stunned, he lowered his head and looked at Pan Yunji, when he saw the seriousness in the girl's eyes, he frowned slightly, and then smiled lightly, did not answer, leaned over and kissed the girl's lips.

"Don't-"

Pan Yunji stretched out her hand to cover Li Zheng's lips, her eyes were shining, and she stared at him sincerely, "I'm not joking! I mean it! Li Zheng, let's have a relationship!"

Looking at Pan Yunji's serious and sincere eyes, Li Zheng was silent, and only smiled at the girl after a while: "Sister Yunji, aren't we together now? Isn't this good?"

Pan Yunji didn't dodge this time, she looked at Li Zheng with fixed eyes, a thin layer of mist rose from her eyes, and there was a deep disappointment in her voice, "However, this is not love, this is just love!"

“……”

Li Zheng was silent for a long time before he whispered, "Sister Yunji, do you remember what you said when we first met?...... There is actually no difference between love and love, but the order of the words has changed, but the result is the same!"

Looking at the girl's weeping eyes, he bowed his head slightly and whispered, "You know, I don't fall in love!"

Pan Yunji glanced at Li Zheng in disappointment, lowered her head silently, and was silent for a long time, she raised her head and stared at Li Zheng, her voice was lonely, but her tone was full of determination.

"But I want to get married. …… I'm not saying tonight, not even necessarily with you, but that's what I want. …… I want a serious relationship, I want a boyfriend, I want my boyfriend to be able to go shopping with me, cook with me, I want to sleep by the same person's pillow every night, wake up by his side every morning, I want to grow old with him, in a small house with a garden, watching the children play happily......"

“…… I don't want another bed partner whose lover is not a lover and a friend who is not a friend...... Li Zheng, I don't want to do this anymore...... We...... Let's ...... over."

…………

The night is dark, and the cold moonlight is carelessly shining down, and the ancient city of Seoul is gradually covered with a silvery veil. The moonlight was like water, and the slightest coldness was silently sprinkled all over the earth.

Standing on the street, looking at the surrounding lights and the bustling crowd under the lights, Li Zheng's eyes dimmed slightly, he lit a cigarette and then took a deep breath, letting his heart tighten suddenly in the smell of tobacco, and then a sudden loneliness slowly opened up in the atrium inexplicably.

……

"Every second in the world, someone is born and someone dies. In this life, it is not short to say that it is short, and it is not long to say that it is long. Maybe one second you're in high spirits, the next second a car hits, and you're saying goodbye to the world. So, I always remind myself that no matter what happens to me, I only give myself ten seconds to be sad. After ten seconds, I will forget all the unhappy things, forget everything, and do something to make myself happy in the eleventh second. ”

……

Remembering the life experience that a senior in the army had taught him when he was enlisted in the army, Li Zheng closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and then began to count the numbers in a low voice.

“1…… 2…… 3…… 4…… 5…… 6…… 7…… 8…… 9…… 10……”

In the eleventh second, he opened his eyes and saw a fair girl wearing a pink T-shirt and sunglasses walking in front of him, his eyes flickered slightly, he hooked the corners of his mouth, showed a confident smile, and then stepped forward a few steps to stop in front of the girl.

"Hello, excuse me...... Excuse me, do you mind if I ask you a question?"

"Huh?"

The girl stopped and looked at Li Zheng suspiciously, and when she saw Li Zheng's handsome face, her eyes lit up, and she said with a smile: "I don't mind." What do you want to ask?"

Li Zheng smiled softly: "Excuse me, do you have a boyfriend?"

"What?!"

The girl was slightly stunned, looked at him a little shyly, her face turned red, and she said half-loudly, "No, no." ”

"Would you mind kissing me, then?"

"Huh?"

The girl was stunned, looked up at Li Zheng in a daze, and forgot to answer for a while.

Looking at the girl's stunned expression, Li Zheng smiled faintly, and without waiting for the girl to answer, he stepped forward and held the girl's face and lowered his head to kiss her lips.

For a long time, the lips parted.

"You?!"

The girl's eyes were confused, and she subconsciously touched her lips, and then she remembered something, her face turned angry, and she slapped Li Zheng in the face.

"Smack!"

As the slap fell, the anger in the girl's heart seemed to dissipate a little. She raised her eyes and glared at Li Zheng, but what she saw was a relieved smile on Li Zheng's face.

"Thank you. ”

Hearing Li Zheng's words of thanks, the girl looked stunned and looked at Li Zheng suspiciously.

"Huh. ”

Li Zheng smiled softly, without explanation, he bowed slightly, as if he had put down something, nodded to the girl, and turned away silently.

The street was full of pedestrians, the river was endless, Li Zheng's figure gradually disappeared, and the girl looked at it from afar, her heart was surging, and her face was full of confusion.

The night was deep, the moon was like silver frost, and it was as cold as water.

After leaving the girl, Li Zheng took out his mobile phone, flipped through the address book to find Pan Yunji's name, put his finger on the delete button, he hesitated for a moment, his eyes were slightly condensed, and then he resolutely pressed it. A gust of wind blew, a few strands of hair fluttered gently, and in the night breeze, the corners of the boy's mouth raised slightly, smiled silently, paused slightly, and then found another number in the address book and dialed it gently.

"Is it me, Li Zheng...... I haven't seen you in a long time. Do you have time tonight? …… Oh, good, old place, see you or leave. ”

Hanging up the phone, Li Zheng's eyes narrowed slightly, he looked up at the night sky, looked at the many stars in the sky, and held the phone tightly.

"Yes. I am who I am! I won't ...... Change for anyone!"