"A man lives alone, and to live is a never-ending misery from which there can never be escaped...... Only death can end it all......"

The voice was very soft, as if it existed and as if it did not exist, ethereal, dreamlike, giving Lin Yuanfan a very unreal feeling, this light voice kept ringing in the depths of his mind, with a strong rendering power, and a kind of delusion that could confuse people, stirring his nerves that were on the verge of collapse, and wanted him to push him to the abyss of death.

Life is so difficult, from the peak to the trough, survival has become a luxury, his father has passed away, and now his mother has also left in misfortune, all kinds of hardships have followed, each time it is more and more serious, and he has lost more and more, even the person he cherishes the most has disappeared, Lin Yuanfan has suffered enough blows.

He was just a person, an ordinary person, without a ruthless and cold-blooded heart, and his mother's departure broke his last defense.

Lin Yuanfan was affected by these words at this moment, thinking that it was his own mind, and was encouraged, and the despair in his heart was like a flood that burst the embankment, uncontrollable, and the already existing will to die was lifted from the shackles, and it was infinitely magnified at this moment, as if a seed called "death" grew into a towering tree in an instant.

"Dead?"

Lin Yuanfan looked at his mother tightly, he had been with his mother since he was a child, and he depended on each other, but now that his mother is gone, Lin Yuanfan feels that life has lost its meaning, the world has become gray and white, and it is no longer interesting for him to live.

"Mom, I'll be with you soon, soon. ”

Lin Yuanfan's eyes showed a hint of resoluteness and made up his mind, but before he took action, Lin Yuanfan planned to bury his mother and put her in the ground, and he couldn't let his mother stay here like this.

With all his strength, Lin Yuanfan struggled to carry Su Xiaofu's cold corpse, he only ate one steamed bun that day, and his face was a little pale, but he still gritted his teeth and insisted.

The cold rain drippeds on his body, freezing him and shivering, but he didn't care, step by step, Lin Yuanfan didn't know how long he had walked, left the edge of the city, came to the wild, and carried his mother to the place where they had buried their father together.

In the sparse forest, there are a few bluestones under a big tree, which is the place where Lin Langtian rests, without money, they can't even get a cemetery, so they can only bury Lin Langtian in this rarely visited forest, and now Lin Yuanfan carries his mother over to let his parents finally be together.

Without any tools, Lin Yuanfan could only dig with a wooden stick, plane by hand, and see the surrounding scene clearly with the help of the bright light that crossed the sky from time to time, and then continued to act.

After using all the strength in his body, Lin Yuanfan finally buried his mother, without moving, Lin Yuanfan lay in the middle of his parents' grave, letting the filthy shallow mud surround him, he was about to die, there was nothing to be afraid of, and there was nothing unbearable.

The rain became heavier and heavier, Lin Yuanfan looked at the dark sky, the darkness had completely surrounded him, and the occasional lightning and the hunger and cold on his body made him realize that he was still alive and living in this cold world.

Lin Yuanfan was talking to his parents, but he was the only one talking, the more he spoke, the more choked he became, but he didn't want to stop, his eyes were full of water droplets, I don't know if it was rain or tears, or both.

Lin Yuanfan has already decided to spend the last night with his parents, and wait until dawn to see the world again and end everything, then he doesn't have to endure these anymore.

After a long night of talking to himself, the rain did not stop, the sky was getting brighter, Lin Yuanfan's limbs were cold, but he was not dead, he struggled to open his eyes, knelt up with difficulty, and kowtowed three times to the nameless grave of his parents,

Standing up in pain, Lin Yuanfan walked slowly towards the height of the mountain forest, he knew that there was a cliff not far ahead, although it was not high, only more than twenty meters, but it was more than enough to end a person's life.

Coming to the side of the cliff, Lin Yuanfan turned around and saw Chuzhou in the rain through the gap, which was still prosperous, but everything had no connection with him, and there was nothing to miss anymore, just take a step forward, and he would be able to end all the suffering that had been added to him.

"Let's go, there will be no more pain in the world...... Another world where you can get it all. ”

The ethereal voice of agitation sounded in Lin Yuanfan's mind again at this time, urging him to act quickly.

The clouds are thick, the rain is pouring down, and the world seems so bleak that it is not worth nostalgia at all.

Lin Yuanfan glanced up at the sky, then stepped out, jumped forward, and was resolute, but for some reason, at this moment, there was a hint of a smile on the corner of Lin Yuanfan's mouth, like a smile of relief, and as if there were other meanings in it.

Falling, falling with the rain, Lin Yuanfan's mind appeared in the past, the memories of a lifetime flew quickly, grief, and desolation, but there were also some memories that he didn't know that also flashed quickly at this time, those were all dreams he had, very real, two different memories actually made him have contradictions and entanglements in his heart.

"I—who am I?

Lin Yuanfan's head was in severe pain, as if he was about to explode, and his falling body was already extremely close to the gravel under the cliff, and he might crash into it in the next second.

At this moment, a sudden change occurred, and the gloomy sky suddenly changed its appearance, twisted, hideous, and a huge human head composed of dark clouds appeared in the sky, and the mouth and nose and other places were deep darkness, like an ugly demon.

This process happened extremely quickly, and Lin Yuanfan didn't seem to notice this, the green tendons on his forehead burst out, and his face looked painful.

The sound of ridicule resounded throughout the sky, or the whole world, as if it came from the Nine Shadows, cold and piercing, making people feel furious and uncomfortable.

The wind was blowing, and the gray face was rushing towards Lin Yuanfan, who was thinking about falling, the speed was extremely fast, and the size was also rapidly shrinking and condensing, it was still in the sky just now, and before anyone could blink an eye, it suddenly appeared on the cliff, and its size was reduced to the size of two basketball courts, and it became even darker.

Even so, this black human face was still many times larger than Lin Yuanfan, and the black shadow opened its big mouth and locked on Lin Yuanfan's position.

Lin Yuanfan was about to fall to the bottom of the cliff, but the huge black film and television cliff was like nothing, and it actually passed through the cliff and bit Lin Yuanfan unimpeded, intending to eat Lin Yuanfan in one bite.

But just when Lin Yuanfan fell into the mouth of the black shadow, Lin Yuanfan, who was originally struggling in pain, suddenly changed his appearance, his complexion returned to normal, his eyes became resolute, and he no longer had the previous sadness and cowardice.